i’ll give u the sun

hi i'm sorry i haven't been posting it's exam season so all my focus is on school for another 2 weeks i'll be back after. it's the last day of quarantine here and i'm not as relieved as i am sad about the grass getting a trim, no more overgrown thickets at the side of the road. these days i've been so excited about life it suddenly hit me how full a lifetime is.... a fullness i can't even fathom! one day i'll be 25 and then 36 and then 50 with a lesser head of hair and maybe if i'm lucky i'll be in my 70s tending to my lemon trees. new people will walk into my life and say hello (just as the people in it now will no longer be but i try not to think about that) and then at the end of it all when i burst out of my body and return to the abyss and the universe asks me "how was it" ... maybe i'll be lucky enough to say "it was the best thing ever"

you’re all i want

Everyone deserves a second chance but not for the same mistakes