no fluff in this house

doing ballet research for my fic. i’ve been looking at youtube tutorials for pirouettes, fouettés and à la secondes for the past hour.

that feeling when you write a scene and you know as you’re writing it that you hate it. 

another thing that’s super motivating to me is that i have so many ideas for other fics lined up. it’s incredible, as soon as i started writing again i started having new fic ideas like every other day. there’s a one-shot i really want to do and an abo au and so much more. i’m super excited to get to them but i have to finish my current fic before i do that because i know myself well enough to know that i would drop my current project if i started another one. i might tell myself i’ll get back to it but i won’t. and i’ll do the same thing with that project then and the next idea i’m excited about and it’ll be a hellish cycle of unfinished stories. so i’ll just use that excitement to try to finish my current project sooner.

okay so this is just a way for me to write down my thoughts while writing fanfiction. I just got back into writing after years of not doing it because i got inspired by a ship. i’ve only ever written short stories before so this is the first time i’m attempting something long-format. i would like to chronicle that journey. it’s not gonna be super deep or elaborate, probably often dumb and/or horny. let’s see what comes of this.