Ambrose and Jayson || F2F
Alright, numerous things here. You’re the best, you already know that. I’ll leave that part there, with the knowledge that you’re secure in how proud you make me, with everything you do and say. It’s clear you have some strong feelings on this matter, you certainly don’t have to tell me that. Why do you think they’re no good? I know you’ve told me a little about the situations, but I still don’t know as much about them to have an opinion whatsoever. I trust you, though, and I trust your thoughts on these matters. You’re agreeable to just about anything, and you like just about everyone. So, if you think there may be a problem, then I’d agree and say there may be a problem. I definitely want to come back to that, baby. Even just a couple of nights without your body, your bare skin against mine, is far too long.. It’s nothing at all, not for you. Ambrose…Alright. I’m going to get dressed. After I do, but before we go, I want to take five minutes for you to kneel for me. To breathe, and focus yourself. I know there’s a lot going on in that beautiful mind of yours right now, I know that’s really loud. We’re going to take just a small amount of time to find your center, so that you’re as level and clear-headed as possible. Sound good, angel?
You’re so sweet to me. Thank you. Kneeling for you is always the best idea, I will gladly do all of that for you, Sir. Thank you.
The first is someone that has had a long time to prove that Lorelai is important. But is always doing drugs, drinking, and being irresponsible. Like a child. Partying. Having fun. You never know if rent is going to be paid or not. And it’s not for lack of resources, this person has rich parents. This person could have had everything. But can’t be adult. Can’t commit. One second she’s swooning and I think she might have loved this person more than anyone else she’s ever been with, but then the next second she’s alone and has no idea where this person is. Hot and cold. Temperamental because of the drugs and alcohol. The cops could be called at any minute, I don’t trust this person here at all. I wouldn’t be surprised if they were doing something dirty behind the scenes. Something bad. She’s been talking to this person a lot. I think they’ve been spending time together. This person is the type of person that can talk her into things. Not that I think she’d do bad drugs or anything she didn’t want to, but like... a relationship. Giving this person another chance, even as a friend. Which she shouldn’t do.
The second is someone that hasn’t been around for as long, but has had plenty of time to prove that Lorelai is important. But things keep being said that sound like there’s no commitment, like this person is trying to keep their options open, doesn’t want to be serious. Talks a lot about there being a such thing as “too much time” with her. Doesn’t want to spend time with her-- the first thought is always, “how can I enjoy this on my own and can I enjoy this on my own” and not “how can I share this with Lorelai.” Goes out drinking, knowing her parents died from alcohol. Doesn’t let her know he’s okay. Can you imagine if I told you that spending the night with you was enough time? I didn’t want to spend every night with you or move in, mind you, but a week of spending the night and there’s no need to hangout during the day. She feels like she has to force submission, and when she brings up how submission can happen it’s more about how that won’t work and less about how to use her thoughts in a constructive way. She’s also really worried that she’ll be single because she’s a Switch. Because nobody is checking up on her submission needs, and like people like to think bisexuals will look outside a relationship... it was said that she might too, just because she’s a Switch. Which I personally find hypocritical and strange because this person is a Sub, so this person gets to vent their own needs by titling everyone they talk to and obeying orders from other people in their job. Lorelai doesn’t have that because she’s not in an order taking position. It’s like the opposite of being a child, this person is over-analytical and overly negative, like the older sister in Taming of The Shrew. She feels defeated as a Domme because her ideas as a Domme aren’t good enough or they’re too much for what he wants with her-- he doesn’t want to spend that much time with her or put that much service to her in his life. It just seems like she’s a “side chick.” Or someone because there’s nobody else interested... right now, and if that changes maybe she’ll be single. That’s how she feels and I don’t like that. Especially because when she’s upset, she gets left alone. She feels like if she tells this person how she feels, she’ll be blamed for it all.
