I Can't Say

DM: I need you to roll initiative

Okay, so this is completely out of character for me to do but I don’t know what else I can do at this point. I’m in a shitty spot financially and I just found out that my mom is in very bad health. She dropped all of this on me so suddenly and very last minute. I’ve just found out that she’s got stage 3 kidney disease, dissolving discs in her back and is having to go through open heart surgery within the next couple of months. This is devastating to me. My mom is the most important person in my life. My mom is the only thing I’ve got and to be two states away from her without the means of being there for her when she is undergoing this surgery kills me. I have set up a paypal account with the hopes that maybe anyone would be willing to help me out. Hell, a dollar helps. I’m grateful for anything and everything that I can get. This is extremely embarrassing for me and wishful thinking but I don’t know what else to do. I need help. I can’t lose my mom. I don’t fucking know what to do with myself. Again, I would greatly appreciate any help and if you don’t have the means to help, that’s totally okay too. I’m just doing everything I can right now. I’m desperate.

Hey guys! I’m trying to bring my photography account on Instagram back to life and I would appreciate it more than you know if you could give it a follow and some support. I’m feeling extremely discouraged these days due to the response that I’m not getting and I know that what I’m producing isn’t bad work.