I can see it in you

Rockabilly possum furry i just saw on tiktok dancing to lord sutch.... i love you

Today is over!!! I woke up at 6am, worked 8am-5pm, drove and hour and a half in severe thunderstorms to get home, and then clocked in until 10pm (although I basically got paid ot to just sit there doing nothing for the last two hours).

I'm actually so embarrassed about how i reacted to getting called in tonight. Only my bf saw me but I literally screamed and broke down on the floor sobbing. I scared the dog. I have been so completely overstimulated all day. My normal shift was hard, I had a horrible sensory issue that also nearly brought me to tears, and then I spent an hour and a half driving in severe thunderstorms to get home, only to then immediately have to clock back in. I am normally better about things like this but this has genuinely been a horrible day and I really just wanted to go to bed.

Terrible day at work, took me an hour and a half to drive home because thunderstorms with hail and everything. And then I immediately get called in to work again because awesome news, its my on call day.

Sometimes I'm like maybe everyone was wrong about me being autistic. And then I have a very real meltdown because there's a smudge on my contact.

I am just barely keeping it together today. If one person in this building tries to talk to me in the next hour I will almost certainly break down into tears

Surprise surprise, the piss me off factory has pissed me off once again

Patting myself on the back because I correctly pronounce Worcester while on the phone with someone from that area

I think i might just be a bumbling fool. But thats okie

My 3 year old niece requested a selfie from me (she is with my mom and they sent me a picture of the two of them eating breakfast) and I am realizing that I dont know how to smile for pictures. I dont smile when I take pictures of myself but I didnt think my niece would appreciate my dead eyed stare.