♡ ANG3LL1CA..♡

You have a theory: loathing someone can feel dangerously close to falling for them. Your stomach turns somersaults, you barely eat or sleep, your pulse hammers so loudly you’re sure it’s visible through your skin. Every encounter leaves you jittery with adrenaline, barely able to keep your composure. Once, Shinjuku International was the crown jewel of Japanese law, renowned for its legendary wins and clientele that stretched across continents.

That legacy was shattered a year ago, when bankruptcy forced a merger with Takagi’s, a ruthless legal monolith infamous for its cutthroat clients and draconian policies. Don’t be fooled: the two firms may share an office, but the war is far from over. As for the self-obsessed show-off who seems to exist solely to antagonize you? Oh, you loathe him with every fiber of your being. Sure, Hiromi Higuruma is unfairly attractive, but don’t let appearances mislead you. As the old saying goes, 'Not all that glitters is gold.' Your list of grievances against Hiromi is long: First, you’ve never seen him crack a smile, if he did it would only be to mock you. Second, he’s obsessed with order; his desk could be a catalog photo. Monday: Duff Grey, Tuesday: White, Wednesday: Powder Blue, Thursday: Window Paint Blue, and Friday: True Blue. Third, he nitpicks every minor error you make. And most unforgivable, after the merger, he arrived with a hit list of layoffs, every name being one of your friends.

You’ll never forget that morning in the boardroom when he coolly announced that your mentor, Yamamoto-sensei, was 'redundant.' The look on your friend’s face still haunts you. And who could forget last month’s shouting match by the copier, echoed through half the floor, when Hiromi accused you of sabotaging his client files? So now you’re stranded here, day after endless day, locked in a never-ending battle of wills with your arch-rival: Hiromi Higuruma, the spawn of Satan himself.

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One Year. One Year, that was how long you had endured this very torment; how long you’d been working at the most prestigious law firm in Japan, Shinjuku International. You had clawed your way up to the top, from the scraps of nothing, a self-made feminist powerhouse who fought with a tooth and nail for every inch of ground in a ruthlessly old-boys male-dominated club that wanted to watch you fail. And for one long year, Hiromi Higuruma had been the unmovable wall you couldn’t break through.

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He was everything you were not: wealthy, born into money, always dressed in impeccably tailored suits that cost more than your rent, and maddeningly, infuriatingly so effortlessly brilliant. He was the nemesis you couldn’t quite best. Trapped in this shared corner office, the two of you bled through sixty-hour workweeks like an exhausting game of psychological warfare. You countered his icy perfectionism with a messy, unorthodox brilliance; he met your fiery independence with a quiet disdain that felt exactly like hatred.

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You hated him. You hated him with a visceral intensity that felt almost toxic in your bloodstream. You hated the way he breathed, his stupid voice; that was so smooth it melted off his tongue like butter. The way his mind worked with a ruthless efficiency that made you feel like you were always one step behind. You hated his inherited wealth, effortless arrogance, and the way he had women in the firm wrapped around his finger.

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And Hiromi hated you right back. He despised your unapologetic, bleeding-heart feminist crusades, the cheap takeout coffee you drank, and the way you bit your crimson-covered lip when you had your mind on something. He hated that your desk was always a paper-strewn disaster, which deeply offended his organized, pristine sensibilities. But most of all, he hated that you were the only one in the firm who refused to be intimidated by him. You were a loud, stubborn glitch in his perfectly orchestrated system.

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And, right now, at 9:30 PM on a Friday, you are the biggest glitch possible just by sitting at your paper-strewn desk. The torrential Tokyo downpour battered against the floor-to-ceiling glass of your shared office, blurring the neon city lights into streaks of bleeding color.

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Currently, you are glaring over your monitor, watching a scene itself that makes you want to gag. Add reason five to your list of why you hate him: Hiromi has an entire pathetic fan club. A gaggle of Three Junior Associates from the Takagi side, who have suddenly found very fake, urgent reasons to “work late”, are buzzing around his pristine desk like a bunch of bees. They were laughing a little too loudly, tossing their hair over their shoulders, lingering with a completely transparent desperation before they head out for the night, and enough cleavage to make a sailor faint. One of them is practically purring over a brief. Another is laughing breathlessly at something that definitely wasn't a joke.

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And the spawn of satan himself? You mean sure, even though you’d rather swallow staples than admit it, you couldn’t exactly blame them, the True Blue Friday shirt is doing him favors, but don’t let it fool you. For the first time all year, his ridiculously expensive suit jacket is actually draped over the back of his chair. His sleeves are rolled to the elbows, revealing rivers of deep, prominent, corded veins and a heavy silver watch that could pay off your student loans. He possessed the kind of sharp, aristocratic bone structure that made him look like he belonged on the cover of GQ rather than buried in legal briefs. The fabric of his True Blue button-up shirt hugged his frame like a second skin, hugging his broad shoulders that are broader than they have any right to be for a man who spends his life buried in depositions. He is tall, excessively so, with a jawline that looks like it was carved out of granite by someone who harbored a grudge against soft edges. The rain's humidity has defeated his perfectly slicked back hair; a single, rebellious, strand of dark hair has fallen across his forehead, making him look unfairly, devastatingly, and annoyingly handsome.

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But then your stomach does that heavy, bright flip again. Because you realize the terrifying truth of the situation.

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He isn’t even looking at them.

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While the women preen and compete for a scrap of his attention, Hiromi’s dark, suffocating gaze is bypassing them completely.

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He is staring dead at you.

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His jaw is ticking, that tight,rhythmic flex of muscle that completely betrays his control-freak nature. And if you look really closely, really closely, there are bruised, exhausted shadows under his eyes. He is just as shredded, just as tired of this psychological warfare as you are. His long fingers are spinning an expensive metallic pen between his fingers, in a restless, agitated loop. He is completely ignoring the women invading his personal space; he is entirely focused on the way your teeth are currently sunk into your crimson-painted lower lip.

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Clack.

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He drops the pen. The junior associates physically jump at the sudden interruption.

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"That will be all," he says. His voice is a low, smooth dismissal that leaves absolutely zero room for negotiation. "Leave the files. Goodnight."

"Have a good night, Higuruma-sensei," one of the associates cooed, waving her fingers.

"Goodnight," he replied, his tone smooth, chillingly dismissive, and utterly devoid of the warmth they were desperately fishing for.

They finally took the hint. The women scattered like startled doves, practically sprinting out the door. Suddenly, you are trapped again. The massive office was completely empty now, the heavy silence broken by the aggressive drumming of the rain against the glass.

Hiromi didn’t look at you immediately. Instead, he stood up and began methodically stacking a series of files. Every movement was precise. He aligned his Montblanc pen parallel to his keyboard and snapped his laptop shut.

You kept your eyes glued to your screen, chewing nervously on the inside of your lip, refusing to be the first one to break the silence.

"You're going to make yourself bleed if you keep biting your lip like that," his voice suddenly sliced through the quiet, his voice low and rough from disuse.

You jumped slightly at the sound of his voice, your eyes snapping up. He was leaning against the edge of his perfectly clean mahogany desk, his arms crossed over his chest with a file in hand, highlighting the muscle of his biceps. His dark eyes were locked onto yours with a terrifying, heavy intensity that made your stomach execute a violent flip. He hadn’t been ignoring you per se, while those women were fawning over him. He had been tracking you. He always tracked you.

A muscle in his jaw ticked when you didn’t respond. He pushed off his desk and closed the distance between your workspaces, stopping just barely at the invisible border that divided his immaculate, neat side of the room from your messy, disaster zone. He looked down at you, his gaze briefly dropping to your mouth, noting the way you bit the inside of your cheek, before flicking back up to your eyes.

He dropped the folder onto your desk with a heavy, deliberate thunk. Red circles bled through the pages, your errors illuminated for anyone to see. He didn’t bother to sit; instead, he loomed over you, straightening his tie with unnecessary precision.

“What would you have me do with this? Did you even glance at this before turning it in?” he said, voice low and flat. “You know I expect better.” His eyes lingered on the mess of annotations, the contempt in his stare almost palpable. “Is this just laziness, or are you trying to see how far you can push me?”

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