Ama La Vida 💋 ™

“ Para mí, el amor no es efímero; efímeros son los deseos, porque el amor se incrusta en el alma y de allí nadie la saca”.

she was going to abort a 'baby', not ME.

she didn't know me... she just said she didn't want to be pregnant. (again) but she had me, and kept me.

few years ago, i suddenly found myself identifying with almost being sucked into a sink. do I owe the universe something special? well ... yes , and always for the privilege of being ALIVE. IM LUCKY.

but, instead of being terrorized by the fact that i was almost aborted, i just need to be grateful. and often i will say it out LOUD. we don't know why she changed her mind. but it didn't have anything to do with me.

if anything she needed to prove that she was worthy of being MY mother for almost , aborting me. she wasn't well in the head. ill leave it that way, because... FUCKKK i survived her not killing me in birth and in childhood.

i dont need to be angry or prove anything to anyone.

im going to enjoy the life i almost didn't have.

i'm worthy.