Patient Fine Balanced Kind

I never thought I’d be THAT Mom. The one who can’t get enough of those gummy grins, belly laughs, rolls on chubby little legs. I never thought I’d be THAT Mom- The Mom who loves her baby so much that it physically hurts. I pray every day that he’ll have every happiness and I wonder how I’ll handle any hurt or sadness he comes across. I wonder what I’ll do when he fails for the first time after trying so hard. I wonder what I’ll do when he is hurting and I can’t wad him up in my arms and kiss away his baby tears. I never thought I’d be so in love with another human being, so in love with someone I carry in my heart and soul.

I remember the days I prayed for the things I have now.