The Heart Murmur That's Easy To Dance To

A lot of people fall in love and become elated and full of excitement. Somewhere in the last five years that changed for me. I don’t know what did it. I don’t know if it’s a loss of hope, a physical change of brain chemistry, or just exhaustion. But now I hold off as long as I possibly can; because once I fall, the ground meets me all too quickly. Call me pessimistic or a cynic but when I fall in love I don’t see any visions of a bright happy possible future. I see a one sided longing and an indifferent and often oblivious subject of affection. It may be my emo side, but falling in love makes me feel lonelier than anything else in the world. Maybe that’s not falling in love, but I think that’s at least the closest thing I can call it. Maybe it’s called depression. I wish I could afford to find out.

the Gaming keys……….do t even think about looking at this post if ur not a gamer

2017 mood

Taylor Jenkins Reid, Maybe in Another Life (via simply-quotes)

Being good to each other is so important, guys.