bella

I GOT MY LICENSE TODAY.

Just walked for like 5 hours. Let’s goooo

Going to try sleep now until 6am. Then I’ll weigh myself. Then I’ll go back to sleep until 8am. I’ll wake up and skip for 10 mins. Then for each next hour in the next 10 hours skip 10 mins. That’s 1390 cals burnt. Only doing this cause I ate 1252 cals. Gotta equalise.

Eating 1200 calories today. I’m hungry. Classifying this as a binge. Going to exercise alottt today. Going to exercise 1200 cals off. Fuck yeah ❤️

I finished the fast. I’m hungry lmao

Thinking of sleeping until 10am then going to the gym and doing the rest of the stuff I have to do today

The best part about being thin will be the relief. No more sucking in my stomach in tight outfits. No more spending hours choosing what to wear because the top I like shows my chubby arms. No more constantly adjusting my skirt, making sure it’s covering the fat above my waistline. No more worrying if my outfit looks “slutty” because I have big boobs and wide hips. No more shame when I walk past that group of pretty girls at the mall. No more disgust as I get into the shower and see myself in the mirror, looking at my gross body. Everything is so easy when your thin. You have 1000 problems disappear. Imagine just not being constantly ashamed of your appearance, going out in public without a second thought. I’m so ready.