Gwen Stefani, Billie Eilish and Harmony Nice(YouTuber) are the first femaleâs that spring to mind when I think of someone with a distinctive style. To have a âstyleâ is to have a sense of self or even an understanding of who you are. Yet letting clothes define us seems both arbitrary and damaging.
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My mother always said, âdress shabbily and you notice the dress, dress elegantly and you notice the women.â For my mother, this doesnât come from a place of expectation of âeleganceâ from a woman. She believes they should wear what they want, however, there is an argument within her statement about how you carry yourself.
Today I would like to break down ten photos of myself. Basically where I was feeling myself or I wasnât.
Times I donât feel myself
There is no way for me to explain why, but I dislike how Iâve dressed in these photos despite whether I look âgoodâ or not. Now donât worry Iâm not thinking Iâm ugly, I still think I look pretty. I just donât feel, like myself. I think some of them are fashion disasters, which is also fun to name and shame! Iâll only ever do that for myself because Iâm not into judging other peopleâs fashion choices. You do you boo.
This is a very nice photo. The top is super nice it was a âhand-me-overâ from a friend. My makeup is done well. This is not me though. I feel like this is fake. The smile isnât real and the person behind this photo is lying. Itâs too girly for me. I think being girly is totally fine, but it doesnât feel right on me.
Again I donât look âbadâ here. However, this was a time when I thought because I enjoy wearing boys clothes (all these items are from the male sections of shops), that I wasnât âallowedâ wear makeup. If I wore male clothes because they were more comfortable for me, then surely I couldnât wear makeup. Where would that fit in? Now I wear as much makeup with my âmaleâ clothes as I like.
Now Iâm not sure what I was going for here, but I hate it. The hair pulled back from my face is really distracting. I love my natural hair so why not just let it fall? Also maybe I need a fringe. Then the top under the other top. So conservative which Iâm not. I donât mind showing skin, so this feels weird to me.
I could probably find a photo of me in this dress from when I was 20 where I looked amazing. This is not that photo. The hair length is a disaster. I love the Miley Cyrus Converse but with that dress? Nope. Iâm trying too hard to be âsexyâ here and again, not me. I donât mind showing skin, but Iâm not comfortable trying to be âsexy.â
This is an old one, but the only thing I like about this photo is my glasses. Thatâs it. Hate my hair, hate the dress, hate the pose and the makeup is boring. Also, I donât even look that happy.
Times I really feel myself
So there are times you take a photo and you just feel bomb. You stan yourself (am I still young enough to use that term?). These are those photos, and youâll notice that with the introduction of more exciting lipsticks from JSC, I started getting really comfortable with myself.
This was the hair that LeâBoo liked the most. He loves the colour red so you can understand why. I love everything about this outfit. The cute dress, the blue t-shirt, the hat. My makeup is simple but flattering and this is a genuine smile. (I was on my way to Whiskey Live so that may have contributed to the smile).
Some of you might recognise this photo from my Youtube channel before I overhauled the intro sequence. Again love the simple band shirt (and yes I love the Eagles before you @ me). Iâm into the cute hair buns, the Pikachu necklace and the purple lippy. A win in my book, even with the toilet in the background.
So Iâm a huge fan of black lipstick and Iâve only had the confidence to wear it in the last few years. As a teenager, I would have loved to wear black lippy, but grew up in an area where alternative modes of dress were frowned upon. By that I mean all the girls dressed the same (and still do) and all the boys dressed the same (and still do). Although my friends were not judgemental I couldnât take the harsh unsolicited comments from peers in school or on the street. Although I did dress the way I wanted to an extent I was careful to not go âtoo far.â
These photos were taken 2 days apart and it was when I got my first Jeffree Star liquid lipsticks âBlow Ponyâ and âHuntington Beachâ. I was so happy that I was âboldâ enough to wear them. I paired them with my tattoos and dark hair. I was so excited to have them, and I still love both these colours to this day. Iâm a fan of bold colours guys, have you noticed?!
Finally, this photo was taken less than 1 week ago. Iâve come to realise that many types of expressions are my âstyle.â I love being comfortable and cool. Yet I am happy in dresses too and soft makeup looks. I donât mind dressing like a boy and I certainly welcome the pockets. If you donât feel like you have a âstyleâ and this is concerning for you. Fear not. Just do what I now do. Do you like an item of clothing? Are you wearing it for you and nobody else? Then thatâs your style. You dress whatever way you want (without getting arrested for public nudity of course), and let no one tell you thatâs not YOUR âstyle.â
Hope youâre all well in these troubling times Moonlings. Iâve missed you all. Talk soon. Jaycee. xxx
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My âStyle,â what is it? Preamble Gwen Stefani, Billie Eilish and Harmony Nice(YouTuber) are the first female's that spring to mind when I think of someone with a distinctive style.