My crazy world

Have you ever missed someone so bad it hurts, it physically hurts to miss them. I have and is the worst feeling in the world. You have no control or power over IT. Over the pain and sadness. It comes and goes into your life like lightning. How do you get over it like people say ... "it's been years since he left or you hear of him get over it" HOW TELL ME ??? How I really want to know because believe me I have try and I can't. Es un dolor tan fuerte y un recuerdo que siempre está tan presente. His smile, his eyes, the smell of his perfume, the warmth of being in his arms, and those kisses oh those kisses 🙃 But what I miss the most is the way hi took care of all my emocional moments and didn't let me get away with bull 💩. He know how to save me from my self and how to love the crazy person I'm. And yes I been with other people, but they have no idea how to love a crazy person like me. FUCK I MISS YOU SO MUCH... THIS IS SO HARD 💔