Simplicity

Tonight I invited a tinder boy over for the fist time. I thought it would be fine, but it was possibly the worst decision to date. Nothing really happened,just my self guilt coming over me and wishing it was you. We we're making out when I said I don't feel comfortable and that you need to leave. I used the famous line of it has nothing to do with you and everything to do with me. He didn't believe me and said some rude stuff. Except, I meant it. I meant that it was me. I shouldn't be leading anyone on because I'm still thinking of you. I shouldn't try and kid myself and try to have relationships or anything till I'm over you. I shouldn't be inviting anyone over to get to know because I'm hoping it's you coming over instead.

Waiting Game