Jagger♠️

I dined and you dashed before I realized you're not coming back to me

My gravity was pulling the wrong answers to such vulnerable hands

I clawed my way out from rock bottom and mourned you at the same time for i did not want to relive the nightmares i locked away

You left when I needed you the most but i didnt know how to say im steps away from losing my mind, my balance and myself

Im thankful for your presence, your peace, and your beautiful heart, ive buried Us in the sunsets so that one day i can remember what it feels like to burn

I found that piece i lost many pages ago in the chambers of your cruel design

This is my purgatory

Creation made from frustration

fingertips etched a path leading outwards with no faces to give a voice to, stories switched and erased, painted over or set to flame

This place is evil yet accessible for those who have beared the brunt of a decade severance.

We found a baseball field and sat on the bleachers

Had this song playing while I was holding you closer

I thought I was dreaming but I never knew

That this was the first of many "I feel safe with you"'s

We ranaway to our secret place

Watching you dream was my favorite thing

Wake up, I need kisses from your heaven

A collection of random illusions I've found particularly peculiar, tetherless and holds no attachments. Im no photographer, I see things differently in misleading jigsaw pieces placed within mishandled beauty.

"Quit holding on to what she was

She doesn't recognize you

Or herself anymore

She's stuck in the process

Of embracing what crumbles

And when it happens

There will be no apologies

She chose to collapse what held her

And if not cautious

There may never be

A cradle to soften her descent

Like clouds, New shapes are taken

but they're not always actual

They're never tangible