NEEDLESS TO SAY SHE WAS NOT A RAY OF SUNSHINE first thing in the morning, especially not when she was forced to wake up without James at her side. The redhead groaned quietly at his welcoming words, but there was something else she needed first before even thinking about eating. As James sat down at her side, she grabbed him by the back of his neck and pulled the large man down for a deep, passionate kiss — now, THAT was a good wake up call. Natalia grinned once she pulled back, taking the other glass of of juice and takes a slow sip, enjoying it much more now that the world began to look a little brighter. “Thank you.” She grabbed a toast and took a bite, watching the man the whole time though “Any news about the mission for today? Or is everything according to plan?”

      THE PAINKILLERS WOULD BARELY last enough to allow her to fall back into a dreamless sleep - yet she took them gladly, accepting any form of pain relief at the moment. It was not the worst thing she had ever had to encounter in her life, THE RED ROOM’S training and tortures were on quite another level of agony. Yet the redhead was not about to compare pain to another pain. It was pointless. All that mattered at the moment was that it hurt - hurt badly. She gritted her teeth as James laid down next to her, even though the man was careful, the changing position of the mattress still caused some of her bruised frame to move a little bit, just enough to cause some pain. Once he settled next to her, Natalia gratefully turned her head in his direction, enjoying the new pillow she got in the process - this was it, this was heaven. The best place in the world from where she never wanted to move. “You should.” The woman commented softly, her eyes closing, tired enough that even keeping them opened seemed like too hard of a task “I’m not fragile.” Natalia pouted at such a mean word that he dared call her — the BLACK WIDOW? WEAK? “I am just not in my best shape at the moment.” She teased further “But that’s no reason for you to miss on rest.”

       A SHAKE OF THE HEAD followed a quiet chuckle of amusement as the man complains about the shopping trip they are planning - as if he had not pouted about ruining his favorite hoodie moments ago. She moved closer and pressed a sweet kiss to his forehead before grabbing the first aid kit to put it back into its assigned place. “We have to.” Natalia called over her shoulder before opening a cabinet in the kitchen to place the box inside of it “Yes, we can also buy a few more hoodies and jeans, because those seem to be getting destroyed the quickest.” The woman pointed out, straightening up and walking back to the living room where they had been IN SURGERY MODE a moment ago “If it makes the trip a little better - I think I need some undergarments.” She teased “Because SOMEONE keeps ripping the delicate lace instead of taking them off like a civilised human being.” The redhead added, playfully glaring at James “And maybe I’ll let you watch as I try them on.”

      SO RISKY AND YET THEY LOVE IT. Natalia couldn’t contain her excitement about doing something so dangerous, dangerous but in a non-lethal way. It was a different kind of thrill and she couldn’t get enough of it. She arched a brow as James spoke, but it only brought a soft chuckle out of her lips as he refused to agree to her deal. Oh, well then they would have to do this very, VERY QUICKLY before someone really noticed they were gone and that there were some suspicious sounds coming from behind the door. Natalia grinned, her hand wrapping a little harder around his girth before she simply moved forward and took him into her mouth. Her hands resting against the man’s powerful thighs to steady herself in her movements before the redhead began to move her head back and forth - with each new bob of her head taking more and MORE of his length down her throat until the tip of her nose was pressed to the Soldier’s stomach, all of him swallowed, getting masaged by her throat muscles every time she tried to swallow. His fingers in her hair making something STIR within her soul, the sign of control and yet full trust. Natalia doesn’t waste another second though, begining to move her head at a fast, steady pace, with only one goal in mind - to make the man come undone with her touch as quickly as possible, before they get caught.

       ALWAYS KEEP THEM ON THEIR TOES — a mantra that had been forced into her head over the decades of torture and training. The redhead knew better than to allow her guards down, better than to allow someone else to have the upper hand. Even if her and Frank were on somewhat GOOD terms, it didn’t mean the man wouldn’t betray her at any given moment. She needed the game to play by her rules. “Are you complaining?” Natalia asked, arching a brow as she looked down at him. Her green eyes watching the man carefully, cautiously, though a smile tugged at the corners of her lips as if to ease the atmosphere around them. “Because I can stop being FRIENDLY.” She pointed out playfully - it was the truth, she COULD — but no one liked that side of her.

         THERE’S A GRIN ON HER LIPS as she noticed the pouting look James sent towards the ruined piece of fabric that was once his hoodie. She chuckled and shook her head in amusement - the childish nature of her dangerous lover was quite a surprising trait, yet one she could not live without by now. “Hey.” Natalia gasped at his teasings, lips parting in a gape, though a second later it turned into a smirk “I mean - of course I undressed you every single second of every lesson.” The woman admitted without shame “Do you remember the uniform they gave you? You looked like sex on a stick.” She pointed out. She realised that those dirty thoughts were not shared by any of the other girls as most of the trainees were absolutely TERRIFIED of the Winter Soldier, but to Natalia he was the greatest thing to ever happen to her. She then nodded her head in agreement - it was a nice hoodie. “Thankfully I think they still have it at the shop we bought it in.” The woman assured “And yes, we are going shopping.” It was a huge feat to ever drag James into the mall for some shopping so now that she had an occassion for that she made a note to buy EVERYTHING he would comment on liking. “You need more than just a hoodie and a jacket.”

      SHE GRINNED AT THE SUDDEN SILENCE that fell around the room when the man realised where her kisses were leading. Green eyes took a peak up at her lover’s facial expression to gauge just what he thought of her idea - and she was not disappointed to see the need, the EXCITEMENT. “It is.” Natalia nodded her head in agreement. This was a bad idea. This was a terrible idea - they could get caught any second. The door to the room could open any moment and yet she could not help but want it even more because of that. Their whole life was based on excitement adn thrill of getting caught, why not this time too? The redhead bit at the Soldier’s hip, over the prominent bone at the dips of the ‘V’ shape. She sucked on the spot a second later, creating a very pretty, very POSSESSIVE hickey on his body. Her lips wandered lower then, kissing along the line of his pants that her fingers worked at unbuttoning and pulling slightly down. Natalia watched him the whole time as she freed her lover’s erection and wrapped a slender, pale hand around it “You better stay quiet.”