F!ngering Gojo for the first time and watching him lose it.
(I’m Hispanic, I said what I said)
Satoru and you had been dating a few years now, so, it’s safe to say you guys were just about ready to finally do it now that you were both 23. After all, you’d been talking about doing it for a bit, no strangers to phone sex when he was away on missions. It was just a matter of finding the right time.
That, and a matter of preparing properly.
You and Satoru didn’t want to just do everything all at once, that felt way too jarring. What if you couldn’t get to the real thing because he took too long to open? So far whenever you guys jerked off over the phone, it was just that, jerking off. Satoru had never even fingered himself before, and any other intimacy you both had was either frotting or blowjobs.
So, you both planned it as a process, and today was the day you’d finger him for the first time.
You were both laid on your bed, side by side with your hand in his pants as you made out. You wanted to get more hot and heavy before starting, it would’ve felt too sterile otherwise. He was moaning against your lips already, never being one to hide his voice.
Your hand was slowly moving up and down his length, moving at an easy tempo to get started, and he was already humping at your palm desperately. He seemed even more turned on than you’d ever seen him, all due to the aspect that you’d be inside him today (technically).
“Mm, baby…” he moans against your lips, pulling back from the kiss first. “Let’s start, ok..?” He pleads, fingers picking at the fabric of your shirt to fidget with, coping with his anxiety at this next step in your relationship.
So, at his request, you pulled your hands out of his pants (causing him to whine despite the fact he’d asked for it) and sat up to reach for the lube on your nightstand.
It was only a few seconds that you were turned away but not having you right against him made him so nervous. He was facing the realization of what was happening in those split seconds.
He was worried about the pain, mostly, but he was also just thinking over the changes this would bring. You and him were about to become even closer, literally. This was the bridge to you guys actually making love for the first time, it was so close now.
After what felt like forever, you finally turned back to him, lube in hand. He watched as the viscous liquid dripped down onto your fingertips, coating them as you thumbed the liquid between each digit. God, were your hands always so hot? Was his chest always this tight? Has he been this hard the whole time?
You then finally looked up from the bottle toward him. God, you were so beautiful. You should look at him like that more.
“Can you slip out of your pants for me, baby?” You smiled to him. Ugh, he loved that smile so much. “Baby?” Oh- right. You told him to do something.
Satoru blinked himself out of whatever trance he was in, moving to quickly push his sweatpants down his legs. You couldn’t help but smile at him like he was the sweetest thing you’d ever seen. Only you got to see him like this, fumbling over himself and being so in love.
With toned legs— nearly as pale as marble —now exposed, you shifted back closer to him, chest to chest again. You curled an arm over his shoulders, letting your bicep be used as a pillow so he could get comfortable. Your free, and newly lubed up, hand then moved to snake between his legs. No underwear, such a good boy.
Satoru’s breath hitched when he felt your lubed-up finger circling his rim, coating the lube around it. The feeling was so foreign, so weird, but so welcomed. You could hear him whimpering in anticipation, unable to keep quiet even whilst biting down on his lips.
“Gonna put it in, ok? Just try to relax.” You whispered comfortingly into his ear, waiting for any form of response from him before going further. So, when Satoru nodded with some cute whimpers to accompany it, you slowly pushed in your middle finger.
His whimpers soon turned to whines. You could see him trying to stay strong, eyes widening slightly as he watched your finger slowly disappear into him. He could hardly believe it was really happening, feeling every centimeter of your finger push further and further into him.
It wasn’t super comfortable but it wasn’t as bad as he was expecting. He was expecting this searing burn based on how some guys explained it, but it was more subtle than that. He could feel his breathing getting heavier and didn’t want his arousal to fall so he started stroking himself to ease it. The pleasure blurring the stretch.
At some point he found his face tucked into your neck, whimpering as you were now a knuckle deep as just letting your finger still. “You ok?” You whispered against his soft head of hair, to which he murmured back a small “Yeah” against your pulse point.
It took a while, maybe 20 minutes later, but you were finally two fingers deep and he was nearly panting against your shoulder by now. You wouldn’t go adding any other fingers, but now was finally the point where it would get good.
“Satoru,” you called for his attention, prompting him to peek out from your shoulder and look to you. You couldn’t help but smile at him softly, he looked so cute with those furrowed brows and glossy sky-blue eyes. He’d likely been fighting back tears for a bit.
“I’m gonna get it going, ok? Let me know if you need me to stop.” You spoke softly, yet again waiting for a sign of acknowledgement before carrying on. He nodded yet again before mumbling. “Go easy…” as he peeled his hand away from his length, allowing himself to embrace whatever pleasure came of this.
You went slow at first, of course, just careful pulling your fingers out by an inch before slowly pressing back in. That elicited some shaky breaths, his now-unoccupied hand finding your shoulder. You let him get used to the pace, waiting until you heard his breathing steady a bit so you knew he could take more. Then you pulled out to your fingertips, almost making him whine with the loss before easily pushing back in, pushing a soft, shaky moan out of him.
You looked to him, the two of you making eye contact. He could understand what you were saying without a single word uttered. He knew you were about to crank up the heat, and he smiled to you with a breathless chuckle before cupping your nape and pulling you into a dance of tongues.
You then began properly thrusting your fingers in and out of him, doing so at a decent pace for a while until you heard whines and whimpers turn into real moans. That really egged you on.
You sped up your fingers, involving your whole arm far more by now. He gasped into your kiss, pulling away to catch his breath for a second and watch your fingers work at him before turning back to you and kissing you all over again.
He was moaning desperately into your mouth by now, ranging from low, hungry ones to high, needy ones. You’d never heard Satoru like this except when he was close to cumming but there was no way he was getting close yet, right? He usually lasted so much longer.
His walls were so tight around your fingers, either sucking them deeper or threatening to break them if they dared to leave. You could even feel Satoru rolling his hips, fucking himself back onto your fingers. Clearly he needed more, so you obliged.
Your hand moved faster, fucking in and out of him to test how he liked it. If Satoru’s squealing told you anything it was that he definitely liked it. His hips were reduced to twitching now, unsure of where to go now that the pleasure was being brought right to his backdoor. You could feel his panting against your lips. He sounded like he couldn’t choose between moaning, breathing, or kissing.
You took a second to slow down for your hand’s sake but also so you could dig a little deeper, searching for that mythical treasure so many pornos spoke of. The one that could make Satoru see more stars than what existed in his domain.
Suddenly your fingers made contact with a small bud, and before you could even be curious about it Satoru confirmed what it was.
“A-ah! Fuck- ah fuuhhuck..” he threw his head back as he moaned before immediately curling back in on himself.
Fuck, he sounded so hot. You captured his lips once again, causing him to whine as you overwhelmed him. Your fingers hadn’t stopped moving either which didn’t help him to stabilize his breathing.
Now that you knew where that special bundle of nerves was, how could you not abuse it for the sake of sending your angel to cloud nine?
Your hand was moving in an out of him at that perfect pace you now knew he loved, doing your best to hit at that spot with only a slight wavering in your aim. Satoru’s legs began shaking, his back arching. He moved the hand that had been digging into your shoulder to your chest, gripping at the flesh of your peck through your shirt desperately.
He suddenly started hitting at your chest, not harshly but almost like tapping out of a fight. You knew what that meant and you didn’t stop, he was getting close. He always tried to run away from his own ecstasy, especially with this new foreign source.
When you didn’t let up he broke the kiss, crying out your name. “Y/N! Y/N-!”
His voice broke as he pushed at your chest, trying to squirm away from you. Your arm over his shoulder then snaked behind his back, hand cupping his side to hold him down as he tried to sit up, as if he’d ever want to run away from this.
“Little more, baby.” You cooed, holding him back down onto your bed. You looked down at his face now that you had him stilled, and he was so fucking pretty. His eyebrows furrowed and twisted up, eyes closed so tightly it almost looked painful, nose scrunched up so prettily. You could even see some tears wetting his white lashes.
“Ah- ah- ah- ah-!” It was like he was moaning with every thrust, body rocking up and down with the force, causing your bed to creak. His knees then suddenly lifted, calves flush to his thighs as they nearly pressed to his chest. His back arched all over again, upper back sort of crushing your forearm but you could withstand it.
His eyes shot wide open like he could believe the pleasure flooding his own body. He was in disbelief at how good it felt. He saw the porn and read some online posts about it but nobody ever said it felt like this! His thighs closed tightly around your wrist, meeting with a clap as the two masses of muscle squeezed at your hand.
He then shot up again, trying to sit up as his wide eyes stayed fixated on your hand fucking in and out, and in and out now that his thighs opened back up only seconds later. He was about to push himself up and close his legs again but you moved that hand from his side down to the back of his thigh, forcing his leg open and pressed back onto his ribs.
“Y/N! Y/N!” He cried out again as you yanked him back onto the bed, his legs flying up from the force, his ass almost lifted as well before being forced right back down by the force of your fingers in him alone. Holy shit- he couldn’t do this. It was too much!
His body was just scrambling for purchase now, his abdomen coiling almost painfully as pleasure filled his every nerve. Oh, he knew this feeling well but it was so much more than it ever was this time. He was basically screaming by now, crying out in broken, open-mouthed moans as he gave up on calling out for you.
His body was so hot, his chest was so tight, all of his limbs felt absolutely electrified. Fuck, he was gonna die. He was gonna die. This was too much. How could just your hand inside him do this? How the hell? It was so good, so so good he couldn’t stay still.
With one last loud cry his head shot back again, his upper body twisting so he could hug your head to his chest, back arching into you one last time before he came all over his now-wrinkled shirt. Each white rope almost came out in quick spurts, like his body was just eager to force whatever he could out after all that. Emptying every bit of what he’d just felt.
The relief was so fucking good. You hand fucking him through it before gradually slowing as his nerves dulled out to soft hums of the pleasure that once lit them up. His back fell flat onto the mattress again as he panted, chest rising and flaking rapidly but gradually easing. He could even feel the ache in his heart ceasing after a while.
He stayed still like that for a while, head tilted back into your pillow, arm wrapped around you, legs limply open. He was so at peace now that his body calmed down. Fuuuck, maybe he had died. There was nothing he could imagine that could ever make his body feel this light.
After however long (he couldn’t really tell) you kissed at his open and easy-access throat, soft kisses to ground him back to reality. He almost wanted to swat you away like you were waking him up from one hell of a good dream, but then he remembered he wasn’t in heaven, just sweating on your bed with his own cum drying on his shirt.
He took a deep breath and sighed blissful like he just took the best drink of water he’d ever had. He slowly brought his head back down to face you, looking into your eyes with his own foggy, half-lidded ones. His eyelashes were damp with tears that sat there and never left, only soaking his waterline. His lips were glossy with your mixed saliva but such a pretty pink, plumped slightly due to the bruising kisses.
“Hey…” you whispered softly, allowing your words to register and ground him. Once they processed, a slow, cute smile grew onto his face. “Hey…” he replied.
After a while of just looking at each other you finally leaned in to kiss again, a soft, wholesome one compared to your earlier makeouts.
Whilst kissing you, he began to think.
If it felt that good to get fingered, how the hell was your dick gonna feel?