all i cannot say

suicidal thoughts always come back no matter how hard i try so why am i even trying?

ever miss yourself? the person you were, before you became depressed, before you started hating yourself, before you wanted to die.

depression isn't always sadness, it can also be emptiness, anger, tiredness or loneliness. sometimes a cry for help isn't so visible

i really hope there’s nothing after death because i’m so tired of this world

I hate being so lonely all the time

I call myself lonely but I cut off a lot of communication with people because I’m sick of feeling like I’m completely unimportant compared to everyone else.

“Mental illness is like fighting a war where the enemy’s strategy is to convince you that the war isn’t actually happening.”

Me: I can’t get out of bed today, what is wrong with me. I’m so lazy and terrible and I am a huge flake and there has got to be something wrong with me. My brain: There is no war in Ba Sing Se.