Your Time Is Coming, Dont Be Late

LMAOOOO

Fuck it, hope she bless me

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

Wow, thank you. Just thank you. I wouldn’t have so much if it wasn’t for you. I owe you everything and god I can’t imagine my life without you. Thank you thank you thank you. I love you so much. You’ve changed my life for the better and I cannot ever repay you with something worthy. You are the world to me and god knows I’d do anything for you. I love you I love you I love you. Thank you for everything. A letter could never cover how much I love you because there are no words for it.

These aren’t really letters, oops.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

Wow, thank you. Just thank you. I wouldn’t have so much if it wasn’t for you. I owe you everything and god I can’t imagine my life without you. Thank you thank you thank you. I love you so much. You’ve changed my life for the better and I cannot ever repay you with something worthy. You are the world to me and god knows I’d do anything for you. I love you I love you I love you. Thank you for everything. A letter could never cover how much I love you because there are no words for it.

These aren’t really letters, oops.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

Wow, thank you. Just thank you. I wouldn’t have so much if it wasn’t for you. I owe you everything and god I can’t imagine my life without you. Thank you thank you thank you. I love you so much. You’ve changed my life for the better and I cannot ever repay you with something worthy. You are the world to me and god knows I’d do anything for you. I love you I love you I love you. Thank you for everything. A letter could never cover how much I love you because there are no words for it.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.