jerking off makes you hungry pt. 2
Lucas avoided the "workout" videos on his phone and kept his hands busy with a new hobby of sketching, trying to divert the energy.
By the second week, however, the discipline began to fade. He found himself staring at the pantry, not with hunger, but with a nostalgic longing for that specific, manic euphoria that accompanied a post-orgasm binge. He missed the way the chicken Alfredo tasted like a religious experience, the way a simple bag of chips became the most important thing in the universe. He wasn't just craving food; he was craving the *intensity* of the hunger that only followed the act.
The breaking point arrived on a Tuesday afternoon, signaled not by a sudden urge, but by a crushing, suffocating boredom. Lucas found himself scrolling through his phone, his thumb hovering over a saved folder of videos he had promised to delete. The images were vivid, the movements rhythmic and hypnotic, and suddenly the air in the room felt too thick to breathe. He tried to remember Simonās clinical voice, the warning about the weight and the health risks of these inexplicable binges, but the memory was a thin shield against a tidal wave of desire. His skin felt too tight for his body, and the silence of the apartment, once peaceful, now felt like an invitation to succumb.
He didn't even make it to the bed. He collapsed against the hallway wall, his breath coming in jagged gasps as he gave in. The release was violent and sudden, a volcanic eruption that left him shaking and depleted. For a few seconds, he felt a surge of triumphāhe had finally broken the tension. But then, the familiar, predatory void opened up in his gut. It wasn't just hunger; it was a physical vacuum, a gravitational pull that demanded to be filled immediately or he would simply cease to exist.
Lucas didnāt walk to the kitchen; he scrambled, his feet sliding on the hardwood as he practically dove toward the refrigerator. The transition from pleasure to desperation was instantaneous, a chemical flip of a switch that erased everythingāSimonās advice, the tight fit of his jeans, the looming three-week check-upāleaving only a screaming, primal need for calories. He tore open the fridge door with such force that the jars of condiments rattled. He didn't look for a plate or a bowl; he didn't have the patience for the luxury of utensils.
He started with a leftover platter of deli meats and cheeses, shoving slices of ham and thick wedges of brie into his mouth in clumps. The salt hit his tongue and triggered a frantic surge of dopamine, making him crave even more. He reached for a jar of olives and tipped the entire contents into his mouth, including the brine, swallowing it in one massive, jagged gulp. His stomach, which had been relatively flat just minutes prior, began to stretch and pull, but the sensation only seemed to fuel the fire. He felt like a starving animal that had stumbled upon a feast after a year in the wilderness.
The deli platter was barely a memory before he was raiding the freezer. Lucas found a frozen lasagna, still in its cardboard tray, and shoved it into the microwave with trembling hands. He couldn't wait for the timer; he stood there, staring at the rotating plate, his breathing heavy and shallow. As soon as the beep sounded, he tore the plastic film off and dug in with his fingers, the scorching pasta searing his tongue, but he didn't care. He welcomed the burn. It was the only thing that matched the intensity of the hunger clawing at his gut.Ā
As he gorged himself, a strange, hazy euphoria settled over him. The food didn't just taste good; it felt like it was filling a hole in his very soul. He moved from the lasagna to a tub of potato salad, then to a bag of frozen peas that he ate raw and frozen, the icy pellets crunching between his teeth. He was moving in a blur, a mechanical cycle of reach, grab, swallow, repeat. He felt his stomach expanding, pressing firmly against the waistband of his underwear, creating a taut, rounded swell that would have terrified him if he weren't so consumed by the feast.
By the time the frenzy slowed, Lucas was slumped against the kitchen cabinets, his chest heaving. The silence of the apartment returned, but it was no longer the peaceful silence of the attic; it was the heavy, oppressive stillness of a crime scene. He looked down at himself. The waistband of his boxers had rolled down beneath the curve of his stomach, which was now a hard, protruding dome that felt as though it had been inflated with a bicycle pump. He tried to shift his weight, but the sheer mass of the meal made any movement a laborious effort. He felt an alien sensationāa tightness in his skin that hadn't been there a few weeks agoāand a deep, pulsing ache in his abdomen that signaled he had pushed his capacity to the absolute limit.
He lay there for a long time, staring at the empty lasagna tray and the scattered remnants of the deli platter, a mixture of profound satisfaction and genuine terror washing over him. He had failed. He had completely surrendered to the cycle. The fear of the three-week check-up began to gnaw at him, but it was a distant, intellectual worry compared to the physical reality of his bloated gut. He wondered if Simon had known this would happen. The doctor's expression during the home visitāthe wide eyes, the shaky voiceāsuggested that Lucas wasn't just a medical anomaly, but a temptation.
The realization didn't hit Lucas while he was fasting, but in the quiet, shameful aftermath of his relapse. As he lay on the kitchen floor, his stomach a tight, drum-like sphere pressing against his spine, he remembered the way Simon had looked at him during the home visit. He recalled the doctorās gazeānot one of professional concern or clinical detachment, but a focused, almost hungry appraisal. Simon hadn't just been observing a symptom; he had been admiring the result. The way the doctorās voice had shaken, the way his eyes had lingered on Lucasās burgeoning midsection, and that unmistakable tension in his own trousersāit wasn't just surprise. It was desire.
Lucas shifted slightly, a small groan escaping his lips as his bloated belly protested the movement. He thought about the "recommendation" to stop masturbating entirely. At the time, it had sounded like medical advice, but now, in the haze of his food coma, it felt like a challenge. Simon knew exactly what happened when Lucas gave in. He knew that the only way to achieve this specific, rounded fullness was through the ritual of release and the subsequent binge. By telling Lucas to stop, Simon had essentially set a timer on a pressure cooker, knowing that the eventual explosion would result in a version of Lucas that was softer, heavier, and more indulgent. He didn't want Lucas to be healthy; he wanted to see how far this biological glitch could go.
The realization didn't just settle in; it ignited. If Simonās professional facade had been cracking under the weight of Lucasās appetite, then the three-week check-up wasn't a medical appointmentāit was a reveal. Lucas looked down at the soft, rounded swell of his stomach, the skin stretched tight from the lasagna and deli meats, and felt a sudden, rebellious surge of pride. If the doctor found his gluttony captivating, why fight it? The "abstinence" period hadn't been a cure; it had been a seasoning process, making the eventual crash more violent and the resulting growth more rapid.
He decided right then to lean into the glitch. He wouldn't just "try" to stop; he would weaponize the cycle. The goal was no longer to maintain his waistline, but to maximize it. He wanted to walk into that officeāor better yet, welcome Simon back into his homeāas a transformed version of himself. He imagined the look on Simon's face when he saw that the "medical anomaly" had blossomed into something substantial, something soft and heavy that would make the doctorās clipboard tremble in his hand. It became a game of escalation: how much could he pack onto his frame before the deadline?
The following Tuesday, Lucas didn't just give in; he orchestrated the collapse. He spent the afternoon meticulously stocking his pantry, treating it like a logistics operation. He bought family-sized bags of pasta, crates of heavy cream, and three different kinds of cake from the local bakery, stacking them in the cupboard like ammunition. The anticipation became its own kind of foreplay. He spent hours in a state of focused agitation, his mind looping back to the sight of Simonās toned thighs and the way the doctor had looked at his stomach with a mixture of shock and raw attraction.
The ritual was no longer a secret shame, but a deliberate act of expansion. When he finally stepped into the bedroom, the air felt charged. He didn't rush this time. He took his time, savoring the tension, letting the desire build until it was an all-consuming fire. When the release finally hit, it felt more powerful than ever, a psychic trigger that slammed a door shut on his willpower and flung open the doors to his appetite. The void in his gut didn't just open; it roared.
Lucas didn't even bother with the kitchen light. He navigated the dim hallway by instinct, his breathing heavy and erratic, his stomach already beginning to cramp with a hunger that felt less like a need for food and more like a demand for mass. He didn't start with the leftovers this time; he went straight for the heavy artillery. He tore into a gallon of whole milk, the cold liquid sliding down his throat in huge, desperate gulps, before moving on to a family-sized tray of macaroni and cheese. He didn't use a fork. He scooped the creamy, cheesy pasta into his mouth with his hands, the same frantic, mechanical rhythm he had established during his first relapse.
The transition was seamless. One moment he was a man struggling with a medical condition; the next, he was a biological vacuum. He demolished the macaroni and immediately pivoted to the bakery cakes, shoving thick slabs of chocolate fudge and vanilla cream into his mouth. The sugar hit his bloodstream like a drug, heightening the euphoria of the binge. He could feel his skin stretching, his abdominal musclesāonce a point of prideānow acting as a soft, yielding cradle for the sheer volume of food he was forcing inside. Each bite felt like it was adding a layer of luxury to his frame, a heavy, warm density that made him feel grounded and powerful.
The days leading up to the final check-up became a blur of calculated indulgence. Lucas stopped pretending to fight the cycle; instead, he treated it like a training regimen. Every few days, he would trigger the binge, filling his apartment with the same heavy, calorie-dense foodsācreamy pastas, buttery pastries, and gallons of full-fat milk. He discovered that the longer he waited between releases, the more violent the hunger became, and the more his body seemed to absorb the excess. His clothes were the first to signal the change. His favorite jeans had become impossible to button, the denim straining against a belly that no longer just bloated after a meal, but remained a soft, persistent curve even when he woke up.
By the final Friday, Lucas felt a strange, heavy lethargy in his limbs. His movements had slowed, and there was a new, rhythmic jiggle to his midsection that accompanied every step. He spent the morning in a state of anticipation, wearing a pair of oversized sweatpants that hung precariously low on his hips, allowing his stomach to spill over the waistband in a pale, soft roll. He didn't trigger the cycle that morning; he wanted to be in a state of lingering, half-sated fullness when Simon arrived, a physical testament to his lack of restraint.
The chime of the doorbell sounded like a starting pistol. Lucas took a slow, deliberate breath, feeling the way his stomach pressed against the soft cotton of his t-shirt, the fabric straining across a midsection that had transitioned from a temporary bloat to a permanent, plush weight. He didn't rush to the door; he didn't want to appear eager, only inevitable. As he opened it, he caught a glimpse of Simon, who was dressed in an athletic polo and those same devastatingly short shorts, though today they seemed to struggle even more against the sheer mass of his quads.
Simonās professional greeting died in his throat. His eyes didn't go to Lucas's face; they dropped instantly, locking onto the soft, protruding curve of Lucasās belly that pushed prominently past the waistband of his sweatpants. The doctorās clipboard was held loosely, his knuckles white. He didn't say a word for several seconds, his gaze tracing the rounded silhouette of Lucas's new frame with an intensity that felt almost tactile.
"I... see you've had some difficulty following my recommendations," Simon finally managed, his voice lower and thicker than it had been during the first visit. He stepped into the entryway without being asked, the door clicking shut behind him. He didn't look at the living room or the kitchen; his focus remained anchored to the soft, pale expanse of Lucasās midsection. The air in the small apartment suddenly felt heavy, charged with the same electric tension that had driven Lucas to his latest binge.
Lucas didn't apologize. Instead, he leaned back against the wall, consciously letting his stomach relax and spill further over the waistband of his sweats. He watched the way Simonās pupils dilated, the doctor's gaze traveling from the curve of his belly up to his flushed face and back down again. The clinical pretense was gone. Simon wasn't looking at a patient; he was looking at a masterpiece of indulgence, a physical manifestation of a craving that both men now shared in different ways.
Simon didn't bother with the clipboard. It clattered to the hardwood floor, forgotten, as he stepped into Lucas's personal space. The clinical distance he had maintained for weeks collapsed in a single, heavy stride. He reached out, his hand trembling slightly, and pressed his palm firmly against the soft, yielding curve of Lucasās stomach. He didn't just touch him; he sank into him, his fingers digging into the plush weight that Lucas had cultivated with such singular focus. A low, guttural sound escaped Simonās throatāa noise that was far more predatory than professional.
"You didn't listen to a word I said," Simon whispered, his voice sounding strained, almost desperate. He didn't wait for an answer. He lunged forward, his mouth crashing against Lucas's in a kiss that tasted of raw, unbridled hunger. There was no tenderness in the movement, only an urgent need to possess. Simonās hands migrated from the belly to the waistband of the sweatpants, yanking them down with a sudden, forceful motion that left Lucas exposed and shivering. The contrast was stark: Simonās hard, sculpted muscle pressing against Lucasās new, soft abundance.
They didn't make it to the bedroom. The momentum carried them back against the hallway wall, the same spot where Lucas had first broken his abstinence. Simon lifted him, his powerful thighs straining as he hoisted Lucas up, the soft weight of Lucasās midsection bunching and folding against Simonās toned torso. Lucas let out a sharp, needy moan, his legs locking around Simon's waist, feeling the sheer power of the man's grip. The friction of skin against skin, the heat of their combined breathing, and the crushing pressure of their bodies created a sensory overload that eclipsed everything else.
The act was frantic and desperate, a collision of two different kinds of appetite. Every thrust was punctuated by the rhythmic, soft slap of Lucasās stomach against Simonās chest, a sound that seemed to drive the doctor into a frenzy. Simon was obsessed with the weight of him, his hands constantly kneading, squeezing, and gripping the pale flesh of Lucasās hips and belly, as if he were trying to mold the softness with his own strength. Lucas clung to him, his fingers digging into the thick muscles of Simon's shoulders, his head lolling back against the wallpaper as he succumbed to the overwhelming physical presence of the man.
The release was a violent, shuddering event that left both men breathless and trembling against the wall. For a moment, they stayed locked together, the only sound the frantic thrumming of their hearts and the heavy, synchronised rasp of their breathing. Simonās face was buried in the crook of Lucasās neck, his grip still bruisingly tight around the soft swell of Lucasās waist. As the peak faded, the familiar, predatory vacuum suddenly opened in Lucasās gut. It hit him like a physical blow, a sudden, agonizing hollow that made his vision swim and his stomach cramp with an intensity that far surpassed any of his solitary binges.
He let out a low, guttural moan of distress, his body instinctively arching. The hunger was no longer just a craving; it was a screaming demand for mass, a void that threatened to swallow him whole if he didn't fill it immediately. He could feel the void pulsing in time with his heartbeat, a raw, animalistic need that made his mouth water and his head light. He looked at Simon, his eyes clouded with a haze of desperation, his expression one of pure, unadulterated starvation.
"Help me," Lucas gasped, the words barely escaping his throat as he slid down Simonās body, his legs giving out under the sudden, crushing weight of his appetite. He landed on the hardwood with a heavy thud, his stomach protruding, a pale and hungry dome that seemed to pulse with every beat of his heart. He didn't want to walk to the kitchen; the mere idea of the distance felt like an impossible journey. He looked up at Simon, his eyes wide and dilated, pleading. "Simon, please. I can't... I need to eat. Now."
Simon didn't move to help him up. Instead, he hovered over him, his gaze fixed on the way Lucas's belly trembled with the force of the hunger cramps. A slow, dark smile spread across the doctor's face. He didn't reach for a hand to pull Lucas up; he reached for the nearest available source of sustenanceāa bowl of oversized, cream-filled donuts that had been sitting on the hallway console table, a remnant of Lucas's morning preparations.
"You're absolutely starving," Simon whispered, his voice thick with a mixture of clinical fascination and raw desire. He picked up a donut, the glaze glistening under the hallway light, and held it just inches from Lucasās lips. "Open up."
Lucas didn't hesitate. He lunged forward, his mouth snapping shut on the pastry with a desperate, animalistic intensity. He didn't even chew properly, swallowing the heavy mass of dough and cream in two jagged gulps. The sensation of the food hitting his stomach sent a jolt of electricity through him, but it only served to widen the void. He let out a whimpering sound, his hands clutching at Simonās muscular thighs, pulling the doctor closer, begging for more.
Simon didn't stop at one. He fed Lucas the donuts in a rhythmic, relentless cadence, watching with a predatory intensity as Lucasās throat worked in heavy, desperate swallows. The doctorās other hand remained firmly planted on Lucasās stomach, feeling the internal turmoil of the digestive system trying to keep pace with the onslaught. He could feel the belly tightening and stretching in real-time, the soft flesh straining to accommodate the sudden influx of sugar and dough. The sheer gluttony of the moment was a drug to Simon; he wasn't just feeding a patient, he was fueling a transformation.
"That's it," Simon murmured, his voice vibrating with a dark satisfaction. "Fill it up. Give me everything you've got."
The donuts were barely a prelude. Once the bowl was empty, the void in Lucasās gut didn't just remain; it expanded, screaming for something denser, saltier, and more substantial. He was a passenger in his own body, his mind completely eclipsed by the primal demand for mass. He scrambled to his feet, his movements clumsy and heavy, and practically dragged Simon toward the kitchen. The doctor followed with a slow, deliberate stride, his eyes never leaving the way Lucasās stomach swayed and bounced with every desperate step.
The kitchen had become a shrine to excess. Lucas didn't look for a plate; he went straight for the heavy cream and a giant pot of leftover pasta he had prepared that morning. He tipped the pot over, the creamy noodles sliding into his mouth in massive, steaming clumps. He was eating with a frantic, rhythmic desperation, his breathing coming in ragged gasps between mouthfuls. The sensation was overwhelming; the pasta felt like it was filling a cavernous hole, but the more he shoved inside, the more the hole seemed to grow.
Simon didn't intervene to slow him down; instead, he became the curator of the carnage. He moved through the kitchen with a focused, athletic grace, opening cabinets and pulling out everything that could be consumed in a hurry. He popped open jars of mayonnaise and dumped them into the pasta, stirring them in with a fork before shoving the reinforced mass back toward Lucasās waiting mouth. He brought over a platter of thick-cut ham and slices of brie, watching with a dilated gaze as Lucas tore through them, the food disappearing into a void that seemed to defy the laws of physics.
The physical change was happening in real-time. Lucasās stomach, already plush and soft, was expanding into a hard, taut sphere that pushed aggressively against the air. He felt the skin of his abdomen stretching, a tight, tingling heat that signaled he was reaching a critical volume. Every time he swallowed another mouthful of creamy pasta or a slab of cheese, he felt the internal pressure mount, his belly growing more prominent, more rounded, until it was a heavy, protruding weight that forced him to lean back just to balance himself.
The pressure became a physical presence in the room, a heavy, pulsing density that made Lucasās breath come in short, shallow hitches. He was no longer just eating; he was inflating, his midsection ballooning outward with every calorie-dense swallow. He reached for a gallon of whole milk, chugging it with a desperation that bordered on violent, the cold liquid sliding down his throat to fill the gaps between the dense pasta and heavy creams. As he finished the jug, a loud, guttural groan echoed from his gut, a sound of sheer biological strain that vibrated through his entire frame.
Simon was mesmerized. He stepped closer, his hand returning to Lucas's belly, not to comfort him, but to feel the tension. He pressed his palm against the apex of the curve, and his breath hitched when he realized the skin was as tight as a drum. The softness had been replaced by a hard, stretched tautness. "You're actually doing it," Simon whispered, his voice trembling with a dark, clinical ecstasy. "You're pushing the limit."
Lucas let out a strangled sound, a mixture of a moan and a gasp, as the last of the milk settled. He was beyond the point of satiety; he had crossed into a territory of sheer, physical overload. He tried to take a step toward the counter for more, but his center of gravity had shifted so drastically that he stumbled, his legs feeling heavy and uncoordinated. He collapsed backward against the kitchen island, his legs splaying out, leaving him propped up by the granite edge. His stomach didn't just protrude now; it dominated his entire silhouette, a massive, trembling mound of flesh that rested heavily on his thighs.
The void had finally closed, but it left behind a crushing weight. Lucas lay there, chest heaving, his breath coming in shallow pants because there was simply no room for his lungs to expand fully. He felt a strange, humming vibration in his gut, a biological aftershock from the sheer volume of food he had processed in a matter of minutes. He looked up at Simon, his eyes glazed with a food-induced stupor, his face flushed a deep, warm red.
Simon didn't speak for a long time. He simply stood over Lucas, his chest heaving in sync with the other man's labored breathing. The doctor's eyes were locked on the immense, trembling sphere of Lucas's abdomen, watching the way the skin shimmered under the kitchen lights, stretched to a translucent, precarious tightness. Slowly, Simon knelt on the hardwood floor, his muscular thighs framing Lucasās sprawled legs. He reached out with both hands, not tentatively this time, but with a possessive, heavy grip, kneading the sides of the protruding mound as if testing the structural integrity of the feast.
"This is... unprecedented," Simon murmured, his voice a low rumble that Lucas could feel vibrating in the air. "The rate of absorption, the sheer volume... your body isn't just taking it; it's claiming it. It's welcoming it." He leaned in, pressing his ear against the taut curve of Lucas's belly. He listened to the violent, churning symphony of digestion, the loud, wet gurgles and pops of a stomach struggling to process a mountain of cream and gluten. Simon closed his eyes, a look of pure, visceral satisfaction crossing his face. He wasn't just observing a medical anomaly anymore; he was worshiping a transformation he had helped orchestrate.
The silence that followed was thick, broken only by the rhythmic, heavy churning of Lucasās gut. He felt like a fallen monument to gluttony, pinned to the floor by the sheer mass of his own indulgence. Every time he exhaled, his stomach seemed to settle deeper into his lap, a heavy, warm weight that made him feel sluggish and blissfully incapacitated. The euphoria of the binge was fading into a profound, aching lethargy, leaving him in a state of sensory suspension.
Simon remained knelt beside him, his hands never leaving the expanse of Lucas's belly. He began to massage the sides of the mound, his powerful fingers digging into the soft, yielding flesh. The pressure was a relief, a counter-force to the internal tension that felt like it might burst through his skin. Lucas let out a long, shaky sigh, his head lolling back against the kitchen cabinets. He was completely at the doctor's mercy, his body too heavy and overstuffed to even attempt to sit up.
















