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and this was deeply pleasurable to hear bc i hope to fuck it does. i cannot stress enough how much i'm like a kid in a candy shop when i'm on wikipedia, or reading, walking thru my life, and when i get something guud i just wanna show you wanna show you wanna show you i hope that comes thru here

sick of my pride

sick of just saying shit just to be nice

sick of this world how do i get by

whatever the number says on the messaging app ahha

Please bring strange things. Please come bringing new things. Let very old things come into your hands. Let what you do not know come into your eyes. Let desert sand harden your feet. Let the arch of your feet be the mountains. Let the paths of your fingertips be your maps and the ways you go be the lines on your palms. Let there be deep snow in your inbreathing and your outbreath be the shining of ice. May your mouth contain the shapes of strange words. May you smell food cooking you have not eaten. May the spring of a foreign river be your navel. May your soul be at home where there are no houses. Walk carefully, well loved one, walk mindfully, well loved one, walk fearlessly, well loved one, Return to us, return to us, be always coming home.

meaning no thoughts if i could help it, only things that i observed