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@angelheartedcasimir
im scared that if i show im needy, sad and whatnot, then people are just gonna ditch me because i'm not the cool, prideful and arrogant person they thought i was but sometimes you do scary things for the people you care about like showing them a different side of you then what other people expect ^_^
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I dont know why they like me, i don't know what i did to deserve them, but i love every second of the attention they give me. Adore it. Need it. I want them to hurt me, to debase me, to love me, to do the things that they think is best. I trust them. If I cry about it, it doesn't matter. their word is what is right. I want to be a good boy for them. lets HOPE they don't see this last part.. I want them to call me a mutt, to tut at me, to hurt me and love me at the same time. I want to cry into them about the things they did and still not want to leave.
i hope you know i tut at people pretty often in real life i just dont type it out , so if we knew eachother irl iโd probably tsking the hell out of you , just saying
โ ur computer
,, Hm. โก
Give me attention.
i know i keep begging but can people tut at me more like (ใใปฯใปใ)
"Ah, ah, ah-" lets kiss ! "Tsk." Lets kiss! "Tut, tut, tut-" LETS KISS!
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please block me and unblock me so i get harshly attached by force, it's rather simple. intermittent reinforcement or some shit
If you haven't noticed, I have no pinned post, you guys are gonna have to wait a little bit for it, sorry guys i need to revamp it..
Lyric ใ music themed ask game!!
โPaparazziโ -> How long can you stalk someone before you get bored? Or do you randomly lose interest in watching them?
โAn Unhealthy Obsessionโ -> How easily do you get obsessed with someone? Do you find yourself quickly attaching onto others or does it take time?
โThe Red Means I Love Youโ -> would you keep your belovedโs blood in a vile if it meant keeping them with you?
โBernadetteโ -> Do you perfect yan4yan, darling4yan, or something else?
โCupidโ -> Do you believe in love at first sight or do you believe love takes time to form? Why or why not?
โSuki Suki Daisukiโ -> What would you do if your darling ever developed a crush on someone else who wasnโt you?
โBaby Hotlineโ -> Your first reaction if your dearest ever blocked you without an explanation?
Statements,
โโIโm your biggest fanโ -> how do I get you to notice me?!
โโSome call it stalkin'โ -> I watch you from afar.
โโMy insides are red and yours are tooโ -> Weโre made for each other. Inside and out.
โโYou and me in our playhouseโ -> I wish I could kidnap you.
โโBernadette, you are my libertyโ -> Iโm so obsessed with you. I canโt help but feel like we were made to meet each other.
โโLove, brain, heart control, caffeinateโ -> My heart beats uncontrollably for you.
โโPlease hold me close to youโ -> I want to be in your arms. No one else will matter if Iโm with you.
โโSay you love me or Iโll kill youโ -> No one else deserves you. If you even look at anyone else Iโll end your life.
๐ฉโ๏ธโค๏ธโ๐ฉน
- little computer o.O
For โค๏ธโ๐ฉน, I would more then likely be upset, but I don't have the ability to do much about it. I'd more be focused on trying to comfort you or find solutions then hurting the person back.
โ๏ธ, thank you ! I don't get ur activity on my dash very often because I check your profile all the time.
๐ฉ , Does it count as being parasocial when that's what I let you think? /silly . Thanks for coming, little computer .
ยนโฐ questions , ยณ statements
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ - what flowers would grow on your grave ?
๐๐๐๐๐๐ - if you disappeared , do you think people would be looking for you ? where do you think they would look ?
๐๐๐๐ - do you think that someone can " fix " someone else ?
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ - what would you never do to your darling , no matter what the situation is ?
๐๐๐๐๐๐ - if you had a fandom , how do you think the fandom would mischaracterize you ?
๐๐๐๐๐๐ - would you rather be feared , adored or mourned ?
๐๐๐๐๐๐ - imagine you ' re a game character , what would your " boss " fight music be ?
๐๐๐๐๐๐ - would you rather be haunted , or haunt someone ?
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ - do you have a character that you headcanon as a jirai ?
๐๐๐๐๐ - do you believe in love at first sight ?
statements :
๐ - I would carve your name into my skin , into my bones , just so everyone would remember who I belong to .
๐ท - I would rewrite the history , just so we could be together forever .
๐ฅ - If you ever decide to kill yourself , tell me first . We ' ll do it together .
@ below
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Anon (or Not) Ask Game
Made by yours truly. / includes yandere and parasocial themes.
(Includes a mix of statements)
๐ชป - what's your favorite food?
๐ฅ - do you have a favorite dish you enjoy making?
๐ง - do you have a favorite song/artist?
โค๏ธโ๐ฉน - if I told you somebody hurt me, what would you do?
๐ - I watch you every opportunity I get.
๐ญ - my mind is constantly on you
๐ - if it would be alright, could we talk more outside of this and perhaps message?
๐ฐ - may I know your timezone?
โ๏ธโ๐ฅ - is there something that gets on your nerves?
๐ - you deserve much better than what life has given you, is there anything I can do to help?
๐ - I keep mental and maybe even physical notes on you.
๐ฅ - do you get angry easily?
๐ฉป - I want to know everything I can about you.
๐ฉท - do you have a partner/are you looking for a partner?
๐งต - I would give you the most tender care I possibly could.
๐ - I am romantically parasocial for you
๐ฉ - I am platonically parasocial for you
๐ - I'm parasocial for you, but I cannot place a finger on the feelings.
โ - I get excited seeing you in my activity or on my dash
I KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG AND THESE PEOPLE DON'T EVER TAKE ME SERIOUSLY. MY THERAPISTS, MY PARENTS, NOT ONE OF THEM TOOK WHAT I SAID SERIOUSLY. IT WAS "NORMAL", IT WAS JUST "FAKE" IT WASNT "REAL" I KNOW THAT I'M NOT NORMAL, I WOULDNT BE TREATED THE WAY I AM IF I WAS NORMAL, AND IT FEELS LIKE YOU JUST ARENT TAKING ME SERIOUSLY. YOU CANT JUST CHALK EVERYTHING I SAY TO BEING JUST SOME SORT OF TEENAGER THING. IM NOT STUPID, DON'T TREAT ME LIKE I AM. hey so quick hint, if you cant take somebody seriously when they're talking about something that could actually affect them strongly in the present AND future, don't go into jobs that make you need to take people seriously. I don't wanna hear "its normal" when i'm explaining to you how scared i am because of things dude there is NO wonder i am on tumblr and telling OTHER people what im scared of and posting about harsh things instead of talking to therapists or my mom, it's the only place i get treated genuinely seriously when I'm worried
TW / CW : Vent Stop making me believe as if you wouldn't ditch me or become uninterested in me as soon as somebody better came along. It's simple, i'm a low standard. That means it's rather easy for other people to surpass me in nearly anything (Humor, interests, personality, looks, ect) . So please stop acting as if you aren't just having a phase. Stop making me attached to your attention as if it's not fleeting. On a side note, i am also considering blocking everyone. I know I wont do it, but I just feel so angry at myself for hoping that maybe these people would stay for my future. I'm not the first person you guys will think of, and I'm not gonna be the last. It's more then likely you guys just wont think of me at all in the simple things, which is alright in all honesty. I don't mind. I hate the fact that nobody would genuinely like me if somebody "Better" came along. Not even half the fictional characters i like would, and that's fine i guess. It's normal for people to prefer others who are more interesting and have more to discover. But sometimes I just get lonely, i guess. Lonely isn't just about being alone, it can also be about feeling alone. I feel happy when I talk to people and people mention me in the things that weren't about me, but that's not very often that that happens. Sometimes I don't want people to. Sometimes I want to be proven right, even though it hurts me. Sometimes it feels like I genuinely want to be alone so I can mourn what I used to have.
Oh? Your just "looking out for me" and thats why your just kinda sitting just a few feet behind me whereve I go? Psht. You don't have to lie, i dont mind it.
A more simple layout until I get back on my phone to do something about my files or whatever, it's just getting harder and harder to scroll the way i have been .
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I love that people try to threaten some people on tumblr with "im gonna steal u away" like dude half the people u say that to aren't going to leave anyways so it doesnt matter bro i mean i wouldnt leave anyways so no need to like steal me away or anything but yknow its whatever
I FEEL. ABSOLUTE. HATRED. hey, so maybe MAYBE don't tell me to kms and call me a bunch of slurs. it MIGHT be the reason im lashing out at you all the time!! because when I don't lash out, your always doing STUPID ASS SHIT LIKE THAT, but when i lash out, afterwards your so much more nice and calm! i am realizing how much some people take me for granted (Not targetted at ANYONE on tumblr , it's someone on another site)
