I forgive you . I really do …it’s the only way to release these feelings for you . I wanted us to be so badly I guess I got too caught up in a fab dream . I listened to everything you told me ..I denied it , but I secretly loved every bit of it . I started to feel what you were saying and I wanted it to be true ..I was willing to put me aside for you ..that was a big mistake ..your feelings changed they switched over night..took my emotions on a flight . I’m stuck in my head with all these thoughts ..was I good enough? The things you said were they ever true? Everyday I’m waking up thinking of you . I can’t shake it ..I know we’ll never be , but it felt real to me or was I just blinded by the mystery. Mystery of you and me a mystery that I wanted to solve everyday by loving you . Was the timing off ? I asked myself these questions but deep down it’s only caused depression. I’m tired of the endless thoughts , the hopeless scenarios.. the feelings weren’t mutual I found that to be true .oh it hurts so bad I want it to be through. I want these feelings released oh yes I do! Release me of the sadness I feel , release me of these invisible shackles..I want to break free..please release me…
- Precious
