just regurgitated an Amy Rant β’οΈ to my friends on discord so im gonna post it on here now
ok SO amy conflates the one thing in her life which fulfills any of her wants and needs (victoria being a sister who makes her happy) with being able to fulfill ALL of her emotional needs. because like.
her ability to make friends is hampered by the fact she has the ultimate reason for people to pretend to be her friend
her mom is fucking evil dude
her dad is super depressed and cannot be there for her emotionally
her sister is lowkey manipulative and exploits her
she feels like she has a moral duty to never have any free time
shes gay in a city full of nazis
she doesnt get the escapism of going out in costume anonymously like other capes
her power gets her drone striked if the government ever finds out shes using it correctly
she doesnt trust herself to use it correctly anyway because her mom has hammered it into her that shes evil and has a moral debt
and its agonising because she does genuinely have a desire to do the right thing, because she goes to hospital and helps people despite fucking HATING IT
shes just incredibly mentally unwell and constantly makes the wrong choices
i genuinely think being adopted by new wave was the worst thing to ever happen to her