Fuck, Angie, you know that I’m trying if I’m here, so give me the chance
I didn’t mean to lose it like that. It was… well you know. I wasn’t processing it. And then Naomi and Tom just made it… I know better than to make excuses, but I also can’t pretend like I would have been calm about any of it. So all I can say is that I’m sorry that it went down the way it did. I should’ve just gone deaf to them and sat my stupid arse down next to you. Never been good at controlling my emotions though.
I was in shock, dude. I had to go through labor and give birth to someone that was already dead.
I’m not mad that you lost it, you advertised that pretty much from Day 1. When I told you, you said “I can tell you I’m going to be absolute shit every step of the way”. And like, it was traumatic for you too. That’s not what I’m mad about, dude.
I’m mad that you left and then just...ghosted. Nothing. Not a word. It sounds like, lame or whatever but you’re the only other one who was going through that with me because like, Tom and Naomi were there but they weren’t his parents. But I had to pick up the pieces. I had to do the death certificate and birth certificate and they’re asking me about a fucking funeral and I had to do that. I’m mad you bailed when it got hard.
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