Angel Babble

I've been absent words for far too long...

My perfect little boy is finally here I've never been so in love Little fingers little toes The softest sweetest cry that warms my heart 💙💙💙

I almost made it one full week following Dr's orders to abstain from sex admittedly, I'm a bad patient but, it felt so good I needed it pregnancy has me in a constant state of arousal I'm already jonesing for another fix

7 weeks and 1 day we saw a tiny little blip I'm already so in love

All I want is to sleep make love cuddle and fall asleep with his arms wrapped around me I've never been this tired I'm so very tired nor am I usually so clingy I love cuddles but, now I need them I want to be held constantly I'm in a perpetual state of horny that's pro no different than normal everything else is pregnancy induced

mornings start with his early morning kiss goodbye some I'm still asleep for others bring my sleepy mind aware enough to know his lips were there from time to time those kisses wake me so completely I can't help but get lost as sweet sleepy kisses turn desire my favorite morning kisses are the ones that wander and set fire the unexpected suckle of a nipple loving kisses down my thighs I live for the mornings I wake with stars in my eyes

his hands move gently over my silver scared mind as if he's reading my life story in braille these almost corporal imperfections would turn lesser men away to him those scars are beautiful he loves all of me

of all the things I wish for happiness is what I desire most not acceptance or a settled kind of happiness the pure unadulterated joy that only comes from being truly happy with one's self some days I am my own worst critic my own enemy my own abuser I break myself those are the days I'm thankful my levels of crazy are contained within

we have our struggles like most folks do he picks me up I pull him through we'll keep singing our song as we walk along in our sometimes tragic almost magic crazy beautiful kind of life

unspoken you hold my hand you touch my heart in the way words only can unseen I know your beauty your guiding soul a lullaby that soothes me unheard your voice is strong vappored mist pouring through ink and song

I'm lyrical naive I've been broken and restored I'm Intuitive passionate ever curious and his whore I'm approachable positive often silent and unsure I'm compassionate protective sometimes silly and mature I am whimsical artistic over emotional a bit insane I'm selective suggestive hell cat feisty and untamed I'm submissive sadistic a touch aggressive without shame I'm outspoken independent I'm not perfect I carry blame

his weight pressed upon me hips hidden within mine wiskered kisses trailing echoing soft lines lost in tender moments love's sent filled all around when his earth moves in me addled mind becomes unwound