silas-liā:
Everything inside of him wanted to jump at the invitation - an impulse that Silas was sure wasnāt a good thing. But, then again, she had said that Aria wasnāt around and really, didnāt that mean he was safe? As long as Allegra was the one to invite him to sit down and her big sister wasnāt going to bust out of nowhere and kill him, what was really the harm? So, despite his better knowledge, he let his book bag drop and pulled out a chair, sliding into it across from the girl.Ā
āI donāt want to bother you or anything. Just saw you and figured I would see how you were doing. There was a lot going on at that dance it seems, not sure if you were really following all of it.ā He had never been much of a gossip, but when you had nothing else to do, it was pretty easy to keep your ear to the ground and pick up on a few loudly whispered conversations.Ā āYouāre probably glad that youāre not the oldest child, huh? Not having to deal with all theā¦social stuff.ā A touchy subject, sure, but it was out of his mouth before he really had a chance to stop it.Ā āSorry I meant - just royals and family connections and expectations, you know?ā
Ally had spent a lot of her life thinking about what it might be to be in her sisterās shoes. She was so proud of her, so enthralled by her strength, the courage it took to make all those decisions. She shook her head, feeling relaxed now that she felt like things were at least not as tense between her and Silas.
āSilas, itās not a bother,ā she offered him a gentle smile and shook her head. āI donāt...want to be hostile anymore. I donāt want to feel like that. I hated how I felt about you and how I still feel about you. But Iām not going to let it ruin my days anymore. We were really good friends. Thereās no harm in being that again.ā
āAria has a lot of strength. I donāt think I have the smarts to do that honest. Like Iām smart, really smart, but Iām not intelligent in the way I should be to be a leader. All the politics. I just want to be happy one day with the person I love.ā












