alfur

been loving the way i do my makeup recently… grungy and messy but still flattering

I ❤️ DOWNERS

for the first time in my ENTIRE LIFE, i lost weight during exam season. normally i never weigh myself to avoid crashing out but i couldnt help myself AND I WAS 53.5!!??!!!? no longer suicidal hot girl summer is still in

i wanna cut ive been thinking about it for days but my bf caught on extremely quickly theyre suspicious and my bsf knows

i still hate the act of smoking and its disgusting residue smell but i understand why every med student smokes LOL

i need alcohol so bad

ive began to cut and smoke and drink at the ripe old age of 21, i feel like if i did these as a teenager it would be accepted as a phase but now in adulthood i feel fucked

self sabotage makes me feel alive

i feel fucking terrible