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if I see one more "why age verification is bad" post that doesn't even bother to mention that locking young people out of huge sections of the public sphere - literally the stated goal and primary impact of this shit - is wrong in and of itself I will simply start hitting people with bricks
yes yes biometric data privacy blah blah adults can hypothetically by harmed by this too. what about the immediate and deliberate and not at all hypothetical harm to youth. why are you acting like a potential data leak about what your face looks like, which if it ever happened would at least be generally recognised as a problem, is a more serious issue than cutting millions of people off from information and community and public expression which is happening right now in the open with large scale support
it's got the stench of fucking "banned books week" on it. thousands of adults congratulating themselves for reading books literally no one is trying to stop them from reading while doing nothing to improve access for the young people who are the ones actually having those books made off-limits to them.
This is a result of adultism.
im not a mcyt fan but several beloved mutuals are so i know that apparently theres a new thing going on where the mcyt boys and others are like the chosen champions of the greek gods and to my knowledge it started like 3 days ago so how is there already god tier angst art of this series like what even happened man
doxxing myself. I’m on a boat in the middle of the big blue sea near some islands and dolphins and other random nonsense
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13 year old here. This is just loads of small little rants of topics of teenagering... I wish I could fucking do anything! I can't go to the store anymore because a lady begged me for food and held my shoulder. I wish people acted like hormones are normal. Teenagers can be horny and it's not rare. If people actually educated their kids we wouldn't have loads of unsafe sex and teenage pregnancy!!! now the main rant. I hate the lack of freedom I have. Every bit of my life is scheduled around school. I can't have my hair out, it can't be dyed or an unnatural colour (what ever that means??), no makeup (AT ALL), a winter and summer uniform. The winter uniform is extremely difficult and I have cried multiple times in frustration. We can't wear earrings, no contacts, no nails done (not even natural coloured nail polish...) The uniforms... I honestly think they only exist for money. I can't bear with the fucking academic stress. Just because I'm a kid doesn't mean I can't be depressed... They say my teenage years are the best but if that's real I'm not making it to 25! I have to interview a random person over the holidays. The holidays. WHY IS MY ENTIRE LIFE ABOUT SCHOOL. I HATE THE IDEA OF WEEKDAYS AND WEEKENDS. I JUST WANT TO REST WHEN I WANT. My body does not comprehend 'just need to make it to Friday', it's scared and sick and doesn't know what's happening. When I'm older, it's work. I feel my whole life relies on a single few test. I can't talk too loud I can't sit in certain places, I can't even go out at night. I can't stand around I can't be late for class I can't exist. I feel sick and tired all the time because I'm pushing my natural sleep schedule to attend hell. I feel like a drugged animal. No amount of therapy will fix the hell I live in. No amount of therapy will fix the hell we live in. I have to take melatonin because for some reason people think I need to sleep at night and be awake at day. That's not what my body wants! My only time of freedom is at night because at day I have to suffer for 9 hours. please, will it ever get better?
This is adultism and the result of living in a capitalistic hellscape.
Sometimes I'm just sitting there constantly thinking "I just can't wait for all of this to be over." All of this tends to vary in meaning.
being in a marginalized group, especially being in multiple marginalized groups is so miserable because you’re quite literally not allowed to exist as yourself without being an activist. like you're not allowed. you can't say "hey don't make jokes like that it's mean" without being too sensitive. you can't say "let me do this because it makes me happy and the idea that it's bad comes from bigots anyway" without being friend that's too woke. you can't even say something as simple as "please don't touch me" without it being viewed as a negative reflect on you.
it's really isolating and really sad. i don't want to be educated on why i deserve rights and bodily autonomy. i don't want to have to cite sources on why you should use my name or shouldn't put your hands on me. i don't want to give you a sex ed lesson to show that i can watch a pg-13 movie. i just want to be a kid.
i don't think im an adult or that im grown i just think you should be nice to me. but that makes us disrespectful.
theres 2 races, white and political
theres 2 genders, man and political
there's 2 orientations, straight and political
there's 2 ability statuses, abled and political
there's 2 age ranges, adult and political
it's actually really ridiculous that no matter how i point out the bigotry ppl have thrown at me for being black or nonbinary or disabled or queer or even just liking certain things or being alternative or anything i like or anything i dislike or anything im good at or anything i struggle with. everything is always dismissed as well you're just a kid what do you know. life only gets worse you idiot. or alternatively. wait until you're an adult with your own money, then you can have autonomy, until then you do what i say when i say it and anything out of line is disrespectful.
"none of this matters you're just a stupid kid with nothing better to do" my life. my life does not matter? abuse does not matter? bigotry does not matter? what i say and do and feel do not matter? i do not matter until i am 18. and even then i won't matter because i am still black and autistic and nonbinary and other shit so what do i know. we're too stupid to want or deserve rights
i mean this in the gentlest way possible: you need to eat vegetables. you need to become comfortable with doing so. i do not care if you are a picky eater because of autism (hi, i used to be this person!), you need to find at least some vegetables you can eat. find a different way to prepare them. chances are you would like a vegetable you hate if you prepared it in a stew or roasted it with seasoning or included it as an ingredient in a recipe. just. please start eating better. potatoes and corn are not sufficient vegetables for a healthy diet.
Need it to be easier?
baby carrots (good dipped in ranch)
Celery sticks (add some peanut butter or cream cheese for extra flavor and protein)
Broccoli (good with ranch, cheese, or salt/pepper/butter)
Canned peas (you can microwave in a microwave-safe bowl. Good with salt/pepper/butter)
Bell peppers (cut into strips, good with cream cheese)
Canned green beans (can be microwaved in microwave-safe bowl. Good with salt/pepper/butter)
Hummus (good with crackers or tortilla chips)
Salsa (good with tortilla chips)
Guacamole (good with tortilla chips)
Need it in something?
Can't see it:
Hummus
salsa
Guacamole
Can see but disguised flavor (can usually be found store bought or done at home and use different veggies):
Dressed up ramen - just toss in some random veggies in ramen of your choice. Pretty much everything I've tried goes fine with it.
Chicken pot pie
Vegetable soup (with so many together it's hard to taste any specific one!)
Chicken noodle soup
Sweet and sour pork (haven't tried it but chicken should be fine in place of pork)
Texture problems:
Need it soft:
Hummus
Salsa
Guacamole
Cooked carrots
Avocados
Beans (personally I prefer black beans and canned baked beans)
Peas (make sure to cook well, great value brand has the softest peas I've tried)
Cooked broccoli (note: it does smell bad while cooking)
Cooked asparagus (note: also smells bad while cooking)
Cooked zucchini and squash (good together but can be eaten separate)
You can also puree most vegetables and eat with a spoon or use them as a dip
Needs to be crunchy:
Raw carrots
Raw celery
Raw bell peppers
Salad (remember you can put whatever you want in it! Even if that means no lettuce)
Most veggies are okay raw, and are usually very crunchy
Veggies google says stay crunchy after lightly cooking:
Snap peas
Brussel sprouts
Cabbage
Water chestnut
Bamboo shoots
Broad texture tips:
You can change textures by eating raw, cooking, chopping, pureeing, etc
You can separate different textures to use in different ways (ie using broccoli tops in a soup and eating the bottoms raw)
It also really helps to think about why you dislike a vegetable. I found that I am scared of green foods so I like to use those veggies for ingredients in things they are well hidden for. I've also learned that watching something while eating helps because then I'm not looking at the gross green things. When possible, I also like to get help hiding it (ie using cream of celery soup in my chicken and dumplings).
Remember that vegetables are important because they contain nutrients that other foods don’t contain. NOT because they are low calorie.
Eating vegetables slathered in pork fat is always better than not eating vegetables. In fact fat will help you absorb the nutrients. Get those nutrients in your body by any means necessary.
Don't fall into the trap of thinking that you HAVE to eat vegetables raw or steamed or some other diet-culture-approved way.
The buttery, honey-drizzled vegetables you will actually eat are WAY better than the plain steamed ones you DON'T eat. It's not like the butter and honey take AWAY the vegetables' nutrients. They don't.
Maybe the most damming thing about Nolans odyssey is i haven’t seen a single gifset from it
survival mechanism they don’t emphasize enough is memorizing a poem. you memorize a poem you have a little lift raft for a variety of situations
Tell me not in mournful numbers Life is but an empty dream For the soul is dead that slumbers And things are not what they seem Life is real, life is earnest And the grave is not it's goal Dust thou art, to dust returnest Was not spoken of the soul In the world's broad field of battle In the [bivuet?] of life Be not like dumb, driven cattle Be a hero in the strife Not enjoyment and not sorrow is our destined end or way But to act that each tomorrow finds us further than today Trust no future, however pleasant Let the dead past bury it's dead Act now in the living present Hearts within and god o'er head Art is long and time is fleeting and our hearts though stout and brave Still like muffled drums are beating Funeral marches to the grave Lives of great men all remind us We can make our lives sublime And in [??] leave behind us Footprints on the sands of time Footprints that perhaps another Sailing o're life's solemn main A forlorn and shipwrecked brother Seeing can take heart again Let us then be up and doing With a heart for any fate Still acheiving, still persuing Learn to labor and to wait. (From memory, so there's probably a lot of errors, and its likely out of order, but I memorized this poem for a class once and it was so perfect to reference in so many situations that each individual line just stuck with me)

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Being a fan of a morally grey character is frustrating because people will try to reduce them to either being an innocent little angel or a completely heartless monster and both of these interpretations just take away what makes the character interesting
You now have to exclusively go by your tumblr url instead of your name. How fucked are you?
This would go horribly for me, socially
Not perfect but I'd manage
Close to my name already/no issue
This would be an absolute win for me
Today's Doonesbury cartoon.
Until death, all defeat is psychological.
Pantheon Pearl... She so cool..

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huge fan of when characters love each other and are closely bonded in an explicitly nonromantic way. however ☝️ i am very much not a huge fan of what happens when characters like this are introduced to fandom
people hated my other post about this but idc it needs to be said, but in your obsession with making platonic relationships into romance there is very much a loss of the depth that actually makes the original relationship interesting. and i feel like this is in part due to the idea of a relationship hierarchy and romance being "more than just friends" framing it as something added on top of an already existing relationship making it somehow inherently deeper and more meaningful, when in actuality romantic relationships and platonic relationships are just different relationships of equal importance with no difference in depth or meaning. romantic relationships can be shallow and fleeting or deep and lifelong and so can platonic ones. neither one is more important or better than the other and they aren't interchangeable either. if you change the relationship you are inherently altering the character dynamic and this is often not a good thing
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