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Haii ! My name is Emma! You can call me any nicknames and stuff, idm ^_^

i would answer to past names like em/emmy/angie/angelica .. :3

she/her, idk my sexuality lwk

Just to get it out of the way, im 14, so if you dont like interacting w ppl my age you dont have to..

my birthday is 8/22

cardcaptor sakura themed blog!!

BLOCK DONT REPORT!

this is a jirai/landmine blog, i will be posting about sh, maybe eds, my horrible attachment patterns, ideation, among other things. Please dont needesly trigger yourself :(

i am not planning to recover anytime soon, but im not anti-recovery for others

i am lifestyle not fashion (i do love the fashion but its expensive and i enjoy other styles more) i would wear it in a heartbeat if i got the chance to try ! Its so so pretty!

I do not post sh pics, no need to rlly worry abt that. I dont wanna be termed

also in general i know i can be kinda annoying in my posts :( i get very repetitive but i an just trying to document my brain! Also fair warning , most of my posts are multiple paragraphs long.

i dont have any dnis really! Also open dms!

newer tag system = random life posting #a magical life 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 vent posting under jirai tags

pfp by : @.yumechr on tumblr >w< (i dont wanna accidentally alert you everytime i change my intro lol)

All dividers and borders i made

this is my 2nd acc, first was @.Cxp1dsCryb4by but i got termed

Im not sure if im really in these as fandoms… but i like them <3

madoka magica, cardcaptor sakura, pokemon in general, nana, sugar sugar rune, yotsuba, salior moon, Tokyo mew mew, nso, spy x family, pusheen, splatoon, zelda, pikmin, sanrio, vocaloid, heathers, lain, doki doki, watamote, lucky star, dokuro chan, frieren, komi cant communicate, stich, fnaf, alnst, persona, nekopara, yan sin, danganronpa, paradise kiss, takopi og sin, azumanga, angel beats, magia record

madoka prob my biggest one, despite the sakura theme

While i dont have many..

i like drawing, playing games, sometimes reading, listening to music, kandi, collecting stuff like plushies, watching youtube and anime! ^_^ i dont really do much else, but i try to get deep into my hobbies

nirvana, hole, msi, korn, the violent femmes, fleetwood mac, babymetal, kmfdm, nin, garbage, deftones, sublime, blink-182, alex g , weezee, icp , MBV, curve, jack off jill, icp, scarling, bikini kill, london after midnight, the smiths, radiohead, miss construction , my life w the thrill kill kult, die antwoord, the cure, elliot smith, tv girl, the breeders, heavenly, ministry, atari teenage riot, slipknot on the more “alt” side for a lack of a better word

i also have a long running love for lana del rey, as well i love mitski , laufey, adrianne lenker, bjork

i do also like random vocaloid songs not anything in paticular

In kpop i mostly stan illit, twice, and njz. I also love solo yena and some red velvet. Illit r my ults, my bias is wonhee :3

and just regular run of the mill western pop like lady gaga and random internet songs idk

Heres ma Spotify

discord: is banned . . . Lol

pintrest : anqxl1c

My MAL

I am a attention whore ngl , i love it sm.. please please please please please please??? I have no anons sighghfhsksidusi

i love asks sm!!! Talk to me abt anything ill try my best to be nice and interesting!!

please do note i am not constinetly on here. I burn out very easily.

i will also refer to myself as a magical girl or angel and thats becauze i AM! Im the sweetest girl youll ever meet

@.kurtlyturtle my darling, my syaoran :3 <3 (SYAORAN THEME TO MY SAKURA THEME!)

@.thr0wing0pk1ttykn1v3sis is my irl bsf, referred to as kittie or kitkat (coined by turtle >.<) i love her sm but sadly shes off tumblr

@.mydollyriee IS AWESOME IVE KNOW THEM FOR LIKE ALMOST 3 YEARS

Below is my silly collection of userboxses, blinkes, and stamps

from various places mostly pin and tumblr

changes a lot

it was so werid it kinda made me question if it really was just been my parents and house and the negative things i associate w it bringing me down?

or the aderaline of change bringing me up.. anyway, first day, may 31st i had to wake up at 3AM TO GET ON A FLIGHT AT 6 AM . Why so early... driving to the airport took maybe 30 mins and my dad was playing nine inch nails album "still". It felt so surreal and i felt that familiar feeling of unreality but less in a dreadful way this time, just peaceful. TSA was actually very short and we just sat around at our boarding gate for like 2 hours. i met this person i can call (k, 11th grader). K was very talkative and nice but i mostly talked to the two people i knew from school (j, 9th grader) and (m, 9th grader)

that plane. i cannot describe how boring it was. I was actually kinda grateful cause the lady sitting next to me was chewing her gum WITH HER MOUTH CLOSED (rare common curtosy) so i just used my scalped libary cds my dad put in my apple music app to listen to mitski and chill

once we got off the plane we had to wait ard in lax for a little while but then our bougie travel bus came. We got droven to this area around a university for food and stuff before a choir clinic (basically practice with a higher up in choir world) and j walked off. You couldnt go off in groups less than three, so me and m met these two REALLY COOL people (z, 11th grader) and (n, 11th grader) and wandered around with them. We sat down in a teahouse thinking they had food but they just had 45$ afternoon tea and got scared and left, then we went into a bunch of thrift and antique stores and window shopped. N bought a record tho :3 then we found a mexican food place, ate, looked at some more shops then started heading over to the church we had to meet at for our clinic

The clinic was kinda jus a thing to do, i had to sing on soprano because we were singing music from winter when i was still a soprano (im an alto) and the dude kept stopping us every few seconds but it was still good. He had some good advice :3

after that we pretty much just drove to the hotel, then we went into downtown disney. I stuck with m (who btw was on crutches this whole first day, torn acl) and z and n. We all went to a sit down resturant in a corner ordered , ate and then kinda just chilled there for a hour and half after we were done cause we were tired. Then we had to meet our choir for ice cream, then drove back to the hotel.

the first night at the hotel wasnt that bad ! >< k from the airport got moved into me , m and j’s room cause of some drama but we all kinda jus showered and went to bed. We also did get our tickets this night

then we got up at like 6am the next day. M had finally got a mobility scooter thing, and that helped her a lot! We were late to breakfast and when we got there we were alr abt to leave for the park, but that was okai :3 the disney security lines actually did move pretty fast, and me and madi met up with z and n again for the day !! We started off in California Adventure, we first bought souviners. Z got a EVE plushie and m got a sully one. Then we went over to the ferried wheel, did that, did the golden zephyr, and then z m and n went on grizzly river run but i sat out the first time drinking a monster cuz i didnt wanna get wet. Then they convinced me to go on it w them a second time (it was super duper fun). We tried to go on goofys sky school but it got shut down, so me and z and m went on the incredicoaster while n stayed with our stuff and madis scooter cuz she didnt wanna go on. We then went to go get lunch, i got us all potstickers and teryaki . N got some apparently DISGUSTING ramen they regreted buying. I heard them playing sick beat by kero kero bonito while we were eating i swear. . I might mess up order a bit but i think We went on the mater ride then walked over to where we were meeting for a disneyland imagnation campus thing. that thing was kinda fun to? The dude teaching it was funny and had a reallly great goice but we were sightreading for the recordings and i just didnt get the sheet music so i was freaking tf out৹ᵒ̴̶̷᷄﹏ᵒ̴̶̷᷅৹ it lasted like 3 hours

we then park hopped to disneyland, and did jungle cruise. I have a video! It was funny but obviously scripted. . M wanted food but z just bought us all dole whip instead lol (thank you z!!!!!) we then walked to the bayou (former splash mountain) and even thought it had a like 2 hr wait we got in on 30 mins bcz m was on crutches and we could cut lines for mobility things like elevators.. it was SUCH a fun ride and z got soaked but none of the rest of us lmao (also, z got someones number here ;3 they were super cool and nerdy)

we did the astro orbiter, then everyone was kinda super duper tired.. we sat down in the area infront of the castle a hour early, then we watched fireworks at 9pm and walked back to the hotel. I feel bad cuz i was tired and needed sum from the hotel room and i kinda yelled at j over the phone and later things turned out not so great for her and z had to help comfort her through sum big but i stayed up all night to make sure j would be okay

the last day wuz a shorter day, j joined me m and z and n for the first half!! We first took pictures of pixie hollow and tinkerbell, then We did the matterhorn and that was SUPER UNDERWHELMING:( but when we did thr teacups everyone was super excited and laughing lol i loved it <3 those ppl were all so cool

The other thing i have a video of is the nemo submarine, it was long but also very engaging. . I havent seen nemo in SOOO long ˶ˊᜊˋ˶ we also did autopia, and m drove while i stepped on the gas bcz of her bad leg.. are the tracks on that thing supposed to be that wonky?????? N and Z broke off from the group for a sec to go take pics w a princess while me m and j wandered around in frontierland, and they met us at big thunder mountain again. at this point j broke off and went back with their old group, we walked back to the bayou and haunted mansion to get me souviners !! Then main st for m, at which point we like collapsed outside a boutique of exhaustion

this whole trip z was kinda parenting us and making sure we ate and drank and i felt kinda bad but i also appreciated it sm. They were so nice and so was n i was honestly a little suprised (but pleasantly)

We went back to downtown disney for mexican food and sourviners, and ate by the castle in between the parks. That was pretty much the last thing we did ><

then we had to go back to the airport :( how lame :( we had to sit there for like 3 hours before we boarded + our gate got moved THREE TIMES !! Evil lax workers

the actual plane ride back wasnt that bad, i got sat w m and k and i was tired enough i could kinda zone out.. z and n walked me back to my parents then we jus drove home

yeyyayyy

again so so sorry its so long hehhhhhhh…. I just wanted to say.. bcz it made me very happy this trip.. to jus be ard freinds and not rlly adults..