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It's been a while... I struggle a looooot with writing smut. Which is why I write really slowly. Might or might not be why MIMS's last chapter was smut free. đš ANYWAY! Here's individual updates for everything:
Kiss, Bite, Repeat : I only need to write that Winwin spicy scene. I wrote around it, it's literally the only thing I'm missing.
Make It Make Sense : I have some of it written. But not much. I AM inspired though, so I write in it when I'm in the mood.
The Cat He Chose : I'll be honest.. I didn't even start chapter 5 yet. I don't know why, tbh. Because I have the ideas, the plot and everything... It's just not happening at the moment. But fret not, little babies. I plan on reading some werewolf stories to try and put myself in the mood for it. Crossing my fingies and all.
You Belong To Me, Even When You Don't : It's going well. I'm writing in it as we speak. I have like... Every single spicy scene in mind for the whole thing. I'm just... Digging for some plot. Because as much as I like me some fucking (the only action I get, really)... I need plot or I just can't write it... đĽ˛
Imagines : I have.... A Jongho, Yunho, Suho, Lee Joon, Haechan and Xiaojun... All halfway done... It is what it is, I guess. đš
Pick Your Poison, Pick Your Boy : I'll be honest... I didn't write in those in a little while. I keep forgetting about those. But I am going to write that camboy!Ten whether I like it or not. đ (I say that like it's a freaking chore.. but it's not. đš)
Christmas advent calendar : You saw me post about it by accident.. So I might as well! đš I finished Ryo's and started Doyoung, Jaehyun, Winwin, Mark and Jaemin. I'm having a lot of fun writing those, ngl. đš I'm just crossing my fingers I'll be done for December. If not, it'll be a partial advent with the ones I was able to finish. (Before you assume anything, not all days has smut. Some are just cutesie dates on xmas and stuff like that. Writing 25 smut focused one shots with xmas as a theme? I wouldn't have survived that đš)
Kinktober 2026 : Not doing like last year. It'll just be a one shot posted on October 31st. And because the Advent Calendar is NCT- I decided the kinktober one shot will be Ateez. More precisely, my bias line; Yeosang, Yunho, Jongho and Mingi. No promises it'll be heavy smut. But it will be Halloween themed. So there's that.
So that's everything. Hope you enjoyed that very not helpful update.
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Genre: Fantasy
Rating: 18+
Characters: Ateez + OC
Ateez Pirate Au
Contains: Abductions, Violence, Magic, Smut, Dark Themes
Trigger Warnings: Mentions of Rape (may have a scene, will mark chapters), Death, Suicidal Thoughts
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Synopsis đ ŕŁŞË Ö´ÖśÖ¸đ
Lyra has spent her life trapped in silence.
Stolen as a child by a ruthless king, her magic and her voice were torn from her in a ritual she never understood. Forced into servitude under Princess Claria, she survives only by obeying, and enduring. But when she is sent to impersonate the princess at a noble heirsâ ball, she overhears a plot meant for Claria and becomes the target instead.
Her escape leads her straight into the hands of The Lost Bloods, a feared pirate crew who mistake her for the princess. Terrified and voiceless aboard their ship, the Auroraâs Veil, Lyra hides in the shadows, convinced she will be used or discarded like always.
Instead, she finds something she has never known: kindness.
When they finally discover she is not the princess but a girl stripped of her childhood and identity, everything changes. The injustice woven through Arafell runs deeper than any of them imagined, and Lyra becomes the fragile spark of a rebellion none of them expected to lead.
The king stole her magic, her family, her freedom.
Now, with the most dangerous crew on the seas at her back, Lyra might finally take it all back and bring a kingdom to its knees.
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Wordcount: 1.7k (Used to be 856)
Warnings/kinks: Possessive behavior | Hickeys | Cheating (kissing) | A fuck ton of alcohol in everybody's systems |
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You know very well that Ten canât invite you to public events, and it makes you sad. But you donât dwell on it. Especially since today, he invited you to a private event, where idols usually have the freedom to bring their partners. No cameras, no reporters. Just a night where you get to have fun.
And bestie⌠you still have no idea how much fun youâre about to have.
After the speeches you didnât understand at allâbecause they were in Koreanâthe real fun finally begins.
Youâre sitting between Haechan and Ten while they talk together, and the more alcohol makes its way through their systems, the closer the two of them get, keeping you snugly trapped between them. Across from you, Hendery and Xiaojun are chatting in Cantonese.
âI swear! Jae hyung broke up with his girl last night!â Haechan says, eyes wide. âAll because she didnât want to dress pretty today.â
âThe girl who basically dressed like a boy? He really expected her to put on a fancy dress and makeup?â
âYeah! I told him he didnât really love her if he broke up with her over that⌠and do you know what he said?â
âWhat did he say?â Ten asks curiously.
You sip your drink quietly, your eyes moving between the two of them, completely absorbed in the conversation. You donât know Jaehyun personally, nor his ex-girlfriendâbut youâve never been above listening to juicy gossip.
âThat he was gonna break up with her soon anyway because she doesnâtâŚâ
He pauses dramatically, eyes widening as he waves a hand in front of his mouth and pushes his tongue against his cheek.
The reaction beside you is immediate. Tenâs mouth drops open, visibly offended.
âWait, wait, wait!â your boyfriend says through laughter, sounding scandalized but entertained. âHe wanted to break up with her because she doesnât give him head??â
Haechan nods quickly, throwing his hands in the air.
âYou think itâs ridiculous too, right?â
âRidiculous is an understatement⌠I mean, I canât relate because I have a kinky girl,â he says naturally, gently stroking your hair. âBut still⌠I wouldnât break up with my girl over thatâŚâ
You blush hard and jab him in the ribs with your elbow while noticing Hendery rolling his eyes across the table. A second later, he stands up and walks away.
âIâm not interested in knowing whether your girl puts her mouth on your junk or not, hyungâŚâ Haechan says before sticking his tongue out dramatically, pretending to gag.
Ten laughs even harder, wrapping an arm around your shoulders, his cologne surrounding you instantly. Not that you mind. If anything, it just makes you inhale softly and bite your lip.
Suddenly, Kun drops into the seat across from you with a heavy sigh, running a hand through his hair. He looks very drunk, even if heâs clearly trying to hide it.
âDid you see thatâŚ?â the leader asks, lifting his head and licking his lips, his attention on Ten while his eyes flicker toward you every so often.
âSee what?â Xiaojun asks from beside him, curious.
âJae brought his sneaky link instead of his girlfriend.â
Kun jerks his head toward the side of the room, where Jaehyun can be seen with a girl held a little too close against his waist.
âJae broke up with Hyesun⌠it canât be his âsneaky linkââŚâ Haechan replies, amused.
âTrust me⌠when his girl was overseas, he had a sneaky link. A side chick. Her. Whatever you wanna call her.â
âGe⌠you should stop drinkingâŚâ Xiaojun says quietly, biting his lip. âI donât think you were supposed to talk about thatâŚâ
âAsk me if I care, Jun,â the leader replies with an eye roll. âIf he could keep it in his pants, he wouldnât need secrets, would he? Fucking irritates me when guys canât take care of their girlsâŚâ
And as he finishes speaking, his eyes land on you, slowly dragging up and down your body before returning to Ten.
âWhat was that aboutâŚ?â your boyfriend asks, his fingers tightening ever so slightly on your shoulder.
âNothing⌠Iâm drunk⌠Iâm tired⌠Iâm gonna sit somewhere else.â
âYeah, do thatâŚâ
As Kun stands up, Ten watches him leave before turning his attention back to you.
âWant another drink, waanjai?â
And the night goes by without any problems.
You drink until you canât possibly be thirsty anymore, the alcohol flowing through your veins in such a pleasant way that staying in a good mood feels effortless. You simply enjoy the moment, pleasantly tipsy, sitting beside your beautiful Ten.
God⌠he looks so gorgeous tonight.
Your thoughts are interrupted when Hendery slides into the booth across from you. Ten keeps chatting happily with Haechan and Xiaojun, completely distracted.
Under the table, you feel a shoe brush against your leg, but you donât think much of it. Accidents happen. One of them probably bumped into you by mistake. You rest your head on Tenâs shoulder, already a little drunk. You love him so muâ Your thoughts are interrupted again.
This time, the shoe against your leg feels deliberate. He definitely did it on purpose.
You straighten slightly to glance under the table, only to stop when your eyes meet Henderyâs. Judging by the way heâs looking at you, heâs been staring for a while already. A flirtatious smile curves at the corner of his lips as he leans back in his seat, clearly satisfied that he finally has your attention.
Without saying a word, Hendery stands, never taking his eyes off you, then walks around the table and holds out his hand.
âCome dance with me.â
Itâs not a request. Itâs an order.
Ten is too busy talking to notice, so you stand and take Henderyâs hand. Embarrassingly enough, you donât hesitate at all before following him obediently to the dance floor.
Once there, he slips an arm around your waist, pulling you flush against him as you move together. His free hand trails up your collarbone to your jaw, fingertips brushing over the hickey there. You know exactly what heâs touchingâyour skin is still sensitive in that spot.
The way he stares at the mark sends a shiver through you. And not the uncomfortable kind. Quite the opposite.
âHe thinks itâll keep me away⌠but it only makes me more curious,â he says, his voice lower than usual. âThat pussy must be really good for him to mark his territory like thatâŚâ
Your eyes widen instantly. The words hit you hard enough that you jerk your head up to look at him. Youâre drunk. Clearly you misheard him. Sure, Hendery has nerveâbut thereâs no way heâd actually say something like that. He leans down, lips brushing your ear.
âAnd Iâm taking a bite right hereâŚâ
He pulls you tighter against him, almost like heâs making sure you canât move away. One hand settles at the back of your neck, fingers tightening slightly in your hair as he crashes his lips against yours.
Thereâs no hesitation in the kiss. Not even from you. Itâs rough, intenseâa messy mix of frustration and desire. His free hand quickly finds your ass, squeezing greedily through your dress.
You have no idea how long the kiss lasts. Seconds? Minutes?
Then suddenly, another pair of hands grabs Hendery, pulling him away from you. The moment your eyes open, they land directly on Ten. Heâs furious.
Even though heâs speaking Mandarinâand you donât understand a single wordâyou immediately understand heâs absolutely enraged. Meanwhile, Hendery answers him with that same infuriating little smirk on his lips.
Your boyfriend lifts a hand like heâs about to hit him, but the leader stops him immediately.
âDonât. We have a schedule tomorrow night.â
Your boyfriend shakes his head sharply before grabbing your arm and pulling you away with him.
This time, heâs speaking Thai. Thereâs anger in his voiceâbut hurt too. You canât see his face because heâs walking ahead of you, dragging you along, but you can hear the tension in his jaw with every word.
Once he finally stops somewhere more private, he steadies you against him after noticing how unbalanced you are.
âWaanjaiâŚâ His voice is soft now. Broken. âWhy did you let him kiss you?â
You shrug slightly, biting your lip, blinking slowly because itâs the only answer you can come up with. You donât even know yourself why you let him kiss youâlet alone why you kissed him back.
âI⌠I didnât mean to⌠It just⌠happenedâŚâ
He nods slowly with a sigh, lowering his eyes for a moment before stepping closer and pulling you into his arms, pressing a tender kiss to your temple. A breath of exasperation leaves his lips against your skin.
âAlrightâŚâ His voice is quiet, almost inaudible. âYouâre drunk⌠I canât be mad at you. But you know what that means, rightâŚ?â
As your only response, you tilt your head back against the wall and remove the silver mermaid necklace he gave you.
Ten gently slides a hand behind your neck, pressing his body against yours. He briefly inhales against your skin, and the sound of displeasure that leaves him is immediate.
You donât even need to ask. You already know itâs because he can smell Henderyâs cologne on you. His lips barely brush your skin at first, but it doesnât last long. He marks your neck with his teeth firstâjust enough to leave an imprint without hurting you.
Then come the hickeys. Your head spins so much from the excitement that you lose count, but youâre pretty sure he leaves at least four against your skin.
Once heâs done, he lifts his head to look at you, gently brushing his thumb over your bottom lip.
âYouâre mine⌠donât forget it again.â
He takes the necklace from your hand and carefully puts it back around your neck, smiling softly afterward.
Then he kisses you gently. As if he hadnât just spent ten minutes marking you up.
Once you return to the room, you sit back down beside Ten, continuing your conversation with Xiaojun and Haechan like nothing happened.
Hendery is sitting farther away now, his eyes locked on youâor more specifically, on your neck. One of his brows lifts slightly as he presses his tongue against the inside of his cheek, clearly displeased by what Ten did to you.
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Wordcount: 4.6k
Warnings/kinks: Mentions of sex | A bit of hot making out | Some indecent touching under the table | That's it | Nothing too kinky happening here | Siblings being siblings | Sakura is San's gf |
Author's note: At this point⌠are you even surprised by anything I throw your way? Yeah, didnât think so. Thanks for rolling with it, though.đš
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The four days turned into seven. And⌠itâs been the most demanding week of my entire life.
Yunhoâs arm hurts too much, so not once has he been able to make love to me. His words, not mine. So instead, we spent most of the week doing my⌠training.
Physically, it doesnât demand that much from me. Mentally, though? Thatâs another story entirely. More than once, I ended up taking a nap afterward because it drained so much energy out of me. It doesnât look exhausting from the outside, but focusing on giving him exactly what he wants is far more tiring than people would think.
Most of the time, it happened on the couch.
And yesterday, Yunho had to emergency-order a new one because we completely ruined the old one.
And I already know the boys are going to ask questions. Why else would Yunho replace the couch while everyoneâs away? Especially when the previous one was replaced not that long ago.
Iâm sitting on the infamous couch when the guys finally start coming home. A TV show I like is playing in front of me while I try to act natural.
If anything, it probably makes me look guiltier.
The second a suitcase rolls into the dorm, Yunho emerges from his room, his casted arm pressed against his chest. âIâll handle it,â he told me this morning when we woke up. And honestly? Iâm relieved heâs taking charge of the interrogation. Iâm a terrible liar. Hongjoong would see through me the moment I open my mouth.
The leader frowns the second he notices me sitting there, but his eyes donât really stay on me. Instead, they drift toward the couch.
âWhy is the couch black nowâŚ? I know for a fact it was red when we leftâŚâ
I lower my eyes and bite my lip hard, silently cursing the furniture store for not having the exact same color as the old couch. The change is painfully obvious.
âI had a girl over,â Yunho says, walking toward Hongjoong. âWe accidentally broke it.â
My boyfriend slowly runs his tongue over his teeth while looking Yunho up and down, one eyebrow raised. But Yunho doesnât flinch. His expression gives nothing away.
âIn that state? You broke the couch fucking?â
âShe was one hell of a riderâŚâ Yunho replies with a crooked grin.
âUrghâŚâ
Hongjoong rolls his eyes and keeps walking.
âAs long as my girl didnât witness it⌠Iâm not punishing you.â
âShe didnât. She was out most of the time.â
âGoodâŚâ
The moment the leader disappears toward his room, Mingi immediately walks over to whisper something to Yunho. It only takes a second before the rapper bursts out laughing.
âYouâre a fucking dog!â he says, throwing me a quick glance with a grin.
I immediately look away, clearing my throat awkwardly.
âYouâre telling me everything,â Mingi says while dragging Yunho away with himâprobably toward his room.
It doesnât take long before San throws himself down beside me with a dramatic sigh and wraps an arm around my shoulders, pulling me tightly against him. Too tightly.
âMissed me?â
âI guessâŚâ I mumble, looking up at him.
He lets out a loud laugh and squeezes me even harder, enough that I feel like heâs about to crack one of my ribs. But again, I say nothing. I just endure it while little sounds of discomfort slip out of me.
âYou could at least lie and say you missed me, little bratâŚâ
He pinches my cheek with his free hand, tugging at it hard enough to make me yelp.
âSay you missed me⌠or Iâll keep hurting you~â
âStop iiiiit!â
I struggle against him, smacking at his chest and trying to push him away, but he doesnât budge an inch. He just keeps pulling on my cheek.
âStoooop! Youâre gonna rip my cheek off!â
âSo dramaticâŚâ
I struggle so much that I end up falling backward onto the couchâand thatâs when he decides to sit on my stomach, patting my cheeks while laughing like this is the funniest thing heâs ever seen.
âSan-aaaaah!â I complain, genuinely getting annoyed now.
âJust say you missed me and Iâll stop. Itâs not that hard.â
I kick at his back with my knees, but it only makes him rock slightly on top of me, that irritating smile never leaving his face. And somehow, that makes me even more annoyed.
âI didnât! Every night I thanked God you were gone. And apparently He agreed with me since your trip got extended!â I snap, glaring at him.
He throws his head back laughing, putting all his weight onto my stomach while patting my cheeks harder.
âYouâre such a liar!â
Someone clears their throat, and both of us turn our heads.
Hongjoong stands a few feet away, looking thoroughly unimpressed as he stares down at my brother sitting on top of me.
âStop pestering your sister and go get ready. Weâre leaving soon.â
I sit up too fast and slam face first into my brotherâs chest. All I can manage is a miserable âurghâ because his chest is ridiculously hard for absolutely no reason.
âYouâre leaving againâŚ?â
Unexpectedly, Joong reaches out and gently strokes my cheek with a tenderness Iâd expect from a lot of peopleâbut not him.
âNot without you, Iâm not, treasure,â he says, his voice softer than usual.
âHyung⌠I told you I didnât want toâŚâ San whines dramatically.
The leaderâs fingers tighten slightly against my cheek as he looks up at my brother with a stern expression.
âYouâre coming on that double date⌠or you already know what happens if you donât.â
San climbs off me pouting, dragging his feet dramatically across the floor while sighing louder than necessary every few seconds.
âSounds like your girlfriendâs a choreâŚâ
Hongjoong laughs and looks down at me.
âSheâs not⌠you are. I donât wanna watch my sister being all lovey-dovey with youâŚâ
âOppaaaaa!â I whine, blushing even harder.
âDonât âoppaâ me, bratâŚâ
San flips me off before dragging himself down the hallway so slowly it looks like his soul is leaving his body.
Slowly, Joong takes my jaw between his fingers and turns my head so Iâm looking at him.
âGo put on a cute outfit. Something you know Iâll like.â
The back of his index finger strokes my cheek slowly, enough to make me shiver, his eyes never leaving mine.
He parts his lips like heâs about to say somethingâbut no sound comes out. Instead, he closes his mouth and exhales through his nose, almost like he wants to say more but decides against it.
âSomething cute, yeah. And donât ask Seonghwa to help you.â
I donât even get the chance to ask why before Mingi comes sprinting into the living room, sliding across the floor in his socks until he reaches Hongjoong with a grin.
âHeard youâre going on a double date⌠Mind making it a triple date? Iâve got a girl too~â
At the exact same moment, a high-pitched scream echoes somewhere deeper in the dorm, which only makes Mingi grin wider while batting his lashes innocently.
The leader narrows his eyes, dragging his tongue over one of his canines, but nods anyway with one eyebrow raised.
âOkay⌠But if we get there and itâs Yunho in a dress, Iâm beating your ass.â
Mingi bounces once in place, biting down hard on his lower lip.
âIt wonât be Yunho in a dress. I swear~â he says before practically skipping away, way too excited.
Joong runs a hand through his hair with a sigh, slowly shaking his head as he looks at me.
âWhy do I have a feeling this is gonna end badly?â
I press my lips together and shrug. I donât even know what Mingiâs planning. But if he really does have a girlfriend⌠then that means when we⌠did things in the shower with Yeosang, he already had a girlfriend. And I really donât know how I feel about that. How am I supposed to look that girl in the eyes when Iâve slept with her boyfriendâŚ?
I stand and head toward my room, but as I pass Jonghoâs door, Yunho suddenly slams it shut and plants himself in front of it, casually whistling like nothing happened. Not subtle at all.
âNeed something, doll?â he asks softly.
âWhy does it sound like Yeosangâs crying in thereâŚ?â
He shrugs, puffing out his cheeks with an innocent expression. Or at least, attempting one.
âWere you about to get dressed? I can help you pick something, if you want.â
I glance toward the living room. Joong doesnât seem to be following meâheâs still there talking, probably on the phone.
âYeah, okay. Maybe you can help me find something cute.â
He nods quickly, a smile spreading across his face much wider than usual, and it sends a shiver of discomfort through me. Heâs definitely planning something.
I lead him to my roomâthe one I share with Hongjoongâand into the walk-in closet, where I only have a tiny section of clothes that actually belong to me.
Yunho frowns and pushes the hangers aside with his uninjured hand, clearly unimpressed.
âThatâs all you have?â he asks, looking down at me.
I swallow slowly and nod, lips pressed together.
âThat wonât do.â
He grabs my hand and leads me through the dorm to his room, pushing the door open with the shoulder of his injured arm.
He opens his closet and shoves aside rows of menâs clothing, revealing an entire section filled with womenâs clothes.
âBefore you say anythingâitâs not mine. Iâve just been slowly buying outfits I want to see you wearâŚâ
He doesnât even look at me while he talks, calmly pushing hangers aside. And what immediately catches my attention is an outfit with a pastel green pleated skirt that falls slightly above mid-thigh, paired with a matching fitted cardigan held together by a single button, the bottom left open.
âOh, that oneâs pretty!â
He opens his mouth, closes it, then opens it again.
âIâm sorry, doll. You canât wear that one today. But I promise, another day you can.â
I pout faintly, disappointed because the outfit is genuinely adorable.
He leans closer to whisper quietly enough that only I can hear him.
âHow about this⌠Soon, Iâll take you on a secret date. And thatâs what youâll wear.â
I smile softly and nod eagerly, which is enough to make him laugh while ruffling my hair gently before focusing on the clothes again.
âLetâs see⌠mmm⌠Nothing too revealing. I keep those for myselfâŚâ
The second he finishes speaking, he pushes most of the clothes farther down the rack, leaving me with only three outfits to choose from.
âDid I really buy that many revealing clothesâŚ? DamnâŚâ
He laughs, clearly amused with himself.
Without hesitation, Yunho pulls one outfit from the closet and lays it out on the bed: a white cardigan, a black top underneath, a short black skirt with little white bows on the sides⌠and black thigh-high socks.
And of course, he bends down to pull a pair of white platform shoes from the back of the closet.
âYou even bought shoesâŚ?â
âItâs not an outfit if there arenât shoes to go with it.â
He shrugs and sits down on the bed, right beside the outfit he just picked out for me.
âDo you like it?â
I step closer and touch the fabric of the cardigan. Itâs incredibly soft beneath my fingersâfar too soft to be cheap clothing.
âItâs expensive, isnât it?â
He tilts his head slightly, a slow smirk forming on his lips.
âDonât you remember? I told you Iâd buy you anything your heart wanted⌠And I decided your heart wanted a mix of Miu Miu and Sandy Liang.â
He shrugs again, his eyes drifting back to the outfit spread across the bed.
âYouâll look pretty in it. Besides⌠Iâm the one who bought you the prettiest clothes. Mingiâs outfits are trashy and vulgar.â
A soft laugh escapes me as I step closer, standing almost between his knees.
âAre they reallyâŚ?â
He rolls his eyes dramatically, then looks away with a sigh, leaning back on his uninjured arm to put a little distance between us.
âDoesnât matter⌠Just go put that on and look pretty for someone elseâŚâ
I glance toward the door where Hongjoong is still talking to himself in the living room. So instead, I lean down and steal a brief, gentle kiss from Yunho.
And his reaction is incredibly satisfying. He sighs softly against my lips and tries to slide his tongue against mine, but I pull away before he can, biting my lip lightly.
âIâll send you pictures from the restaurant.â
I grab the outfit laid out on the bed and head to Hongjoongâs room to change.
Once Iâm dressed, makeup done, hair styled, I head back to my boyfriend in the living room.
Heâs sitting on the couch with his cheek resting in his hand, eyes closed. He looks strangely peaceful like this. But I donât linger on it. I brush my fingers gently over his forehead, pushing his hair back to let him know Iâm there.
He takes a sudden breath and opens his eyes to look at me with sleepy eyesâthe kind someone gets when theyâre trying to pretend they werenât asleep, even though theyâre fooling absolutely no one.
âYeah? Youâre readyâŚ?â
He clears his throat and straightens on the couch, but immediately stops moving the second he looks me over from head to toe.
âYouâre beautiful, treasure.â
Slowly, he lifts his hand, fingertips brushing the fabric of my skirt before sliding lower along my thigh. The touch makes me shiver faintly, and I never break eye contact with him. He tilts his head slightly, biting his lip.
Suddenly, an arm wraps around my shoulders and pulls me back against a warm body.
âDonât you look like a snack, pumpkin~â Mingi laughs softly against my ear.
The leader exhales heavily through his nose and lets his hand fall away, leaning back against the couch without taking his eyes off me for even a second.
âStop touching my girl like you have every right in the world to put your hands on her.â
The rapper steps back with his hands raised in mock surrender, a smirk still plastered across his face.
âMy bad, my bad~ Sorry, boss,â he says, though his expression says the exact opposite.
We all head down to the van in silence. Hongjoong keeps a possessive hand on my thigh, squeezing his fingers slightly every time Mingi leans forward from the backseat to make another comment. His face stays way too close to mineâclose enough that I can feel his breath against my ear each time he talks.
Once we arrive at the restaurant, instead of parking out front, the van circles around the building and parks in the back.
Mingi leans across me to hit the button opening the van door, his warm breath brushing my cheek. Even without looking at him, I know heâs smirking just from the way he lets out that low, perverted little laugh right beside my ear.
âTeaseâŚâ I whisper before stepping out of the van and taking my boyfriendâs hand.
Inside, weâre guided toward a private room.
The room smells faintly of lavender. The walls are wood-paneled, and for some reason, I can also catch the subtle scent of burnt woodâthe good kind. In the center sits a low table surrounded by six floor cushions.
The first one to sit down is San, immediately pulling out his phone to scroll through TikToks with a quiet sigh.
Hongjoong sits across from him. I settle beside my boyfriend with my legs crossed, while Mingi wastes no time sitting on my other side, looking far too excited for a simple couples outingâor âtriple date,â as he keeps calling it.
The door opens not long after, and a petite woman walks in. She wears a cap pulled low over her face, a mask covering the rest, along with an oversized black hoodie and gray sweatpants.
The second she removes the things hiding her face, I recognize her immediately. Itâs Sakura. And somehow, sheâs even more beautiful in person than on TV.
The Japanese woman smiles shyly while bowing several times before sitting beside San, who immediately abandons his phone to focus entirely on his girlfriend.
âYou look so effortlessly pretty⌠Iâm so jealous,â I admit, embarrassed, though I still keep looking at her.
She laughs softly while pulling an elastic off her wrist to put her hair into a messy bun. And just as sheâs about to answer me, San laughs and slowly traces a finger along his girlfriendâs jaw.
âSheâs naturally pretty. She doesnât need to spend hours in front of a mirror or wear fancy outfits like some people. Sheâs just that beautiful.â
I shouldâve thought the comment was cute. I shouldâve found it adorable how highly he speaks of his girlfriend.
Instead, I raise an eyebrow, hurt by what he saysâespecially when I know I just spent forever getting ready and trying to look pretty for tonight.
âWow⌠That was uncalled for.â
I look away and rest my elbows on the table with a sigh.
San frowns briefly, but his eyes widen in panic almost immediately afterward.
âOh God, no! Thatâs not what I meant. Youâre always pretty too, princess. I was just complimenting herâI wasnât trying to insult youâŚâ
âIt did sound like you were trying to be mean while complimenting me, Neko-chan,â Sakura says with an adorable pout while looking at my brother.
San starts trying to explain himself, but Mingi suddenly bursts into laughter so hard he nearly falls onto the floor clutching his stomach.
âDid she just call you Neko-chan? Oh man!â
My brother blushes furiously and looks away, mumbling something to Sakura that I canât understand.
âLaugh all you want⌠At least Iâm not the one whose girl calls him âbig brotherâ or âdaddy.ââ
Mingi straightens up with a huge grin.
âYeah, but I own my nicknames. Do you?â
âShut upâŚâ
San wraps an arm around Sakuraâs shoulders and pulls her close before pressing a gentle kiss to the top of her head, making her smile softly with her eyes closed.
Finally, the last expected guest arrives.
She wears a cap pulled low over her face and a mask covering everything up to her eyes. Sheâs tall and slim with long black hairâand strangely, she has absolutely no breast. Which surprises me coming from Mingi, but obviously I keep that thought to myself.
And somehow⌠her outfit looks familiar. I just canât remember where Iâve seen it before.
âOh, this is gonna be goodâŚâ Mingi whispers, a huge smirk spreading across his face.
The girl sits down across from him without ever removing the things hiding her face.
âCâmon, baby girl⌠Donât be shy. Show us your pretty face.â
Mingiâs lip twitches like heâs struggling not to laugh. The girl lets out a tiny whimper and shakes her head without looking up.
âYeosun-ah⌠Donât be shy. You promised youâd behave in front of everyone.â
Hongjoong repeats the name slowly, like it sounds strangeâor maybe familiar.
The girl squeaks softly before finally removing her cap, followed quickly by her mask. And sheâs very pretty. Her makeup is a little dramatic for a simple dinner date, but nothing outrageous.
It takes a long moment before anyone reacts. I think we all feel stupid for not realizing it sooner.
Itâs Yeosang. Wearing a wig that must be insanely high quality, because it doesnât look fake at all. And the outfit heâs wearing⌠itâs the exact one Yunho told me I wasnât allowed to wear today.
The leader leans across the table to glare at Mingi from the other side of me.
âI explicitly told youââ
âYou said you didnât want Yunho in girl clothes. Itâs not Yunho. Itâs Yeosun, Yeosangâs second personality.â
Yeosang buries his face in his hands, completely mortified.
Hongjoong rolls his eyes before leaning back again, tightening his arm around my shoulders.
âDonât mind them⌠Theyâll stop acting like idiots if you ignore themâŚâ
Mingi smirks and leans over the table to look at the leader across from me.
âYou know thatâs not true, hyung⌠Donât give your girl false information~â
The taller man finally lowers his gaze to me directly.
âIf you want anything from Yeosang⌠nowâs the time. Heâs my errand boy for the next week.â
âIâm fineâŚâ
âMhmâŚâ
The rapper winks at me, and at the same moment, Joong tightens his arm around me. He slides a hand into my hair, gently turning my face toward him. I can already see the irritation on his face.
âItâs our date. Focus on me, treasureâŚâ
And if I hadnât been paying attention, I probably wouldnât have heard the quiet little âpleaseâ he whispers under his breath.
And I canât be the only one who hears it. Because everyone around the table freezes at the exact same time. Like we all collectively decide to stop breathing after hearing him plead.
But of course, it doesnât take long before Mingi clears his throat softly to break the silence, then straightens in his seat, eyes fixed on Yeosang.
âYouâre supposed to be my date⌠Act like it.â
Yeosangâs eyes widen instantly, his cheeks turning an even deeper shade of red.
âWhat do you meaaaaan?â
âYouâre my girl⌠I donât know. Seduce me. Annoy me. Hell, do both.â
Sakura leans slightly across the table, redirecting my attention toward her.
âSo tell me⌠whatâs it like living with eight very messy, very horny dudes?â she asks with a laugh.
âI wouldnât know about horny⌠But messy? Sometimes it feels like Wooyoungâs a tiny tornado leaving destruction everywhere he goes.â
She bursts out laughing, nodding quickly while slapping the table lightly.
âSpending just one night with them is too much for me⌠Youâre really strong, nee-san. I could never spend days with them.â
âWeâre literally right hereâŚâ San says, raising an eyebrow.
âYou know sheâs right,â my boyfriend adds with a laugh. âI can barely survive a single day with you idiots⌠and Iâve lived with you for years.â
I laugh softly into my hand, and San immediately turns to stare at me.
âIf I remember correctly, you practically begged to live in the dorm with me!â
âWe definitely remember things differently⌠I was mostly just crying hysterically on the phone. I wasnât saying much, oppa.â
The second the word oppa leaves my mouth, Hongjoongâs fingers flex against my shoulder.
My brother rolls his eyes and mutters something under his breath, though he quickly softens when Sakura peppers little kisses across his nose.
I turn my head toward my boyfriend, a silent question in my eyes. I try to ignore the tightening grip on my shoulder, but itâs difficult when his fingers slowly squeeze harder with every passing second.
He pulls me closer against his side and lowers his lips to my ear, whispering quietly enough that only I can hear.
âI should be the one you call oppa, treasureâŚâ
I blush even harder and turn to look at him. But he doesnât pull away. He keeps his face dangerously close to mine, his mint-scented breath brushing against my parted lips.
âOppaâŚâ I whisper back, never looking away from him.
âGood girlâŚâ
Slowly, he takes my chin between his fingers and kisses me.
At first, the kiss is slow, almost indulgent, like heâs savoring the moment. But it quickly turns hungry, his tongue sliding against mine in a sensual rhythm that makes me squeeze my thighs together beneath the table. His hand slips beneath my top, tracing up my ribsâuntil a pointed throat-clear cuts through the moment.
Hongjoong pulls back just enough to look at my brother, though his hand stays beneath my shirt.
âWhat?â
âCould you maybe not feel up my sister right in front of me?â
âIf it helps at all⌠Iâm enjoying the show,â Mingi says while slowly dragging his tongue across his lips before biting down on the lower one.
The taller man is leaning against the table with his elbow, openly staring at where Hongjoongâs hand rests under my shirt.
âWhy donât you focus on your girl instead of staring at mine?â the leader asks with a raised eyebrow.
âOh, trust me. Iâm taking very good care of her.â
Mingiâs gaze drifts toward Yeosang, whoâs leaning back on his hands now, cheeks bright red, lips parted, but completely silent.
I donât understand whatâs happening at firstâuntil Sakura lightly shoves San so she can peek at Yeosang. An immediate smirk spreads across the Japanese womanâs lips, her teeth briefly sinking into her own tongue.
âHeâs giving him a footjobâŚâ
âAlright. Thatâs enough for one day.â
Hongjoong stands abruptly and grabs my arm to pull me up with him, sighing heavily. The movement is so sudden and impatient that I nearly lose my balance.
âWeâre going somewhere else to eat⌠Because apparently they canât keep it in their pants for five fucking minutes.â
Just as we step out of the room, Yeosang lets out a soft moan, but I donât get to see anything else because my boyfriend is already dragging me toward the van by the arm. His jaw is clenched so tightly I swear I can practically hear it ticking.
He climbs in first and pulls me in after him, rubbing harshly at his face with his free hand. Then suddenly, his fingers tighten around my arm a little too hard.
âJoong⌠youâre hurting meâŚâ I gasp, sucking in a sharp breath through my teeth when the pain hits.
Immediately, he loosens his grip and finally looks at me. His eyes are slightly wider than usual.
âIâm so sorry, baby⌠I didnât mean toâŚâ
He rubs my arm gently, and then he does something I absolutely donât expect from him.
He presses a soft kiss to the spot where he grabbed me before soothing it with his thumbs. The gesture is so delicateâespecially coming from himâthat I just stare at him in silence.
âBetter?â he asks softly.
I simply nod, blinking slowly.
âWhat do you say we eat at home instead? Iâm not really in the mood to eat out anymore.â
âAre you gonna cook?â I ask curiously.
âIâll cook,â he says with a small laugh and a nod.
The drive back to the dorm goes by just as quickly as the ride for coming here.
Hand in hand, fingers intertwined, we ride the elevator up with my head resting gently against his shoulder.
Contrary to what I expect, the living room is empty. Hongjoong takes full advantage of it and makes a beeline straight for the kitchen, which is just as deserted.
âJust you and me. Exactly how it shouldâve been from the start. I donât know why I thought a double date was a good idea.â
He presses a soft kiss to my cheek before opening the fridge to inspect whatâs inside, his fingers tapping lightly against the door as he hums to himself.
âI feel like beef. You feel like beef, treasure?â
âBeef is fine.â
I smile softly and sit on the kitchen island, crossing my legs so I donât accidentally flash my panties. Just in case someone walks in.
And naturally, the second I think that, Wooyoung walks into the kitchen wearing a black cat onesie with the hood pulled over his head.
âYouâre already back?â the younger man asks, surprised.
âThey were basically starting an orgy. I wasnât interested.â
A sudden laugh bursts out of Wooyoungâs mouth, his eyes going wide.
âAn orgy? Werenât you guys at a restaurant? What the fuck?!â
Still laughing uncontrollably, he walks over to the fridge and grabs a bottle of water, keeping his back to me.
âI donât wanna talk about it⌠Ask them when they get back if youâre that interested.â
âIâm not interested in orgies Iâm not part of,â Woo says while shaking his head.
He takes a sip from his bottle and tilts his head slightly, making the little cat ears on his hood flop to the side.
âMm! Did you ask her about the Wanteez episode?â he asks, curiosity bright in his voice.
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Wordcount: 3k
Warnings/kinks: Stalking | Slow burn ish | Unreliable narrator | Siren influence | Loss of control | Mind control | A slap (non-sexual) | Mentions of : Knotting, "branding", sex |
Author's note: God.. I loved writing this chapter. It was fun to write Yunho for more than just a few lines. lmaooo
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The next day, you wake up later than usual.
Partly because itâs the weekend, but also because you barely slept the last two days. So your body really needed this well-deserved sleep-in.
You grab your phone from the nightstand to check the time. And when you realize itâs already past noon, you let out a heavy sigh. You knew you slept late, but you definitely didnât expect it to already be the afternoon.
Just as youâre about to put your phone back down, you notice a message from Sakuya.
[Want an escort tonight? Me and Yeji are free.]
You let out a low groan and turn toward the wall with a yawn, your ears flicking lazily on your head. Youâd completely forgotten about Yunhoâs weird little meeting tonight. And now, thanks to your friend, itâs the very first thing you think about after waking up.
You wonder what he wants from you. And especiallyâwhy so late? Itâs not like youâre busy today. Youâre off work and have absolutely nothing planned.
You kick your leg absentmindedly through the blankets, accidentally smacking Biscuit. But he doesnât make a sound. Instead, he opens one eye to glare at you, clearly irritated that you hit him.
âSorry, doggy baby. Didnât mean to hit you.â
He lets out a soft whine while yawning, then rests his chin on your leg to look at you, slowly licking his lips, his throat moving against your calf.
âItâs gonna be a long day today,â you mumble, rubbing your face tiredly.
He doesnât move, just closes his eyes again.
You sit up and gently pet his head, your tail swaying slowly beneath the blanket. Your mornings have honestly become a lot nicer since you let him stay in your room. And really⌠you donât hate waking up with company.
âLetâs get dressed. I wanna go for a stroll.â
Biscuit follows you with his eyes while you walk over to the desk you use as a counter to grab an apple, leaning your back against it.
Your gaze drifts toward the window while Biscuit lets out a soft whine. But you donât look at him. Your thoughts stay stuck on Yunho tonight. Thereâs anxiety thereâbut also anticipation.
Not anticipation because of him, exactly⌠but because he asked to meet you, even though youâve maybe spoken ten times since starting university.
Maybe your lack of a social life is whatâs making you excited for tonight. But letâs not talk about that. Poor girl, you really need to go out more often.
When you toss your apple away, your aim is terrible and it falls onto the floor instead. But you decide to go get dressed before picking it up.
The second you turn around to change, you hear a soft plock.
You turn quickly and spot Biscuit standing near the trash can. You frown and walk closer to lookâand the apple core you dropped earlier is now inside the trash.
He looks at you with his ears lowered, almost like heâs worried youâll scold him.
A smile spreads across your lips as you gently pet his head.
âGood boy.â
You glance around the room before grabbing the novel youâre currently reading from your nightstand. And just like that, you leave the dorm and head toward the school fountain.
Itâs only once you sit down that you realize Biscuit didnât follow you. But you just shrug and open your book to start reading. Itâs not like he has to follow you everywhere. Worst case scenario, heâll scratch at your window when heâs done wandering around.
Slowly, the afternoon sun climbs higher and higher.
And exactly at 2:14, like clockwork, the sunlight hits you directly.
It doesnât take long before your eyes grow heavy, your head drooping forward even though you try to stay awake. And after about two minutes of struggling, you place your book on top of your backpack and curl up on the bench.
Your ears droop on your head and your tail curls against your chest.
And just like that, you fall asleep, the tip of your tail brushing against your face before going still once youâre fully asleep.
At some point, a deep laugh startles you awake, slowly pulling you out of your nap while youâre still perfectly settled under the sun. Which means you got woken up early.
You lift your head slightly to look behind the bench youâre lying on.
And for a second, your heart skips a beat at the sight of blond hair. Your ears flatten against your head and your tail bristles slightly. Almost the same blond as Yunhoâs.
But when he turns his head toward you, looking somewhere behind you instead, you slowly relax.
Itâs just Yeosang.
You sigh so heavily in relief that it immediately makes him glance down at you, looking almost concerned by the sound you made.
You simply raise your ears back up on your head, blushing harder at the way heâs looking at you. And the second you blush, he blushes too. He clears his throat softly and turns back toward his conversation with Kunâand a few other guys you donât recognizeâwhile Kun now looks at you with a knowing smirk.
You roll your eyes and lie back down on the bench, your tail tucked tightly against yourself. Then you close your eyes, trying to fall back asleep.
It doesnât take long before a hand lands on your shoulder and shakes you lightly. That simple gesture immediately makes a hiss leave your throat with a low growl.
Which only makes Kun laugh as he keeps his hand on you.
âHey, kitten.â
You squeeze your eyes shut for a second before opening them to look at him silently.
âStill on for that little date..?â
You prop yourself up on one elbow, one eyebrow raised, never breaking eye contact with the wolf, completely unimpressed by his question. If he genuinely thinks youâre going on a date with him, heâs even dumber than you thought.
âI told you, I am not interested in your kindâŚâ
Without answering, Kun raises his hand and motions with two fingers toward someone behind you.
Seonghwa steps into your field of vision, a faint bruise-like blue mark under his eye. The siren looks down at you, a small smile tugging at his lipsâand it sends a bad shiver down your spine.
You barely have time to grab your bag and raise your tail behind you before he starts singing a soft melody that hypnotizes you instantly.
âYou werenât lyingâŚâ Kun says, impressed. âYou know what to do.â
Seonghwa steps closer and places a hand beneath your chin, tilting your head up to look at him. Your ears droop heavily on your head and your tail goes still, falling limp onto the bench.
âNow⌠youâre going to follow Kun and go on a date with him. Youâll be nice and flirty, and youâll make him feel like youâre interested. Do you understand?â
Slowly, you nod and stand up, staring blankly ahead, your mind completely empty.
âMaybe try making it so she doesnât look that out of it⌠Itâs not cute,â Kun mutters near Seonghwaâs ear.
Seonghwa rolls his eyes, shaking his head.
âSheâs under the influence of a song. Did you expect her to act normal?â
âWell⌠yeah,â Kun says, barely raising an eyebrow.
âThatâs⌠not how it works, hyung. Not yet, anyway. Iâm still learning how to control it. Take it or leave it, I donât really care.â
The siren turns on his heel with a sigh and walks away.
The werewolf? He just stares at you, running a hand through his hair. He looks like heâs debating whether your current state is good enoughâor if he should just give up.
And it doesnât take long before he turns away with a shake of his head.
You only follow him for a few steps before he turns back around, his golden irises scanning you from head to toe, visibly irritated.
âStay there,â he says, pointing toward the spot where youâd been sitting earlier.
Almost like a robot, you turn around and sit back down on the bench. Your hands rest on your thighs, your tail stretched across the bench, your ears still flattened on your head.
Honestly, you have no idea how long you stay there. But itâs long enough for your patch of sunlight to completely disappear.
People walking by stare at you strangely, whispering about how weird you are, asking each other what your problem is.
A single tear slides down your cheek, your fingers twitching weakly against your thighsâbut not enough for you to actually move.
Fingers snap repeatedly in front of your face before someone steps in front of you.
Kai, if you remember his name correctly, studies your face while biting softly on his lip.
âCan you do anything??â Sakuya asks, panic obvious in his voice.
âDid you try hitting her?â the siren asks seriously.
âHit her?!â the Japanese fairy repeats, horrified.
âWant me to hit you, motherfluffer?!â Yeji snaps, equally offended.
âWhen her dog bit her, she snapped out of itâŚâ
Without warning, Kai suddenly slaps you across the face so hard your head jerks to the side and a small cry of pain leaves your mouth. Instinctively, your hand flies to your cheek.
âWhat is your problem?!â you yell angrily.
Kai gestures dramatically toward you, jazz-handing with a singsong: âTadaaa~â
Without wasting a second, Sakuya crouches in front of you with watery eyes, his hands hovering over your knees.
âAre you okay? What happened? What did Seonghwa do to you again..?â
âThat little fluffer needs glitter thrown straight into his eyesâŚâ
At the same time, Yeji pulls a tiny pouch from her purse and storms off, purple glitter dust spilling from the bag in her hand.
You rub your aching cheek slowly, eyes fixed on Kai because you absolutely do not trust him, before finally looking back at Sakuya.
âI only remember Kun talking to me⌠I canât remember the restâŚâ
The fairy sighs, looking deeply disappointed, but he doesnât comment on it. Instead, he stands and offers you his hand, a gentle smile on his lips while a rebellious pink strand sticks up from the top of his head.
âYou have a date tonight. Letâs get you refreshed and fed. Canât have your stomach growling in the middle of a kiss~â
He winks with a giggle, way too entertained by his own words.
âNobodyâs kissing nobodyâŚâ you mumble, blushing harder.
Kai stuffs his hands into his pockets, puffing his cheeks while rocking back and forth on his feet.
âAlright⌠Take care, Kitten. Just know⌠Iâm nothing like Hwa, even if I seem to be.â
And with that, he turns around and walks off in the opposite direction from where you leave with Sakuya.
Just like Yunho told you the day before, you head to the library.
Once youâre standing in front of the nearly empty building, barely lit from the inside, you swallow hard, fear slowly growing in your stomach.
You kind of regret coming alone, but itâs too late to turn back now. You grip the strap of your purse tightly and step into the library with hesitant footsteps. You genuinely have no idea what to expect, and the anxiety twisting in your stomach only grows stronger.
You take a breath and wander deeper into the library, where Yunho doesnât seem to be.
The silence feels so heavy that the sound of your sneakers against the floor echoes between the shelves. And for a second, you feel like someoneâs watching you.
You walk between the rows of books and stop in the romance section. You grab a book titled Run, Run Rabbit, flipping through it absentmindedly. Youâre not really reading the pages at first.
Until one sentence catches your attention.
âThe tug of his knot increased her pleaââ
The book suddenly disappears from your hands, snatched away by an elegant hand with such long, slender fingers that the sight of the hand startles you more than the action itself.
âLetâs not traumatize you before we actually get there, kitten.â
You turn toward him, mouth half-open, eyes wide, your tail standing straight behind you.
âBold of you to assume weâd ever get that intimate,â you say, placing your hands on your hips. âEven bolder to assume Iâd let any wolf knot me. Iâm not that kinda girl.â
He lowers his gaze to you, a subtle smirk spreading across his lips. He steps closer slowly and deliberately.
His confidence makes you step backward until your back presses against the bookshelf.
He leans over you, his face close to your neck, takes a slow breath inâand exhales hard enough to make the hair on your shoulder flutter.
âI never noticed before⌠but you smell untouched,â he murmurs, not pulling away at all. âStill got time to brand you, kitten.â
With your ears flattened against your head, you press your lips together, blushing furiously while staring at him like he just said the most intimate thing imaginable.
Because he did. Heâs basically telling you that one way or another, youâll end up his. That itâs only a matter of time.
Instinctively, you slide your tail between your bodies, trying to create some distance.
He pulls his head back just enough to look at it, eyes trailing along your tail. You can read complete indifference on his face at what you just did. He doesnât see your tail as a shield. He sees it as an obstacle heâll enjoy overcoming.
Slowly, his fingers brush against the fur of your tail without ever breaking eye contact.
âNow youâre just giving me creative ideas for when I make you mine.â
You try backing up farther, but only end up slamming harder into the bookshelf behind you.
Before you even have time to react, several books tumble off the shelf directly toward you. Your eyes squeeze shut instantly, bracing for impact.
But nothing hits you.
You only hear books crashing onto the floor around you. Slowly, you open one eye.
Yunho is leaning over you, his irises a deep red. A red so intense it makes you feel tiny beneath him, your ears pinned flat and your tail instinctively wrapped around your waist.
One of his arms is braced above your head against the shelf.
He shielded you from the books with his own body. And that simple realization makes you blush even harder.
His jaw is tense, and more than ever, the scent of forest that belongs uniquely to him fills your lungs.
âYou okay..?â he asks, his voice deeper than usual.
As your only answer, you nod, all your attention locked on him.
He straightens up, gently fixing your hair before stepping back. His eyes slowly fade back to their usual soft brown.
âBe careful. I wonât always be there to protect you.â
He drags his tongue slowly over his teeth, highlighting canines that are slightly longer than usual before they slowly retract again.
âItâs just booksâŚâ you laugh awkwardly, trying to ease the tension.
âYou know what Iâm talking aboutâŚâ he says, stepping closer again. âSeonghwa didnât get beat up by a gust of wind, kitten.â
You frown, unsure what he means.
âRight⌠you didnât go to class yesterdayâŚâ
But he doesnât elaborate. Of course he doesnât. You honestly canât tell if his mysterious guy routine is supposed to be sexy or if he genuinely just sucks at communicating. Either way, youâre not impressed.
âYouâre the one who gave Seonghwa the black eye? Why?â
He raises an eyebrow, tilting his head slightly to the side, clearly unamused by your question.
âDid you really think he wouldnât brag about singing to the kitten and having her fall for it after the first few notes?â
He sighs, still keeping his head tilted, eyes closed.
âYouâre too innocent for this world, kitten. You need someone to keep you safe. Keep your⌠dog⌠close. Seonghwa wonât be the last to try something.â
You look at him, a strange sadness washing over you for no reason. At least, thatâs what you try telling yourself. You know exactly why his words hurt.
âIâm not innocent⌠Itâs me against the world. A world I donât really understand because society decided I was a freak and didnât want to include me.â
You look away, feeling a lump form in your throat.
Slowly, he brushes his thumb against your cheek, wiping away a tear you hadnât even noticed falling.
His hand settles under your chin, turning your head so you look at him again.
He stays quiet for a moment, eyes wandering across your face like heâs really seeing you for the first time. His gaze drops to your lipsâbut you donât move. You just stare back at him, sniffling softly, your hands hanging at your sides.
Itâs only when he leans in to kiss you that you finally turn your head away, cheeks burning red.
âIâm sorryâŚâ he whispers, his warm breath brushing your skin. âI just wanted to⌠sorryâŚâ
He pulls back, clearing his throat as he shoves his hands into his pockets, gaze lowered to the floor.
âYouâre not ready. Itâs okay. I can wait. I will wait.â
âYouâll wait a long timeâŚâ you whisper so quietly you think for a second he didnât hear you.
But of course he heard everything. And instead of getting angry, he laughs softly, nodding.
âFair enough. But I know youâll let me kiss you eventually. Itâs just a matter of time. And time isnât something Iâm lacking. Iâm a patient guy.â
Your ears flatten against your head as your lip curls slightly, holding back a hissâthough a low growl still slips out.
Your reaction only makes him laugh harder as he pats your head.
âStay wild, kitten. I like it. Iâll see you soon.â
And just like that, he turns around and walks away, lifting his phone to his ear.
âYou better be bothering me for a good reason, Mingi-ah⌠or I just might fuck you up next time I come homeâŚâ
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A girl has every right to be horny for violence, ok?
There's no sex. I just labeled it 18+ because it gets violent, a bit. (barely)
Warnings/kinks : Bullying | Coarse language | Name calling | Non-sexual choking | Aggressive behavior | Physical violence | Good-ish ending. if you can call that good. |
**ě°ë° (jjintta) means loser/outcast.
**ę´´ě§ (goejja) means weirdo/oddball.
According to google anyway.
Youâre on your way to the bus stop at the corner of your street, and itâs pouring rain. So you run, trying to protect your hair from the downpour with your backpack. But it doesnât really help much.
Itâs only when you lower your bag from over your head that you notice Yunho, leaning against the glass at the back of the bus shelter, a cigarette between his lips.
His hair is damp, his fringe lightly stuck to his forehead.
You let out a heavy sigh, closing your eyes, then turn your back to him so you donât have to look at him.
Youâve dealt with a lot of bullying in your life⌠but no one is worse than Jeong fucking Yunho. Itâs like he never grew out of his high school phaseâeven when heâs pushing thirty.
You shake your head and keep your earbuds in, the volume just loud enough so you canât hear him. Because yeahâyou donât even need to take them out to know heâs talking to you. But thank God, you canât hear a single word.
You just nod along, sighing.
âYes⌠Yunho⌠of courseâŚâ
The only reason you pretend to listen is so he doesnât come closer and start pushing you around. Because he gets physical when you ignore him.
You tilt your head back, trying to catch a glimpse of the moon, but of course, itâs hidden behind the clouds.
Suddenly, he places a hand on your shoulderâwarm, even through your clothesâand roughly spins you toward him, yanking the earbud out of your ear, clearly pissed.
âYah, jjintta! You think Iâm a dumbass?â
You reach for the earbud in his hand, but he lifts his arm, keeping it out of your reach.
âIs that really a question?â you ask, not looking at him.
âWhat are you even doing hereâŚ?â
âSome of us arenât unemployed bums⌠Iâm going to work. Night shift.â
âWhere? McDonaldâs?â
He says it like itâs an insult. Youâre about to answer, but you stop yourself when he pulls his arm back even moreâand you catch a glimpse of what heâs wearing under his leather jacket. Youâre not exactly a McDonaldâs expert, but you could swear thatâs their uniform.
âThereâs nothing wrong with working at McDonaldâs⌠but no. I work in Quality Control at TFG.â
His eyebrows shoot up at the name of the company, clearly thrown off. Almost imperceptibly, his fingers tighten on your shoulder.
âRight⌠like someone like you would work at Taesung Fashion Group. You have no sense of style. You always dress like youâre eighty.â
âItâs called being modest.â
He flicks his cigarette outside the shelter and lights another one. The smell of smoke, already clinging to the air, starts to sting your nose, growing more and more unpleasant.
âItâs called being a prude⌠You should try showing off that ass sometimes.â
He leans back, letting his gaze drop to your ass, not even trying to hide it. He takes far too long taking in the shape, a smirk almost forming on his lips.
You snap your fingers in front of his face, insulted.
âEyes up here, you fucking creep.â
He freezes, cigarette still between his lips, then slowly lifts his eyes to yours. So slowly that, for a moment, it feels like heâs about to lunge at you.
âWhat did you just call me, goejjaâŚ?â
âFucking. Creep.â
A humorless laugh slips from his lips as he takes one last drag of his cigarette before tossing it God knows where.
You donât even have time to blink before he lunges at you, grabbing you by the throat and slamming you against the glass of the bus shelterâhard enough to make the whole thing rattle around you. A sharp breath tears from your chest as his long fingers press into a spot thatâs painfully sensitive.
You stare at him with wide eyes, no sound leaving your mouth. Not because you canât breatheâbut because the sudden violence leaves you completely stunned.
âYou wanna say that again, goejja? Mm? Not so tough now, are you?â
You hit his chest, trying to make him let go, but he only tightens his grip on your throat, his face inches from yours. His warm breath brushes against your lipsâso close, so invasive it makes your head turn with discomfort.
âYou think youâre all high and mighty because you have a fancy job? Everyone from high school remembers you as that pathetic no-life who was so obsessed with her little idols⌠you actually believed you were dating Suho from EXO. Doesnât get more pathetic than that.â
You shake your head, tears filling your eyes. You never once thought you had any kind of relationship with Suho. You just had a bunch of pictures of him in your locker.
With his free hand, he slaps you, teeth clenched. Itâs not a light slapâyour skin stings the second his hand pulls away, and you can already tell a red mark will linger for the rest of the evening.
âFucking answer meâŚâ
You try to speak, try to answer him, but only a strangled sound of fear escapes your lips. And even though you dared to hope that would make him let go, he only smirks.
Suddenly, he yanks you forward and slams you back against the glass again so hard that you gasp, your eyes wide, the cold surface seeping through your clothes against your skin.
In your peripheral vision, you catch someone walking past the shelterâand thatâs when everything clicks.
You let out a blood-curdling scream, struggling against him, and the passerby reacts almost instantly. The stranger grabs Yunho by the collar and yanks him back with enough force to make his eyes go wide.
âYunhoâŚ?â the man says, surprised.
The taller one says nothing, a flicker of shame crossing his face as he looks at him. Clearly, he knows him.
âJongho, Iââ
âI knew you werenât in a good place⌠but assaulting girls? Câmon. Get yourself together, man.â
Right then, the bus pulls up and opens its doors. You donât even bother asking questionsâyou just get on without looking back.
âYouâll take the next one,â Jongho says firmly.
âI canât wait an hour, man! Iâll be late for workââ
The doors close before he can finish, and the bus starts moving again.
You let out a heavy breath and sit down, focusing on your breathing, trying to calm yourself. Your hand drifts to your throat, gently brushing over your skin as if you could erase the feeling of his fingers still lingering there.
You really, really hope you never run into Yunho again before work. Because right now, all you want is to go home and hide under a blanket, watching a dumb comedy.
Wordcount: 8.3k
Warnings/kinks: Humiliation | Exhibitionism/Voyeurism | Smoking (cigarette) | Deception | Oral (f & m receiving) | Corruption kink | Manipulation | Pretending to be inexperienced | Unprotected sex | He talks you through it | Petnames | Daddy kink | Cockwarming | Cum eating | Fingering (a lot of it) | Edging/orgasm denial |
Summary: After Haechan yesterday, you're taking things easy today.. Or so you think.
Author's note: FINALLY. God it's embarrassing how long it took to write that one... 𼚠If you see me start yet another project, please tell me I'm being stupid because I already barely can manage the ones I have rn.. (You can thank Motionless in White and Ice Nine Kills. I was able to finish this episode while listening to their songs.)
**Though next chapter shouldn't be too long to write, since not much happens that day. So I shouldn't take that long to post episode 4. No promises. I can't keep those, apparently. đĽ˛
I am in my "obsessed with Jaehyun" era... And I feel like it shows...
Youâre in the kitchen, preparing a small picnic to take to the beach with the guys.
You practically had to beg them to come with youâyou just want a good day, full of laughter and fun.
You slice strawberries slowly, and it doesnât take long before Hendery leans an elbow on the counter right in front of you, biting his lip.
âDonât forget to bring water. Youâll need to hydrate real good today. Mhm.â he says, nodding with an almost innocent smile.
But you know better. Thereâs absolutely nothing innocent about Hendery. You slowly lift your eyes to him, raising a brow.
âAnd why today more than any other day..?â
âBaby, baby, baby, baby, babyâŚâ
He shakes his head as he straightens up, clicking his tongue repeatedly. But he doesnât answer. Instead, he walks around the counter and comes to stand right beside you. He wraps an arm around your waist, barely pressing himself against you as he tilts his head slightly.
âYouâll be in the sun⌠tanning like a little poptart⌠You need to hydrate, or youâll get a headache⌠We donât want that, do we..?~â
You slowly shake your head, never breaking eye contact, swallowing softly.
âThatâs what I thought, little cutie. Pack a fuck ton of it. Youâll need it..~â
He winks at you, then disappears just as quickly as he came, whistling like heâs having the best day of his life.
You finish packing your picnic and place everything into your carrierâplenty of water bottles and a few beers, because you know the guys. Any excuse is a good excuse for a beer.
With your carrier slung behind you, you head to the beach at an easy pace, spreading a large blanket across the sandâbig enough for everyone to sit without being piled on top of each other.
The first one to join you is Kunâand that doesnât surprise you in the slightest.
Heâs always the one who makes sure you never feel alone.
He helps you adjust the blanket, and once itâs done, he suddenly pushes you down just enough to climb over you and pepper your face with kisses, laughing softly. His obvious good mood warms your heart instantly.
So much that you laugh beneath him, wrapping your legs around his hips to keep him close, your fingers gently gripping his shirt.
âSo full of love, my baby..~â he whispers before pressing a soft kiss to your nose.
âAlways..~â
He chuckles softlyâand right then, a quiet throat clearing breaks the moment.
You lift your head to look, and itâs none other than Jisung, wearing his usual shy expression.
âIf youâd rather I come back laterâŚâ
You shake your head and sit up under Kun, reaching a hand out toward the younger one.
Your boyfriend, though, glances away for a second before letting out a quiet sigh and moving back to sit a little farther away.
âAre you sure..?â
As soon as you nod, Jisung smiles softly and joins you on the blanket, sitting across from you.
He adjusts his glasses nervously, his gaze not quite meeting yoursâlike heâs looking at your ear instead, just to give the illusion of eye contact without actually doing it. You donât comment on it. You know how anxious he can get.
âHow are you today..?â
âI feel brand new, thanks to you~â you say with a light laugh.
He blushes faintly, biting his lip in a subtle, almost unconscious way.
âIâm glad I could help after Haechanâs hurricane..â
As if his name alone summoned him, Kun shifts closer, his eyes never leaving Jisung.
âWhat does he mean by that..?â
âNothing..â
You shake your head with a small laugh, clearly not wanting to answer. You know that if you tell Kun what happenedâthat Haechan just left you like that in the poolâheâs going to lose it. And okay⌠maybe heâd have a reason to. But still. You donât want that.
âActuallyâŚâ Jisung says after taking a deep breath. âIt wasnât nothing.â
And for the first time since he arrived, he finally looks straight at youâmaking it clear heâs going to say it whether you like it or not.
âAfter he ruined her⌠and called her really degrading names⌠he just left her like that.â
Kun slowly drags his tongue over his upper teeth, raising a brow just slightly. And you can clearly see the anger settling across his face.
âI⌠I had to go get her, because he just left her by the pool⌠wrecked, with tears in her eyesâŚâ
âI wasnâtââ
âYou might not have noticed because you were fucked out of your mind⌠but the second I took you in my arms⌠you had tears in your eyes.â
Before you can even process it, Kun is already on his feet, heading straight back toward the house.
You watch him until he disappears, then turn your gaze back to Jisung, lightly biting the inside of your cheek.
âWhy did you tell him..?â
He swallows hard, looking away so he doesnât have to meet your eyesâbut he still answers.
âBecause what he did shouldnât go unpunished. You let him use you, degrade you⌠and he thanked you by making you cryâŚâ he says, shaking his head slowly. âThatâs unacceptable.â
You barely have time to respond before Hendery comes crashing in and drops down beside you. He doesnât hesitate to wrap an arm around your waist.
âStarted drinking? Itâs important, little lady~ Or youâll end up dry like a raisin..â
You roll your eyes dramatically, grab a water bottle, and chug it in one go before looking back at himâalmost like youâre daring him to remind you again.
He bites his lip, letting out a low, almost perverted chuckle.
âSuch a good⌠good girl..~â
A small smile tugs at your lips as you blush faintly, trying not to show how much his words affect you.
To distract yourself, you crawl toward Jisung on all fours, slowly batting your lashes without ever breaking eye contact.
âI wanna make out⌠like we did yesterday..~â
His ears turn red instantly as his gaze darts around before he points at himself, eyes wide. And that simple reaction makes you giggleâheâs just too cute.
âYes, you. Remember how you were grinding against me..?â
âYou were the one grinding on meâŚâ he murmurs, barely above a whisper, swallowing hard.
âSo you do remember..~â
You slowly climb onto him until heâs lying flat on his back, straddling him completely.
He lets out small, uncertain sounds, his hands gripping the blanket tightly beneath him. He has no idea if heâs allowed to touch you, so he clings to it insteadâlike itâs the only thing keeping him grounded.
âJisung-ah⌠can I kiss you..?â
He swallows audibly, and you watch his Adamâs apple bob in his throat.
âI⌠yes, I think..?â
He takes a sharp breath as his glasses slide up toward his foreheadâand you donât wait another second.
You lean down and capture his lips, your hands wandering slowly over his chest and stomach. You kiss him softly, just the way you remember he likes.
Your tongue brushes against his lips, and like itâs second nature, he opens for youâletting your tongue slip inside to meet his.
You start rolling your hips against him slowly, and the movement makes his legs twitch, knees bumping lightly against your ass. It doesnât hurtâit just presses you closer, increasing the friction between you.
You lift your head just enough to glance back at himâonly to catch him palming himself over his shorts, eyes locked exactly where youâre grinding against Jisung.
âDonât be shy, baby..~â the Macanese murmurs, voice lower now. âShow him how good that pussy is⌠I wanna see..~â
At the same time, Jaehyun steps closer, hands in his pockets, his lip caught between his teeth.
âCan I watch too..?â he asks, leaning just above you.
Without even thinking, you nod, your attention already drifting back to Jisungâwhoâs now flushed from his face all the way to his ears.
âI bet 30 he wonât get past grinding. Heâll finish in his shorts,â Jaehyun laughs.
âYeah? I bet you 40 he wonât,â Hendery shoots back confidently.
Ten finally walks over, slowly licking his popsicle, sunglasses resting on his nose.
â100 says he finishes from a handjob,â Ten adds, sitting down on the other side of the Macanese.
You turn your attention back to Jisung, laughing softly, clearly entertainedâwhile he looks completely overwhelmed. Still, he doesnât say anything. He just lets you do whatever you want.
âLetâs prove them wrong..~â you whisper against his lips.
âI⌠no⌠I canât⌠I wonât lastâŚâ he admits, stuttering slightly as he shakes his head.
âYes, you can..~â
You kiss him again, starting to move against him once moreâbut much slower this time. You donât want the game to end too quickly.
âJi⌠youâre cheating. Touch her,â Jaehyun says with a laugh.
âHey! Youâre the one trying to cheat!â Ten shoots back, sounding mock-offended.
âShhh!â Hendery cuts in, clearly amused.
âWanna touch me..?â
âOh⌠no, no⌠I canât touch you⌠god, no, I canâtâŚâ Jisung whines against your lips, a little too loudly.
âWhy..?â
âI⌠I wonât last if I touch you⌠I just know itâŚâ
You laugh softly against his mouth, then slowly slide your hand down his arm until you reach his hand. You lace your fingers with his, then guide it upwardâslipping it under your shirt.
Without hesitation, you press his hand against your bare chestâand instantlyâ
He lets out a louder sound against your lips, hips bucking beneath you. It doesnât take long before his movements stutter, his breathing turning uneven as he finishes in his shorts, your name slipping out between each kiss you press to his lips.
âHaha~ pay up, fuckers~â Jaehyun laughs loudly, holding his hand out toward the others.
They both groan, muttering about how unfair it isâbut still pull out their phones to send him the money.
âJisung-ah⌠youâre still with me..?â
Your voice softens as you sit up slightly to look at himâbut he canât answer. Instead, he just closes his eyes and nods slowly, his breathing still shaky.
âMhmâŚâ is all he manages.
In the distance, Kun comes back from the house, his jaw still tightâbut the second his eyes land on you, his expression softens, a smile forming on his lips.
âWhat did you do this time..?â he asks as he reaches you, running a hand through your hair.
âThe boys were making betsâŚâ you say innocently. âAnd Jisungie ended up⌠finishing in his pants..~â
Kun lets out a snort, glancing down at the younger one.
âDoesnât take much, does it..?â he teases.
Jisung turns his head away, cheeks burning even redder than before. You stay on his lap, casually chatting with your boyfriend.
âWhat did you do to Haechan..?â you ask, biting your lip lightly.
He exhales through his nose and rolls his eyes.
âI didnât kill him, if thatâs what youâre asking.â
âKunieâŚâ you pout.
âI revoked his right to touch you,â he says with a shrug. âAnd I told him not to get his hopes up about touching you againâŚâ
You frown, crossing your arms over your chest, clearly not happy with that answer.
âBaobei⌠what would you have wanted me to do..? He made my girl cry.â
âA four-day time-out wouldâve been enough, you knowâŚâ
âFour days..? Câmon⌠thatâs barely even a punishment.â
Suddenly, Jisungâs hands settle on your hips, a soft, shaky sound slipping from him despite himself.
âPlease⌠stop movingâŚâ
Your brows lift immediately, and when you look down at him, you notice the tears in his eyes.
At first, you think heâs crying⌠but when you look closer, you catch that unmistakable flicker of pleasureâand thatâs when it hits you.
You never stopped moving against him. Youâve been overstimulating him.
âIt doesnât feel good..?â you ask, slowing your movements.
âI⌠I didnât say thatâŚâ he murmurs, tears slipping down his cheeks. âI just donât want the guys to see me cry because it feels too good⌠nnâŚâ
You immediately stop moving altogether.
And right away, he lets out a relieved breath, thanking you under his breath as his fingers tighten slightly against your skin.
And just like that, you grinding on Jisung becomes old news. The guys fall into a conversation, no longer really paying attention to the two of you.
When you get off Jisung, Hendery grabs your arm and pulls you down onto him, making you lie against his chestâyour head resting on his collarbone, his arms wrapped around you.
âCuddle with me..~â he says with a soft laugh.
You frown slightly, but nod anyway.
A second later, Ten crawls over on all fours toward Jisung, his popsicle still between his lips.
âYou should go wash up⌠looks like you pissed your pants.â
âHyung⌠shut upâŚâ Jisung mutters, quickly covering his face with his hands.
âIâm just saying~â
Ten sits back, continuing to tease him.
After a moment, Hendery stretches his arm out and brings a bottle up to your lips.
âDrink up, beautiful. I told youâyou need to hydrate.â
Out of the corner of your eye, you see Jaehyun slowly turn his head toward you, his mouth falling open.
âDude, seriously..?â he asks, clearly surprised.
Hendery shifts slightly beneath you, muttering something in Korean that makes Jaehyunâs jaw drop even more, a breathy laugh slipping out of him.
Kun glances over briefly, then shakes his head with a sigh.
âOpen your mouth, gorgeous~â Hendery says, still holding the bottle to your lips.
You slowly open your mouth and take a sip.
âPlease stop⌠Iâm not thirstyâŚâ
âAiyaaa⌠your body just isnât communicating properly with your brain. Thatâs all~â
You pout faintly, but keep drinking anyway. Itâs not like you can drink too much water⌠especially when you barely drink enough as it is.
Kun rubs his forehead, eyes squeezed shut as he lets out a heavy sigh.
âWhatâs wrong?â you ask softly.
âNothing, nothing⌠Iâll be right back. Donât do anything you wouldnât do with me while Iâm gone, yeah..?â
You tilt your head slightly, confused by what he means. Hendery laughs beneath you as Kun gets up and walks off.
At the same time, you slip out of Henderyâs arms and stand, pulling your dress over your headânow left in a red bikini that leaves very little to the imagination.
âDonât you look like a snackâŚâ Hendery murmurs, eyes shamelessly dragging over your body.
âI know~â
You giggle softly, then walk toward the water, dipping your feet in first before wading up to your kneesâuntil you feel a large hand settle on your shoulder.
âWanna race me to the rock?â
You turn toward Jaehyun, looking up at him with a laugh.
âWhat happens to the loser?â you tease.
He slowly licks his lips, clearly amused.
âNo matter who loses⌠the resultâs the same. Iâll have my way with you behind it..~â
âI like thatâŚâ you admit, biting your lip. âSee you there, yeah?â
He winks, then dives in firstâand you quickly follow after him.
Youâre not exactly the best swimmer, though, so it takes you a while to get there, stopping a few times to catch your breath.
âTake your time⌠Iâm in no rushâŚâ Jaehyun calls out, already at the rock, clearly teasing you.
âIâm not a good swimmerâŚâ you say, slightly out of breath.
âI figured, doll.â
The smile on his face makes you want to hit himâyou know heâs making fun of you, even if heâs trying to hide it. And heâs really not that good at hiding it.
âWhatchuâoh, the fuckerâs smarter than me and I hate itâŚâ Ten calls out loudly enough for you to hear.
You ignore him, your eyes locked on Jaehyun, a little more embarrassed now because youâre struggling so much.
âStop looking at me⌠it makes me even more self-consciousâŚâ you pout.
He laughs. âAlright, alright,â then turns his back to you, resting his forearms on the rock so he wonât look anymore. But now youâre distracted by how muscular his back is.
You keep swimming toward him, and after what feels like forever, you finally reach him. The first thing you do is grab onto his arm, your breathing so fast it sounds like you just ran a marathon.
âHey, beautiful.â
He wraps an arm gently around your waist, pulling you closerâand like itâs second nature, you wrap your legs around his hips, your arms around his neck.
âCome on, baby.â
His voice is so soft that you canât help but look at him as he swims with just one arm, never letting go of you. He brings you behind the rock, where itâs impossible for Kun to see you.
âKun made this game way too easy,â he says, clearly amused.
âHow so?â
âItâs my job. I analyze and calculate everything. Usually, when I walk into a room, I think about how Iâd renovate it⌠which walls Iâd knock down, how Iâd decorate itâŚâ
He presses your back gently against the rock, his lips hovering just inches from yours. The warmth of his breath makes a shiver run down your spine.
âBut since we got here⌠everything I calculate is how to get away with fucking you.â
He captures your lips softly, and your hands immediately wander over him, feeling his muscles under your fingers.
His tongue slowly drags across your lips, and thatâs all it takes for you to open up for himâletting your tongues move together in a slow, heated rhythm.
A soft whine slips from you against his mouth as, without even thinking, you start moving your hips against himâ he's already hard just from kissing you.
âThatâs it, baby⌠keep moving those hips for me. Youâre doing so good,â he murmurs, breath uneven.
And you do exactly thatâuntil you turn into a mess of soft whines and broken sounds. Thatâs when he starts moving against you too, making the friction between you even more addictive.
âIt sounds like your pussy needs some attention⌠Iâll take care of that, baby girl.â
Slowly, he slides a hand between your bodies, pushing your bikini bottom aside so his thumb can find your clit. The pressure is just rightâmaking you tremble against him, small sounds slipping past your lips.
âI know, I know⌠just let me play with you a bit, mm?â
You nod slowly, letting your head fall back against the rock as you try to relax. Not because youâre nervousâbut because youâre anticipating what heâs going to do so much that your whole body feels tense.
âRelax for me, babyâŚâ
He leans in to kiss your neck slowly, unhurried. And just that makes your legs soften slightly around him, even though you donât let go.
âGood girlâŚâ he whispers against your skin.
Still gentle, he slides his middle finger between your folds, teasing your entranceâpressing just the tip inside a few times. You grip his hair, tightening your fingers as his name leaves your lips in a barely-there whimper.
âMm? Use your words, baby. Tell daddy what you want.â
You bite your lip hard, eyes locked on his, completely yielding.
âI want your fingers⌠please, daddyâŚâ you whisper.
He mutters something against your neck that you donât quite catch, then bites just hard enough to make your hips jerkâright as he slowly pushes a finger inside you, so painfully slow it draws a needy sound from you.
âI know you wanna cum, baby⌠but I wanna make you squirm so fucking badâŚâ
âNnn⌠no⌠please, fuck me⌠please, pleaseâŚâ
He bites your neck a little harder, groaning softly as he barely picks up the pace of his finger.
âI wish I could, baby,â he murmurs, his breath hot against your skin. âBut I canât right now. Not here.â
You donât even ask whyâyou already know. Thereâs nothing safe about doing it against a rock like this. Itâd be more trouble than anything⌠not to mention the risk.
âMake me cum on your fingers⌠in a way that all Iâll think about today is youâŚâ
âOh, babyâŚâ he chuckles softly, lips brushing your burning skin. âYouâll think about me even after this little vacation is over, I promise..~â
Slowly, he adds a second finger to the first, moving his hand more firmlyâhis palm brushing against your clit with every motion.
And instantly, you get so loud that all you can hear is yourselfâand the wet sound of his hand against your heat. It sounds obscene, exaggerated⌠but youâre not the type to fake anything.
Jaehyun is just that good with his fingers that you donât even try to stay quiet anymore.
âKeep being loud, baby. I love it..â
He lifts his head to look at you, eyes half-lidded with desire.
His long fingers curl inside you, hitting that exact spot that makes your legs tremble.
âThatâs it⌠I got you, baby. Youâre doing so good for me.â
Just as youâre about to say something, a sharper moan escapes your lips insteadâand thatâs when you cum against his hand.
Your thighs tighten around his waist as your head falls back against the rock, his name spilling from your lips like itâs the only word you were ever meant to say.
He captures your lips in a hungry kiss, like heâs been holding back for too long. His fingers keep pumping inside you until heâs sure youâve fully come down from your orgasm.
The second he pulls them out, your head drops against his shoulder, breath uneven. You try to speak, clinging to himâbut nothing coherent comes out, and he lets out a soft chuckle, pressing a gentle kiss to your head.
âItâs like my whole body was made just to please you, baby girl..â
You nod slowly, licking your lips as a soft sigh escapes you. He really just drained the energy out of youâand even youâre surprised by it.
âBut donât say that in front of Kun⌠he might take it the wrong wayâŚâ
He brushes your hair back over your shoulder, his fingers trailing down your skin, soothing.
âIâm not trying to get my career ruined. Donât worry,â he says, amused.
You lightly squeeze his skin, laughing softly. You know heâs jokingâbut you also know exactly what your boyfriend is capable of.
âHow am I supposed to swim back like thisâŚ?â
You sigh, a little annoyed at yourself. Youâre going to be weak for a while, and the rock is starting to feel uncomfortable against your skin.
âIâll carry you.â
âHowâŚ?â you pout.
âYouâll just have to trust me.â
Without hesitation, you nod. You trust himâand you donât think heâd do anything to break that.
Gently, he pulls you against him and pushes off the rock. Then he shifts you onto your back, one arm wrapped securely around you as he swims easily back toward the beach.
âIs there anything you canât do?â you ask, amused, watching the sky drift above you.
âI was a lifeguard when I was a teen⌠You have no idea how many girls faked drowning just so Iâd rescue them..â
You snicker softly, amused.
âYouâve always been handsome, huh..?â
âI guessâŚâ he shrugs slightly, eyes forward.
He swims effortlesslyâand as you get closer to shore, you hear Jisung and Kun panicking.
Jisung is practically hyperventilating, while Kun is raising his voice, throwing out curses in Korean.
You try to speak, but theyâre already spiraling, and you donât even bother trying to talk over them.
âDid you drown her?!â Jisung blurts, panic clear in his voice.
âI swear to god, if you hurt herâ!â
Jaehyun rolls his eyes, then stands up in the shallow water, still holding you against him.
âI just fucked her so good she couldnât swim back on her own,â he says flatly. âStop acting like weâre trying to hurt your girlâŚâ
You hear a loud splash rushing toward you, and without asking, Kun pulls you out of Jaehyunâs arms, lifting you bridal-style into his own.
âKunieâŚâ you murmur softly, looking up at him. âI promise, Jae didnât hurt me.â
âI donât care. I got scared, and now I need to hold youâŚâ
The moment your cheek rests against his chest, you feel his heart pounding wildly beneath your skinâand it makes you bite your lip.
âIâm sorry, qÄŤnâĂ i de⌠Iâm sorry I scared youâŚâ
His expression softens at the nickname, and he lowers his gaze to kiss your forehead.
âI would die if something happened to you⌠Iâm sorry I lose my temper so fast every timeâŚâ
You shake your head gently, your hand sliding over his chest, fingertips tracing his skin.
âI donât mind. Your love feels good~â you giggle.
He lets out a breathy laugh before gently setting you back down on the blanket. The second you feel the fabric under you, Hendery rolls twice to land right beside you, biting his lip.
âThirsty?~â
Kun smacks him across the faceâwithout holding backâand Henderyâs eyes go wide in shock.
âWhat the fuck?â
âYouâre not pissing on her, and sheâs not pissing on you. Thatâs where I draw the line.â
Hendery throws his head back dramatically, whining like a child.
âWhyyyyy?â
âBecause my girl isnât a fucking urinal, thatâs whyâŚâ
The Macanese flops onto his back, placing the back of his hand over his eyes with a dramatic sigh.
âWhat am I supposed to do with her then..?â
You turn your head to look at him, eyes narrowing slightly.
âYou wanted to piss on me..?â you ask, half-whispering, half-offended.
âWe wouldâve peed on each otherâŚâ
He sighs again, pretending to cry.
âHe ruined my plans for the day⌠Iâm⌠a sad, sad man nowâŚâ
âOh boo fucking hooâŚâ Kun mutters, sitting down beside you.
Your boyfriend leans onto one elbow next to you, gently brushing your damp hair away from your face, his fingers soft against your skin while you stare up at the sky, feeling calm again.
âYou promise he didnât do anything to hurt you? You can tell me.â
You turn your head toward him with a soft smile, clearing your throat before whispering:
âThe only thing he did was make me see stars with his fingies~â
The stupid little smile on your lips wipes his right off his face, replacing it with something more serious.
âWell⌠I can make you see the pearly gates when I use my fingers⌠so Iâm not impressed.â
You try to hold it inâbut fail. A laugh escapes you, genuinely amused by what he just said. Not because itâs untrueâbut because of how it sounds.
âThat makes it sound like you almost kill me when you use your fingers.â
Hendery bursts out laughing beside you, completely forgetting he was sulking.
âDamn, ge⌠and youâre worried when we touch her??â
Kun rolls his eyes, muttering under his breath as he frowns, repeating what he said a few times before looking back at you.
âWhat did I say wrong? It means I make you see heavenâŚâ
âIf you see the pearly gates, my love⌠itâs because youâre dead.â
You laugh softly, lifting your hand to cup his cheek.
Kun lets out a low grumble, then buries his face into your neck, pulling you closer as he mutters, âwhatever.â
You can tell heâs a little offended you corrected his English, so you donât push it.
You giggle softly as his warm breath tickles your skin.
âBaaaabe! It tickles~~â
âDonât careâŚâ he mumbles against your neck, tightening his hold on you.
You squirm lightly in his arms, calling his name and pushing at himâbut it only makes him hold you tighter. And, of course, that just makes you laugh even more.
By dinnertime, Kun brings you into the dining room before everyone else.
When he sits at the head of the table like usual, he grabs your wrist, stopping you from taking your usual seat beside him. It throws you off for a second, but you stay standing next to him, all your attention on him.
âTonight, youâre eating while cockwarming me. And Iâm not asking.â
Your cheeks flush deeper, but you nod anyway.
âGood girl.â
He undoes his belt and unzips his pants, pulling himself out, still soft.
Without ceremony, he strokes himself slowly, not needing much time to hardenâespecially while watching you slip your underwear off, your fingers trembling slightly on the fabric.
âCome here, baby.â
A little too eagerly, you lower yourself onto him with your back to his chest, guiding him to your entrance.
Slowly, you sink down onto him, already wet. Once youâre fully seated, a small sound slips from your lips. It doesnât hurtâbut thereâs a faint discomfort, the kind that always comes before you adjust. It takes everything in you not to just bounce on him and chase the pleasure you know is waiting.
He pulls your dress down over your thighs, covering the two of you so no one can see whatâs happening under the table.
You do your best to keep your expression neutralâand one by one, the others start filing in.
To your right: Xiaojun, Ten, and Haechan.
To your left: Jaehyun, Jisung, and Hendery.
âYouâre gonna make her feed you again?â Jaehyun asks, amused.
âWould that bother you?â Kun replies casually, his elbow resting on the arm of his chair.
âNo⌠itâs just weird.â
Jaehyun shrugs as plates are set down in front of everyone.
Without looking at anyone, you start eating, trying not to focus on the way Kun fills youâespecially when he shifts slightly beneath you to get comfortable.
Conversation flows easily, everyone talking about the day and what happened earlier.
âMm!â Haechan suddenly cuts in. âI heard Jaehyun almost drowned her. That true?â
âI didnât drown herâŚâ Jaehyun rolls his eyes. âWe just had a good time, and she couldnât swim herself back.â
Kun clears his throat behind you, his hand sliding onto your thigh.
âHis âfingiesâ made you see stars, if I recall correctly?â he murmurs, his fingers pressing lightly into your skin.
You keep your eyes on your plate, ignoring him. You hope heâll drop it and move on.
But he doesnât.
Instead, his hips roll slowly beneath youâjust enough to make you shift on him. Just enough to pull a soft moan out of you. And it is not subtle.
Slowly, every head turns toward you, their gazes dropping exactly where Kun is inside youâthough they canât actually see it.
âWhat the fuck are you doingâŚ?â Hendery asks, mouth still half full.
âMmm⌠me..?â Kun replies with a quiet laugh.
Hendery nods slowly, no longer chewing.
Kun hums again, then slides his hand up your thigh and lifts your dressârevealing that youâre completely bare underneath, sitting on him with his pants still lowered.
âOh good lordâŚâ Xiaojun mutters, turning his head away, cheeks flushed red.
Without a word, Jisung standsâbut before he can even take a step, Kun slams his hand down on the table.
âSit down,â he says, voice sharp and authoritative.
Immediately, Jisung sits back down, eyes fixed on his lap.
âI feel like some of you,â Kun continues, his gaze settling on Jaehyun, âare starting to forget who she belongs to. And I canât have that.â
Jaehyun subtly rolls his eyes, leaning back in his chair, fingers tapping against the table. The irritation on his face is obvious.
âPut your fork down, baby.â
The second you set your fork down, Kun nudges your plate forward, sliding it away from you.
Then, without hesitation, he lifts you off himâonly to guide you forward, bending you over the table.
He stands up right after you and starts fucking you against the table without hesitation. One hand grips the back of your neck, forcing your head to turn toward Jaehyun, your cheek pressed against the table.
His hips snap into youârough and fastâand all it does is pull louder moans from your lips, your eyes locked with Jaehyunâs. The Korean bites down hard on his lip, shifting in his seat like he doesnât know whether to stay put⌠or get up and take your boyfriendâs place behind you.
Kunâs other hand comes down in a harsh slap against your ass, making your sounds break louder.
You try to quiet yourself, to hide just how much you love being watchedâsix pairs of eyes fixed on you. God⌠you live for moments like this. Being looked at like thatâby six men who all want you just the same.
âWho do you belong to, baby?â
âKuâDaddy⌠I belong to daddy.â
âThatâs right. You belong to me.â
He lifts your hips slightly, angling you for deeper thrusts, a low growl rumbling behind you.
âNn⌠you love their eyes on you, donât you? I can feel you clench around me like the little slut you areâŚâ
âI like it⌠I like when they look at me, daddy.â
âWhat else do you like, baby? Mm?â
You shake your headâbut he doesnât let that slide. Two sharp slaps land on your ass, just as hard as each other.
âTheir hands⌠I like when they touch me⌠want me⌠fuck⌠I love everything they do to meâŚâ
âI knew it,â he mutters through clenched teeth. âEven Haechan? He wasnât nice to you.â
âI like when Haechan hurts meâŚâ
âWrong answerâŚâ
He pulls out of you completely, and before you can even process it, a low groan leaves him as you feel him cum against your ass. The warmth of his cum is strangely comfortingâin the most twisted way possible.
You know what this means. Heâs not finishing what he started. And the thought alone makes you clench around nothing.
âTen,â Kun calls, barely raising his voice.
âYeah?â the Thai answers, already looking at him.
âCome clean her up, will you?â
âYou mean likeâŚ?â
Ten sticks his tongue out slightly, pointing to it without breaking eye contact.
âWhat else?â
Heâs on his feet instantly, laughing, clearly in a good mood.
âDonât mind if I do..~â
Without hesitation, you feel Tenâs tongue on your skin, licking along your assâcleaning Kunâs release with a little too much enthusiasm.
He takes his time. More than necessary. And without warning, his mouth shifts lowerâhis tongue and lips finding your pussy, still aching for attention. You grow loud again almost instantly.
Jaehyun slowly lifts a hand, brushing your hair away from your face. His breathing is uneven, faster than usual, and he tries to hide it by clearing his throatâbut heâs not fooling anyone.
Ten pushes his tongue into you in a way that feels too good, making your eyes roll back before you squeeze them shutâ And just like that, it stops.
Ten lets out a small, frustrated sound.
âGe⌠whyyy?â
You lift yourself slightly, looking backâand immediately see Kun gripping Ten by the hair, holding him away from you.
âShe doesnât get to cum,â your boyfriend says, like itâs the most normal thing in the world. âAnd⌠Iâd stay away from her if I were you. She can get⌠pretty needy and rough when sheâs denied.â
Kun releases him, and Ten slowly straightens, wiping his mouth.
âI love a feisty woman.â
You stay bent over the table for a moment, catching your breath, while everyone around it slowly goes back to eatingâ Like nothing just happened. Like youâre not still there, breath shaky, silently begging for someoneâanyoneâto finish what he started.
But no one does.
So you push yourself back up, sit down on Kun againâhis pants now pulled back upâand start eating slowly, your appetite completely gone.
The silence around the table is heavy. So heavy that no one dares look at anyone elseâ Except Ten. In your peripheral vision, you can feel his gaze on you. And even without a word, you can tell exactly whatâs running through his mind.
Later that evening, youâre sitting on the couch in a pale purple camisole that leaves very little to the imagination, paired with matching lace panties. What stands out right away is the fact that youâre not wearing a bra.
You slowly sip from the glass of wine in your hand, your eyes fixed on the TV. Some random movie is playing, but you canât focus on it.
All you can think about is how none of them have dared to touch you since your orgasm was denied at dinner. And itâs slowly driving you insane.
As you tap ash into your makeshift ashtray, Xiaojun walks into the living room, a soft smile on his lips.
âMind if I sit with you?â
You glance at him, take a drag from your cigarette, then nod slowly.
He sits beside youâbut still keeps a bit of distance, like he doesnât dare get too close.
âWeâre not supposed to smoke insideâŚâ he whispers with a soft laugh.
âWhatâs he gonna do? Deny me an orgasm again?â you reply with a quiet laughâbut thereâs no real amusement in your voice.
He bites his lip slightly, brushing his hands over his jeans as if smoothing out imaginary wrinkles.
âHe does that a lotâŚ? That sucks.â
Slowly, he places a hand on your thigh. You flinch slightlyânot because it startles you, but because even that simple touch tightens the ache thatâs been building in your lower stomach since dinner.
âHe does it just enough to hit a nerve every timeâŚâ
He nods, inching a little closerâstill not quite touching you.
âI know everyoneâs avoiding you right now⌠but if thereâs anything I can do⌠to help youââ
âLet me ride you,â you cut in immediately.
His eyes go wide, completely caught off guard. He clearly didnât expect you to skip straight to the point like that.
A small whimper slips from him, his fingers tightening on his jeans as he keeps staring at you.
âIs that what you wantâ? I mean⌠we can do that⌠if it helps you feel betterâŚâ
You sit up slightly to look at him, then stub out your cigarette, exhaling the smoke just above his headâmaking him squeeze his eyes shut, thinking for a second youâd blow it in his face.
âYou were quick to say yesâŚâ
Thereâs no mockery in your toneâjust surprise. You didnât expect him to agree that fast. Youâve never really done anything like this with him. For a long time, youâve assumed heâs pretty inexperienced.
He stutters, then quickly tries to stand, hands lifting in a flustered motion.
âN-never mindâŚâ
You grab his wrist before he can leave, stopping him instantly.
âOh no⌠I wasnât judging, baby boy. I am riding that cock.â
His eyes widen even more, his blush spreading all the way to his ears.
âO-okayâŚâ
You pull him to stand between your legs, and without wasting a second, you undo his pants and push them down to his ankles.
Heâs already hard. So you donât teaseâyou take him straight into your mouth.
At a steady rhythm, your head moves up and down, coating him in your saliva as soft sounds escape your lips around him.
His hand finds your head almost immediately, fingers tangling in your hair as small noises leave himâsomewhere between pleasure and disbelief.
You skillfully move your tongue along him without pulling away, and it only makes things worse for him. His hips jerk forward, his breathing turning uneven.
âOh shâ fâ fuââŚâ
That reaction only makes you pick up the pace.
âJaehyun wasnât kidding⌠godâŚâ
At that, you push him deeperâtaking him down your throatâand Xiaojun sounds like heâs barely holding himself together, moaning louder, tugging lightly at your hair.
âStopâstop!â
You lift your head, pulling him out of your mouth with a wet, obscene sound.
âWhat did I do wrongâŚ?â you ask, slightly out of breath.
âNothing⌠IâI was gonna cumâŚâ
He flushes even deeper at his own words, clearly embarrassedâas if you forced the confession out of him. And yeah⌠you can imagine thatâs not exactly easy to admit.
âOh.â Thatâs all you manage, eyes a little wide.
But before he can say anything else, you grab his arm and pull him down onto the couch, making him sit as he watches you move.
It doesnât take long before youâre straddling him.
You donât even bother taking your panties offâyou just push them aside with one hand, using the other to guide him into you. No ceremony, no hesitationâyou sink all the way down on him.
And just like that, you start moving.
Your pace is rougher than usualâfaster, more desperateâbecause you simply canât help it. And he doesnât seem to mind.
If anything, he gets loud under you almost instantly, his hands gripping your hips hard enough to leave marks. You donât mind. You love marks.
Your head falls back as a heavy moan leaves your lips, one of your hands wrapping around his throatâsqueezing just enough without cutting off his breath.
The second you open your eyes, you lock gazes with Kun, a smirk already playing on his lips.
And even when he speaks, you donât slow down.
âSomeone didnât waste time.â
His gaze drags over youâyour fingers tightening around Xiaojunâs throat, the way you bounce on him, your cheeks flushed with heat.
But then his eyes narrow when he spots the makeshift ashtray on the coffee tableâa cigarette stubbed out inside.
âDid you smoke insideâŚ?â
You nod, your hand sliding from Xiaojunâs throat up into his hair, gripping it sharplyâpulling a louder moan out of him.
âWhy? You know itâs against the rulesâŚâ
âTo piss you offâfuck⌠shit⌠heâs goodâŚâ
Kun slowly runs his tongue over his teeth, letting out a heavy breath before turning away, irritated.
Your attention drops back to Xiaojun. His hair is a mess, his eyes unfocused, his hips trying to move against yoursâbut not nearly as hard.
âFuck⌠babe⌠your dick feels fucking amazingâŚâ
âIt doesâŚ?â
Your free hand returns to his throat, squeezing just enough to make his eyes roll back, a deeper moan tearing from his lipsâwhile your other hand still tugs at his hair.
âIâm gonnaââ
He canât even finish his sentence.
âMe too⌠cum with me, JunieâŚâ
You grind harder, fasterâand it doesnât take long before your orgasm hits, crashing through you as you come around his cock. He follows almost instantly, finishing inside you.
He leans forward, resting his forehead against your chest, his arms wrapping tightly around your waist. You run your fingers through his hair, holding him close while you both struggle to catch your breath.
âThat was⌠amazing, JunieâŚâ you whisper softly.
âIt wasnât too bad⌠for someone with not much experienceâŚ?â
âIt wasnât bad at all⌠donât even worry about that~â
You laugh quietly, and he laughs with you, pressing soft kisses along your collarbone.
âSoon⌠soon, Iâll make love to you properly.â
A soft smile spreads across your lips as you let yourself fall beside him, running a hand through your own hair, your legs aching from the bouncing you just did on him.
He slowly gets up to fix his clothes, then reaches out to gently caress your cheek before leavingâreluctantly. Like he can feel it tooâ Kunâs presence just outside the living room.
You barely have time to get up from the couch before your boyfriend walks in, clearly irritated.
âYou,â he says, pointing at you. âYou can brat all you want and not listen⌠but smoking in my house just to piss me off? I wonât have that.â
âIt was just oneâŚâ you reply, rolling your eyes.
âI donât care. Now go wash up and go to bed.â
âAre you⌠grounding me?â
He raises his brows, almost surprised himself thatâyes, thatâs exactly what he just did.
âYeah. Yes, I am. You donât listen, Iâll treat you like a kid. Now go.â
You let out a disbelieving laugh, crossing your arms as you walk off.
âYouâre sleeping on the couch. Donât even think about joining me in bed.â
âI wouldnât join you even if you begged me!â he snaps back, clearly irritated.
Once in the shower, you slowly start washing yourself. The bathroom door opens and closesâand you roll your eyes with a sigh.
âIâm still mad⌠go away.â
The curtain slowly pulls back, and Ten looks you up and down, biting his lipâa low, amused laugh slipping from him.
âWhy? I didnât do anything⌠yet,â he says, a smirk tugging at his lips.
You stop moving, your hands covering your chest, soap still clinging to your skin as you stare at him for a moment.
He pulls the curtain open wider, undressing without the slightest bit of shame before stepping in with you.
âFelt like washing up?â you ask.
âI have better plans than showering, cutie.â
He moves behind you, his hands slowly gliding over your curves.
You lean back into him, biting your lip as you melt into his touch. His fingers trail along your hips, sliding over your stomach, slowly moving upwardâuntil they settle on your breast, squeezing firmly. Almost instantly, your body reacts, a shiver running through you as you press yourself closer to him.
âYouâre so responsive to my touch. I love it.â
âItâs not my fault youâre touching me just rightâŚ~â
âAll my fault, baby. And Iâll keep going.â
His fingers roll over your nipples, making you arch back against him. You breathe out his name, feeling his growing arousal against your back.
One of his hands drifts down again, sliding over your stomach and between your thighs. But instead of giving you what you want, he only brushes his fingers along your foldsâslow, teasing, just enough to make you need more. And you do.
âPlease, Tenie⌠gimme your fingers⌠please, pleaseâŚâ
âSo impatient⌠just take what I give you. Youâll thank me when Iâm done with you.â
You bite down hard on your lip, nodding slowly.
You let him keep teasing youâand it doesnât take long before youâre trembling against him, words slipping from your mouth in broken, incoherent murmurs.
âYou wanna skip the fingers part, or do you really, really need to feel them?â
âIâI donât⌠donât know, Ten⌠just⌠please⌠touch me. However you want⌠anywhere⌠just touch meâŚâ
He exhales softly against your ear, his free hand squeezing your breast just hard enough to pull a gasp from you.
âYou beg so beautifully⌠itâs a shame you arenât mine⌠Iâd make you beg every dayâŚâ
You let out a faint whine, and thatâs when he pushes his fingers into youâmoving them fast without hesitation.
Your body reacts instantly. You lean forward with a heavy moan of satisfaction, your ass pressing back against his cock. It only makes him speed up his fingers, a low groan leaving him as he pulls you back, your back flush against his chest.
âStay with me, beautiful. I want to watch you take my fingers before I fuck the sense out of youâŚâ
âI⌠I canât⌠Iâm gonna cumâŚâ
His hand stills between your thighs, while his other hand grabs your jaw, forcing you to look at him.
His gaze burns with so much desire it almost feels like it could consume you.
Before you can say anything else, he guides your legs around his waist and presses you gently against the shower wall, his fingers digging into your thighs.
âGuide me in, beautiful.â
He doesnât have to ask twice. You do exactly as he saysâand the second heâs fully buried inside you, he stills, his face pressed against your neck.
âGod⌠youâre so fucking tightâŚâ
His grip tightens on your skin. You try to give him a second to breatheâbut you canât help yourself. You roll your hips slowly against him.
The reaction is immediate.
âFuckâŚâ
He starts movingâhis thrusts rough from the start, teeth sinking into your neck just enough to leave marks behind.
âSo impatientâŚâ
Your arms wrap around his neck, your lips pressing to his shoulder to muffle your sounds. The last thing you want is Kun barging in and ruining this. Because right now⌠you need this.
He fits you too perfectlyâhis curve hitting that exact spot over and over again, making it harder and harder to hold back.
âBabe⌠beautiful babyâŚâ he breathes, voice strained. âIf you keep squeezing me like that, I wonât lastâŚâ
âIâm⌠IâŚâ
Your words dissolve into a broken moan against his skin as your orgasm crashes over youâhard enough to make your legs tremble around his waist. You come around him, whispering his name over and overâand it doesnât take long before he follows.
A rough groan tears from his throat as he finishes inside you.
He stays like that for a long moment, breathing unevenly, his face buried in your neck. You can see the flush spreading across his cheeks as he lets out a small, embarrassed whine, tightening his arms around you.
âThat was mean⌠making me cum so fast⌠I usually last way longer than thatâŚâ
âMâsorryâŚâ you murmurâclearly not sorry at all.
âNext time⌠you better let me take my timeâŚâ
You nod, and he keeps you close for a moment longer, his dick slowly softening inside you.
Then he sets you back down on your feet and helps you wash up, taking his timeâhis hands lingering over every inch of your skin.
Once youâre both clean, he pulls you into a slow, gentle kiss, his tongue brushing against yours while his hands trace your curves.
âThanks for letting me be part of the game,â he whispers against your lips.
âNow I wonât have to beg Kunie to let me have a taste of youâŚâ
You bite your lip softly, a little embarrassed by your own words.
A small, knowing smile curves his lips as he tilts your chin up.
âLittle minxâŚ~â
Reluctantly, he pulls away and steps out of the shower first, drying off before leaving.
You do the same once youâve gathered yourself, slipping into bed naked under the covers.
After a while, you turn onto your side, glancing at the empty spot where he should beâbut you donât move. You just rest your hand on his pillow⌠and close your eyes. The sheets smell exactly like himâand thatâs what helps you fall asleep so quickly.
If something doesn't make sense.. Especially Xiaojun's scene- please let me know! When I finished the chapter, I went back to redo his sex scene.. And it looks alright to me.. But just in case, let me know if it shows I rewrote that part and it doesn't blend well with the rest lmaooo
I moved last week, and finally finished placing everything.
Make it make sense... Is slowly coming to life. I thought it was an easy idea... But I remembered it's an idol AU... so I gotta be careful what I make them do in public đŤ
Kiss Bite Repeat... Same thing, I have some of it written, and it shouldn't take ages to write.
You Belong To Me Even When You Don't... Episode 3 is almost over! I just need to finish Ten's scene and we're good to goooooooo
The Cat He Chose... I'm a bit stuck. Because there's a huge element I want to change... But I'm still not sure if it's a good idea or not.
Pick Your Poison, Pick Your Boy... Still the same as usual. I write where I'm inspired. And if I had to guess what I'll finish first.. It is probably Sangyeon.
So there's that.. I hope you are doing amazing, and I send you virtual hugs đŠˇđŠˇ much love, little babies
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You werenât ready for the second roundânor the thirdâbut you still took them like a good girl.
Now youâre both lying on your backs, completely out of breath. A soft laugh slips past your lips, your chest still rising and falling quickly, exhausted from everything Ten just did to you.
And he did a lot.
You expected something simple, nothing fancy⌠but for the first time in your life, your legs are trembling, your thighs ache in the best way, and your ass stings with a kind of soreness you already know youâll crave again.
Letâs fast forward a littleâwhat do you say?
For weeks, all your attention is on Ten, bestie. At this point, youâd almost see his reflection in your soup. Youâve never been this obsessed with a man beforeâand yet, you love it. The way he always leaves you wanting more, even when youâre far too sensitive to go again.
Youâve gone on several dates with him. From nearly empty restaurants that somehow feel intimate, to walks in the park eating street food together. Feelings start to growâand it only takes a month for Ten to ask you to be his girlfriend.
Not gonna lieâyou hesitate.
Keeping things a secret sounds exhausting, maybe even painful⌠but donât worry. You end up saying yes.
Now Ten is at your place. Youâre curled up against him on the couch, your legs tangled together. His fingers are buried in your hair, gently scratching the back of your head. Youâre both watching an action movie, completely relaxedâso much so that you canât help the soft sighs of contentment slipping out every now and then.
Halfway through the movie, Ten turns to look at you, that same familiar smile on his lipsâsoft, warm, full of affection.
âI was thinking⌠maybe itâs time I introduce you to the guys, mm?â
You blink a few times, processing what he just said. And then it hits you.
He really wants to introduce me to them? That makes things⌠more serious, doesnât it?
Your lips part, then close again, your gaze still locked on him. You sit up slightly to be at his level, keeping just enough distance to study his expression. He looks seriousâbut thereâs still that playful smile on his lips, the one he always wears when he looks at you.
âI would love to.â
Without warning, he pulls you into his arms, hugging you tightly as he laughs, clearly happy with your answer.
âI just know theyâll love you.â
WayV dorm â three days later
The welcome is warm.
Kun makes sure your glass is always fullâleader mode activated, almost like a dad. Yangyang comes to sit next to you, close but not touching.
âCanât believe he kept you hidden for so long! Youâre such a nice girl. Itâs so easy talking with you.â
âWhat can I sayâŚ? We were just taking our time.â
You keep chatting with Yangyang for a bit, until Hendery walks over and kneels in front of youâalmost between your legsâa bowl of popcorn in his hands. He holds it out to you, a smirk on his lips.
âWant some popcorn? We share, in this dormâŚâ
Your eyes widen, caught off guard by what he just said. For a second, you almost wonder if heâs implying something elseâbut you brush it off. Heâs probably just being friendly.
You reach out to grab some, but heâs faster. He picks up a piece of popcorn and brings it to your lips.
You look at him with wide eyes, but still take it between your teeth, carefully avoiding brushing your lips against his fingers.
âSuch a teaseâŚâ he says, his voice low enough to make you blush.
âDonât tease my girl like that,â Ten says as he sits down next to you, slipping an arm around your waist.
âWhy not? You know I like playing aroundâŚâ
Ten just shakes his head with a laugh, glancing at Hendery. You can already tellâHendery is always like this. Flirty, and clearly enjoying getting under peopleâs skin.
When he finally walks away, that teasing smirk still on his lips, Ten leans in to whisper in your ear.
âDonât mind him⌠heâs a flirt, but heâs harmless.â
You nod, laughing softly.
âHe looks like the typeâŚâ
Ten lets out a soft laugh, then presses a gentle, lingering kiss to your jaw, right near your lips.
And you?
Your eyes are on Henderyâwhoâs already looking at you, completely unbothered. He runs a hand through his hair without breaking eye contact, then slowly drags his tongue over his lips before turning to talk to Xiaojun.
You take a shaky breath, crossing your legs, unable to look away from the rapper.
Ten says your name, pulling you out of your daze.
âWhereâs your mind at? I was asking if you wanted something a bit stronger?â he laughs, amused.
âMmâŚâ You finally turn your head toward him, a small smile on your lips. âYeah, please~â
He leaves for a moment, then comes back with your drink. You take a sip and grimace slightlyâitâs strong. Just like he said.
You talk with Ten for a bit longer before he suggests you go mingle with the othersâget to know them.
And you do.
You stand and walk over to Xiaojun and Kun, who are already deep in conversationâin Mandarin. The leader asks you somethingâor at least, it sounds like a questionâand you just stare at him with wide eyes.
âGod⌠Iâm so sorry! I was asking how long youâre staying in Korea?â he corrects, amused.
âOh! Iâm here for two years. Maybe more, depending on whether my writing improves here.â
âRight! Youâre a writer, Ten told me.â
âWhat kind of stories do you write?â Xiaojun asks, clearly interested.
âRight now? Itâs an apocalyptic/erotic story⌠with a little hint of incest. Itâs rapey⌠like, a lot.â
You say it so casually, without an ounce of shame.
âDamn, girl⌠alright. No sugarcoating, huh?â Xiaojun replies, eyes and mouth wide open.
Kun clears his throat and quietly excuses himself.
âWould you have preferred I lied?â you ask with a laugh.
âNo, no!â he laughs. âBut now I really like you. You say things exactly how they are. I love it.â
âWell, thank you,â you reply, amusement clear in your voice.
You spend a long while talking with Xiaojunâdrinking so many glasses you lose count. Eventually, you excuse yourself, setting your drink down before stumbling toward the balcony.
With how much youâve had to drink, youâre honestly surprised youâre not crawling.
Once outside, you rest your arms on the railing with a sigh, enjoying the cool air on your face. The scent of the city mixes with something elseâsomething you canât quite place.
Actually⌠it smells like cologne.
You donât question it. You just take a moment to gather your thoughts. You wouldnât want to embarrass Tenâit really doesnât take much for you to get drunk.
âFucking hellâŚâ you mutter, letting your head fall forward.
âHad too much?â
You barely flinch, turning toward the voice.
Hendery.
You hadnât even noticed he was thereâwhich explains the cologne. Heâs leaning against the wall, arms crossed, eyes locked on you. From where heâs standing, you wouldnât have seen him from inside, even if you tried.
He lifts a hand, curling two fingers to beckon you closer.
And bestieâyouâve had way too much to drink to question anything. You just walk over.
The moment youâre close enough, he wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you flush against him before pressing his lips to your neckâcompletely shameless.
Itâs messy, carelessâyou can feel his breath, even a trace of his saliva against your skin.
When his tongue joins in, you let out a soft sigh.
Tenâs name slips from your lips.
âWrong name, cutieâŚâ
You pull away weakly, stare at him for a momentâthen turn and walk straight back inside.
Straight to Ten.
âI need some sloppy sex on a bathroom counter⌠I donât even need foreplay⌠Iâm already so wetâŚâ
You think you whispered it. You are very wrong.
The room falls so silent it feels like everyone stopped breathing. So much for not embarrassing your boyfriend. Complete failure.
Your eyes stay locked on Ten as you bite your lip, letting out a soft, slightly dazed laugh.
âIâll need some foreplay, waanjaiâŚâ he says with a quiet laugh.
There it is. The nickname he only uses when youâre alone. It simply means sweetheart in his languageâbut hearing him speak Thai to you only turns you on more.
You grab his hand and pull him with you to the bathroom without any delicacy, locking the door behind you.
Without waiting, you drop to your knees in front of him, undoing his belt and pants in such a rush that his jeans are down to his ankles in seconds. He slides a hand into your hair as you wrap your fingers around his cock, stroking slowly along his length.
âDonât take too much in your mouth, mm? You can barely take all of it when youâre sober without gagging.â
The teasing smile on his lips feels like a challengeâbut you listen. Youâre not about to ruin the moment by getting sick.
You start slow, taking just the tip, and it pulls a satisfied sigh from him. His fingers tighten in your hair as you take more of him, gripping harder when you find a rhythm along his lengthânever fully taking him in. You couldnât, even if you tried.
After a while, after savoring every groan, every breath, every low sound he makes, he pulls you back up, grabbing your thighs to sit you on the counter.
He lifts your skirt, slides your underwear off, and pulls you closer.
He kisses youâhungry, desperateâhis tongue meeting yours at the exact moment he pushes into you.
Heâs frantic. Rough. Almost without rhythm. Like he hasnât touched you in monthsâwhen in reality, it hasnât even been that long since you left his place.
He spreads your thighs wider, lifting them slightly.
Youâre both loud. So loud your moans echo against the bathroom walls. The sound of skin against skin is sharp, almost overwhelmingâit makes you glance down. Your thighs are flushed red.
Ten tilts your head back, kissing, licking, biting at your neck, leaving a mark just under your jawâright where everyone will see it.
Then he pushes your head down just enough so you can watch.
âMy dick looks so gorgeous inside you⌠donât you think?â
You canât even speak. You just nod quickly, a heavy moan slipping out of you.
It doesnât take long before you cry out his name, your orgasm hitting hard against him. He follows right after, still inside youâjust how you like it.
He rests his forehead against your shoulder, breathing hard.
You gently run your fingers through his hair, pressing a soft kiss to his temple, just as breathless as he is.
You stay like that for a momentâjust existing together, him still inside you.
He presses soft kisses along your collarbone, trailing up your neck to your jaw.
When youâre finally ready to go back, you both fix your clothes and head toward the living room.
You act like nothing happenedâeven though Xiaojun keeps glancing at you while you talk with Yangyang.
Hendery? He doesnât even try to hide it.
You can read something in his gazeâirritation, mixed with jealousy. At least, thatâs how it looks to you.
But you donât dwell on it.
Heâs the one who lit the fireâyou just let someone else put it out.
Later, you hear Hendery in the bathroom, clearly annoyed.
âFucking pigs⌠they didnât even clean up after themselves!â
You canât help but quietly laugh with Ten, both of you amused by his reaction.
âI thought you did it,â Ten whispers against your ear.
âAnd I thought you cleaned it!â
Uuuhhh⌠a small update on my writing. Things havenât been great lately, so Iâve been having a really hard time writing anything at all. But donât panic! Iâm hopeful that my inspiration will come back once I move in mid-April. I know this isnât really relevant and probably TMI, but I wanted to be transparent about why I havenât been updating lately.
Your girl will comeback soon. I promise~ â¤ď¸đ¸
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