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My dad is going to have his first hip replacement in august and the second in September.

My sister gets her spine surgery at the end of this month

My brother is doing overall very well being home and not talking to the people who pulled him down. My mother and I have also acknowledged that some of his rigidity is likely an autistic, but his ADHD, anxiety and depression were much more prevalent so they were masking it. But with his current meds, and less caffeine he’s much more pleasant. He still might fail summer school, but it might be good for him to be the older kid in classes.

Sister 2 tried Ritalin, and the tablets were fine and she and we could tell they were helping her think, but they switched manufacturers for her second fill and after a couple weeks she told mom it was not working. Which we had also noticed. She was having massive meltdowns after the meds would wear off everyday.

My brother and his wife are moving in like a week

I’m still mad at my sister about how she reacted and treated my mom when my brother went to the hospital. She still thinks that she did not make it about her. I had told her that I was not going to talk to her and she continued to send me things on instagram and ask me direct questions in the family chats. I broke my silence last night and explained that I love her, I’m upset with how she reacted to me telling her I was upset, but I know that we will be seeing each other and so I will be cordial. She does not think that she made it about herself, and that I personally attacked her when I said that she should have done more to help. I had said that she could have done more, and referenced specifically what she had said earlier to all the siblings, she had been giving mom names of places to go. I suggested that she should have called to see if they were accepting new patients, or took my brother’s insurance. Apparently that’s accusing her of doing nothing.

And I do think that she did nothing. Giving mom a list of places that you can find on google is not a helpful thing. Coming over and talking to mom about what brother needs or taking out the littlest ones so mom had actual time to focus, would have helped. Or when brother went to the hospital, coming over and helping or checking in with me individually, instead of a group text with other brother once and absolutely no follow up.

Other siblings came over and helped. One drove around that night and got supplies for him to take to in-patient. One came over and helped more with the kids.

Obviously I’m actually still really hurt that she did what felt like nothing. And then when I told her so, she made it seem like all she ever did was help and she raised us all. As I’ve mentioned before, she was 9 when I was born and very likely did help a lot, but she also chose to, the next two siblings picked sports and things. And you know that taking care of kids is her calling because she literally was a nanny right out of college (BA in early education) and then worked with kids here. And now is on her 3 or 4th nanny job for babies in the last 2 years.

I’m frustrated with my oldest sister because she’s mad my younger brothers mental health crisis about herself and disregarded how I felt about how she responded and still made that about herself.

My job is falling apart because we have no real management or support from corporate, and as of Sunday I will be the person in my department who has been there the longest, but also I turned in my 2 weeks on Wednesday because I could not stay there with how to environment is.

And my insurance is probably not going to pay for an ear procedure that I need because even though the pressure test on my ear was abnormal, it was the wrong kind of abnormal. and I’m considering asking my dr if I should go off all my allergy meds and get the test re done. If I move forward without knowing if Medicaid will pay for it, it’s $2750, and they want half of it up front. Or I could have them place ear tubes and have that done in an OR and insurance would pay for that, but that is one that I would likely have to keep having done because my ears will heal and spit out the tubes. Also the issue is less drainage and more the size of my eustation tubes, because they are already small but then with the repeated infections I had as a kid and adult there is scar tissue, and the procedure I was planning, would thread a balloon in and dilate it to stretch the tube and break up the scar tissue.

Of course if I had not had my tonsils removed a couple years ago I would still be getting infections and my hearing test would be worse.

He’s married to the main character deputy chief Brenda Leigh Johnson. And everything he does annoys me.

She had a cat named kitty, who just found her and stayed, Brenda thought kitty was a boy and after a bit the found out kitty was technically a girl. Every single time Brenda called him “he” (up until the cat died) Fritz would correct her. It doesn’t matter what she called her cat!

He hates her parents. Forced her to move houses (technically she didn’t have enough space for his things)

Made her get married to him on his timeline.

And when her niece needed a place to stay because she was making trouble at home and grandparents could not handle it either, he took her in begrudgingly. And bitched and moaned about it the whole time. The girl gets a care package from her friend (it’s pot) and makes brownies. Brenda eats a few, obviously gets high, and Fritz immediately flies off the handle, threatens to get her and her friend arrested, and makes her pack her things that night. Brenda was still absolutely baked and did not know he was doing this.

Brenda talks him down and takes care of the issue, (obviously the next episode was about teenagers buying pot and dying)

But then the niece is improving a lot and growing emotionally, and when the grandfather comes to take her home, she asks to stay. And Brenda is willing. He complains and for at least the second time says “when I said I wanted kids in the house I didn’t mean other peoples” and that’s fucked up.

And then he did it again.

Mom punished him, and made him go to great wolf lodge with her and the youngest two and a friendship with kids their age. All driving in one car completely squished.

Then it was Mother’s Day and she was sick.

Then it was my dad’s birthday. And that night they were going to the symphony because that was his present. And they found a stray dog and we dealt with that. (He’s in a foster home)

That was 2 weekends ago. Last week my brother escalated to the point that I had to trick him into meeting up with mom and her taking him in for a psych hold. That morning I had set up training for my dog.

My brother has been in a facility in another state for the last week and was going to come home tomorrow but we found part of a builder gun(?) on the 3-4 search of his room. Also drugs and alcohol.

And my little sister had surgery this week

And it’s the last week of school for them all. And one is supposed to go to camp with our mom on Sunday.

Then last night our family friend called because she was scared she was going to pass out and scare her kids. She’d been vomiting all day and had diarrhea the last 3? She’d is trying a glp1 for her pcos (pmos?) and she did not eat anything since Sunday evening. So I got home yesterday from taking the youngest to speech, and was in the bathroom and got a call from her son asking for help. I rushed over, they had called 911 in the meantime, and I got there and had her boys pack a bag because they were definitely spending the night with us. The emts for there and realized that she was having a panic attack and talked her through that enough that she could walk. I took her boys to my house and then her to the ER, and they got her seen and started treatment pretty quick, but I stayed with her until she was discharged at like 11:00. I made her come to our house because of the meds and her anxiety. She also had a very bad migraine so most of the treatment was that.

I did not get to sleep until about 1 am because the youngest could not sleep.

Then I got up and took kids to school and then went to work and then came home and helped with the room search. Then took one kid to dance, and took my dog to practice training while she was in dance. Then mom figured out what the gun was, so I had to keep her out longer. We went to Lowe’s and got locks for the cabinet with alcohol and the one with the knives.

Picked up more meds, got kid and other meds from friends house and made it home.

All the while my older siblings were bitching in the group chat that mom had never listened to them about getting our brother help, yet I’ve been here and I know that they have been telling her that she has to be kind to him. I know that they jumped on me for telling him that he was drinking too much caffeine (300mg energy drink in 15 minutes) and I know that our oldest brother acted like mom and I were making too big of a deal about worrying if he was doing drugs or selling shit at Christmas.

But did any of them offer to stay with us and help? Or have him stay with them and talk to him? Or even fucking talk to him? Or sit down with mom and help her go through the process of finding him therapy and making him go? Or did they just send her ideas and tell her she was both too strict and too soft with the younger kids?

Did any of them listen when mom said she needed help with dad because he fucking zones out 2/3s of the time and can barely do anything? Did any of them offer to come over and help with finances or cleaning or helping mom make space in her studio so she could have time to think and work?

No. But they have time to complain that she took 2 hours to herself at a nice hotel after driving to another state to visit our brother and spent the day gathering supplies for him and and needed to stop so that she didn’t drive while tired. They are upset that she made a facebook post about the 2 hours she had and the single margarita. Before she drove home to her other 3 high needs kids and high needs husband.

As if we have not been trying to get him to take his medication and be safe for the last year since his concussion? As if we are not calling him and reminding him to take it and watching him take it and driving him to and from school that is a 10 minute walk? And letting friends come over even when we don’t like them only to learn that their parents don’t even like them?

At some point I’m going to cry and break down. I hope that it is tonight because tomorrow is that last day of school and it’s a half day. And I have to drive my dog to school, drive kids to school, take the other 2 dogs for grooming, and at some point make sure that I eat and don’t pass out or get a migraine that I expect is coming and is going to be bad.

Then a couple minutes later he said “I know how the earth was created.”

How?

“A long time ago before there were humans, but there were still astronauts in space, there was no earth. Then the astronauts went into space in a rocket. They found all the pieces to make a planet and they put it together. One astronaut said ‘we should call this earth’”

Where did the astronauts come from?

I used that money to purchase a pair of skullcandy over ear headphones. The shape fit comfortably over my ears without squishing them. I used them until they fell apart, and my mom got me a new pair for my birthday, I used those past when they fell apart, but I had to get a new pair thanksgiving 2025, because while playing outside with my siblings, the ear pads and speaker parts got covered in dirt and were not fixable by me.

I tried a cheap pair to hold me over, but they hurt and stressed me out. So I bought a pair at Best Buy with their Black Friday sale, on Tuesday.

About a month ago, that pair started failing cosmetically, the pleather coming unglued and the paint chipping.

Yesterday I went to Best Buy and they traded them for a brand new pair.

I am very autistic.

I like these, skullcandy crusher anc 2, because of their features, the fact that I don’t have to use an app to control them, they are lighter than Bose, and they are soft.

But they also completely overlooked that seasons 1-3 bill is the kinda guy who followed along with what happened to his family after he turned. And would definitely know who his descendants are, I know that one of the reasons he claimed to move back was because the last living relative died, but that only tracked with the house inheritance, not blood relatives. Especially in a small town in the south where everyone knows everything and everyone.

So OG 911. I joked to myself before playing it “oh what if they kill off Eddie? That would be hilarious, but they just killed Bobby so probably too soon for another death” the joke was on me. Athena is recovering for a gun shot (det hooks shot her to cover up the humans trafficking he’s involved in) she’s in a coma and on a ventilator. Everyone is waiting in the hospital. Eddie prays. Eddie gets stabbed in the chapel by the son of the bad guy hooks killed while shooting Athena. He crawls his way to an elevator. Bad guys kid has a gun and sends the hospital into lockdown, which prevents everyone from moving around the hospital.

May and Ravi are trying to hide Athena so the gunman does not find and kill her. They are freaking out about making sure her O2 is good because they disconnected the ventilator. Which if fine. And they easily could have grabbed a bag and kept her breathing that way. Instead they are stressed about her O2 going below 90. It started at 93. Then it they commented on it being 93.

Eddie is stuck in the elevator.

Buck and Harry are about to cut the power to the hospital by crawling through vents die hard style. So that the door open. Because according to Josh and Maddie at the dispatch center, all the life support equipment has a backup that will kick in after 10 seconds. I do not think that what they are doing is necessary.

Hen and chimney have opened a man’s chest in the waiting room so that they can do cardiac massage, be he was shot by the bad guy right before lockdown.

I know that the episodes and story’s are nonsense anyway but this is just too much.

Mine have always been weather focused, with some food and smell triggers.

When I lived in NC I was in a near constant state of headache, and didn’t realize that was not typical.

In NM there is less atmospheric pressure, so there are days when my head does not hurt. But it’s been the windy season and stirring up dirt and shit, so I’ve been having more than 15 headache days a month. I have to wait until the 11th to refill my rescue meds.

And for some reason we are having lots of storm clouds rolling in and out, which gives me migraines.

In a month or so monsoon season will start.

My Dr is helping me switch to the vyepti infusion as a preventative (from qulipta) and hopefully in combination with the Botox, it will reduce the number of headaches I have. Because at the moment all that’s happening is that the physical pain is leased from previous 7-8 to 4-6.

This is the last medicine preventative available.

I’m going to PT right now for my shoulders/neck, and hopefully that helps.

I may have to start getting massages like my mom does. But the idea of someone touching me is not pleasant.

Reboot Hannah Montana, but Retcon it so that she never revealed that Miley is Hannah.

Hannah has a thriving career, Miley is toying with singing more country music as herself.

Jackson is married and they have 2-5 kids. His partner has a sister.

Something happens to Jackson and his partner, death? Going missing on a cruise, something. If they keep it vague then the parents could come back at some point

They were not very clear in their advance directive/wills it just said that the kids should be “cared for by my sister” but it doesn’t say which sister.

So Miley and her brothers sister in law have to live together to take care of the kids.

Obviously we know now that Colton (dad) if a time traveler.

Jacob is back in the present.

Alice has been pushed into the pond and is in the 70s

Kat and Elliot are dating and Elliot wants her to move in but has not been able to ask yet.

Del (mom/grandma) is dating the neighbor sam. Secretly?