it hurts but i've had worse

alright. I made a new blog. send me an ask if you want the new url. let's hope they don't find this one

also I'm going to have to abandon this blog now someone who knows my parents is following me and basically reporting back to them what I say. so my mother is trying to use that against me. to the person who's doing this, I hope you realise that this is hurting me. and if i ever find out who you are just know I will kick your fucking ass. and fuck, if it's Carter, I don't know what I'll fucking do. if it's Carter then.... i don't think I'll ever trust family again. please don't be Carter. I won't be able to take that. but yeah I'll let you folks know when I make a new blog and I'll give the url to people I think I can trust

a whole year down the drain because I'm so fucking weak