Yuna An

I've been practicing latte art the past 6 months or so, and i think that the progress is going pretty well. I'm currently on a mission to find my favorite coffeee beans since I've been solely using Peet's coffee lately.

Currentlyt rying out Coffee Bros since I've been hearing a lot about them. So let's see if I can find my favorite flavor profile.

This content creating things is really somethign else. I don't regret any part of it what so ever. There may be days where I cry and complain about xyz but at the end of the day, I'm pretty proud of myself for trying and continuing to try.

When I first started out the content creating thing, It was with my plant page. I actually got about 200 followers on that one, but I haven't been active on it in over a year that i think i fell off the algorithm on that page.

The current one (nie.m0m0) is a very slow start. Losing followers before even gaining any, but I'm trying not to let that discourage me one bit.

What's funny is that I am doing what I'm aiming to do: Influence. I'm learning to think of things that way now. When i see something similar to what i've been posting/creating then i'm doing my job right?

I'm just really trying to build up my content and be able to work for the companies I love using. Hopefully things work out even a little bit at the end of the year.

If you've made it this far in the post, please give my account a folllow/like/comment and please share/spread the word of my account!

There's a strong reason why I never went to school to become a nurse or anything major in the medical field. I mean, I'm a medical assistant, but I already hate it. A lot of my coworkers were really lazy and depended on me to do their work 95% of the time and because of that, the doctors all somehow end up asking ME for help that THEIR MAs/Nurses are suppose to be responsible for. Then I always got in trouble for not being able to finish/do my tasks that are assigned to me.

One time, one of the coworkers assumed I spoke fucken Vietnamese all because I'm Asian. Never letting that one go.

Anyway, that wasn't the point of this post. Lately I've been listening to the husband vent about the ongoings at work. Basically all of the Full-time staff nurses QUIT and most of the part-timers but one went down to per diem because they're sick of their new director. Their new director is an absolute incompetent IDIOT. How they still have their job is beyond me, actually no, one doctor saved their ass from getting fired but I'm gonna assume it's because they're probably dick riding or something. This director is a complete imbecile and ruined this department in less than 6 months.

Now their staffing is 90% incompetent/inexperienced travelers. Incompetent/inexperienced in the sense of that department that they are in. Who's the one staffing these people in this specialty department? The fucken idiot director with NO experience in the department itself. They need to go back to the other side of the country where they belong.

Lately, I noticed how incompetent a lot of nurses are. I worry about it all the time and one of the reasons why I hate going to the hospital or the doctor's offices in general. There's a lot of things that happen that make me want to cringe and say something, but I don't want to be THAT patient.

This weekend has been a really busy and crazy one. I mean personally, I had a lot of socializing. It's a lot to really take in.

I was telling my nephew that I'm close to that it was pretty weird going to the same wedding/reception as my ex. When I told him who it was, he just laughed at me and looked at me as if he was saying "why?". Honestly? Thinking back at it, I realized that the only reason why I took a liking to him was cause I thought he was cute at the time, he thought of me the same way, & I needed/wanted to get over this one guy that I was really into it (Who is actually now my husband LOL). So I feel bad thinking/realizing that I just really used him as a rebound. I honestly hated that brief moment because it was just pure drama being with him. Just pretty funny how things turned out in the end.

The wedding itself was just amazing. I loved every little thing about it. My cousin-in-law and his bride walked down the aisle to the kingdom hearts theme song & spirited away. I was overjoyed and wanted to cry. I'm so happy that they made their wedding their own despite having to do some of the things they really didn't want to do. It was nice seeing so many of the family members. It was especially nice seeing the kids enjoy themselves. Given it was their first time ever attending a wedding.

I'm honestly really burnt out because there's just a lot for me to do ands so much socializing is involved. Still gotta plan out hang outs with some people. On top of making appointments and what not.

Not only that, it's Rome's 4th birthday next week too T_T

I haven't had my cycle in almost a month and so the hubs and I were wondering if we magically got blessed with another baby. Thank goodness we are not. I'm already a mom of two and I'm barely getting used to having both of them. ESPECIALLY since the youngest is barely 1 year old. No way, no thank you.

I get it, some people WISH they were pregnant or had a child in general. I. Effin. Get. It. But remember this is MY life we are talking about right now. I sympathize for those who are trying and long for a child (or next child), but this is ME we are talking about.

People have been asking me if I want another child. If I want to try for a girl. Honestly? No, I do not want to try for a third child. I do not want to try for a girl. The only difference it'll be is a different color palette choice. Plus I already have 2 boys and we're already stressing about how they're gonna need their own rooms eventually. If we had a girl? That would be even MORE stressful because she's DEFINITELY gonna need her own room.

Thank goodness my hubs offered to get snipped because I don't know what we're gonna do if we're expecting another child. Girl or Boy. Our home is good enough for the four of us right now, and we could get away with the kids sharing rooms for awhile. No rush at all. If we do want another child, we can always do artificial insemination. Which is totally fine with me.

I never really thought about it honestly, but hubs brought up that option last night when we were at target looking at training underpants (we're trying to potty train both the boys right now). IF I ever want to have another one, I'll consider that. But right now, if I want another child, I'd opt for a puppy/dog. I'd rather deal with that than have to go through an entire pregnancy and birth again. On top of the newborn and even more messed up hormonal imbalances.

Right now, my focus is to get the eldest potty trained so he can confidently go to school without any accidents. And also to get my little projects going... it's such a slow slow start, but I'm trying to keep busy and stay positive........