#ANURP ⸻ a SIDEBLOG to a main rp blog for memes i want to make whenever i FEEL like it. cawed by ANU ( she / them ), 21+. recommendations and requests are WELCOMED, however it doesn't mean EVERYTHING will be done.

❛ in this light the blood is black. ❜

❛ we begin in the dark and birth in the death of us. ❜

❛ what rage you must feel as you choke on your sorrow. ❜

❛ it's a darker path and it calls my name. ❜

❛ though she cannot remember, she cannot forget. ❜

❛ and know for the love of god, you need to suffer because there is a god who demands to be bled for. ❜

❛ i wanted to save the little girl in me. ❜

❛ all power demands sacrifice and pain. ❜

❛ born of a shadow with the face of a girl. ❜

❛ poor little girl; still waiting for her happy ending. ❜

❛ i will follow you into the dark. ❜

❛ i am the daughter of sorrow. ❜

❛ down the river, we flow. i'll give you my everything, i'll never let you fall. ❜

❛ you're never going to be back home again. ❜

❛ holy wisdom is not clear and thin like water, but thick and dark like blood. ❜

❛ this isn't who i am but i can't remember who i should be. ❜

❛ i'm not your protagonist, i've not even my own. i don't know anything, i don't even know what i don't know. ❜

❛ her heart was a dark forest, her soul all the wild things which dwelt between the trees. ❜

❛ she has been a prisoner since she has been a daughter. ❜

❛ i was well-practised at not saying anything i felt inside. ❜

❛ blessed be the children, each and every one come to know their god through some senseless act of violence. ❜

❛ and here you come with a shield for a heart and a sword for a tongue. ❜

❛ all your faith, all your rage, all your pain ⸻ it ain't over now and i ain't talking about forgiveness. ❜

❛ half gods are worshipped in wine and flowers. real gods require blood. ❜

❛ god loves you, but not enough to save you. ❜

❛ the blood that drips down from your chin is sickly sweet and metallic and, oh, so familiar. ❜

❛ you are not sure you remember who it belongs to anymore. ❜

❛ then bow your head in the house of god, and little girl, who do you think you are ? ❜

❛ you think you need it, you think you want love ⸻ you wouldn't want it if you knew what it was. ❜

❛ the woods have remembered you ever since the first time you got lost in them. ❜

❛ little by little she came to know tenderness and hope. ❜

❛ and now that you don't have to be perfect, you can be good. ❜

❛ growing purple flowers from your heart 'til you find peace with everything you've been through. ❜

❛ and from the blood of the wound a flower sprang. ❜

❛ i can't abandon the person i used to be so i carry her. ❜

❛ i am built upon the wreckage of myself. ❜

❛ teach me the words i used to know, i want to remember ⸻ she is me, and i am her. ❜

❛ my life might not be what i thought but i wouldn't change a thing. ❜

❛ goodbye to the girl that i'd been. ❜

❛ i needed to be somewhere different. maybe i needed to be someone different, too. ❜

❛ if flowers can teach themselves how to bloom after winter passes, so can you. ❜

❛ the crescent moon fits the line of your cheek. ❜

❛ gladly feast on those who would subdue us. ❜

❛ tell me that you chose me. that you love me. that you crave the darkness. ❜

❛ i come as a blade, a sacred guardian ⸻ so you keep me sharp and test my worth in blood. ❜

❛ there is blood everywhere and i am lost in it. i breathe blood, not air. ❜

❛ one by one, i downed all the people i'd been. ❜

❛ by touch, by smell, i would know her blind. i would know her in death. ❜

❛ i guess you had a place you had to get to. ❜

❛ i saw the truth inside the real you. ❜

❛ there's no pain that i won't go through, even if i have to die for you. ❜

❛ 'cause the only hell i know is without you. ❜

❛ but now it's just me alone in this damn room. ❜

❛ the more i search the more i lose clarity. ❜

❛ i should've worshiped her sooner. ❜

❛ feels like we having matching wounds. ❜

❛ mine's still black and blue and yours is perfectly fine. ❜

❛ will we survive to stay the same ? ❜

❛ you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be. ❜

❛ you bleed just to know you're alive. ❜

❛ i know that look you give when we're fighting. ❜

❛ i don't deserve someone loyal to me. ❜

❛ you look pretty when i make you cry. ❜

❛ pretty little thing telling pretty lies. ❜

❛ it's hard to breathe sometimes. ❜

❛ baby, i'm the only future you've got. ❜

❛ i'd fall to pieces if i went anywhere without her. ❜

❛ she keeps me up all night. ❜

❛ you're a scam, everything is rotten in your mind. ❜

❛ did i really need to tell you what the truth was ? ❜

❛ don't try to justify yourself. ❜

❛ you know i know the truth and you're still lying to my face. ❜

❛ you play the victim when you're the snake. ❜

❛ i'm so good at telling lies. ❜

❛ 'cause now i'm scared that everyone i love will leave me. ❜

❛ someone who loves you wouldn't do this. ❜

❛ what is the point of doing nothing at all ? ❜

❛ 'cause staying silents' the same as dying. ❜

❛ days seem sometimes as if they'll never end. ❜

❛ don't ask me why i hate myself. ❜

❛ am i what you think about all late at night ? ❜

❛ you make it look so easy, leaving everything behind. ❜

❛ not asking for much, man, i thought maybe you'd call me. ❜

❛ the skeletons in your closet started breaking free. ❜

❛ am i on your mind ? don't you deny it. ❜

❛ i never should've said goodbye, but maybe that's what stupid people do. ❜

❛ but you know, you hurt me pretty good too. ❜

❛ i hope you find some peace of mind in this lifetime. ❜

❛ i don't believe in god, but i believe that you're my saviour. ❜

❛ i sleep so i can see you, 'cause i hate to wait so long. ❜

❛ hey, call me back when you get this. ❜

❛ it's not you, it's me and all that other bullshit. ❜

❛ why are you pointing at me with that knife ? ❜

❛ you loved me, and now you don't anymore. ❜

❛ shame is sharp and my skin gives so easy. ❜

❛ you love blood too much, but not like i do. ❜

❛ sweet, mourning lamb ... there is nothing you can do. ❜

❛ i can see it in your eyes, he keeps looking at me. ❜