a random vent blog

"I wish I was healed before I met you, so you could meet the best version of me."

sorry lol didn’t mean to show u my mental illnesses do u still think i’m hot?

“Normalize x” “normalize y” I hope we denormalize everything. I hope we all become freaks. And I hope we all die

anger doesn’t make you a bad person. your darkest feelings on your worst days don’t make you a bad person- you don’t have to navigate living with trauma with only positivity and nobody should expect that from you

fuck small talk how old were you when it all went wrong

i want to throw up when i think about the past and all the people that i used to be friends with and all the wrong things ive done and all the things ive said that i shouldnt have

I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time

when Charles Bukowski said "and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want. what do you call it, freedom or loneliness?"