hiii, can I request a fluffy and angsty college au of jealous Semi(player 380) x reader like where the reader is younger than Semi and has a crush on her for a long time. However, Semi rejects the readerâs confession or like doesnât care abt the reader bcoz of her popularity or for other reasons (you may choose). Then, the reader starts spending time with someone else, which makes Semi(player 380) jealous and prompts her to try to win the reader back. Thank you so much in advance, and I love your writing!!!
Thank you! Iâll try mixing the two a bit cause it sounds interesting
Tw: angst ig? And maybe some
You sighed in the hallway tugging your books
Should you do it? Should you tell *her*?
Se mi your first and only ever crush maybe you were delusional I mean she was only like two years older then you but still! You have a chance
You were friends with herâŚ..to an extent I mean
She stared at you for more then three minutes that one time! There was hope maybe-
âYou arenât thinking about Se mi again are you?â
Your friend piped up walking towards you seeing your sighing they could swear they saw hearts in your eyes
âShh! She might hear you!â *You hushed them down they laughed a bit in amusement*
âY/n no offense or anything but you make it so obvious you stare at her all the time you stumble and stutter when she asks you simple questions youâre justâŚ.â *She looked at you up and down* âA mess.â
You rolled your eyes âWell no help from *you* Iâm finally gonna confess to her!â *Their eyes widened a bit like they were just told the most unbelievable news then erupted into laughter* âYour humorousâŚy/nâ
You rolled your eyes ready to give a glare then they punched your shoulder âIâm just messing Iâm just glad youâre *finally* going for it how long has it been since youâve liked her?â *You pondered in thought taking it seriously* âEight years?â *F/n gave you a thumbs up* âThen why donât you give herâŚâŚeight roses, to show her how long you liked her?â
You smiled at the idea âGeniusâŚâŚwhat if she doesnât accept?â *Your friend immediately covered your mouth* âDonât you DARE start thinking about that stuff listen here y/n youâre gonna go up and confessâŚ..when exactly?â
You shook her off âOk ok! Iâll do it this afternoon where am I gonna get the roses?â *They gave you finger guns* âIâve got you covered babe.â
Just as they said that the bells ringed signalling time for class i waved back with a knowing look and head to chemistry
You headed in and there Se mi was leaning on her seat hanging around most of her friends
Well half were just people wanting to be her friend but honestly you couldnât blame them Se mi was wellâŚ..there was a lot of things you could say about her
For one she was extremely prettyâŚ..she was awesome at well everything even the stuff she was bad at and she was popular but not meanâŚ
Lucky for you, you were seatmates! Which is why youâve gotten somewhat closeâŚ..in your eyes anyway you often wonder what those pretty eyes of her see you as
The other students headed off to do there own business and the teacher was heading in soon so you smiled at Se mi and she smiled back
âHey y/n whatâs up?â
Your stomach fluttered with butterflies by her simply acknowledging your existence
âHey Se mi youâŚ.busy later?â
She pondered in thought as if she was thinking deeply then she smirked
âMessing Iâm not really do anything why, you need something?â
You felt nervous but you already went front you canât go back âCan we meet at the backyard later? YkâŚ.nothing bad or anythingâ
She twirled a bit of her hair
That sound cued you both to take your seats she winked at you and class begun
*Time skip to where you meet up with your friend*
Your heart began to race heavily time was getting nearer you really werenât sure if you wanted to do thisâŚ.
Your friend noticed your shaky behaviour and shook their head âHey, you donât have to do thisâŚ.except youâre definitely gonna regret it if you back out now.â
You shook your head âIâm fine. I justâŚneed someâŚ.did you get the roses?â *Your friend winked playfully and handed them out to you*
âThank youâ *You stared at the eight roses for how long youâve liked herâŚ.wow you really have liked her too long huh*
âWhat time is it now?â *You spoke out of the blue your friend pondered in thought* âSome time between the afternoon definitelyâ *Panic began to erupt in you* âShoot! I asked Se mi to meet up with me around this time Iâve gotta go!â
You ran out before your friend could even comprehend what happened
You reached the backyard of the school and Se miâŚwasnât there? That relieved you for a secondâŚ.maybe it was early?
You realised your phone was in your pocket so you checked the time and it wasâŚâŚâ3pm?â
You noticed Se mi walking with some of her friends and you instantly hid the roses behind your back while walking up to her
âHey Se miâŚcould you excuse us for a bit?â *You tried to ask her friends nicely a load of them seemed confused or irritated but they shrugged off and walked off Se mi quirked an eyebrow*
âUm Se mi remember i asked you to meet up? Itâs okay if you forgot! Was askingâ
Se mi looked confused then realisation came upon her and laughed a bit
âOh yeah i forgot about thatâŚ.sorry about it canât be that serious though like you said what is it?â
It honestly kinda hurt you even though you told her it didnât when she said she forgot but whateverâŚ..âUm wellâŚ.â *You handed her the roses and she stopped staring at them* âIâve liked you forâŚ..eight years. Iâm not good with romantic lines soâŚ.i just want you to know if youâŚ.perhaps feel the same way?â
Se mi then sighed thinking and pacing âFuck y/n this isâŚ.kinda..youâve liked me that long?â *You nodded almost shamefully* âThis isâŚ.kinda awkward iâŚ..Iâm sorry but iâŚ..youâŚIâll be upfront cause i trust you but I donât feel the same wayâ
If your heart could it would have shattered in the moment but you just stood there your brain was screaming with random things you couldnât make out âOhâŚ.â âIâm sorryâŚâ
You forced a smile âNo itâs okay we can still be friends i hopeâŚ.right?â
She smiled back âYeah I donât let things like this get awkward with friendships welll see ya laterâŚI hope youâre okay these roses are pretty thoughâ
The two of you walked separate ways and just as she led the tears threatened to spill you felt like a fool a dummy a stalker all bad things and you couldnât get them out of your head
You met up with your friend who was ready to cheer excitedly then noticed your gloomy behaviour
âOh no babeâŚ.that happened Iâm sorry-â *The second you reached to her you began to sob uncontrollably. You felt like a crybaby that you couldnât just take it well maybe then she would have liked youâŚ.*
Your friend walked you back to you and their dorm and gave you a bunch of blankets and tissues and whatever else you like
âIâllâŚgive you some time.â
You lied down in bed and processed everything i mean itâs not like she humiliated you or anything itâs justâŚâŚ.i mean what were you expecting honestly? âNow she probably thinks Iâm a freak for liking her that longâŚ.â *You couldnât help but say and think these things are true i mean what if they are?!*
Eventually you got worned out and passed in a blissful sleep
Eventually once you woke up you felt a sudden dreadâŚ..why?
Oh yeah your crush rejected you
And that you had to face her today
I mean you said it right? You donât wanna make it awkward honestly you regret saying that maybe avoiding her was betterâŚ.
You honestly didnât know
*As you got up and brushed your teeth and hair and got ready your friend was tying their shoes and went up to you*
âHeyy y/nâŚ.you doing okay?â
*You simply stared at them and they got the hint were you supposed to be okay?*
âSoâŚdo you plan on talking to her?â
âI mean I told her it was fine soâŚ.i donât wanna make it awkward so i might as well try to act like Iâm fineâ
*Your friend stared in empathy*
âWellâŚIâm sure after this day youâll be fineâŚitâs just a day right?â
You sighed and forced a small smile
You headed out and even if people werenât it felt like people were staring at youâŚis it anxiety is it real? You didnât know and that made you even more scaredâŚ.
Luckily one of your later classes were with se mi so you had all day to prepare to see her which you did
*Time skip to your second or third class*
It was time. You were gonna see Se mi
You took a breath and walked into class trying to seem as normal as possible and there was Se mi
Leaning on the chair just talking to her friends she noticed you and smiled like usual
âHey y/n we were just talking about the teacher giving us an extra strict lectureâŚ.teachers sure are funnyâ
You force a smile you didnât wanna make things awkward she didnât deserve that
âReally? Wow they probably just want us to learnâŚâ
Se mi snorted a bit and talked to you as if yesterday never happenedâŚ.
It sorta relieved but upsetted you at the same time like wow it hit hard
She really doesnât like you back. A truth you finally have it fully hit
After some time the teacher came in and you sat next to Se mi youâd normally be thrilled to be seatmates with her but right now? You donât feel like youâre ready to face herâŚ.
*Another time skip Iâll just make it short*
The day was mainly just you trying to make se mi know or atleast think things were cool between you two eventually the day ended and you felt drained and you barely did anything
You layed down in bed thankfully tomorrow was a weekend most people would leave to visit families you planned on staying you can use this to relax all day
Eventually that day came by and well you were a mess
You groaned as your friend turned on the lights in your face
âOh come on y/n thatâs enough petting! Itâs been two days you have to be strong nowâ
You only stared at her blankly
âWell what am i supposed to do? Get over it?â
You friend pondered like what if they were about to say was bad âWell you could you know get over it..â
You sighed âWell obviously I should butâŚ.i loved herâŚ.â
Your friend had a small pitied look
âWellâŚthereâs plenty of people around I donât know try making a new friend or somethingâŚâ
You sighed then got up as if you suddenly got a burst of energy âOkayâ
You got ready and headed out and went outside in the backyard and a student happened to be sitting on your usual spot
You mentally decided this was the perfect time to make a friend! Who knows maybe something else could happenâŚ.
âHey this is my usual spot nobody usually goes around hereâŚ.names y/nâ
The person shot there head up âI donât see your name on it.â *they smirk a bit jokingly*
You scoff smiling a bit âI basically claimed it pleaseâŚ.you got a name?â
They smiled âIâll let you guess starts with A ends with Zâ
Se mi just left her dorm ready to do whatever she wants in her free time
Her mind wandered to y/n oh y/nâŚ..was interesting
Se mi wondered why she was so interested in being around themâŚ.they confused her in a good way
Like she felt like she missed something rejecting them and still wanted them around her? Usually if she rejected someone sheâd atleast distance herself a bit for their sake
But for y/n? She wanted them around even moreâŚ..strange
Speaking of y/n wonder where they are anywayâŚ.might catch up a bit she was worried where they were yesterday
Just as she thought that while heading outside she saw y/n! AndâŚ..some person sheâs never seen
She wouldnât have been bothered if it seemed like the two or atleast the other person wasâŚ..flirting?
Wait why is she bothered! Y/n is free to do whatever they want!
âHope Iâm not interrupting anything.â
Y/n laughed a bit âUh hey Se mi this isâŚ.a new studentâ
âHey! I just said Iâve been here awhile i just didnât talk much to othersâ
Y/n rolled your eyes playfully Se mi quirked an eyebrow
âWell what classes are you in?â
She couldnât help but question
âClearly in none of yoursâ They laughed a bitâ
Se mi tried not to frown she didnât like this persons attitude
âHey she asked you a question!â Y/n playfully giggled
Se mi tried to hold back whatever these feelings were âHey so guys wanna hang out?â She mainly gestured it to y/n
Y/n nodded smiling while the other person shrugged giving a small smile
Itâs been a week now and the two pair have gotten really close each time Se mi saw them her stomach twisted in a way she didnât seem to get was she jealous? If so why? She rejected you why-
âHey y/nâ *Se mi approached them*
âOh hey Se mi barely talked in awhileâ *Y/n smiled while Se mi felt bad*
âYeah itâs just that guy hasâŚ..whatâs there name?â
âWonât say itâs a joke of theirs!â *Y/n giggled a bit Se mis eye twitched*
âYeah well have they ever said anything? Like about you know serious stuff justâŚâŚ.looking out for youâ
Y/n quirked an eyebrow âNot sure it matters but there flirty a lot but Iâm assuming their jokes most of the time..â
Se mi deadpanned you âmost?â
Se mi kept on backing you into a corner asking you questions about you and him you had enough
âOkay Se mi youâre acting weird just why are you so bothered?!â
Se mi seemed confused by the words she said then had a serious look
âYeah i do and Iâm sorry it took me a simple jealousy fit to figure it outâŚâ
You didnât know what to say was this a dream all you did was kiss her
âWill that help you figure it out?â
She nodded smiling âIâm sorry for whatever pain i put you throughâ
âShut up! Iâm still thinking whether if this is a dream or notâ
Soo the ending is kinda rushed but i hope itâs worth it also happy late new years!
