the ramblings of me

Left pic is 2 weeks 5 days post op, right pic is six weeks. I can tell my scars have stretched a little bit -__- I guess it just happens. I was careful about not moving around too much and never lifted my arms or anything heavy. Hoping to see some improvement with my scars instead of them getting worse, as they seem very well healed up now. Time to start working out again. Nipples have healed well but are still kinda discolored as you can see in the pic… did anyone else have this discoloration?

6 weeks post-op! Officially allowed to exercise and massage my scars with bio oil today :] Frontal, Left, and Right.

Hey guys, I know some of you have had or are close to getting top surgery and I was wondering exactly how you paid for it (if you don’t have insurance that doesn’t cover it or if you don’t have any at all). I live in New Jersey and my job provides me with insurance but it doesn’t cover trans...

Does anyone know the pros/cons of having F or M on your insurance as a man of trans experience? Like will they cover hystos? vs covering T etc?

this is a random question and I hope someone with more knowledge or experience than I sees it and has an answer! I have heard very mixed things about top surgery and muscle definition. usually I hear it is better to build up muscle so it’s easier for the surgeon to place the incisions in a more...

Trans* people need support and so do many partners of trans* people for various reasons. So here is a list of blogs, youtube channels and forums...

(via mermaidsongs)

Surgery crew

- Trust me, I’ve learned from direct experience that you’re not gonna get rid of ALL the curves by going on T, especially if you are overweight. New fat you gain goes on your belly, but the old fat you used to have stays on your thighs. AKA if you want to get rid of feminine curves you need to...

I’m currently sitting in the airport waiting for my flight to Florida with my dad. So excited/nervous but it’s actually starting to sink in that this is happening for real AHHHHHH

nah… I’ve just kind of accepted it. It’s all done and paid for now, so I’m over it. I just remembered because I watched a video of someone saying they scheduled their surgery in november, which is when I scheduled mine, and they paid the lower price.