Bianca🌻

Warning!  Fluff, Angst, Smut (18+).

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Concepts & Blurbs

Kylian Mbappé

Trent Alexander-Arnold

Virgil Van Dijk

Jude Bellingham

Aurélien Tchouaméni

Jules Koundé

Series:

Forever my heart (K.M)

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Baby Making

Masterlist

𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 — Michael can't get the image of you with your nephew out of his head.

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 — Michael Olise x wife!reader

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 — 8.1k

Warnings! FLUFF! Michael being the best husband, fluffyness, this is a cute one, NSFW / SMUT (18+), explicit sexual content, unresolved sexual tension, dirty talk, praise, oral (f receiving), unprotected sex, creampie, multiple orgasms. soft filth. This chapter contains mature themes and explicit content intended for readers 18+. The full story is available to paid members.

Preview

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It comes to a head on a Thursday.

You're in the bedroom, sorting through a mountain of clothes piled on the bed—his training gear, your work blouses, the fitted sheets that you hate but always forget to throw away. It's mundane. Domestic. The kind of ordinary task that used to bore you when you lived alone but now feels almost meditative when he's here doing it with you.

Michael is across from you, folding with the same precise, methodical attention he gives everything. His piles are neat. Square. Edges aligned. Yours are... well, they're folded, and that's what matters.

You're working on a particularly stubborn fitted sheet—trying to tame it into something resembling a rectangle—when Michael's says it. So casual. So quiet. So him.

"I wanna have a baby."

Your hands freeze. The fitted sheet slips from your fingers, tumbling into a shapeless heap on the bed, but you don't reach for it. You just stand there, staring at the wrinkled fabric, because suddenly your brain is full of static and your heart is going erratic behind your ribs.

"I'm sorry," you manage, voice thin. "What?"

Michael doesn't look up from the shirt he's folding. His hands keep moving—left corner, right corner, smooth the fabric, crease the sleeve—but there's a tension in his shoulders that wasn't there a moment ago. He's committed to the bit. To the casualness. Like he's discussing what to have for dinner instead of upending your entire life.

"I said," he repeats, still not looking at you, "I wanna have a baby. With you."

The room is very still.

The late afternoon light slants through the curtains, catching dust motes in the air, and somewhere outside a car passes, and you can hear your own breathing, too quick, too shallow, but Michael just keeps folding. He reaches for another shirt. Smooths the collar. Lines up the seams.

"You can't just—" You press a hand to your chest, as if you can physically slow your heartbeat. "You can't just say things like that, Mike."

Now he looks up. His dark eyes meet yours, and there it is—that flash behind his calm that you've been catching glimpses of all week. The thing he's been carrying alone in the dark. He sets the shirt down, and his hands still.

"Why not?" he asks, and it's so genuine, so completely earnest, that it makes your breath catch.

You stare at him. At this man—this quiet, steady, infuriatingly composed man who just dropped a grenade into the middle of your laundry pile like it was nothing. Looking at you with those calm, dark eyes as he genuinely waits for an answer.

"Because—" You shake your head, pressing your palms flat against the bed to steady yourself. "Because it's huge, Michael. It's— that's not— you don't just say that."

"I don't know how else to say it." He says, tone steady, even as his jaw sets. "I've been thinking about it for days. I'm not saying it to shock you. I just needed to tell you."

You exhale shakily, pressing a hand to your forehead. Your pulse is still racing, heart pounding so hard you're certain he can see it through your shirt. A baby. He wants a baby. With you. The words echo in your head, terrifying and thrilling in equal measure, and you don't know what to do with them.

"Michael, we're...A baby is such a big deal." You swallow, trying to find your footing. "I mean... think about it. The World Cup is literally months away."

There it is. The practical excuse. The safe harbor you can retreat to while your heart figures out what it actually wants.

He tilts his head slightly, watching you with that unnerving patience. "And?"

"And—?" You let out an exasperated breath, gesturing with both hands now, the fitted sheet completely forgotten. "And everything, Michael! You're about to be in the biggest tournament of your career. The scrutiny, the travel, the pressure—you'll be gone for weeks. And I'm up for that promotion at work, which means longer hours, more stress, and…" You trail off, pressing your fingers to your temples. "A baby doesn't exactly fit into that timeline."

He doesn't flinch. Doesn't look away. He just watches you process, his dark eyes steady.

"The World Cup ends in July," he says simply. "Your promotion decision happens in June. If you get pregnant, the baby won't be here for nine months. We'd have more than enough time."

You open your mouth. Close it. Open it again.

He's... not wrong. The logic tracks, and you hate that it does—hate how his quiet, methodical brain has clearly been mapping this out these last few days.

"That's—" You shake your head, letting out a breath that's half laugh, half exasperation. "That's not the point, Michael."

"Do you want to have a baby with me?"

The question steals the breath right from your lungs. It's so blunt, so unexpectedly direct, and it cuts right through the wall of practicalities you've been desperately trying to build.

"I—" You falter, the words tangling on your tongue because he's looking at you like that, seeing right through every defense you have. "'Course I do. You know I do." There it is. The truth you've been sidestepping, laid bare in three small words.

His jaw unclenches. His shoulders drop a fraction, and something in his expression shifts—just barely, barely enough for you to catch—and it hits you that he was actually nervous. Michael. Nervous. This man who has faced down eighty thousand screaming fans, who takes penalties in the ninetieth minute without his heart rate ticking up a single beat, was worried you'd say no.

You push off the bed, closing the distance between you in two steps, and cup his face in your hands. His skin is warm, his facial hair soft beneath your palms, and when you tilt his face up, his dark eyes finally—finally—let you see everything he's been hiding.

"I do," you say again, softer this time, your thumb tracing the line of his cheekbone. "God, Mike, of course I do. How could I not?" Your voice breaks, and you laugh, wet and overwhelmed, pressing your forehead to his. "You're the best man I've ever known. Of course I want that with you."

He exhales—a long, shuddering breath that you feel pass between your lips—and his hands come up to cover yours on his face. He turns his head just slightly, pressing a kiss to your left palm, then your right, and you feel his lashes brush against your skin. He holds you there for a moment, breathing you in.

"After the World Cup," you whisper, deciding on a compromise. "We start trying after the World Cup ends. But only after."

You feel the corner of his mouth curve against your palm. "Yeah?"

"Yeah." You pull back just enough to look at him, your thumbs sweeping across his cheekbones. "I'm not doing this unless we're both ready. And right now, with everything going on—"

"I know," he murmurs, and his hands slide from yours to wrap around your wrists. "After. I can wait."

You search his face, looking for any hint of reluctance, any trace of disappointment. But all you find is that same certainty that's been the backbone of your entire relationship. Michael doesn't say things he doesn't mean. If he says he can wait, he will.

"Okay," you breathe.

Then his hands are on your waist, and he's pulling you into him, and his mouth finds yours.

It's a gentle kiss. Though it's not the careful, tender press of lips that you're used to—the kind he gives you in the morning before work, or the soft pecks he drops onto your temple when you're falling asleep. This is different.

This is a promise. A thank you.

The only other kiss you have to compare it to is the the one he gave you at the altar, six months ago. A kiss so full of love it made your knees weak. A kiss where you can feel him break off a little piece of his soul and press it into the very core of your being, so you can keep it safe forever. A kiss where you become his future. This kiss is exactly like that.

He pulls back just enough to look at you, his hands heavy and warm on your waist, thumbs pressing into the soft curve of your ribs. His eyes are dark, liquid, entirely focused on you. "Yeah," he murmurs, "Okay."

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On Deck

Masterlist

𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 — This is wrong. You know it's wrong. If anyone caught you, you'd be ruined. But, God! It's too good to stop, to care.

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 — Jobe Bellingham x reader, Jude Bellingham x reader

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 — 13.5k

Warnings! ANGST!! you're a dirty stinkin' cheater, toxic!reader, toxic!jude, FLUFF! Jobe is such a good boyfriend to you NSFW / SMUT (18+), explicit sexual content, dirty talk, praise, oral (m receiving), unprotected sex, creampie. soft filth. This chapter contains mature themes and explicit content intended for readers 18+. The full story is available to paid members.

Preview

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His hand barely wraps around your wrist before he's pulling you into his room, which you've just noticed you were standing next to.

His cabin is larger than Jobe's—bigger bed, better view, a private bathroom. Birthday boy privileges. The door shuts behind you with a click and the music from the top deck is instantly cut off, courtesy of the soundproof room. But you don't know that yet.

He doesn't waste time.

He's on you before the lock turns.

His mouth crashes into yours, tongue pushing past your teeth, tasting the tequila and salt on your lips, as his hands are everywhere at once: gripping your waist, sliding up your ribs, tangling in the hair at the back of your neck and pulling. Hard.

You gasp into his mouth, and he swallows it.

The kiss is violent. Not like Jobe's kisses; always soft, questioning, always leaving you room to pull away. Jude kisses you like he's starving.

His teeth catch your bottom lip, pulling until you whimper, and the sound seems to unravel something in him because his grip on your hair tightens and he walks you backward until your shoulders hit the wall with a thud that rattles the framed photo hanging beside the bed.

"Jude—" you pant against his mouth, hands flat on his chest. You're trying to push him away. You're trying to push him closer. Your fingers curl into the linen of his shirt instead, knuckles aching, and you feel his smirk against your lips.

"There she is," he murmurs, and his voice is so low it's almost a rumble. "There's my girl."

"I'm not your girl," you breathe, but the words dissolve into a whimper when his mouth drops to your neck, teeth scraping the sensitive skin below your jaw. His tongue follows, hot and wet, soothing the sting before he bites down again—harder this time—until you feel the bruise forming beneath the surface.

"Say that again," he challenges, lips dragging up the column of your throat. "Say it like you mean it."

You open your mouth. Nothing comes out.

He laughs against your pulse point and the humiliation of it, the sheer fucking audacity of this man, should make you shove him off. Should make you storm out. Should make you do a lot of things.

It doesn't. It only makes you wet.

His hands find the hem of your cover-up, yanking it over your head in one fluid motion. It lands somewhere on the floor—neither of you looks. You're in your bikini now, the scraps of fabric barely covering anything, and his eyes rake down your body with a hunger that makes your skin prickle head to toe.

He steps back—just half a step—just enough to look at you. His eyes drag from your face to your collarbone, to the swell of your breasts barely contained by the bikini top, down the plane of your stomach, to the thin strings of your bottoms resting on your hips. His tongue drags across his bottom lip.

"Get on your knees."

Your body responds before your brain can catch up. Your knees hit the plush carpet of his cabin floor, the impact softened but undeniable, and you're looking up at him from below—eyes level with the bulge straining his jeans.

He looks down at you, and the expression on his face is something you'll remember later, in the dark, when you're alone: half-lidded eyes, jaw set, mouth curled in a smirk that's equal parts cruel and amused.

His hand comes down, fingers gripping your jaw, tilting your face up.

"Look at you," he says, voice low and mocking. "On your knees for me. Can't wait to choke on this cock, can you?"

Your hands are already at his waistband, trembling as you work open his jeans, the zipper loud in the silence of the cabin. He doesn't help you—he just watches, thumb stroking along your jawline, patient and unhurried. Letting you do all the work.

You pull his jeans down his thighs, then his boxers, and his dick springs free—hard, thick, the tip already glistening. You've seen it before. You've had it inside you before. But the sight of it still makes your mouth water, still has your pussy clenching. Starving for it.

You wrap your hand around the base of him, and his breath hisses through his teeth. He's hot and heavy in your palm, and when you lean forward to drag your tongue across the tip, his hand tightens in your hair.

"Ah ah," he tuts, gripping your hair tighter and pulling you back just enough that your tongue can't reach him. "Look at you. Desperate little slut can't even wait."

Your face burns. "Jude—"

"Shut up." He taps his dick against your bottom lip, twice, the wetness of his precum smearing across it. "Didn't even beg yet. So fucking eager to cheat, aren't you?"

The word should snap you out of it. Should make you get up from this floor and go back to your loving drunk boyfriend upstairs. But you're in too deep.

"Yeah," he breathes, watching your face. "You like that, don't you? Like being reminded what you are." His thumb digs into your cheek, forcing your mouth open. "Dirty little slut. Can't help herself."

He feeds himself into your mouth slowly, inch by inch, watching your lips stretch around him with dark, blown-out eyes. Your tongue flattens against the underside of his shaft as he pushes deeper, and the saltiness of him coats your tastebuds.

He groans from low in his chest, "That's it," he murmurs, fingers tightening in your hair. "Take it. All of it."

You try. You relax your throat and breathe through your nose, hollowing your cheeks, and he pushes deeper until you feel him at the back of your throat. Your eyes water, and you grip his thighs for balance, nails digging into the hard muscle there.

He doesn't let you set the pace.

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I've been studying for my NCLEX exam these past few weeks, which is next Wednesday, so that's taken up almost all of my time. I probably should have communicated that better, and I apologize for the lack of updates.

The good news is that I'll be starting a consistent posting schedule this weekend so everyone knows exactly when to expect new content. Going forward, I'll be posting:

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The only exception will be next Wednesday since that's the day I'm writing my NCLEX exam. After that, I'll be back to the regular schedule.

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Hii!

okay... i think it's finally time to address the request inbox 😭

first of all, thank you to everyone who's ever sent me a request. seriously. i read every single one, and it genuinely means a lot that you guys trust me with your ideas.

the bad news? my inbox has become... a little terrifying.

some requests are recent, some have been sitting there for months, and i'm pretty sure i found a few that are over a year old because i either forgot about them or never got around to writing them. that's completely on me, and i'm sorry to everyone who's been waiting so patiently.

so here's the plan:

i'm dedicating the rest of 2026—especially this summer—to finally working through my request list. i can't promise a specific posting schedule because i'm currently juggling work, life, and my Patreon, but my goal is to make a serious dent in the backlog. if you sent me a request, you can expect me to get to it this year. 🤍

as for new requests: yes, i'm still accepting them! just keep in mind that i'm prioritizing the older ones first. unless your request immediately grabs my attention and i get inspired, or it's World Cup-related (because i'm in my football era rn 😭), it probably won't be posted right away.

thank you guys for being so patient and understanding. i appreciate all of you more than you know, and i'm really excited to finally bring a lot of these ideas to life.

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mine to have

Masterlist

To celebrate my baby's first scores in this world cup so far

𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 — I now pronounce you husband and wife.

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 — Kylian Mbappé x reader

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 — 2.0k

Warnings! NSFW / SMUT (18+), explicit sexual content, softdom!Kylian, established relationship, breeding kink, multiple orgasms, This chapter contains mature themes and explicit content intended for readers 18+.

“Putain,” Kylian growls as he thrusts harder into your pussy.

The slick sounds of him driving into you mix with the breathless whimpers escaping your lips as you clutch the disheveled sheets beneath you.

The gold band on your finger catches the dim lamplight every time your hand twists in the fabric—a reminder that this is forever now, that he's yours and you're his and neither of you can get enough.

"Feel so fucking good, mon amour," he breathes against the shell of your ear, his voice cracking on the endearment. His hips stutter, grinding deep before pulling back and slamming forward again. The wet slap of skin against skin echoes through the honeymoon suite, punctuated by the rhythmic creak of the bed frame. "This pussy was made for me, huh? Say it."

You arch into him, nails raking down the sweat-slicked muscles of his back. "It's yours," you manage, the words dissolving into a moan when he hits that spongy spot inside, "All yours, Ky—"

"That's right," he groans, the sound vibrating against your throat where his lips are pressed, hot and open-mouthed. "All fucking mine. This body, this pussy—all of it."

He shifts his weight, sliding one hand beneath your hips to angle you up, and the new position lets him sink impossibly deeper. A broken cry tears from your throat as your eyes squeeze shut, overwhelmed by the stretch, the fullness.

"Look at me," he demands, voice rough and ragged. His free hand comes up to grip your jaw, tilting your face toward his. "Eyes on me, baby." Your lashes flutter open to find his dark gaze burning into you—pupils blown so wide there's barely a ring of brown left. His lips are swollen and parted, jaw slack with pleasure, "Good girl," he murmurs, and the words drip like honey straight down your spine. His thumb traces along your cheekbone, a tender gesture that contradicts the relentless snap of his hips. "My good girl. My wife."

You keen at the word—wife—still so new and sweet on his tongue. It sends tingles down your spine, makes you clench hard around him, and the guttural sound that rips from his chest is almost pained.

"Say it back," he rasps, thumb pressing into the soft skin beneath your jaw. "Tell me what you are."

"Your wife," you whisper, and the admission makes your gummy walls clench around him involuntarily. "I'm your wife."

Kylian's whole body shudders at the words, a harsh breath hissing through his teeth. "Fuck yeah you are," he groans, driving into you with renewed fervor. The headboard slams against the wall with each thrust, and you're distantly grateful this suite is private because the sounds spilling from you both are anything but discreet.

His hand slides from your jaw to the base of your throat, feeling your pulse race beneath his palm. "My wife," he repeats unable to stop himself, "Mine to fuck. Mine to fill." His rhythm falters for a heartbeat, control slipping as your bodies rock together. "Gonna put a baby in you."

The words hit. Your whole body seizes around him, a loud moan tearing from your throat as your nails sink deeper into his shoulders.

"Yeah?" His voice is wrecked, barely above a whisper, but there's a predatory edge beneath the raw need. A wicked grin spreads across his sweaty face. "You like that, baby? Hm?" He rolls his hips, slow and deep, letting you feel every inch. "Like thinking about me getting you pregnant?"

You can't form words, can only nod frantically, your head tossing against the pillow as the image floods your mind. Your belly round and swollen with his child. Proof of him, inside you, permanent and undeniable.

"Fuck," he breathes, watching your face twist with pleasure. "I can feel you getting wetter. You want that, don't you? Want me to breed this pretty pussy?"

"Yes," you cry out, the word ripping out of you before you can stop it. "God, Kylian, yes—"

His hand flexes on your throat, squeezing ever so slightly, claiming, keeping you exactly where he wants you. "Gonna look so fucking pretty with my baby in you," he rasps, his rhythm turning savage. Each thrust is aimed deep, bordering on painful. "Walk around with my ring on your finger and my child in your belly. Everyone's gonna know." His hand drops from your throat to splay across your belly, pressing down where he's hitting deep inside, and the pressure makes you see stars. "Gonna be so beautiful, bébé. Already beautiful, but with my baby...putain—"

He cuts himself off with a groan, dropping his forehead to yours. His breath fans across your lips, jaw clenched tight, lashes fluttering as he fights for control. A bead of sweat rolls down his temple and drops onto your collarbone.

"Don't stop," you beg, legs wrapping tighter around his waist, heels digging into the firm muscle just above his ass. "Don't stop, don't—"

"Not stopping," he pants against your mouth, the words more vow than reassurance. "Never stopping. Gonna fuck you like this every day. Every fucking day until it takes."

The crude promise sends you over the edge.

Your orgasm crashes through you without warning—a white-hot wave that has you screaming his name, back bowing off the mattress as every muscle in your body locks tight. You clamp around him like a vice, pulsing and desperate, and the sound he makes is almost feral.

"Putain, oui, comme ça." His accent thickens, French spilling from his lips in a broken stream as your walls milk him through every aftershock. "Good girl, good fucking girl, take it."

He doesn't stop. Doesn't even slow down. If anything, your orgasm makes him hungrier, his hips piston faster, harder.

"Too much," you whimper, trembling hands pressing against his chest. The pleasure borders on agonizing now, every nerve ending fried and raw.

"No," he growls, catching your wrists, pinning them above your head in one large hand. "You can take it. Take it for me. Allez bébé—" His accent is so thick you can barely parse the French from the English. His free hand grips your thigh, shoving it wider, opening you up so he can sink even deeper.

"Kylian," His name breaks apart in your mouth.

"That's it," he rasps, eyes rolling back for a second before snapping to yours again. Wild. Hungry. "Keep squeezing me like that, bébé. Fuck, keep doing that."

Your body obeys before your mind can catch up, clenching around him involuntarily, milking his cock with each overstimulated flutter. Tears prick at the corners of your eyes—the pleasure is too much, too intense, your still-spasming walls screaming with sensation—but you can't stop, don't want to stop.

"Look at you," he breathes, voice shot through with awe. His thumb digs into your thigh, holding you open as he watches himself sink into you over and over. His teeth sink into his bottom lip, jaw tight, brow furrowed in concentration. "So pretty taking me like this. So fucking pretty."

He releases your wrists to brace himself above you, both hands framing your head, forearms flexing as he drives forward with renewed urgency. You wrap your arms around his shoulders, pulling him down until his chest is flush against yours, until you can feel his heart hammering against your ribs. His sweat dampens your skin, his breath hot and ragged against your slin.

"Need you closer," you sob into his shoulder, fingers clawing at his damp skin. "Need—"

"I know," he gasps, reading your mind, reading your body, reading everything. "I know, bébé, I know."

He folds you nearly in half, hiking your leg higher around his waist, and the angle shifts so he's grinding directly against your clit with every punishing stroke. You scream—actually scream—into the heated air.

The sound is swallowed by his mouth crashing down on yours—teeth and tongue and desperate, messy kisses that taste like salt. You're sobbing against his lips, overwhelmed, overstimulated, another orgasm already building impossibly fast on the heels of the first.

"That's it," he groans into your mouth, swallowing every whimper. "Give me another one. Can you? Can you give me one more?"

"I don't...I can't—"

"You can," he growls, the words more command than encouragement. "You will. For me."

His hand finds the mess of slick between your bodies, fingers sliding through your folds to find your clit. The first touch has you shrieking—too much, everything is too much—but he doesn't pull back. Instead, he works you with the same relentless precision he brings to everything, tight circles that make your vision blur.

"Kyky, please," You don't even know what you're begging for. For him to stop? For him to never stop? Your brain is short-circuiting, thoughts fragmenting like scattered puzzle pieces.

"Please what?" he demands, though his voice breaks on the words, "Tell me what you need, bébé. Use your words."

You can't. You physically cannot form a coherent sentence right now, your entire existence reduced to the place where his body meets yours, the obscene wet sounds, the relentless pressure of his fingers on your swollen clit. All that escapes you is a broken, moaning sound.

"That's what I thought," he says, and you can hear the smirk in his voice even though your eyes are squeezed shut, tears now leaking freely down your temples into your sweat-dampened hair. "You don't know what you want, do you? You just need me to give it to you."

A sob catches in your throat because he's right—he's so right. You don't know anything anymore except his hands, his cock, the way he owns every inch of your body.

"That's okay," he murmurs, and there's tenderness layered beneath the filth, "I know what you need. I always know."

His fingers don't let up on your clit. If anything, they move faster, rougher, slick sliding against swollen flesh while his hips keep that punishing rhythm. The sound is obscene, wet, your bodies speaking a language older than words.

"Going to make you come again," he breathes against your ear, his voice a dark promise. "And then I'm going to fill you up. Every drop. You understand me? Every fucking drop staying inside you."

The words are a trigger—your second orgasm slams into you like a freight train, ripping through your exhausted body with a force that makes the first one seem gentle. You sob his name, your walls clamping down on him so hard he swears aloud.

"Putain de merde," His hips stutter, rhythm finally breaking as your pulsing cunt pushes him right over the edge. His whole body goes rigid above you, muscles locked and trembling, jaw clenched so tight you can see the tendons straining in his neck and cums.

He buries himself as deep as your bodies will allow, one hand slamming flat against the headboard to brace himself as he grinds in with desperate, jerky thrusts, determined to leave every single drop exactly where it belongs.

"Shit." His face contorts, eyes squeezed shut, brow furrowed, lips parted around breaths that sound almost pained. Beautiful. He's so beautiful like this.

You hold him through it, arms wrapped tight around his sweat-slicked shoulders, legs still locked around his waist to keep him close, keep him deep. You feel every tremor that runs through his body, every ragged exhale against the crook of your neck where he's buried his face.

"Yes," you whisper, voice hoarse and wrecked. Your fingers card through his damp coils, nails gently scratching his scalp. "Give me all of it, baby."

He shudders at your words, chest heaving against yours, and you can feel his heartbeat racing so fast it's almost worrying. "Every drop," he mumbles into your neck, the words slurring together like he's drunk. And maybe he is, drunk on you, on this, on the mind-melting fact that you're his wife now. "Gonna… putain… stay inside."

"I've got you," you soothe, fingers continuing their gentle motion at the nape of his neck. You press a soft kiss to his temple, tasting salt. "I've got you, baby."

He stays inside you longer than strictly necessary, neither of you in any rush to break the spell that love has you under. His weight settles more fully onto you, and you welcome it.

"Sorry," he mumbles eventually, words muffled against your skin. "Am I crushing you?"

"Don't care," you say, and you mean it. You'd let him smother you right now if it meant keeping this feeling a little longer. "Stay."

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𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 — Three months of lingering glances, teasing interviews, and relentless flirting finally come to a head when one scheduling mix-up leaves you and Eduardo Camavinga alone with nowhere left to hide.

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 — Eduardo Camavinga x reader

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 — 11.6k

Warnings! NSFW / SMUT (18+), explicit sexual content, unresolved sexual tension, workplace romance, mutual pining, dirty talk, praise, oral (f & m receiving), unprotected sex, creampie, multiple orgasms. Filthy filth. This chapter contains mature themes and explicit content intended for readers 18+. The full story is available to paid members.

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He hooks his fingers into the waistband and drags them down excruciatingly slowly, letting the fabric drag across your sensitive skin. The cool air of the room hits your bare cunt, and you clench instinctively, the motion making a slick, wet sound.

Eduardo’s breath hitches as he stares, taking in the swollen, glistening flesh "Putain," he whispers, the French slipping out, rough and thick. "Look at this pretty pussy. So fucking wet." He explores as he talks, trailing his fingertips through your slick folds, spreading you open gently, and you both groan—him at the slick heat coating his fingers, you at the agonizingly light touch.

He holds you open, watching your entrance clench around nothing, watching a thick bead of arousal slip out of you and drip onto the table. "Fuck. That's so fucking sexy, bébé."

His hot breath fans over your bare cunt, and you shudder, your hands flying back to grip the edge of the table so hard your knuckles pop. He takes his time, pressing soft, teasing kisses along your inner thighs, letting the scratch of his stubble graze over the hyper-sensitive skin until you're squirming, whimpering, desperate for his mouth where you actually need it.

"please—" You sound absolutely wrecked, and you don't even care. You reach down with one hand, fingers tangling in his locs, trying to guide him to your aching cunt, but he just chuckles and pulls back just out of reach.

"You don't deserve it yet," he murmurs, his lips brushing the crease where your thigh meets your hip. "Been making me wait three months, beautiful. Teasing me with those tight skirts, those looks across the room..."

"Camavinga, I swear to God—"

His palm comes down on your inner thigh—sharp, stinging—and you yelp, the sound echoing off the walls.

"Watch your mouth," he says, but there's a thread of dark amusement winding through the command. His hand soothes over the spot he just slapped, rubbing the warmth into your skin, and the juxtaposition of pain and pleasure makes your head spin. "It's about time I take my revenge. You're gonna lie there and take what I give you. Understood?"

You swallow hard, chest heaving. "Yes."

"Yes, what?"

"Yes... sir."

The word slips out before you can stop it, and something shifts in his expression—a flash of pure, predatory satisfaction that makes your stomach drop and your cunt throb in equal measure.

"Good girl." He presses a kiss to the spot he just slapped, and the gentleness of it is almost worse than the sting. "See? You can behave when you want to."

Then he stops teasing.

His mouth finally closes over your clit, and the sensation rockets through you so violently that a loud, shattered cry tears from your throat before you can catch it, your hand fisting so tight in his locs that your fingernails scrape against his scalp.

He groans in response and his tongue goes to work.

He's ravenous, sloppy, and absolutely relentless. His tongue drags flat and broad over your clit before flicking in sharp, precise strokes that have your vision blurring at the edges. He eats you out like a starving man at a feast—no finesse, all hunger—moaning against your flesh like he's the one getting off on it.

"Oh my god—" Your head drops back, thudding against the wall behind the table, but you barely register the dull thud of pain. Not when his tongue is doing that.

He really is eating you out with the way he groans and slurps and messily coats his chin in your slick. The wet, obscene sounds of his mouth working your cunt echo off the thin walls of the cramped room, and a distant, rational part of your brain thinks that someone simply has to hear this, but then his tongue dips lower, pushing inside your clenching hole, and that rational part dissolves into white noise.

"Fuck, you taste incredible," he rasps against your flesh, pulling back just enough to speak, his lips and chin glistening with your arousal. He stares at your pussy, watching his thumbs part your slick folds, chest heaving. "So sweet, bébé. Better than I imagined."

His thumb tests the give of your entrance, and he grunts, feeling the resistance against the thick digit. "So tight," he murmurs, almost to himself. "Gonna have to open you up for me." He pushes in slowly, sinking his thumb into the wet, clenching heat up to the knuckle, and your jaw drops, a high, breathy whimper escaping you. The stretch is a dull, sweet ache, your body eagerly swallowing him in.

Then his mouth is back on your clit, and he sucks—hard—while his thumb curls inside you, and the dual sensation makes your eyes roll back. Your spine arches, thighs shaking violently on either side of his head.

"Ed—Eduardo, I'm—" The words fragment in your throat, dissolving into a broken whine as he removes his thumb to sink two long fingers deep inside you with one slick thrust.

The sudden, delicious stretch makes you keen. "Oh, fuck—"

"Yeah, give it to me," he murmurs against your clit, the vibration of his voice sending shockwaves straight to your core. He curls his fingers, finding that rough, swollen patch of flesh high inside your cunt, and presses. "Soak my face, bébé. Let me feel you."

His fingers stroke in a relentless, punishing rhythm—curving up on the thrust, dragging against your front wall, pistoning into you so deep that your belly flutters with the sheer force of it. His mouth seals back over your clit, sucking with a desperate, hollow pressure, and that coil in your stomach winds so unbearably tight you feel yourself starting to shatter.

"Oh god—oh god—" You're babbling, gasping, your hand fisting his locs so tight you're probably hurting him, but he doesn't stop. If anything, he gets messier, his tongue swirling over your clit in tight, frantic circles as if he's chasing it as desperately as you are.

Your orgasm slams into you so hard you almost see white.

You come with a shattered, broken cry—his name tearing from your throat in a weak wail. Your thighs clamp vice-tight around his head, your entire body seizing as wave after wave of blinding pleasure crashes through you. Your cunt spasms hard around his fingers, clenching and releasing in frantic pulses, and you feel yourself gush, hot and slick, coating his chin, his lips, his hand.

Eduardo doesn't stop.

He keeps his mouth locked over your clit, sucking you through every aftershock, swallowing every drop you give him. His fingers don't slow down, pushing through the slick clutch of your gummy walls. The overstimulation punches you, and you thrash against the table, a wrecked sob escaping your lips.

"Wait—too much—" You tug weakly at his locs, trying to pull him off, caught between agony and ecstasy.

But he doesn't listen. "Nuh-uh," he mumbles against your flesh, the words vibrating against your swollen clit. "Let me eat, baby. I'm hungry." The rumble of his voice against your hypersensitive flesh makes you lightheaded. Your brain is complete mush, entirely taken over by the agonizing, exquisite pleasure of his mouth.

"I can't—" you sob, your chest heaving as you try to catch your breath, but your body betrays you entirely. Your hips are rolling against his face, chasing the friction even as you try to pull away, the sting of overstimulation melting so quickly back into a sick, twisted pleasure. "It's too much—"

He forces your trembling thighs wider, pushing them apart until you're bent in half, and seals his mouth over you again, sucking your throbbing clit between his lips. His fingers twist inside you, pressing hard against that devastating spot, and suddenly, you feel another orgasm rushing up like a freight train—faster, sharper, wetter than the first.

You don't just come this time—you squirt.

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𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 — A quiet anniversary morning aboard a yacht.

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 — Jude Bellingham x reader

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 — 2.5k

Warnings! NSFW / SMUT (18+), explicit sexual content, gentle dom!Jude, established relationship, anniversary sex, This chapter contains mature themes and explicit content intended for readers 18+.

The Mediterranean sun hasn’t even breached the horizon yet, but the heat radiating from the body pressed against your back is enough to make you forget the early morning chill.

You wake slowly, dragged from the depths of sleep by the sensation of lips tracing the sensitive skin just below your ear. The yacht rocks gently beneath you, a rhythmic, soothing sway that contrasts sharply with the intent in Jude’s hands.

He is spooned behind you, one heavy arm thrown possessively over your waist, tugging you to him until there isn’t a single millimeter of space left between your bodies. You sigh, a soft, contented sound that seems to encourage him, and his hand begins to wander. It starts innocently enough, his fingers splaying wide against your stomach, his thumb stroking lazy circles against your ribs, but you know him better than that. You know the way his breathing hitches just slightly when you arch back into him.

"Happy anniversary," he rasps against your neck, his voice thick with sleep and that deep, gravelly cadence that never fails to pool heat low in your belly.

You turn your head to find him already watching you, his eyes heavy-lidded and dark in the dim light of the cabin. He looks devastating like this, defenses completely down. He leans in to capture your lips, and it’s a slow, lazy burn of a kiss. His hand slips lower, sensually bypassing the curve of your waist.

"Jude," you whine against his mouth, your naked body arching instinctively into his touch.

"Hmm?" he hums, but he doesn't stop. His fingers explore you with a deliberate, languid pace, as if he has nowhere else to be in the world but right here, tangled in these sheets with you.

You wince as his large palm cups you, his fingers pressing through the slick evidence of your arousal, proving he isn’t the only one who woke up ready. He groans low in his throat, a vibration you feel all the way down your spine, and the sound is purely territorial.

"Already so wet for me," he murmurs, more to himself than to you, his accent thickening around the syllables.

"I'm sore," you whisper, though your body betrays you, your hips rocking instinctively to meet the rhythm of his hand.

"I know, baby, I know," he coos, pressing a kiss to your temple, but he doesn't let up. Instead, he shifts his weight, maneuvering you until you’re flat on your back and he can hover over you. The sheets pool around your waists, leaving your chest exposed to the cool, conditioned air. His eyes drag over you, dark and hungry, taking in the mark he left on your collarbone last night.

His knee nudges your thighs apart, settling firmly between them. You groan as his weight settles, a deliciously painful pressure that reminds you exactly why your muscles are protesting this morning.

"Sorry, baby," he murmurs, though the curve of his lips suggests he isn't sorry at all. He dips his head, pressing a wet, open-mouthed kiss to the stinging mark on your collarbone, his tongue soothing the ache before he bites down gently again. "got a bit carried away last night. Couldn't help myself."

You thread your fingers into his hair, scratching lightly at his scalp, pulling him closer rather than pushing him away. The truth is, you love seeing him like this—uninhibited, focused entirely on you. The golden boy of football, usually so composed under the stadium lights, is completely unraveled in your arms.

"You're insatiable," you breathe, watching as he begins to trail kisses down the center of your chest, between the valley of your breasts, over your racing heart.

"Only for you," he counters immediately. He doesn't even look up, too intent on his path south, his lips leaving a trail of fire in their wake. "Can't help it when you look like this. Woke up hard just looking at you."

The confession sends a fresh wave of arousal through you, banishing the lingering ache in your muscles. Your hands slide from his hair down to his broad shoulders, your fingers tracing the familiar topography of his back. You feel the tightness of the muscles there, the result of endless training sessions, but your thumb catches on something else—smooth, raised skin.

You drag your fingertips over the scar on his left shoulder, a now permanent reminder of the sacrifice he makes for the game he loves.

He tenses for a fraction of a second under your touch, a reflex he can’t quite shake, before melting into your caress. He lifts his head from where he was worshipping the skin of your stomach, and his eyes find yours.

The morning light catches the chocolate of his eyes, turning them molten as he stares down at you, the moment of vulnerability passing as quickly as it came. He captures your hand, bringing your fingers to his lips to press a lingering kiss to the pads, his gaze never leaving yours.

"I love you, baby," he murmurs against your skin, the words slightly muffled against your fingertips before he releases your hand.

The intensity in his gaze shifts, the dark clouds of desire parting to reveal the sheer, unadulterated adoration that always manages to make your breath hitch. He doesn't give you a chance to respond; instead, he slides back down your body, his broad hands gripping your hips to pin you to the mattress.

His mouth finds the sensitive skin of your inner thigh, and you gasp, your hands flying back to the sheets to fist the expensive cotton.

He takes his time, pressing hot, open-mouthed kisses to the soft skin there, teasing you. You can feel the stubble on his jaw scratching against you, a delicious contrast to the softness of his lips.

"Stop teasing, Jude," you plead, your voice breathy and thin, desperation clawing at your throat. "Please."

He looks up from between your thighs, his chin resting against your skin, a smirk playing on his lips, equal parts arrogant and affectionate. "Patience," he chides softly, though the way his grip tightens on your hips betrays his own waning control. "It's our anniversary, love. Let me love on you."

With that, he finally grants you what you’ve been begging for.

The first drag of his tongue against your clit is slow and torturous, stealing the air from your lungs. Your back bows off the mattress, a broken cry falling from your lips as your hands automatically clench the sheets.

You crave more, your hips lifting in a silent, desperate plea, so you tell him. "Jude, please… need more."

But he just shakes his head in a smug, predatory kind of way, muttering a "Patience, baby" as he lays gentle, wet kisses against your pussy lips, driving you wild.

You look down the length of your body, meeting his gaze as he watches you with heavy lids. He likes this—likes seeing you come undone for him, likes knowing that he's the only one who can make you feel this way.

"Baby, please," you gasp, your fingers tangling in his hair again, tugging sharply to get your point across. "Stop teasing me. I need you inside. Now."

He groans against your skin and pulls back, his face glistening slightly, and the look in his eyes is feral. He knows you’re at your limit.

"Alright, alright," he mutters, pushing himself up the bed. He doesn't bother with gentle finesse now; the need is too urgent. He settles between your thighs, the heavy weight of his body pressing you into the mattress.

He lines himself up, the head of his cock nudging your entrance, and the motion makes you wince, still sensitive from the five-hour sex marathon he had you doing last night.

He notices immediately, the muscles in his jaw tightening as he stills above you. "You okay?" he asks, brows twisting up in concern now, all his playful arrogance from earlier vanishing in an instant.

"Mmhmm," you hum, nodding quickly as you wrap your legs around his waist, hooking your ankles together at the base of his spine to pull him closer. You need him to fill the ache, to occupy every sense you have. "I want you. Don't stop."

He exhales a shaky breath, dipping his head to nuzzle his nose against yours, a gesture so tender it makes you melt. "You sure? I don't want to hurt you."

"I'm sure," you whisper, pressing a kiss to the corner of his mouth. "Please, Jude."

That’s all the permission he needs. He starts to push forward, the stretch intense and overwhelming in the best way possible.

He takes it agonizingly slow, his jaw clenching with the heavenly sensation of your wetwarm gummy walls sucking him in. He stops every now and again, eyes locked on your face to make sure you're okay, waiting for you to adjust to his sheer size before he inches deeper.

It’s an exquisite kind of torture, the way he fills you so completely, stretching you until the dull ache morphs into a blinding pleasure that whites out your vision.

"Fuck," he grits out, his voice straining as he finally bottoms out, his hips flush against yours. "You feel incredible."

He drops his forehead to yours, his breathing ragged and hot against your skin. For a moment, he just holds himself there, buried deep inside you, letting you both adjust to the overwhelming sensation of becoming one.

The silence stretches, filled only by the ragged sound of your mingled breathing and the distant hum of the ocean against the hull.

He stays perfectly still, but the effort it takes for him to remain motionless is evident in the lines of his shoulders. You feel his cock throb inside you, and your walls clench instinctively around him.

Jude groans low in his throat, the sound muffled as his head drops into your neck. "You keep doing that, and I’m not going to last," he warns, his voice strained.

"Can't help it," you breathe, your voice barely a whisper as you tilt your head to the side, exposing the column of your throat to him. "You feel so good."

He lets out a ragged laugh against your skin, "You're going to be the death of me, woman."

He starts to move then, withdrawing almost entirely before sliding back home in one fluid roll of his hips. It’s a stark contrast to the frantic urgency of last night; this morning, he’s taking his time, savoring you.

The rhythm he sets is a devastating; slow grinds that steals the breath from your lungs. He isn't fucking you so much as he is worshipping the very ground you walk on, pouring every ounce of his affection into the slide of his body against yours. Each stroke is deep and measured, designed to hit that spot inside you that makes your toes curl and your eyes roll back.

You bury your face in the crook of his neck, inhaling the scent of him as your hands roam desperately over the sweat-slicked expanse of his back, your fingernails digging into his shoulders, drowning yourself in him as the pleasure builds to a fever pitch.

"Look at me," he commands softly, though the gentleness of his tone betrays the authority in his words. He pulls back slightly, framing your face with one large hand, his thumb stroking your cheekbone. "Want to see those eyes when I make love to you."

You force your eyes open, locking onto his getting lost in the gentle pools of his love. The yacht swaying on the water only adds to the romantic bubble you've built. The gentle rocking motions almost lulling you to sleep.

"You're so beautiful," he murmurs, ducking down to press a lingering kiss to your lips, swallowing the moan that spills from your throat. "Best year of my life, baby. You know that?"

"Knowing you makes it mine," you manage to choke out as the pressure coils low and tight in your belly. "I love you so much."

The confession seems to undo him. His rhythm stutters, that famous composure cracking completely as he buries his face in your neck again. He picks up the pace just enough, the slow, languid strokes turning sharper, more intent on dragging you over the edge with him.

"Come on, baby," he urges, his voice a rough, breathless whisper against your ear. His hand slides down between your bodies, his thumb finding your clit with ease to circle that bundle of nerves in time with his thrusts. "Let me feel you. Give it to me."

The friction is exactly what you need, that tight coil in your belly snapping loose with violence. You cry out his name, your body arching off the mattress as the pleasure washes over you in waves, pulling you under. Your walls flutter around him, dragging a ragged groan from his throat.

"That’s it," he grits out, his rhythm faltering as he chases his own end. "Fuck, I love you."

He buries himself deep one last time, his hips flush against yours as he falls apart. You feel the heat of him spilling inside you, his whole body shuddering with the force of it.

The silence that follows is perfect, filled only with the ragged sounds of your breathing as you both come down from the high. Jude collapses on top of you, his full weight pressing you into the mattress, but you don’t mind. In fact, you relish it.

You wrap your arms around his shoulders, holding him close, your fingers tracing the damp sheen of sweat on his skin. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, his breath hot and ragged against your throat.

You stay like that for a long time, tangled in the sheets and in each other, neither of you willing to break apart just yet. It’s a quiet moment of pure intimacy, the kind that makes the rest of the world feel miles away—which, technically, it is.

Eventually, reality calls in the form of a grumbling stomach causing Jude to laugh against your neck.

"Quit it," you mumble, though you’re smiling, running a hand through his messy curls, damp at the roots from exertion.

He presses a lingering kiss to your collarbone before pushing himself up, rolling off you with a groan that’s half-pleasure, half-exhaustion. The loss of his warmth is immediate, and you shiver slightly, pulling the duvet up to cover your bare chest. He sits on the edge of the bed for a moment, scrubbing a hand over his face, looking beautifully debauched.

The morning light is fully spilled into the cabin now, illuminating the golden tone of his dark skin and the defined muscles of his back as he stretches his arms over his head. He looks like a greek statue, except for the lazy, satisfied grin he shoots you over his shoulder.

"Come on then," he says, standing up and unabashedly naked, padding across the room to grab his discarded briefs from the floor. He pulls them on, the fabric sitting low on his hips. "Let's get you fed before you waste away."

You laugh, the sound still raspy from sleep and screaming his name earlier, and force yourself out of the warm cocoon of the bed.

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𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 — What starts as teasing glances across the training ground spirals into something reckless, consuming, and impossible to ignore.

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 — William Saliba x reader

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 — 7.4k

Warnings! NSFW / SMUT (18+), explicit sexual content, confident reader, sneaking around at work, risky/public sex, elevator sex, dirty talk, marking/hickey, creampie, rough sex, desperate mutual pining, established relationship. got lost in a daze as I wrote this because I could picture it so good. That man is soooo foinnee. This chapter contains mature themes and explicit content intended for 18+ readers. The full story is available to paid members.

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The heavy steel door clicks shut, sealing you in the cool, echoing quiet of the stairwell, cutting off the noise of the facility instantly. Before you can even draw a breath to ask him what he’s doing, he crowds you back against the wall.

He’s everywhere.

The scent of him floods your senses. His hands plant on the wall on either side of your head, caging you in, trapping you against the cool concrete. He towers over you, his chest heaving slightly from the lust consuming, his dark eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that makes your knees weak.

"Avoiding me?" he murmurs, his voice dropping an octave, scraping low and rough against your eardrums. The air in the stairwell is suddenly thin, making it difficult to breathe.

"I'm working," you hiss, though your heart is hammering against your ribs so hard you’re sure he can feel it vibrating through the air between you. You press your palms flat against his chest to push him back, but your fingers betray you, curling instinctively into the fabric of his training top. "And you have a drill in five minutes."

"Screw the drill." He leans in closer, the heat radiating off his body seeping through your clothes. He dips his head, dragging the tip of his nose along the sensitive curve of your jaw, inhaling deeply like he’s trying to memorize your scent. "You ignored me all morning."

"I didn't," you lie, tilting your head back to give him better access to your neck, your body surrendering even as your brain protests. "I was busy. You know, with my job?"

He huffs a dark laugh against your skin, his teeth grazing the sensitive pulse point just below your ear. "Is that your excuse?" His hand slides from the wall to your waist, fingers digging into your hip, pulling you flush against him. "You think I don't see you? You think I don't know what you're doing when you bend over in those leggings?"

Your breath catches. "William—"

"Don't." He cuts you off, his voice stern but thick with need. He pulls back just enough to look you in the eye, his gaze dropping to your lips. "I want you, baby." The rough tone drops to a husky whisper. "Can't stop thinking about last night."

The raw honesty in his voice sends a fresh wave of desire through you, pooling low in your belly. You glance at the door, terrified someone will walk in. "We can't. Not here. Anyone could—"

He interrupts you with a kiss. It’s not sweet or lazy like this morning. It’s demanding, hungry, a wet slide of lips and tongues that leaves you dizzy. He kisses you like he’s starving for it, one hand tangling in your hair to angle your head the way he wants, the other gripping your waist like he’s afraid you’ll disappear if he lets go.

You melt into him, your hands sliding up his chest to wrap around his neck, pulling him closer, deeper. You can feel the hard lines of his chest against yours, the rapid thrum of his heartbeat matching your own. The world narrows down to the taste of him, the weight of him, the desperate, clawing need building between you.

You know you have to stop.

You know if anyone catches you like this, you’re both screwed. But then his hand drops from your waist, sliding down to grip your ass, pulling a soft moan from your throat that he swallows greedily.

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𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 — Aurélien gives you your first orgasm.

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 — Aurélien Tchouameni x reader

𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 —3.2k

Warnings! NSFW / SMUT (18+), explicit sexual content, fingering, praise kink, gentle dom!Aurélien, established relationship,

It feels good.

That's the first coherent thought that manages to break through the haze in your mind, surprising you with its simplicity.

The lights in the bedroom are dimmed to a warm, amber glow, casting long shadows across the duvet, but right now, your world has narrowed down entirely to the weight of Aurélien’s body behind you and the gentle, persistent pressure of his lips against your neck.

You are hyper-aware of everything—the rough friction of his palms sliding up your thighs, the scent of his cologne mixing with the clean smell of laundry detergent, and the rapid thud of your own heart against your ribs.

"You're shaking, bébé," he murmurs against your skin, his voice a low rumble that vibrates through your back.

"I'm not," you lie, your breath hitching as his teeth graze your earlobe.

He chuckles, a low, warm sound that you feel more than you hear, and presses a lingering kiss to the sensitive spot just below your ear.

"It's okay," he whispers, turning your face toward his. His movements are slow, deliberate, giving you every chance to stop him, but the last thing you want is for this to stop.

He looks at you with an intensity that makes your breath catch. In the dim light, his dark eyes are soft, searching yours for any sign of hesitation. When he finds none, his gaze drops to your lips, then lower, to where your hands are clutching the fabric of his t-shirt.

"It’s okay to be nervous," he says softly, his hand squeezing your waist. "I’ve got you. We go at your pace."

The reassurance washes over you, warming your blood even as your stomach flutters with a mix of anxiety and anticipation. You trust him implicitly. You know that if you said stop right now, he would pull away and hold you until your breathing slowed without a second of hesitation. But you don't want to stop. You want to cross this line with him, to let him see parts of you no one else has touched.

"Kiss me," you whisper.

He doesn't make you ask twice. He shifts his weight, tilting his head down until his mouth covers yours in a slow, devastating kiss. It's a little awkward at the angle, but it's soft, delicate as his lips moving against yours with a tender pressure that makes your toes curl.

His hand, which had been resting on your hip, begins to move again. His fingers trace the waistband of your sleep shorts, dancing along the elastic, a silent question. You arch your back slightly, an involuntary movement, a silent permission.

His lips never leave yours as his hand slides beneath the fabric of your shorts. The contrast is shocking—the heat of the fabric and the coolness of his palm, the rough callus on his fingertips from years of football against the impossibly soft skin of your inner thigh.

You gasp into his mouth, your body instinctively tensing at the foreign sensation of someone else touching you there.

"Shhh," he breathes against your lips, pulling back just enough to look you in the eye. His forehead rests against your shoulder. "Relax for me, yeah? Just breathe."

You force yourself to exhale, trying to unknot the tension in your stomach. You follow his lead, feeling the way his eyelashes flutter against your skin as he presses a soft kiss to your jaw.

"Good," he whispers. "Just like that."

His hand moves again, sliding deeper. You instinctively squeeze your eyes shut, overwhelmed by the intimacy of the moment, the feeling of being so completely exposed to him. But when you feel his fingers brush against the damp cotton of your underwear, your eyes fly open.

The air leaves your lungs in a sharp rush, a sound halfway between a gasp and a whimper caught in your throat. Your body reacts before your mind can process it—your hips bucking slightly, seeking more of that contact even as a flush of embarrassment heats your body.

"Hey," Aurélien breathes, his voice dropping an octave, rougher now. He doesn't pull away. Instead, he presses his palm flat against the fabric, applying a slow, deliberate pressure that makes your vision blur. "Look at me."

It takes a monumental effort to drag your gaze away from where his hand disappears beneath the waistband of your shorts and up to his face. His eyes are dark, nearly black in this light, fixed on you with an intensity that is terrifying and exhilarating all at once.

"I don't want you hiding from me," he murmurs, his gaze locked on yours, refusing to let you look away. "I want to see you." You swallow hard, your throat dry, and nod shakily.

"I'm going to take off your panties," he says, the words dripping with honey-flavored affection. He pauses, his fingers toying with the elastic band. "Is that okay?"

"Yes," you whisper, the word barely audible. "okay, yes."

His lips curve into a soft smile, though his eyes remain heated. He shifts slightly, getting better leverage. His fingers slip under the cotton, removing the barriers. Then his hand is back on you, large palm cupping your pussy and the sensation of his skin directly against yours is electric.

The sensation is unlike anything you’ve ever felt—shockingly intimate and overwhelmingly warm. You inhale sharply, your fingers digging into the firm muscle of his bicep as he explores for the first time. He's mapping the terrain, learning what makes your breath hitch and what makes your toes curl.

"You're so soft," he murmurs, the words rumbling deep in his chest. He leans down, pressing open-mouthed kisses to your shoulder, his breath hot against your skin. "And you're so wet for me, mon cœur."

The heat that creeps up your neck is unstoppable, but the sheer admiration in his voice grounds you. He sounds amazed, not just lustful, and that difference is what allows you to melt back into him.

The realization that he’s enjoying this just as much as you are—that your reaction is something he craves—helps the last of the tension drain from your muscles. You stop holding your breath, letting the air out in a long, shuddering exhale, and when your body finally unclenches, his fingers fixate on your clit.

The noise you let out is completely involuntary.

He starts with slow, gentle circles. He seems content to spend the rest of the night right here, figuring out exactly how much pressure you like, exactly the rhythm that makes your breath hitch in your throat.

"Aurélien…" You breathe his name like a prayer, your head falling back against his shoulder.

"You like it?" he asks, his voice tight with desire.

You nod frantically. He increases the pressure slightly, just enough to make you see sparks behind your closed eyes, and your hips move instinctively against his hand, chasing the friction he provides.

He groans low in his throat. "Putain, you're beautiful like this," he mutters, his accent thickening the words. "Watching you fall apart… I've thought about this so much."

The confession shoots a bolt of heat through you. The idea of him, the composed and disciplined footballer, lying alone thinking about this exact moment makes you feel powerful.

"Okay, it's time," he murmurs against your skin, his voice vibrating through your chest. He pulls his hand away just slightly, and the sudden loss of contact makes you whimper, a needy sound you didn't know you could make.

He hushes you softly, his hand shifting. You feel the roughness of his palm against your inner thigh again, but this time he’s pulling your leg to the side, widening your stance. The movement leaves you feeling utterly exposed, the cool air of the room brushing against places that have never felt it before. Your instinct is to close your legs, to hide, but his grip is firm, anchoring you.

"I'm going to use my fingers now," he says, the statement is so sensual that it sends a fresh wave of heat through your veins. "Just to get you used to the feeling. Okay?"

"Okay," you whisper, the word trembling in the air between you.

He captures your lips in a kiss, deeper and wetter than before, distracting you as his hand shifts again. You feel the tip of one finger—not his thumb this time, but his index finger—press against your entrance. The pressure is unfamiliar, a blunt stretching sensation that borders on overwhelming.

"Just breathe," he reminds you softly, his other hand coming up to cup your hip, his thumb stroking the skin there. "Relax into it."

You force yourself to listen to him, inhaling a shaky breath through your nose and letting it out slowly through parted lips. It feels counterintuitive to relax when every nerve ending is screaming for attention, but as you exhale, you feel your body soften, the tight knot of anxiety loosening just enough.

He takes the opening immediately. With a slow, deliberate patience that makes your heart ache, he presses forward. The sensation is strange—a fullness that borders on uncomfortable, a stretching pressure that demands your entire focus. Your eyes squeeze shut, your fingers digging into the hard muscle of his forearm as he works his way inside, millimeter by millimeter.

"Breathe, bébé," he murmurs against your cheek, his voice steady, anchoring you. "You're doing so well. Does it hurt?" he asks, his voice tight with restraint. He’s barely moved, waiting for your body to adjust to the intrusion, his thumb tracing soothing circles on your clit.

"A little," you admit honestly, your voice barely a whisper. "It’s just… a lot."

"I know," he murmurs, pressing a kiss to the corner of your mouth. "But you’re doing so good. Talk to me," he says softly. "Tell me what you're feeling."

It’s hard to find the words when your entire body feels like it’s been plugged into an electrical socket, but you try. You focus on the anchor of his hand against your hip, the rhythm of his breathing syncing with yours.

"It’s full," you manage to whisper, your voice trembling. "And… tight. But I like it. I like that it’s you."

A soft groan rumbles in his chest, and he presses a lingering kiss to your forehead, rewarding you for your honesty. "Yeah? I'm glad it's me, too," he whispers, the honesty in his voice stripping away any last remnants of embarrassment. "I wanted to be the one to make you feel this way."

You exhale shakily, consciously willing the tightness in your muscles to uncoil. As you do, you feel him sink deeper, the intrusion burning. The sensation is startling—a sudden, sharp stretch that makes you gasp, your eyes widening as you instinctively try to shift away.

"Wait," you breathe out, your hand flying down to grip his wrist, just a reflex, a need to pause and process the intrusion.

He freezes instantly.

The movement is so abrupt, so absolute, that it sends a clear message: nothing is more important to him in this moment than your comfort. He doesn't pull out, which you appreciate—the sudden emptiness might be worse—but he goes completely still, his hand heavy and grounding on your skin.

"Okay, okay" he breathes against your temple, his voice low and steady.

"It’s not bad," you whisper hurriedly, not wanting him to think he did anything wrong. The stretch is intense, a sharp, burning pressure that is impossible to ignore, but beneath it is that same curling heat that has been building all night. "I just… I need a second."

"Take all the time you need," he murmurs, pressing a soft, open-mouthed kiss to the sensitive skin just below your ear. "I'm not going anywhere."

Slowly, the sharp edge of the stretch begins to dull, replaced by a dull, throbbing pressure that is heavy and strange, but not painful. You let out a shaky breath, your grip on his wrist loosening slightly.

He seems to sense the subtle shift in your body, the way your fingers uncurl from their white-knuckled grip on his forearm. Slowly, cautiously, he starts to move. It’s not the deep, punishing thrusts you’ve read about or seen in porn; it’s a slow, shallow rocking motion, a gentle in and out that lets your body adjust to the intrusion.

"How does that feel?" he asks, his voice a low rumble against your skin.

"Good," you whisper, and the realization surprises you. It’s true—the burn has faded, replaced by a strange, heavy friction that is sending shockwaves of pleasure up your spine. "It feels… good."

The rhythm he sets is hypnotic, a slow drag that makes your toes curl against the sheets. You feel him everywhere—the warmth of his chest against your back, the rough friction of his fingers, the sticky, wet sound of his finger moving in your pussy. It’s lewd and explicit in a way that makes your face burn, but it’s also the most intimate thing you’ve ever experienced.

He’s so patient, so attentive. Every time your breath hitches or your body tenses, he slows down, murmuring soft reassurances in French against your skin until you relax again. And then, once you’re used to the sensation of one finger, he adds the second.

This time, the stretch is sharper, more demanding, and you bite your lip against a hiss of pain. But the rhythm is already established, the friction already familiar, and your body remembers what to do. You breathe through the discomfort, focusing on the way his other hand is still stroking your hip.

"Doing so good for me, taking it so well," he praises, his voice strained, thick with an emotion that hovers right on the edge of his control. "You have no idea how crazy you make me, just feeling you like this…"

He crooks his finger inside you, a slow, deliberate drag against your inner walls, and the sensation changes instantly. The dull pressure evaporates, replaced by a sharp, blinding spark of pleasure that makes your back arch off the mattress.

"Aurélien," you gasp, your head falling back against his shoulder, your eyes squeezing shut as the sensation overwhelms you. "Oh god, do that again."

"Like this?" he asks, his voice dropping to a husky whisper that sounds like pure sin. He repeats the motion, a slow, deliberate curl of his finger that drags against a spot inside you that you didn't even know existed until this very second. The friction sends a jolt of electricity racing up your spine, so sharp and unexpected that your entire body jerks in his arms.

A broken moan tears from your throat, raw and unfiltered. "Yes. Oh my god, yes."

The sound of your own moan hangs in the air, shocking and loud in the quiet room. Usually, you’d be embarrassed, desperate to cover your mouth or hide your face in a pillow, but the way Aurélien reacts steals that shame right out of your veins.

He groans, a raw, fractured sound against your shoulder, and presses his hips forward against your backside. You can feel him, hard and insistent through the fabric of his sweatpants, a physical testament to how much he’s holding back just to take care of you. The realization that he is just as affected, just as desperate, sends a fresh surge of liquid heat pooling between your thighs.

"Wait," you breathe out, the word barely a gasp as he hits that spot again, speeding his thrusts just slightly. "Wait, I—I can't…"

"Shhh, I know," he coos, his breath hot against your ear, damp with the exertion of holding himself back. The slick sound of his fingers stirring you up speeds up with each pump, squelching through your wetness. "You're close, aren't you?"

You nod frantically, your nails digging into the hard muscle of his forearm as he picks up the pace. The pleasure is building, a tight coil low in your belly that pulls tighter and tighter with every curl of his fingers. It’s overwhelming, a tidal wave that is threatening to pull you under, and the only thing keeping you anchored is the weight of his body against yours and the sound of his voice in your ear.

"Come on, mon amour," he encourages, his words broken up by the hot, open-mouthed kisses he’s pressing to your jaw, your neck, the sensitive spot just below your ear. "Let go. I've got you."

Your body is no longer your own; it is a vessel for the pleasure he is drawing out of you, a live wire conducting electricity that arcs from the center of your chest all the way down to your toes. The coil in your belly winds tighter, impossibly tight, aching for release.

"Look at me," he commands gently, his voice rough with exertion.

It takes every ounce of willpower you possess to force your eyes up. The room seems blurry, hazy at the edges, but his face is clear—so close you can see the sweat beading on his forehead, the way his jaw is clenched in concentration, the pure, unadulterated hunger darkening his gaze.

His gaze pins you in place, stripping away every defense you have left. There is nowhere to hide, and somehow, that is exactly what undoes you. The coil in your stomach snaps, sudden and violent, sending a shockwave of pleasure ripping through your nervous system.

Your back bows off of him, a sharp cry tearing from your throat as your orgasm crashes over you. It’s blinding, a white-out sensation that wipes every thought from your mind, leaving nothing but the rhythmic pulse of your muscles around his fingers and the sound of your own ragged breathing.

The world doesn't come back into focus all at once; it returns in slow, blurry snapshots. Your body is still trembling, little aftershocks rippling through your muscles as the intense high begins to ebb into a warm, heavy lassitude. You feel boneless, liquid, melted completely into his arms.

Behind you, Aurélien is whispering to you in French, the words low and unintelligible but soothing in their cadence. His lips press soft, reverent kisses to your shoulder, the back of your neck, any bit of skin he can reach without pulling away.

It takes a long moment for the room to stop spinning, for the rushing sound in your ears to fade back into the quiet hum of the apartment.

Aurélien keeps his hand resting against you, his fingers still inside you, letting you ride out the last tremors, holding you together while you feel like you might drift apart.

"Hey," he whispers eventually, pressing a soft kiss to the damp skin of your neck. He sounds a little breathless himself, his voice deeper than usual. "Come back to me, bébé."

"Hi," you manage to whisper back, your voice wrecked. A hazy smile curves your lips, your eyes still closed as you lean back into his warmth. You feel floaty, untethered, safer than you have ever felt in your entire life.

Aurélien lets out a soft chuckle, carefully, slowly withdrawing his fingers. The loss is a strange, hollow ache, but the tenderness with which he moves makes up for it.

"So?" he asks softly, shifting so he can see your face. He pushes a stray strand of hair out of your eyes, his hand lingering on your cheek. He's looking at you with an expression of open adoration that makes your heart stutter in your chest. "How was that?"

You let out a breathless laugh, "Better than good," you murmur, reaching up to wrap your hand around his wrist, pressing his palm against your cheek. "It was perfect."