stucky corpus research (10/042014 - 20/11/2015)
hold me tight by hollimichele 11,116
In the old days, before the war, Steve got cold at night. That was all it was, at first.
miles to go before i sleep by Avelera 11,910
Steve finds Bucky outside of the Smithsonian and invites him home.
The Steven G. Rogers Guide to What You Missed the Last Few Years by what_alchemy 5,195
Steve's got the hang of this 21st century thing.
a captain, a killing machine, and the homosexual agenda by cosetties 2,087
âSo,â Bucky says, âthe HRC wants us to get married."
build the walls (tear them down) by santanico 2,077
He wishes Steveâs fingers would leave hard bruises and his teeth would leave scars.
One and the Other by fmo 1,890
Bucky comes back, but the Winter Soldier stays too. In other words: disassociative identity disorder.
i revive, see it when i come alive by biggrstaffbunch 2,123
He falls. You follow after.
When you drag him from the water, he is water-logged and heavy. He lies on the ground, broken and bloody. Even that feels more like a memory than it should.
So you leave him by the water, and you run.
Stars and Stripes by afalsebravado 799
Steve's pleasant dream is interrupted when he is awakened by the Winter Soldier.
Like Short Lived Punctuation Marks by AdamantSteve 3,938
Steve takes Bucky camping in a bid to jog his memories.
Crawling in the Colosseum Dust by callmejude 1,807
The Winter Soldier doesn't remember Bucky Barnes but he does remember Steve Rogers.
Bed and Breakfast by pizzacakes1234 1,626
Bucky's healing and Steve's trying to help.
the cold calculus of war by orphan_account 1,662
The mathematics of it don't make sense. You do not continue to sink costs into retrieving and repairing an irreparably broken asset. Not when more viable options are open to you.
Awake My Soul by luckyfilbert 1,140Â [Part 1 of Not With Haste]
A year after the events of Captain America: the Winter Soldier, Bucky finally feels ready to meet an old friend.
no heart to recall by KiaraSayre 15,350
He's been in Steve Rogers's company for less than twenty-four hours and he's already losing sight of his mission.
Fate by grumpyowls 2,100
Bucky finds a drawing and it turns out to mean something more than he thought.
Parallel Constructions by freshbakedlady 13,660
In the absence of orders, the man wearing the face of Bucky Barnes must figure out who he will be. The answer, mostly, is "somebody Steve Rogers can love." Nothing so easy should ever take this much work.
Your Mind Rings by Amberly 1,200
You arenât Bucky. Youâre not the Winter Soldier anymore, either, but youâre not Bucky
And you that shall cross from shore to shore years hence, are more to me by ifeelbetter 4,495
The Captain woke quickly and tested the chain before he saw the Soldier. All the tension in his body evaporated once he met the Soldierâs eyes and he slumped downward, back up against the wall.
"Oh, thank god," he said. He repeated it twice, quiet. Like a secret.
i will be your ground by Misprinting (misprinting) 4,739
A character study. The subject: Buckyâs hair.
Five times Steve kissed Bucky by paragon 16,587
(+ once, finally, it was the other way around)
Time for you and time for me by paragon 7,627
He can't claw the feeling from the pit of his stomach, the ache like a blueing bruise where something is absent. The ache is something from his past, from the vulnerable core, that will not leave him alone. It is the only part of him that he might concede is James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes.
your favorite ghost by augustbird 21,013
It's harder than Steve ever expected to bring Bucky home.
Permission by derekstilinski 2,585
After Buckyâs captured by SHIELD, they put him in a holding cell, and strip him of everything but his clothes. Heâs dirty, damaged, and Steve canât just watch him like that, protocol or not.
Up All Night To Get Bucky by 74days 1,425
Steve finds out his photos are auto-uploaded to Twitter. Nothing bad, only good, fluffy stuff
like an avalanche by ataxophilia 2,694
Bucky shrugs, clears his throat, and says, "Saw Fantasia with Steve when it came out, and that one with the puppet â Pinocchio, or whatever. Took a girl to Snow White for a date. Never reallyâ never got a chance to see the others."
volgograd by black_nata 7,673
He is nineteen. He is a hundred. The little boy he cherished has now become a big, strong man, who looks at him as though he is not part machine, and has brought him to his home for cake.
Through the notches in your spine by caughtinanocean 4,460
Bucky Barnes has been broken down to nothing, and he has been pulled back together again, and thisâthis is the part where he lives.
âAre you sure you're ready for this?â Steve asks, stroking the point of Bucky's hipbone with the pad of his thumb. He is naked and he is perfect and sometimes Bucky isn't sure that he knows how to want things anymore, but Bucky wants him.
the body adrift by Febricant 4,221
Steve has no drawings of Bucky from before. Those are all gone, destroyed in the war or by his own hand; it wouldnât do for anyone to see how easily the details came from memory, how often Bucky was in his thoughts.
Close Enough by Penthos 3,100
When Steve thinks about it, his life has pretty much been a collection of almosts. Almost joining the army, almost getting his dance with Peggy, almost losing Bucky (although that had felt pretty certain at the time). And there have been a lot of almosts with Bucky.
You got that medicine I need by SkyisGray 10,094
Bucky was trying to enter his room.
Bucky is a wildcard right now.
Bucky could have been seeking Steveâs help, but there is as much of a chance, Steve admits, that he was trying to kill or capture him.
Brooklyn by togina 8,749
"Captain America, what's your stance on gay marriage?"
Everyone knows that, by now. Everyone but Bucky.
the future's so bright (I gotta wear shades) by KiaraSayre 3,482
Things Bucky loves about the future.
Memories are Made of This by eleveninches 13,216
Nearly a year after turning himself into SHIELD and the Avengers, Bucky struggles to find himself in the 21st century. Unfortunately, no one told him about the aliens.
Five Times Steve Scared the Ever-living Shit Out of Bucky, And the One Time Bucky Finally Did Something About It by WhatTheBodyGraspsNot 7,669
'Steve smiles against him, still getting his kicks with the whole thing. Because he might be a truly wonderful person, but he can also be a little shit if he wants to be.
âNever fucking do that to me again,â Bucky says, but it lacks venom.
âI wonât.â Steve says.
But Bucky knows he will because heâs Steve.'
The Bucky Barnes Guide to Household Management byCryptoHomoRocker 5,506
"Steve doesn't even notice at first, is the thing."
Or: Steve is unobservant, Bucky learns to be good at things that aren't killing people, and knitting happens.
my soul to keep by hitlikehammers 4,646
They've had more second chances than anyone has a right to. They've survived the unthinkable, and emerged not only breathing, but together.
So they don't risk it; they don't play games with fate. Every night, they lay everything out: the good, and the bad. The life-altering and the mundane. The bad haircuts and the shitty cologne.
Every night before they go to bed, they make damn sure nothing's left unsaid between them.
Just in case.
But We Can Try by hetrez 10,567
Bucky said, "These are love letters, Rogers. You've been drawing me love letters."
lonely houses off the road by Etharei 17,454
Barnes is now glaring at him for some reason. It's somewhat terrifying but also, oddly, a little reassuringâ because that's emotion right there, which means there's still somebody behind those eyes. Somebody who seems to think Sam is being a bit slow on the uptake. "Time parameters exceeded. Mission failed."
"Wait." Sam narrows his eyes. "Is this some kind of... report? Debriefing?"
"Mission report," confirms Barnes, looking pleased. Well, looking slightly less murderous than before.
In which various people deal with things they never signed up for, but at the end of the day no one's particularly surprised.
New Words For Old Desires by CryptoHomoRocker 7,462
"After the dust settles, after Bucky is found and taken in and his brain is as fixed as itâs going to get, according to everyone who is paid to know about that kind of thing, thereâs really no question of where heâs going to live."
Or: Bucky uses unusual coping mechanisms, Steve pines in what he thinks is a very subtle way, and literally everyone else in the world is like GOD just KISS ALREADY.
Progress (The One With The Post-It Notes) byParaxdisepink 5,760
Bucky is alone for a day and Steve leaves post-it notes on his metal arm.
I'll Be Your Safety by Paraxdisepink 3,627
Bucky's getting headaches from what HYDRA did to him. And there's feelings. And some fluff.
You've Got A Friend In Me by twerkinshield 5,682
In which Steve is fed up with the antics of the Avengers, epic prank wars are waged, scarves are knitted, and Bucky throws his metal arm at people.
A Certain Kind of Magnetism by chaoticallyclev 1,676
Four times Steve and Bucky exchanged notes using magnets (and one time that still happened)
A Not-So-Covert Affair by Kryptaria 6,845
Everyone always underestimates Steve Rogers, including the Winter Soldier.
Really, you'd think they know better by now.
How am I Gonna be an Optimist About This? by sidium
Steve answers the door, and stares. Neither of them move, eyes locked on the othersâ. He sees wonder, hesitation and careful, cautious hope in Steve's. He wonders if Steve can see anything in his. Probably not. He probably looks as empty as he feels.
the guilty hide, the guilty run (You're a marked man brother) by agirlnamedchuck 6,256
(Two times Bucky shared clothes with Steve, one time Steve tried to, and the one time Bucky accepted)
âYou're such a jerk.â he said turning back to sleep but Bucky caught the end of a smile on his face.
âYeah well, you're a punk so I guess we're a match."
where you go to rest your bones by booksandteaandallthingslovely 3,966
Itâs been three weeks since Washington, three weeks since pieces of helicarrier rained down on the city below and Steve fell, fell, fell into the Potomac, the name Bucky on his lips like a prayer.
Itâs been three weeks since someone hauled him up out of the cold water, and he woke coughing and spluttering, bleeding and bruised on the shore, alone.
Three weeks of digging up information, following leads, searching for the man he had once called his best friend, no, still called his best friend.
And here he is in front of him.
New Definitions by midnighttypewriter 16,588
Steve chuckled. "Handsome and charming," he said. "Very popular with the dames." He brought his hand to the crown of Bucky's head, ran his fingers through his hair. It was still long and Bucky had never shown any interest to cut it down to his original style; Steve assumed it was here to stay just like the metal arm. He had Bucky back but the Winter Soldier was a part of the package. "Do you remember?"
Bucky shrugged. He rolled his face into Steve's touch. "Some things. There're still blank spaces. I know enough to tell when the book's lying."
Upside Down by roane 1,217
It all started with a building. Maybe Steve and Bucky broke it a little. Steve has protective friends, so naturally, they come to investigate.
Reconstruction Site by EmilianaDarling 7,671
He is the Winter Soldier.
He is James Buchanan Barnes.
Heâs not one and heâs not the other, and heâs not sure if that makes him anything worth saving.
[In which the Winter Soldier leads Steve Rogers and Sam Wilson on a wild goose chase through Eastern Europe so that he can learn more about the man who actually thinks he can be saved. This fic takes place chronologically second in the series but was written first.]
Sequel: Amidst the Rubble (We Can Build a Better Us) or "Five Times During Buckyâs Recovery and One Time Everything Was Pretty Okay" byEmilianaDarling 21,019
Learn How To Bend by nerdwegian 6,405
"Okay, let's say you see someone, a stranger, but you decide that you maybe want to get to know them better, how would you--how would you go about doing that?"
In which there's terrible dating advice, terrible Starbucks drinks, and a whole lot of denial.
Can We Pretend To Leave? And Then We'll Meet Again bymisspunkrock 23,252
The thing is Bucky hadnât the slightest clue when it first began.
Maybe it was when he was old enough to understand what the meaning of the word desire was. Maybe it was when he saw that crooked smile for the first time and really noticed the brightness that was barely contained behind blue eyes. Maybe it was when they had to start sharing a bed together in the winter because their too small apartment got far too drafty.
Or in which Bucky writes Steve notes and Steve finds them years later.
On The Shore I Stand Alone by prosepoet 4,416
or the five times someone tried to talk Steve out of looking for Bucky and the one time someone encouraged him.
All the First Times by Vera (Vera_DragonMuse) 9,694
Bucky starts over and finds new ways to survive.
testament by paxlux 10,638
His memory runs backwards in crooked bright flashes, hard as the noise flare of an assault rifle.
in my dreams by leap4joyak 10,045
Of course it's him. Who else could it be?
words that became hard to say by defcontwo 3,326
Here's the thing about growing up like they have, though.
You get pretty used to the line between wanting and having; you get pretty used to how wide and vast and unsurmountable it is.
How can a loser ever win by sirona 12,448
The Soldier should not be standing here, in the middle of a crowded room with obstructed exits, risking discovery with every second he remains rooted to the spot -- but.
But. He'd had to know.
broken pieces (the rough edges remix) by legete 2,185
It's wrong, he knows it's wrong, but sometimes Bucky prefers the nightmares that actually happened.
Photo Booth by nothingwrongwiththerain 1,858
Steve grabbed Buckyâs hand and yanked him into the booth before he could protest
In which Steve and Bucky make out in a photo booth and Steve keeps the pictures safe as long as he can.
Scratched Ragged and Rubbed Raw by cheesethesecond 3,788
âHow are you gonna sleep tonight,â Bucky asked, letting his head fall back against the wall and closing his eyes, âknowing that a guy who tried to kill you is sleeping in the next room?â
âLike a baby,â Steve said.
Sequel: This Lonely Hour Before Daybreak 2,912
Revision history by viverella 4,223
âAnyway,â Sam says to Bucky, and his voice is light and joking. âIf youâre so concerned about the state of the internet, you could always spend your days correcting Wikipedia articles.â
âDonât give him any ideas,â Steve says to Sam. âHe knows way too many embarrassing things about me.â
The Quickest Way by Wynn 6,219
The last place that Steve expects to find Bucky Barnes, former Hydra assassin and now current assassin of Hydra members, is standing in the cereal aisle of his neighborhood grocery store. But he does.
A pas de deux eighty years in the making set in a grocery.
have you ever thought just maybe by Desdemon 4,472
âJARVIS,â Tony called thoughtfully.
âYes, sir?â
âThose young people are in love,â he said.
Debridement by KathrynShadow 3,563
He fires between breaths. He misses, and one of Rogers's assailants goes down in a flush of red. Fights back the confusion (he doesn't miss, he doesn't miss harder shots than that), readjusts, doesn't breathe at all this time, watchesâ He misses again. He misses ten times, until the Captain is alone, surrounded by the corpses of his attackers.
Five Times Bucky Missed Steveâs Birthday by MsBluesunflower 2,170
...and one time he didn't. 5+1 things.
Living On the Edge by shockvaluecola 1,754
He's not really Bucky right now. But he's not the Winter Soldier, either. Shaving might take him a step closer to Bucky, though, which he's pretty sure is where he wants to be.
yourself (or someone like you) by biggrstaffbunch 2,629
"Here is the root of the truth, the crawling dark thing that lives under the earth, hidden from eye: Bucky does remember. He just wishes he didn't."
It's not the Winter Soldier's memories that Bucky fears the most.
I've Been Funny, I've Been Cool With The Lines by nerdwegian 6,080
Steve's not jealous.
Here Comes the Sun by cylobaby27 11,216
When being Steve's best friend again isn't enough to heal Bucky after decades as the Winter Soldier, Steve decides to bring in man's best friend to do the job.
In which Steve gets Bucky a therapy dog, and Bucky is less than cooperative.
The Way Up by dirtybinary 7,991
It's a long road to recovery, but Bucky's got this. Breaking into Steve's apartment sounds like a good start.
The S. Rogers Memorial (itâs NOT a shrine) to J. B. Barnes by SkyisGray 18,332
When the Avengers realize that Steve doesnât have anything to remind him of Bucky Barnes, they embark on a project to track down Bucky memorabilia. But it seems that Steve isnât the only visitor to the (unofficial) J. B. Barnes memorial (which is totally NOT a shrine, Tony).
and we are finally home by springsoldier (ladydaredevil) 7,340
The Winter Soldier shows up in Sam's kitchen, one morning. He deals with it. (Natasha helps. Steve would, if they let him.)
the nightmare from which I am trying to awake by Speranza 15,971
"You gotta bring him in, Cap." Tony Stark, distant: on speakerphone. "You can come in to me, or you can go toâwell, I don't know who else is left. But you gotta bring him in."
History Painting by M_Leigh 6,834
âWeâll go there one day,â Bucky adds a moment later, back to his bright self again, grinning, cocky. âAll those fucking places with all that fucking art. You can tell me all about it. Paintings and sculptures and all that crap.â
A chronicle of looking at art across the decades, and two birthdays.
It's an Adequate Life, Bucky Barnes by what_alchemy 10,260
This is a world without Bucky Barnes.
your homecoming will be my homecoming by lupinely 18,972Â
This is what Bucky thinks he remembers. Writing a letter to Steve in the trenches, muddy footprints, impressions of army boots on the ground. So cold his fingers ache. Heâs writing the letter but it doesnât make sense. Heâs writing the letter but he wants to go home. Itâll make sense then, he thinksâitâll make sense when they both come home.
Past Tense by Ark 3,778
Steve Rogers is falling from the sky.
His brief life flashes before his eyes.
clean up that blood all over your paws by beardsley 5,674
His dog tags identify him as Barnes, James B. It takes a frankly embarrassing amount of time for him to remember that name without stumbling over it inside his own head.
âBut you go by Bucky,â says the man who calls himself Steve.
it's a love story (baby just say yes) by biggrstaffbunch 4,264
Steve's not jealous precisely.
(When Everything Breaks) You Are The Anchor That Holds Me byCryptoHomoRocker 5,133
"Steve is the one thing Bucky hasnât had to make up his mind about."
Or: Bucky has feelings, Steve has feelings, and then they have sex.
so familiar a gleam by sariane 5,631
Steve develops temporary psychic abilities and accidentally wanders his way into Bucky's dreams. All he wants is to convince Bucky to come home.
Reflex Memories by sariane 34,174
Bucky Barnes never remembers who he is.
That doesnât stop him from falling in love with Steve Rogers.
And walk through the Manhattan valleys of the dead by lanyon 3,599
Bucky has amnesia and Steve struggles to come to terms with the fact he may never be the same again.
The gold-hearted boy I used to be by lanyon 1,901
There is so much Bucky Barnes does not remember.
A Four-Letter Word by lanyon 1,452
Every time Steve and Bucky want to spend some alone time together, they get cock-blocked by world crises, minor and major.
the sky is blue because it misses the stars by zarabithia 1,134
All of his memories are still a bit hazy, which is why Bucky doesnât initially realize what a big deal July 4th is.
break loose of loss and longing by victoria_p (musesfool) 3,509
"What do you think of the speculation that you and Steve Rogers were lovers?"
"What? Who thinks that? I don't think about that. Why would I think about that?"
I'll give you my heart to make a place by victoria_p (musesfool) 5,808
The one thing Bucky knows is that he never wants to hurt Steve.
un seul lit by pollitt 319
Steve smells like fresh clothes and soap.
Bucky remembers.
so here we are by pollitt 451
He's getting there.
check me out by pollitt 437
The lines at the grocery store arenât long, but once Bucky and Steve take their place in one of them, itâs clear that no one is going anywhere anytime soon.
Bucky grabs a magazine off of the rack and raises an eyebrow at Steve. âCaptain America groupies -- how much of a âCappieâ are you? Should I take the quiz and find out?â
Captain Rogers and Sergeant Barnes by Speranza 14,372
His eyes were dark and unreadable: there was only a faint ring of blue around the pupils. He stared at Steve down the gun barrel and muttered: "Are you really my friend?"
Steve's Got Moves by reena_jenkins, sirona 1,648
Steve's hips don't lie... but he's got an excellent poker face.
You've got the love I need to see me through by sirona 1,473
Bucky (and Steve, because, well, he's never been good at saying 'no' to Bucky) steal Lola to go joy-riding. (That's Bucky's story and he's sticking to it.)
Let's Be Exposed and Unprotected by torakowalski 4,893
Buckyâs pretty sure he should be into getting fucked through the floor while walls explode around him like in that Mr and Mrs Smith movie that Clint loves. But he likes it like this. He likes being on his back with Steve looming above him, big and naked, blocking out the rest of the world.
The Pretense of Being by radialarch 3,068
Captain America believed that the soldier was Bucky Barnes. This did not make it a fact.
the stirring of you in my arms by radialarch 2,142
Bucky comes to Steve, and then he comes home.
Cause You Were Born on the Fourth of July (Freedom Ring) by sidium 1,126
âI remember when we were little,â Steve starts out, feeling a grin spread over his face, âI think we were about six or seven; you used to tell me the fireworks that went off every Fourth of July were just for me. The whole city celebrating my birthday.â
these days are not done by lupinely 2,455
A long time ago, Bucky taught Steve how to dance. Later, Steve teaches him.
The Words that Were by OddityBoddity 3,999
Bucky is starting to remember the things he'd really rather keep forgetting.
Reaching For What We Can't See by WhatTheBodyGraspsNot 10,713
'In retrospect, it takes a lot longer for Bucky to realize it than he thinks is probably normal. He should probably be even slightly aware of it before he finds himself drinking a little too much after a particularly rough day, and before he knows whatâs happening, heâs half naked and thereâs this lovely girl on top of him butâŚbut he doesn't care. Sheâs gorgeous and spunky and just the right amount of everything but Bucky canât get it up to save his life. And whatâs worse is heâs not interested. At all. And he should be.
His S.H.I.E.L.D-appointed therapist tells him that a diminished sex-drive is normal for someone with depression. But Bucky tells her that it isnât diminished, itâs fucking gone.'
OR: The depression that has resulted from being The Winter Soldier has left Bucky with little to no interest in sex. Seeing as he was more than interested in it before the war, Bucky is rightfully perturbed, even setting out to try to get that spark back . And Steve, well Steve is his rock through it all--always is, really.
old rhythm (or five times bucky broke down walls) by cosipotente 1,364
Of course they had presumptions and ideas about him. But Bucky makes it his mission to break them all down.
give me your answer do by lazulisong 2,053
Bucky knows it's going to be a bad one when Steve wakes up again, lifts his head up from the side of Bucky's fancy electric hospital bed, and says, "Now don't get mad until I explain."
His voice has the tone that had meant he'd got into another fight and had two black eyes, or found a HYDRA nest and accidentally forgotten to tell Bucky or the other Howlies that he was going in to clear it out, or that he'd met a stray dog on the way home from the store and given it his share of meat for supper and was planning to eat boiled potatoes and stale bread, while expecting Bucky to eat his own share of the meat as if it didn't choke him.
Valentine's Day by Anonymous 2,661
Bucky leaves Steve at the bar to go fiddle around with the jukebox in the corner, and even that looks authentic, like it really is 70 years from the past, and suddenly all of it is too much. Buckyâs hung his jacket on the back of a stool, and when he turns around and Steveâs able to look at him, really look at him for the first time in a long time, he gets a little misty-eyed. Because by God, Bucky really hasnât changed much from what he looked like in the 40âs. A little older, some more lines on his face maybe, but the smile is still the same, turned up at the corners, with a twinkle in his eye.
The one where Bucky plans out Valentine's Day for Steve.
Kingdom Come by hitlikehammers 8,216
âItâs too late, Steve,â Buckyâs voice across the comm is flat, layered with static. âThe deadlockâs irreversible. Sâthe only way.â
Steve knows what nearly dying feels like; knows it better than most, and thisâthose words, that voice, this impossible burning that courses through him like the serum in reverse, this.
This is so much worse than nearly.
pro patria mori by hitlikehammers 4,109
The words are sandpaper, all grit and metal: poison in his mouth, in his veins.
"Iâm not who I used to be, Stevie."
Bucky thinks it's only him who's changed.
He's wrong.
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