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HE WOULD??? NOT FUCKING SAY THAT???? 😭😭😭 IM SO SHOCKED I THOUGHT THE SCREENSHOTS I SAW TODAY WERE EDITEDDD….. THAT WAS SO OUT OF POCKET HELLO??

I haven’t actually read the manga besides chapter one and seeing what panels made omotwt mad occasionally but… like… Angel is one of Aubrey’s friends right??? He knows full well how hard Mari’s death was for Aubrey so WHY would he weaponize it against her OTHER friends from childhood who ALSO KNEW MARI??? HELLO? He’s a dumb little kid BUT HES NOT THAT DUMB OR INSENSITIVE LIKE THAT CMON💔💔💔

I wanna say more but if I did we’d be teetering towards my personal headcanons for Angel and his personality and I don’t feel like that would be substantial. And again I haven’t read more than one chapter (why would I the manga sounds like a dumpster fire) so I could be missing context but. Anyway.

I just wanted to type my thoughts out somewhere because this manga is so absurd sometimes I can’t help but laugh 😭😭 I have more thoughts but I’ll just put em in the tags

Flowey attacks with battle box impaling vines, which the SOUL dodges effortlessly, the last vine, however...

I feel like shit. Literally shit. First, questions about my father, then the mention of my biological mother.... and the fact that there is an alternate universe in which there is a self that still has his father present. It hurts me.

It's not that I'm not happy for that version of myself. I am! Quite happy....I just wish...

I could be that version.

Why does it make me so jealous to know that some version of myself, in one of the millions of universes that exist, can talk to his father every day? I miss my father. I really miss him.I wish I could at least say that I can curl up in nostalgia and spend hours and hours thinking about past memories.... I can't. All I really know about him now is... almost... what his smile was like.

There are also some photos of him when he was young. Kip was right about him looking like me.And that poorly taken photo of his face in which he, I, and my siblings were. That helps me imagine what he would look like now sometimes...

But I don't feel it's enough. I want a hug from my father and for him to tell me I'm doing well, like I'm a helpless 5-year-old again.

Sometimes I feel so... stressed and bad about living up to the expectations of this figure whom I admire; my father, my dad.

To the point that I started sometimes sitting on the floor just to hug myself to... pretend he's here.I don't really want to tell anyone about this. I wouldn't want to make someone else responsible for my feelings.

I'm still so angry and so sad about that stupid comment. It's just a comment. Literally! It could have been anyone....

And that's the problem. It could have been anyone.But it's not a big deal....

Maybe.... I'm just exaggerating.”