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i hate that my parents haven’t forced me to do ballet when i was a child.. i would be so skinny right now😩

dieting until i’ll have a thigh gap

i am so ugly when i am not skinny like ahhhghg why do i look this healthy😩

forever wishing that i’d never been born

jesus my dad is so dumb. we are poor and he keeps giving money to his brothers because they don’t want to work (it is not that they can’t find a job, they really don’t want to work) but when i spend money for important things, such as my education, he gets mad. i hate him

is it just me that really wants a boyfriend but can’t stand the touch of someone? like my body is so gross, i feel super nasty when somebody touches me