skylar

I’ve never felt happier in my entire life, yet still something is missing. I am an emotional person, I know this. But for once I wish I wasn’t. I don’t want to have to worry about who really cares about me and who I love. I don’t want to think about what couldn’t and will never be. I don’t want to think at all. But I’m a thinker. I’ll think forever about people who barely question me. I’ll love people and sacrifice my heart just to see them happy for a second. It’s exhausting to feel so deeply about everything. It’s tiring for nobody to understand. There are times I thank the world for giving me this quality. I know someone someday will appreciate and understand. I just wish for now, I wasn’t the way I was.