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last upd: 5/26/26

YES i reblog EVERYTHING YES it makes me happy YES i leave comments nearly every time, YES i am MERRY!!!

eatingants's strawpage

not mentioned but i have an ao3 and i post fics ……sometimessss………….

I LOV MY MOOTS… talk to me whenever u want i love you all💗

> no response=formulating/perfecting one

(INBOX: requestz will probably get done slowly/eventually lolz, sometimez i juzt don t know how to fulfill it “well” so it gets procrastinated!!

general talking to me is ALZO procrastinated MY BAD GAHH i juzt like to draw ztuff for my responsez but that. gets procrastinated.)

andi love when people reblog or comment!! so cutie!! i love talking to people but im bad at it.. i will try to always reply ^o^

also shoutout to SKY my pooka!! ^.^ LOVE YOU!!

antsy / skeety / evan

you can call me any of these names, most of my friends call me antsy tho!!

she/they , minor 15 , august 1st , infp-t , prolly arospec🥹

i am not good socially. it makes me really stressed and i m pretty shy. itz likely i ll zay zomething wrong or not pick up a cue. plz let me know.

talk to me still tho i like making friends❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

tell me if i do something wrong!!!!!!!!!! like plz talk to me!!!! i am willing to listen and change!!! like im serious!!!! tell me so i can improve okay i dont want to make anyone feel bad or anything,,

plz contact me through here to tell me what i did ^.^ alzo my strawpage!!! i say this all because i really want to be better for people,,

I LOVE HURT/COMFORT AND FOUND FAMILY. Anywayzzz more about me, I love sheep and I raise lambs for fair ^.^ i mainly draw and write! and i love tumblr.

i pozt like everything that happenz to me ever. i treat thiz like a blog. block the tagz you don t wanna zee, ok? they are all lizted in thiz pozt!!!!

i say skit or skeet instead of most bad wordz cuz i think itz funny

i’m very active on here i think… bored :T

requestz +art use

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to both!

ask in inbox or commentz ^_^!don’t ask for something weird though idk

use my art freely!!!!!!!!!!! unless you are mentioned in DNI. do not use my art for problematic things, please.

if pfp - creds not needed!!!

if reposting somewhere else - plz!!!!!! do!!!!!!cred!!!!not that anyone would but like

don’t claim my art as your own plz🥹🥹and don’t try to sell my art…???? ok sorry i had that happen to me once so im just gonna say it i dont allow this💢💢💢

BYF!!!

i get easily scared of socializing... if you don’t get a reply quickly i’m probably mulling over what the “right” thing 2 say iz

i love talkint to people!! though i suck at itz. itz why i zay to tell me if i do zomething wrong. but anywayz

interact with me like twice theough reposts or askz or comments and i ll end up thinking you re cool/nice lolz!! ^^

if we re mootz you can azk for my discord anytimez!!! love you all!

i’m not good with people at all, really,, even with my close friends i take frequent breaks chatting, im really sorry if i seem distant ever,,, like just randomly not replying,,, im trying to be better about it!!!!!!

i m arospec.. somehwew in there. pleaze do not azk to be romantically involved with me!!

and, alzo, i will zay ily or talk about being phyzically affectionate. it iz all platonic.

ily all!!

DNIIIII 💢💢💢💢

pro/com/darkship , skeet x matt shippers… no. , nsfw stuff - prolly on a sfw acc ok?, probably more but to me it juzt zeemz like common zenze

if you use ai art or just ai in general

fandomz

> right now i’m most into itzskeet_playz, gasa4, and ninjago < i moztly draw skeet… ou

- roblox (itzskeet_playz, gasa4, the moon i rot behind, pupi midnight munchies, forsaken, creatures of sonaria)

- animation vs

- osc (bfdi, ii, object invasion, dream diary)

glitchtape… i do not support cole.

- life series

i’ve only watched martyn’s pov❤️‍🩹 he’s my fave…

- lego (ninjago, dreamzzz, lego movie, monkie kid)

- minecraft stuff (FREAKSHOW!!!! lifeseries, but only martyn’s pov)

- probably more but idk

tags > meaning

not my art > reblog

my art > art but i sorta don’t use this anymore

antsyworks > art

antsygoesmarching1x1hurrah > ramble i love it sm when i get comments on these LAWL like WOA you saw that… ??

antsystops2 > explaining things i do in my art and stuff cause im number one yapper

antsystops2pickupsticks > sidequestz like farm

antsygoesmarchingDOWN > saaaad…..vent i guess??…….. you should block this tag. especially if ur an irl friend. STARES.

>Keep in mind that i probably DID read any comfort offered, but simply didn t respond, i m probably not in a good state to say anything coherent or actually grateful.

stays between you and me > art stuff not good enough to go in fandom tags🥹better between you and i!

how do i attatch a link to these… sorry… huh

i get really obsessed with things so don’t worry if i don’t post a fandom a lot i’ll get around to it lawl esp considering i do NOT let things go

waves nervously at everyone who followed me for osc and now has to deal with my skeet obsession

all my glitchtapers have hope. i will post the art dump when i draw likeeee one more thingggg

skeet my lifeeee brooo

#antsygoesmarching1x1hurrah #antsyworks #antsystops2 #antsystops2pickupsticks

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i jsut saw a man like walking a skateboard like a dog i mean i guess bro

#antsygoesmarching1x1hurrah

>espy! hey i think you ve got something on your faaace! are you okay?!

#number one strat to being asked if ur okay when visibly upset is making a joke #espy stronger than me i would ve shattered myself🤣#antsyworks

anteatrrr

“no more sweatshirts. no more.” mama noooo

anteatrrr

not that therez much to hide

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN #maybe soon #vagueposting GO!!.

“no more sweatshirts. no more.” mama noooo

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN

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WARNING kind of sh. a little metaphorical maybe. IDontKnow but its oc slop so no one carez anyway i juzt had fun drawing it so

.

their name is espy and they re trying their best. theymadeofglass

therez lore but itz like 1k wordz long and a little old so maybe i ll rewrite it to make it nicer to read sometime Maybe but rightnow the revised version is in My Head..

lol messing with the filter Awww hey little pink espyy!!!

they usually wear all these mirrorz hence why they re so upset player sees them with all their defenses down their ‘real’ self

#antsyworks #my roblox oc yeap yepyep #they re basically me but itz okay #ididthelineartwithlassotoolcuzihatemyselfapparently…

okayyy i decided i don t wanna be scared anymoree

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN

anteatrrr

mama noticed i was sad and bought me nesquik choclatemillk

anteatrrr

nevermind mama said “i think you re the problem”

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN

mama noticed i was sad and bought me nesquik choclatemillk

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN #antsygoesmarching1x1hurrah

wellle ^.^

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN

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i knowww i m making it about myself and that it wa snever meant as sormthing to make me feel guilty about

but

you know me i really really have to believe that you do

i want to take everything to heart

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN #stupid and selfish and sensitive and overreacting constantly #worrying and nervous and awful and annoying

aren t i chore to be around

someone who needz constant reassurance

someone who is trying soo fucking hard and failing

someone utterly useless

i know

i only get in the way

andi know everyone here is better off without me

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN

anteatrrr

i don t like sleepovers anymore

even when i think i m doing right by you i m not

how could you talk to him instead of me

im

jealous

i m hurt

why didn t you tell me what i did wrong

why did you tell him first

I don t understand at all

did my trying not mean anything to you

was i really the bad friend here like he said

“…and antsy barely even helped?”

you read that text out like i

like he said it as fact

im going to be sick

and did you even notice how i tensed up or turned away or curled up or did you notice that i was trying my best that day

and i know that isn t much at all

and i know you need much more help than me

¡ hate him i hate him so much i hate him and i hate that he always knows what to say when i don t because i suck at this and i suck at everything really but i thought at the very least i didn t suck at helping you he s better oh my god of course he is. everyones better

don’t you feel so much more comforted with him than with me

don t you think he s great

don t you find me unhelpful

what more can i do

what more could i have done with the limited thingz i knew

what do you think i can do when you know i have no experience with any of this shit

and you finally tell me and

its that you ve told all this to him

and its you telling him everything

and its him judging the situation and not at all knowing what itz like

i hated it

i stayed quiet the whole time becauze i couldn t bear to speak i was mortified

i turned away becauze i didn t want you to see me crying

i made a joke when you finally asked me if i waz okay

i went to sleep early because i didn t want to talk to you anymore and i find that you didn t wake me up for comfort ugh

what am i meant to say

that im endlessly jealous

that i wanted to cry

that i felt betrayed

that im selfish

that i felt awful

that i didn t like any of this and i wanted to go home

i feel like shit

i hate you

i hate him

i hate myself

he s right

he s so right

im a bad bad friend

no matter how much you do for me and support me my attempts suck and i only hurt you more

i hope you leave me

i hope you somehow see this and feel hurt

i hope you hate me for being a crybaby and posting instead of talking to you

i hope you kick me aside

i hope you talk of me like just another bad friend you had to drop

i hope you hate me

and hate me and hate me and hate me

and hate me as much as i love you

and revile me as much as i worry for you

and loathe me as much as i ve tried for you

i feel sick

i don t want to eat

anteatrrr

its for a selfish, petty, insecure reason

again

and i know this is so selfish

and awful of me

so so so so selfish

i actually feel sick knowing how revolting i can be

jealous

envious

worried

self centered

he s talking to me like itz normal

like he doezn t hate me

and hate me

and hate and hate and hate and hate me

(and maybe for second i realized that he was juzt trying to be comforting and give her support that one time. he doezn t actually think i didn t try. he doez nt actually think i m bad.)

but i

what a small

little detail

to get so needlessly jealous over

and another detail i remember

and i fall

and i m endlessly jealous

and i played it off as a joke to him

because i know i m in the wrong for getting so easily insecure

i don t understand i don t get this jealous over other people s friendz. and hez my friend too.

i think whatz really hurting me iz that i m not good at all at anything and i guess i thought i was good for her at least a little i guess i m scared that i ve said all the wrong things even though i tried and tried and tried

i guess i m scared that i really am a bad person.

and here s someone in front of me who isn t.

and i want to be like him so badly. to have the stamina to say all the right things. to say something right in the first place. i want to not make mistakes. to be dependable. to always be so soft and comforting

he s so

good

and she must know

i m not not really i can try i have been trying but itz not enough iz it i can t alwayz reply i don t alwayz know what to say that sleepover waz a mess and even though i thiught i was doing okay at helping her i didn t

and i only want the best for her

why should i make her stick around me if i m not good at all

he s good

and so i m jealous

or my ego is hurt

or something

somethign stupid and self centered and awful and petty

i m such a horrible person

i wish i were him

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN

it feels like no one actually wantz to talk to me

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN

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#skeet…#THIS DESIGN IS SO CUTE #LOVE LOVE LOVE #not my art #itzskeet playz #itzskeetxd662 #kill them all…

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i kind of like suck lolz can we all kill me or something

#antsygoesmarchingDOWN

okay wellll maybe if i think about it maybe shouldn t paly stress game while im mega stressed about my lamb. im sorry flowery.

#antsygoesmarching1x1hurrah

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