sweet nothings

giant nerd, loves school, loves to read books. has a giant collections of novels in his room, with not nearly enough book shelves to contain them. will read basically anything he can get his hand’s on, and aspires to be an author one day (maybe)

speaking of what he wants to be one day, angelo really has no solid ideas! he likes the idea of being an author, being a teacher, being a librarian. honestly, he has too many ideas, and he’s afraid that one decison will be the worst decison of his life

and honestly, he’s just afraid of the future in general!! he’s always thought about it, and honestly the more he thinks about it, the more he wants to avoid it at all costs, and just live in the moment. 

a lot of this has to do with his upbringing. the oldest kid, by just a year but still, angelo has always felt like there was a lot of pressure on him to be the best?? and despite how he tried, he always felt like he fell short. he was smart, but never got the best grades. he was never very atheltic. never very social, having the same friends he always has (not that he would give his ride or die gang for anything in the world.)