Holiday Thoughts
The previous weeks of holidays has been good and they became an eye opener to me. It made me realize how I am making myself move so fast within my reach. It also brought me back to my childhood and got reattached to my family. It was nice to experience again being a child being given what you need timely and be surrounded with people you used to be with as you grew up. It was refreshing and completely different from the world I'm trying myself to fit into. On days before the new year, I was hospitalized and stayed there for some 4 days. Surprisingly, my family just started to pop up and stayed with me for a longer time than anybody else did. It was so unexpected. I'm honestly fine without them but they are family and it made me realize my importance to them and of course, theirs to mine. I live in a world that runs so fast and working with past-paced environment. I know that I am missing a lot due to my absence right now but I am taking this much needed time to get myself back to my feet, to myself that I used to be. I am gonna go back to work for sure but the experience just makes me love myself so much more now. All along, I thought that I wasn't missed but overwhelmingly, a lot were concerned about me. The feeling was surreal. I thank those people who visited, stayed, and sent me messages. You all made my life colorful as I thought it was dull at all. It wasn't an ideal celebration of NYE but it was a good start of the year to feel all these and realize what I really have that I no longer need to work hard for. Life is good and we no forget how to enjoy it. I hope that everybody feels great too as I do and be blessed all through their life just like I want it for myself.
