hard pill to swallow: the idea that your ‘soulmate’ or ‘the one’ will know exactly how to make you happy without you ever having to communicate is fake. the fantasy that you will have all your needs met in a relationship without ever having to be vulnerable is fundamentally not true. sometimes you have to express your needs and desires, you have to ask for things, you have to communicate how you want to be loved, it’s uncomfortable and clumsy but relationships are about learning to love each other not being a mind reader

!!!!!

Always suck your girl’s tits. Always.

i can’t shake the feeling that i’ll always either be too much or not enough. too much to handle, but never enough to satisfy. 

i love saying fuck me because it can either be sexual or self-loathing and those are two things that describe me perfectly