Λΰ¨ΰ§βqπΛ in which: itoshi sae feels inferior to itoshi rin; even if for just a moment
includes: itoshi sae! x fem reader. 1.7k wc. fluff and humour (i promise the title is just dramatic). silly itoshi brothers but we love them. kind of ooc rin. includes some swearing but it's meant to be lighthearted <3
itoshi rin being sick was somehow more of an inconvenience to sae than it was to rin himself.
his brother falling ill during his stay at saeβs place was already a disgusting coincidence. now, sae had to watch the unfortunate scenes unfold in front of him without a choice.
βwoah, youβre burning up, rin,β your voice filled the room, holding the thermometer up to check it again, your voice laced with concern.
rin only nodded, his quiet nature amplified by the haze of his fever. his half-lidded eyes and flushed cheeks made him look pitiful, almost drowsy.
to sae, it was nauseating how pathetic he lookedβand worse, how effective it was.
βhere, i got you medicine,β you said, helping him sit up from a lying position. βsay ahh,β you sang sweetly, holding an ibuprofen capsule to rinβs lips and following up with a glass of water.
he obediently parted his lips without a word, swallowing with a slight grimace but no complaints.
meanwhile, sae stood in the doorway with his arms crossed, scowling like a cat. rin must have it so damn good right now, he thought bitterly. crashed out on his bed, coughing like a mess, and worst of allβbeing pampered by you!
him spreading germs all over the room was annoying enough, but the fact that you were doting on him? that was the real problem. sure, rin was sick, but did you have to treat him like royalty?
it made sae feel almost childish how much it irked him. he knew you were just being youβkind, caring, and attentive. you werenβt a complete jerk like sae; of course, youβd take care of your boyfriendβs little brother.
but still, the sight of you meticulously adjusting rinβs pillow, tucking him snugly into the blanket you and sae usually shared, and gently brushing his hair out of his face like he was some spoiled kidβit was enough to drive sae up the wall.
and if all that wasn't bad enough, now you were feeding him. feeding him.
rin opened his mouth again without so much as a sigh, his quiet compliance somehow making the scene even worse. sae glared as you dabbed the corner of rinβs mouth with a tissue, your expression always remaining soft and tender.
saeβs patience finally cracked as he scoffed. βpick up your own damn spoon,β he muttered under his breath.
you finally tore your gaze from rin to look at sae, laughing lightly. βitβs okay, sae. heβs sick. it doesnβt bother me.β
it didnβt bother you, but it sure as hell bothered him. watching rin quietly accept another spoonful while sae fumed in the corner felt like a fresh insult every second.
βis the soup good? i tried my best,β you asked, giving the bowl another stir, awaiting his answer. your expression was so stupidly expectant that it effortlessly tugged at saeβs heart.
rin, naturally, noticed the way his older brotherβs jaw tightened from the corner of his eye, saeβs glare sharp enough to cut through steelβnonverbally screaming at him to be nice.
rin wasnβt dumbβhe knew better than to even consider giving a bad review of your cooking, especially with sae simmering in his spot by the door. and besides, the soup was actually delicious.
βitβs good,β rin said, glancing at you. he took another spoonful for good measure, his movements deliberately slow, before adding, βitβs like our momβs cooking.β
your face lit up instantly, a warm smile spreading across your lips. βiβm glad! good thing i asked for her recipe,β you shared, feeling accomplished.
then, after a thoughtful pause, rin continued, βnii-chan should try some.β
that last line, paired with the smallest, almost imperceptible smirk tugging at rinβs lips as he subtly shifted his posture toward sae, was so perfectly calculated it couldβve been a soccer play. rin didnβt even bother looking at his brother; he didnβt need to. the strained silence from saeβs corner was reward enough.
saeβs knuckles flexed against the doorframe, his patience wearing thinner than ever. try some? was rin actually inviting him to participate in this ridiculous display? no way in hell.
you turned to sae with an inviting smile, completely oblivious to the brewing tension. βsae, you can have some if you want. i made more just in caseβ¦β
his eyes flickered to you for a moment, and he opened his mouth to respond, but all that came out was a quiet, disgruntled, βiβm fine.β
rin didnβt look up, but his breath released ever so slightly fasterβbarely perceptibleβlike he was holding back laughter.
and yet, rin wasnβt done being petty.
he shifted slightly under the blanket, letting out a low sigh that seemed almost contemplative. βmy back hurts.β
he murmured quietly, drawing out the words just enough to give them weight. his gaze flicked briefly to saeβlong enough for him to noticeβbefore turning to you with a soft, almost too-casual tone.
βi think i need a massage.β
before sae could even process the audacity, you were already setting the soup aside. βoh no! here, turn aroundββ
βitβs fine,β sae absolutely snaps, stepping forward and snatching you up from the bed. he firmly guided you toward the door. βi got him. just bring a hot towel, will you?β
βhuh? oh, okayβ¦β you blinked, a bit startled by his sudden intervention, but nodded. βif you need anythingβanythingβjust call, okay?β
you shot rin a sympathetic look as you left, saeβs hand still firm on the small of your back until you were out the door.
the moment the door clicked shut, it was as if rinβs back was in pristine conditionβlike he was born with the perfect spine. he sat up straight, stretching with ease, his back suddenly requiring nothing but a headboard to rest on.
sae responded with nothing except his expression, his eyes narrowing as he stepped closer. without a word, sae lifted his leg and dug a kick square to rinβs back.
βwhat the fuck?!β rin hissed, flinching forward.
βback pain, huh?β sae asked flatly, mocking his claims. βyouβre too old to be attention-seeking, dumbass,β he said, giving him another shove with his foot. βgo back to okaasan, since you like being babied so much.β
βfuckinβ hypocrite,β rin kicked back with both legs, shoving saeβs leg away with surprisingly good strength for someone whose supposed bones were crackling just a second ago. βyouβre the one fuming for her attention.β
sae rolled his eyes, unable to accept the fact that he was probably right.
βsheβs my girlfriend, you fucker,β despite the possibility, he defends, his voice sharper now.
βand yet here you are,β rin said smugly, leaning back against the headboard, βcompeting with a sick kid.β
sae opened his mouth to retort but froze. damn it. he was competing. and somehow, rin was winning.
βhereβs the towelββ you finally walked in, but not without sensing the tension hanging in the air.
βdid something happen?β¦β you quickly remarked, in a suspicious manner.
βno.β
both rin and sae responded in perfect unison, their tone almost too quick, too practiced. you couldnβt help but feel like you were the only one who wasnβt in on whatever strange, silent competition they were having.
βrinβs feeling better,β sae suddenly spoke out, his voice way too casual, as he bolted for the door. βcall if you need anything.β
βah, okayβ¦β you blinked, eyes lingering on him watching him go before shaking your head. maybe you did imagine that awkwardness.
you quickly turned your attention back to rin and handed him the towel.
βyou should get some rest. iβll attend to some chores.β
rin gave a quiet nod, already looking more comfortable with the towel draped over him. you gave him a smile, relieved to see him at least looking better, before stepping out of the room.
you found sae in the kitchen, carefully dishing out a bowl of soup. the act was too adorable; you couldnβt resist. you snuck up behind him, wrapping your arms around his waist in a gentle backhug.
βwhat do you want?β sae asked, his voice trying to sound neutral, but you could hear the softness underneath it.
you rested your chin on his shoulder, feeling his warmth, and smiled. βwhy are you sulking?β you asked softly, your tone full of concern.
βiβm not,β sae replied, though the words came out more quietly than he intended, a little hint of frustration still there.
you could feel his tension, so you just squeezed him a little tighter, letting the silence settle for a beat. βi know youβre worried,β you said, voice gentle and sincere, βbut itβs okay. heβll be fine. iβm making sure of it.β
sae remained quiet for a moment, but there was something different in the way his shoulders eased under your touch. he wasnβt used to this kind of reassurance, but somehow it always worked.
there was always something disarming about your presence, the way you seemed to understand him without asking for anything in return. he didnβt quite know what to do with this feelingβthis overwhelming need to just be close to you.
without making any effort to break the hug, sae's hands gently moved to rest on yours. he turned slightly so he could look at you, his eyes soft and filled with something tender you couldn't quite place. there was a subtle shift as he leaned in, his breath warm against your skin.
he paused, just for a moment, before pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. the kiss lingered longer than usual, a silent reassurance in the simple gesture.
βiβm not worried,β sae whispered firmly, trying his best to rely his feelings. βsince youβre taking care of him, iβll just take care of you.β
you blinked, your chest tightening with warmth at his words. it was rare for sae to lose his guard, and in these moments, his affection always spoke far louder than anything he could say.
you could feel the space between you narrowing as he moved even closer, his lips brushing near yours. βisnβt that right?β he whispered, his voice low and filled with a quiet confidence.
AH-CHOO!
a loud sneeze rang through the hallway, shattering every sense of peace in the house. sae froze, his entire posture stiffening, as he shot a death glare toward the room where rin was.
god heβs gonna kill him.
a/n: this is such an old draft omg...finally got inspired to publish it bcz i currently feel like sae lmao. still figuring out my writing style so i hope nobody minds the randomness of my works T-T