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"Are they lovers??"
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Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader
Summary: You came in to work every day with a fun fact, determined to catch the BAU's genius with one that he wouldn't know (friends to lovers, co-workers to lovers, mutual feelings, fluff, confession)
Note: my spencer reid debut fic <3 sorry if there are any inaccuracy, just started rewatching after 3 years
Word count: 10.9k (sorry)Â
âSmall facts lead to great knowingâ - Patrick Rothfuss (2011)
âI canât believe anybody would do something like this,â you commented whilst looking down at the two documents in your handsâyour thoroughly highlighted case dossier and your finished report. Every new case always exhibits unimaginable horror and unfortunately, there will always be something worse than your current worst.Â
You turned to Spencer whilst perched cross-legged on the edge of his table.
The corner of the geniusâs mouth curled at your words. They were the very same ones that sprouted daily despite the nature of your job. But to Spencer, there was a strange comfort in such small repetitive murmurs of disbelief.
âI gotta agree with Rossi. This job really includes some of the worst lunatics out there.â You sighed before straightening up at a sudden thought. âActually, fun factâŚâ You noticed the way your words peeled Spencerâs attention from his report. He finally glanced up, eager for the second half of that sentence.Â
âThe word lunatic was invented based on the belief that mental illnesses were affected by moon phases.â You beamed at the idea of potentially providing your genius friend with new knowledge.Â
âYeah, and it actually originated from the Latin word âlunaticus,â which means moonstruck or influenced by the moon. The word was first used for conditions like epilepsy or overall just madness,â Spencer replied, perking up at the thought of a potential conversation about this.
The excited smile on your face instantly faltered and you groaned in feigned annoyance. Perhaps you should have known better than to think you could out-fact Spencer and say something he had not already known.
âIs there anything you donât know, Spence?â you glowered jokingly.
âWell, itâs hard when youâre a child prodigy and genius.â You let out a scoff-like laugh at Spencerâs cocky admission, but you knew he was joking. Despite his IQ of 187, Spencer rarely ever announced himself a genius. It was a title dubbed by those around him. You knew if you had Spencerâs brain, though, you would hardly ever stay as humble as him.
âIâll get you someday.â
Your declaration drew a snort from another work desk and you twisted around to face the source of such a faithless sound.
âYou donât believe in me, Derek?â You arched a brow, your competitiveness rising to the surface.
âSweet girl, I believe in you for many things, but this is just not one of them.â
âBut surely there is one single fact out there that Spencer doesnât know about.â Penelope piped up from next to Derek, defending you.
âWeâre talking about the same Spencer, right? Spencer Reid? Three PhDs and an IQ of Einstein?â JJ spoke as she made her way down the bullpen.
âActually, there is no way of measuring Einsteinâs IQ as he never took the test, so to say thatââ Derek quickly interrupted Spencer.
âCome on, pretty boy. Sheâs backing you up.â
âSounds like grounds to start a betting pool going,â Rossi spoke up as he approached the whole group, briefcase in one hand, car keys in the other. â$20 says sheâll do it within four months.â
âI think she can do it within three months.â Emily chimed up from her desk.
âIâm placing my bet on eight months,â Penelope added confidently.
âAlright, and if she canât do it within one year, JJ and I will split the win,â Derek announced before directing his next words to you, âStakes are on, sweetheart.â He winked.
âYeah, yeah. I got it.â You rolled your eyes before turning towards Spencer, declaring to him with exaggerated cockiness, âIâm gonna get you real soon, just wait.â
âYouâre welcome to try.â The challenging glint in Spencerâs eyes met your own. Again, you knew better than to think that you would know something Spencer did not already know. He was practically the master of facts. But, unfortunately, you were incredibly bad at quitting.
So, let the challenge begin.
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âDid you know that Australia is wider than the moon?â you questioned the second you saw Spencer enter the office the next morning. âFun fact.â
âYes, diameter-wise. Australia is almost 4,000 kilometres wide, while the moonâs diameter is nearly 3,500 kilometres. However, in terms of their masses, the moon is still larger.â You sighed dramatically at Spencerâs reply before spinning your chair towards your computer, turning the device on.
âAnd day one status: unsuccessful,â you grunted to yourself, catching Spencerâs grin from your peripheral vision.
âOh? Itâs gonna be daily?â
âYou bet your ass itâs gonna be. Thereâs a betting pool and Iâm unfortunately too competitive for my own good.â You caught the amusement dancing in Spencerâs gaze.Â
âWell then, good luck.â
âWonât need it.â
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âDid you know a cloud can weigh like a million pounds?â You crossed your arms while peering at the cotton candy-like objects floating amidst the bright blue summer sky. âFun fact.â
Both of you had your bulletproof vests on, leaning against a car while waiting for JJ to finish speaking to the press before driving back to the precinct. Another case wrapped. Another unsub locked up.
Under the nice weather, you had your cap and Spencerâs sunglasses on, having forgotten yours. He had heavily insisted so, even after you had declined a handful of times.
You turned and looked at Spencer briefly. Though, for a split second, your body stilled as the sun played in his favor, casting nice highlights to his woodsy colored locks. The light crinkle of his nose and his squinting eyes made your lips curl, cause once again, it showcased just how self-sacrificing Spencer can be when it came to the people close to him.
âYeah, because they contain different states of matter like trillions of condensed water droplets and ice crystals. Its weight is equivalent to the worldâs largest aircraft working at full capacity. Though despite its heaviness, clouds have lower density in comparison to the dry air around them, enabling them to float in the same way as oil floats on water.â Spencer tried to maintain eye contact with you despite the blaring sun shining into his eyes.
âHmmâŚâ you pursed your lips before removing your navy blue cap and placing it on your friendâs head. This cast a shadow over his eyes, blocking the harsh sun from blinding his vision. âBeautiful weather to fail at winning this fun fact thing again.â
Spencer didnât reject the clothing item.
Some time in the history of human beings, the act of sporting othersâ clothing itemsâespecially of the opposite genderâhad been made to seem important. Spencer has never understood the significance in such a small exchange. But as your hat landed on his head, Spencer felt an added weight that was beyond the small clothing item.Â
Neither did he have it in him to adjust how you had left the cap on him, even if it didnât sit on his head perfectly.
âI still have time to get you,â you continued after a moment of silence.
â359 days left.â
âMore than enough.â
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The clock was close to hitting 11pm. The whole team was taking a short break for a fresh perspective. Most were on their phones or taking a quick nap, but Spencer and you were playing a round of cards.
âDid you know ketchup used to be medicine? Fun fact.â
Both Emilyâs and Derekâs watchful gaze panned from you to Spencer, anticipating his reaction to your daily shot at winning the bet.
âAround the 1830s, yeah. They marketed it as a cure for various ailments such as indigestion and diarrhea.âÂ
Emily instantly groaned at Spencerâs reply while Derek snickered. Once again, Spencer already knew the information you provided, just like the 13 previous times.
âSee? Not a single thing he doesnât know,â Derek chirped up, earning him a glare from the co-worker beside him.
You finally placed your next card down, instantly eying Spencer, wanting a read of his reaction to your play. There was a distant look in his eyes, a clear indication that he was taking this game just as seriously as you were.
Your eyes swept over the rest of your opponent. The un-neat edges in his usually tidy work attire and the way his hair stuck in different directions had your lips curling. They were details that only unveil during late work hours after a long day. But strangely enough, there was something endearing about the slight tiredness in his eyes and the way his cardigan hung disheveledly on him.Â
âI won.â
Your eyes snapped to the pile of cards on the table at Spencerâs declaration.
âWhat?! No way. You must have cheated.â
âNow, now, donât be a sore loser just because pretty boy over here won,â Derek teased you, despite also highly suspecting that Reid had cheated.
âAre we talking about the same pretty boy who is banned from many Vegas casinos because of his expert skill in counting cards?â JJ countered, placing her phone down.Â
Your co-workersâ discourse began fading out of your focus as Spencer took out a ticket from his bag and handed it to you with a cheeky grin. With hesitation, you took the paper begrudgingly. You knew you had to hold your end of the deal. You had lost, after all.
You glanced back at the winner of the card game, catching his toothy grin at your sulking manners. Against all maturity, you poked your tongue out in petulance, but such childish action had Spencer laughing quietly in his spot, eyes gleaming with fondness.
âSore loser.â
âCheater.â
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Hotch halted in his tracks upon spotting you and Reid in the break room.
Both of your heads were side by side, just a hair short from touching, fighting to have adequate sight of the newspaper that the two of you were sharing. Each of you also sported a pen in hand, scribbling hastily onto the delicate paper with vigorous competitiveness.
The unit chief entered to refill his coffee, though his eyes continued investigating you two. In the narrow gap between your heads, Hotch caught sight of Spencer rapidly filling out a crossword puzzle. Meanwhile, just as fast, you were solving a Sudoku piece that resided on the same page.
âDid you know, like fingerprints, people also have unique tongue prints?â you murmured, eyes still glued onto the puzzle in front of you. âFun fact.â
âYeah, humans have unique color, tongue shape, and textural features, therefore making it a great form of identification. However, we currently do not have the suitable technology to capture intricate surface details of tongue prints. Also, switching costs are high partially because the idea of having to stick one's tongue out in public for authentication can be seen as rather awkward, unhygienic, and undignifying.â
You pursed your lips at another unsuccessful day. But such expression vanished when you dropped your pen on the table and declared with unadulterated joy:
âDone!â
Your victory drew a defeated noise from Spencer.
âImagine though, having to stick your tongue out at airport immigration and place it onto a public scanner or something like that.â You cackled at Spencer's grimace and the way his body slightly shivered from such a mental image. Eventually though, your laugh reduced to a teasing smile.
Spencerâs gaze lowered to the little crinkle that appeared around your eyes as you smiled, before holding eye contact with you. Spencer knew there was no such thing as âeyes twinkling,â but you had him doubting that scientifically established truth for a second. It was lighting and he knew that, but he had to admit that he could finally somewhat understand why poets and writers were so obsessed with dedicating lines towards such a tiny detail.Â
Because even though there was no reason for him to, his own lips began to curl, mirroring the smile on your face.
From behind you both, Aaron Hotchner took a sip of his coffee before departing the room. Though on his way out, his eyes glinted a knowing look, while his lips lifted just the slightest bit before schooling back to a neutral expression again.Â
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âDid you know that back then, when raising a toast, people would literally drop a piece of toast into their wine?â you blurted out the second you slid yourself into the empty seat opposite Spencer at his breakfast table. Never have you ever skipped free hotel breakfast and today was no exception.
âWell, hello to you too.â Spencer grinned at your straight-to-business behavior.Â
He carefully placed the coffee he made for you into your handâa casual daily routine. You took a good whiff of the comforting aroma before humming at the first taste. It was exactly how you liked it: a dash of milk along with two and a quarter teaspoon of sugar.
To date, Spencer has never asked how you liked your coffee.Â
He simply has always gotten it right.
It was not hard to guess that he had learnt your preferences from watching you make your coffee in the past. But you could not help but wonder if he took mental notes on others the same way he did with you. However, like every other time, you dismissed it as an occupational habit. Every member has been trained to be observant and notice little details. Spencer probably knew everybodyâs coffee preferences.
âIt actually originated from Ancient Rome, and back then, toast was an act to honor the gods and people would pour wine onto the floor. However, the custom evolved in many ways over time, depending on geographic regions. Around the 1600s, it became a common custom in England and this is where people would put a piece of spiced toast into their wine. They did it to improve the flavor of their beverage and also to âtoastâ to good health.â
Spencer caught your hum of satisfaction at the coffee and instantly felt pleased.
Science has long documented humans as naturally validation-seeking creatures. Your existence often humbled him from thinking he was not a recurring participant in that particular human instinct.
His eyes fell from you to your coffeeâa particular mix that has ingrained itself into his memory since your first meeting. Funny that some time since then, he could no longer look at the beverage without ever thinking of you.
Neither could Spencer for the life of him recite the coffee order of anybody else at the BAU.
â36 days downâŚâ you murmured, already picturing yourself rummaging the internet for more fun facts tonight.
âMaybe tomorrow.â The words came out softly, almost encouragingly. You hummed before matching his tone.
âMaybe.â
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âFlies rub their hands as a sanitizing act, rather clean for an insect commonly associated with dirty places, no?â you murmured before peering up from your book whilst curled up in your seat on the BAUâs jet.
âYes, itâs a self-grooming act. They do this primarily for two reasons. First and foremost, itâs because their legs are their flavour receptors, so they rub their front legs to ensure they can taste when eating. The other motivation is to remove dust and debris, therefore, ensuring survival.â
Your bottom lip jutted out slightly at another unsuccessful attempt.
âIâll get you tomorrowâŚâ you murmured with a teasing smile before re-immersing yourself in the fantasy world of your current novel.
Reading has become your escapism and method of self-grounding prior to any case. You tried to plunge into fictional worlds while flying to prepare yourself for the terrible realities that accompanied upcoming cases. Though at one point, Spencer started joining in. But instead of having his own book, he would lean over and scan your current page with unrealistic speed while you leisurely let each letter sink in. It became a routine that occupied your journey from Quantico, whereas on the way back, Spencer and you maintained your tradition of engaging in chess matches.Â
Spencer spotted your finger flipping the page once more and his eyes instantly swept over the printed words hastily.
Twenty thousand words per minute. That was Spencerâs known reading speed, which meant in merely two seconds or three, he was already done with the two pages in front of you both. As always, you were still reading at your own pace, unhurried. He knew he could adopt a slower speed to enjoy your chosen fictional literature. But lately, he found himself in a hurry, rushing himself to finish pages in a way that made him think maybe he was now above his previously established reading speed.Â
Why?
His gaze flicked over to you, mulling over the familiar details that made you, you. He studied the way your fingers trace the fore-edge of the book mindlessly, lingering on the way you tease your lips with your teeth as you registered the adventure that the story was taking you on. Spencer caught the slight shift in the space between your eyebrows and how they slightly twitch according to plot progression, displaying your commitment to your reading content.
Spencer would not classify himself as a people watcher, despite his necessary observant and analytical traits as a profiler. Yet, somehow, watching you had become one of his favorite quiet activities. In your little habits were his comfort. In moments when cases were overwhelming, his eyes have made a tendency to land on you. The spike in his heartbeat would normalize, whilst rapid thoughts would regulate. It was only in moments when Spencer would get caught by you that he would tear his gaze away sheepishly, before attempting to pretend that he was looking elsewhere instead.
The sound of paper rustling pulled Spencer out of his mind, and he instantly plunged himself into the same self-established cycle again.
And despite his fondness for literature, for once, it did not hold a candle in his eyes.
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âCows have best friends, how great is that?â
Spencer stopped eating his ice cream the second he spotted someone passing the two of you in a cow onesie, giving away why you decided on that particular fun fact. His eyes fell back on you, glimmering with amusement.Â
âYes, cows do have a âbest friendâ who they tend to share spaces and rest side by side with. Research shows that when separated, these cows would show signs of stress and anxiety with higher heart rates.â
You hummed at that. By now, you were used to his immediate expansion on your facts, no longer surprised or disappointed every time he added onto your words.Â
In fact, you fondly looked forward to hearing what he had to say about whatever fact you would sprout. There was a deep sense of appreciation that you have grown for this challenge. You felt like, intellectually, your general knowledge had expanded immensely, both from researching fun facts to tell Spencer and also from the informative responses that you would receive from him.
âYou know, cows also can develop what some may refer to as âaccents.â Research observed variations in their moos based on different regions and herds.â Spencer leaned closer to you before adding cheekily, âFun fact.â
âNuh uh, donât go stealing my line. Youâre not allowed to put me out of business.â
This tore a laugh out of Spencer, and you immediately bit back a smile at such a sound.Â
If humans have the ability to bottle noises for keepsake, you know now what sound you would try to capture.
Surprisingly, this was only the second time that Spencer and you had spent time together one-on-one out of work.Â
With the working hours at the BAU that forced you and all your co-workers to be in close proximity for an extensive amount of time, you tend to allocate your scarce free time to those who were outside of your work circle. But something about spending time with Spencer today had struck you with an epiphany:
You really, really wanted to see Spencer outside of work more often.
Both your phones started ringing at the same time.
âPenelope, is everything okay?â you answered quietly.
âEmily?â Spencer whispered at the same time into his phone.
After a few seconds, you both ended your respective phone calls before slowly turning to face each other again. You scanned yours and Spencerâs outfit before sighing.
âThereâs not enough time to go home and change.â The devastation in your voice was imminent.
âI know.â
A few minutes later, both of you entered the office, and almost instantly, the noise level declined significantly as the whole team paused their actions. You winced, knowing immediately that you two were about to be the butt of many incoming jokes.
âWhoa, what time period did you guys travel back from?â Emily teased.
âWe were at a convention, okay?â You huffed, picking up your go-bag from under your desk for a change of clothes.
âAnd you two are dressed up asâŚ?â Rossi crossed his arms, undoubtedly amused.
The team scanned over both of your outfits. Spencer was wearing a brown fedora hat, an oxblood colored corduroy jacket, and grey pants. Despite the only semi-chilly weather, he also sported a colorful striped knitted scarf around his neck. As for you, you were in an all pink attire, but what stood out was your long pink coat, high pink boots, and long white scarf.
âThe fourth doctor and Romana II, from Doctor Who,â Spencer answered, grabbing his go bag.
Derekâs eyes comedically bulged out at that, and he immediately spun his chair towards you. âBlink twice if Reid is blackmailing you with something to make you go to this convention with him.â You laughed at his remark.
âListen, remember the card game I lost two months ago? Thatâs why I had to go, but when I actually started the show, I really enjoyed it.â You raised your hands in surrender.
âOh, we lost another one. She got Reid-ified,â Derek exclaimed dramatically before placing a hand on his chest in jest heartbreak, grinning at your eye roll.
By now, Spencer had returned to your side with his go-bag. Though just as you two turned around to head off and change, an abrupt flash halted you both in your steps. Blinking away the after-effect of the blinding light, you saw Penelope with her phone facing you two and a cheeky grin on her face.
âWhoa, whoa, whoa. Delete that,â you immediately instructed, hands on your hips while your brows furrowed in fussiness. You then sucked in a deep breath and used your hand to comb through your hair before a smile broke your feigned annoyed expression. âI was not ready.â
Then, with dramatic flair, you posed properly for the camera, grabbing Spencerâs scarf exaggeratedly with both hands while tugging him lightly.Â
Spencer was unsure if his knees had buckled due to a slight loss of balance or from your proximity. He glanced at the camera, face slightly flushed, before witnessing another flash go off, evidencing his blush and putting it on record.
Your hands were gone from his scarf like a breeze.Â
âAlright, Iâm gonna go change now.â By the time Spencer registered your words, you were already gone. All that was left at the spot you previously occupied was his attention. Spencer's eyes eventually moved when he heard a quiet giggle from Penelope, who was indescribably entertained by the dazed look on his face.
The tech expert slowly angled her phone towards Spencer to show what she had captured, and she carefully observed Spencerâs contemplative gaze. His eyes landed on you first, and they softened at the sight of your beaming face. They then traced the slope of your smile and the crinkle of your eyes before reluctantly trailing down to your hands and the way they bossily clung onto his scarf.Â
The sentiment of pictures has always been just a concept to Spencer Reid. He does understand the logic behind peopleâs attachment to colored captures of moments and why people have âimportantâ photos in their wallets or have framed physical copies. But personally, he rarely ever practiced it. Yet, in this precise moment, he suddenly wanted to begin.
Without even looking at himself in the photo, Spencer murmured to Penelope:
âCan you send that to me, please? Thank you.â
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âWhere is she?â Derekâs gaze darted up to his friend. One glance at Spencer and the man already knew who he was referring to.
âGarcia said she called in sick this morning. Why?â
âNothing.â
Derek scanned over Spencer from head to toe properly this time. Realisation flashed through his eyes before the man smirked as he looked back down at his work.Â
Ah, the perks of being a profiler.
âSure, pretty boy.â
âWhat was that looââÂ
The sound of Spencerâs phone ringing interrupted his question. He took the device out of his pocket, and the phone almost flew out of his hand when he saw your name flashing on the screen. He immediately picked up and placed the device beside his ear, breathing out your name in greeting.
Instead of your usual cheery tone, Spencer was met with a muffled voice and snifflings.
Immediately, his body stiffened.
âAre you okay?â He was by his desk within seconds. His fingers grazed over his jacket, as if prepared to scoop the clothing up and dash out of the office if your answer indicated any distress.Â
âMy nose is blocked. Both sides. Itâs horrendous,â then came a dramatic sigh, âIâm becoming a mouth breather, Spence.â
Your melodrama tore a laugh from Spencerâs throat.
Derekâs lips curled discreetly at the noise.
âAnyway, donât think you can escape your daily fun fact just because Iâm not physically in the office.â Spencer was glad you were not physically with him, because if you were, you would have seen the idiotic grin stretching his face. But how could he not smile at your stubborn resilience, and the cute sound of your nasally voice that was slightly more high-pitched than normal.Â
âYouâre sick, and you took a day off work, but not off the fun fact thing?â
âIn sickness and in health, as they say.â
Spencer accidentally snorted at your words and immediately cleared his throat in an attempt to cover it.
Derekâs brows scrunched at that.
âApparently, while wired to specific scientific machines and whatnot, two lucid dreamers can have two-way communication in real time. How cool is that?â Spencer hummed fondly at your words before sitting down, his plan to flee from office hours long gone.
âThatâs quite a recent fun fact. The study was recently concluded just about two years ago,â his voice came out soft as he focused on any sound that the technological device beside his ear could carry over from your end.Â
He caught your hum, though the sound resembled the same one you always did while sitting next to him on the jet as the team flew back to Quantico. The noise that often preceded the soft landing of your head on his shoulder and the way heâd sit straighter up to accommodate you entirely despite his germaphobia-led touch aversion.
âYou should sleep and rest,â he whispered, despite wanting to hear your voice for longer. But selflessness came easy when you were in consideration.
Spencer carefully began listing all the things you ought to do later to get better. But halfway through, he noticed the lack of noise from the other end, except for your rhythmic breathing, signaling your sound asleep state. Spencer sighed before removing the phone from his ear. He stared at the device in long contemplation before clicking the end call button.
Finally placing down the device that signified his only contact with you today, Spencer flipped open todayâs case dossier. However, he found himself re-reading the first sentence over and over again. His eyes kept scanning over the same words, and he felt the way they slid past his comprehension the same way small external details occasionally would escape his notice whenever he spent time with you.Â
Spencerâs mind kept trailing back to the phone call and to you.
Itâs familiarityâhe tried to tell himself. Humans were, afterall, creatures of habit, and considering you have been swirled into his daily routine like a necessity, it made sense that the lack of your presence had set him off balance.Â
Eventually, Spencer got up and went to the break room for coffee. But the second he opened the cupboard and his eyes landed on your mug, he felt his mouth run dry.Â
For the past one and a half years, he has always made two cups of coffee instead of one at the start of each day.
His eyes darted to his mug right next to yours. The idea of separating them sent some sort of ache in his heart, even if logically they were just ceramic vessels.
Perhaps he had mislabeled what missing someone meant all along, because your absence was bringing a hollowness that nobody had managed to carve out of him before. It was the kind of emptiness that made him feel incomplete, as if a piece of himself was not with him. Yet, as opposed to the expected numbness that often accompanied such a feeling, Spencer felt every second of your absence with a constant stinging ache that felt too akin to withdrawal symptoms.Â
Eventually, Spencer shut the cupboard and returned to his desk, coffee-less.
That evening after work, Spencer made a detour instead of going straight home, missing the way his friends huddled together, exchanging hushed whispers about his departure.
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Twenty two hours, forty eight minutes, and thirty one seconds.
Spencer witnessed as time quietly slipped through the cracks of his remaining strength.Â
The whole bullpen lacked the life his work family usually colored in. The janitor had long shut off the main lights, so the only thing illuminating the space near Spencer was his desk lamp. Everybody else had gone home except for Hotch, but the unit chief was in his office, leaving Spencer as the last man standing in the bullpen.
After a few more ticks, Spencer finally tore his gaze from the timing instrument and glided his vision back down to the pen in his hand, forcing it to ink his unfinished report, but words refused to string together.Â
Spencerâs free hand began tapping his desk rhythmically in a pathetic attempt to comfort himself.
Twenty two hours, fifty one minutes, and twenty one seconds.
Spencer wanted to say that it didnât matter. Why should it? But he knew damn well that the answer was because the team mattered to him.Â
However, perspective was truly a funny thing. Someone could be your number one priority, and you barely just made it in their list.
Spencer averted his gaze from the unfinished report to the brand new photo frame on his desk, where a captured version of the recent memory of you two as Doctor Who characters resided.
It did not take a genius to see that you two were closer to one another than with others on the team. However, the fun fact challenge had truly unlocked another level of bond. It was the kind of connection that meant he had started placing you above the others, a position that implied he also expected more from you, cause perhaps he thought you had also valued him just as much as he treasured you in his mind.Â
So as much as the whole team was the source of his dismay, there was a spotlight reserved for your absence, one that was beyond glaring and punched his guts in ways that others could not.
His eyes traced your face in the photograph again, like they had done every morning since he had gotten the picture framed.Â
Oftentimes, you could never be absolutely sure where you stand in someoneâs life.
Twenty two hours, fifty nine minutes, and ten seconds.
A resigned breath escaped the narrow gap between his lips.
With more effort than it usually took, Spencer got on his feet, hoping that another cup of coffee would be the cure for his inefficiency. He slowly placed more weight on one side of his body to turn around. At the same time, Spencer began rubbing his face in hopes that exhaustion and melancholy would push themselves aside for a brief moment so that he could finish this impending task.Â
When Spencer finally reopened his eyes to navigate the darkness, he froze at the sight that was once behind him.
Eight steps away was you, looking like a deer caught in headlights.Â
Then came your escaped nervous laughter, like you were scared of screwing up, but that was only because you were unaware that you could almost never do wrong in Spencerâs eyes. His heartâwhich Spencerâs brain has been having a harder time controlling latelyâprovided you with a much larger margin for error than anybody else.
Your gentle tone filled the fragile silence that was intertwined with suspense.
âFun fact, birthday cakes are traditionally round as an Ancient Greek tradition to resemble the moon for the goddess Artemis.â Your eyes crinkled as your lips curled into that familiar smile that had previously held Spencer powerless on numerous occasions. âHappy Birthday, Spence.â
There you were, cake in hand after a long day of work on a gruesome case.
There you were, with a homemade cake after a long day of him thinking everybody had forgotten his birthday, or more importantly, that you had forgotten.
But maybe his probability was not entirely against him.Â
âI know Iâm quite late, but trust me, thereâs an explanation. When I got to the office this morning, I realized that I had forgotten your cake at home. I was planning to grab it after work, but the case kept us all back so late, and then traffic was super bad because of a concert today. But hey, I got the cake now, and I really hope you like it.â
You peered down at your own baking product and the slightly wonky penmanship before turning your eyes back onto Spencer.
âAlso, since itâs your birthday, Iâll give you a bonus fun fact. There are roughly 30,000 people who have their birthdays on October 12th in the States, butâŚâÂ
Your voice fell quiet as your eyes diverted back to the cake again.Â
âYouâre my favorite October 12th.â
And right at that second, all of Spencerâs previous attempts at rationalising his feelings via scientific explanations collapsed. For once, science could no longer shield him, because as much as it was a field built on facts of concrete evidence, there was also an undeniable truth: he liked you.
It might not be rational, but it was still a fact, and that alone terrified Spencer.Â
And while he was your favorite October 12th, you were his favorite every day.
Spencer glanced down at the handmade cake and the singular purple candle pierced in the center. The tiny flame provided just enough light for the space between you both. His eyes then flicked back onto you, and they softened.
God, you were so clueless about the effect your actions have on him and his whole world.
One breath extinguished the fire, and grey smoke fluttered into the air.
Then, for the first time since he saw you five minutes ago, Spencer managed to form the only words he felt were worthy enough of your time.
âThank you.â
Even if the significance behind those words didnât reach you today, it was okay. But they carry the weight of his whole heart and every unspoken reason behind his gratefulness.Â
Thank you for not forgetting about him today. Thank you for always being so kind and paying attention to the details about him. Thank you for being such an important part of his life. Thank you for choosing the exact career path that you did to lead you to him. Thank you for existing.Â
And someday, maybe Spencer Reid will gather enough courage to tell you all of this.
ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš
You halted in your step, and almost immediately Spencer followed suit. His eyesight followed yours, and he instantly knew what you were gonna ask from him.
âCome on, can you play for me? Please?â you urged, and it didnât take more than your pleading face to make him approach the instrument that lay abandoned in the corner of the hotel where the whole team was staying.
Saying ânoâ became a significantly harder task for Spencer ever since he realised what kind of position his feelings were in when it came to you. It especially felt like an impossible task when your words came in that pleading tone and the smile that had him wishing stopping time was one of his abilities.
You followed Spencer and leaned against the instrument eagerly. You observed as he lightly cracked his knuckles, eying the mixture of ivory and ink-dark keys with a calculative gaze before placing his fingers delicately on them while his foot pressed gently on one of the pedals at the base.
For a moment, you wondered what Spencer would play. Maybe one of the classical pieces he liked a lot. Perhaps Bach? Orâ Â
A familiar tune overtook the pleasant quietness in the empty hotel lobby, and recognition struck you with every flawless execution of each note.
First off, you knew he was a liar, saying he only dabbled in piano. But what caught you off-guard was hearing the piano version of your favorite song.Â
It was things like this that made you conclude that Spencer Reid was one of the sweetest individuals you have ever had the privilege to know. From making you coffee daily to hunting down first editions of your favorite books (the most recent one in which he handed over along with soup the day you got sick and were off work). Now, he was learning your favorite song on the piano.Â
Lucky felt like an inadequate word to describe your position in life when Spencer was in the equation.
Only when he finished the very modern composition did you speak up.
âI thought you only listened to classical?â
âIâŚdid,â was all that came out of Spencerâs mouth, but it was enough for you to catch his implication that he had learnt this song specifically on the piano for you.
Spencer sniffled, diverting his gaze from you shyly as he inspected the keys in front of him again.
Ever since his birthday, Spencer could constantly feel the urge to confess right on the tip of his tongue while his lips trembled in self-control to keep them to himself for now. According to the internet and its various articles, he should try to âwooâ you first, and hence these actions instead of confessing right away. He wondered if you got his message. He wondered if you could tell this was his version of flirting. However, Spencer also knew that he had accidentally portrayed himself as an extremely sweet friend from your perspective, so thoughtful actions with the aim of impressing you romantically were most likely ruled as platonic gestures.Â
You began toying with the ring on your middle finger, the flattery from his sweet action manifested itself through the heat beneath your cheeks. For the first time in your almost three years of friendship with Spencer, you were struck by a minor nerve-wracking sensation. There was also a fleeting stutter in your chest that you decisively ignored.
You moved on with a quiet murmur.
âYou know, humans owe squirrels a lot. They have planted at least thousands of trees.â You gave him a soft smile when his eyes met yours again. âItâs accidental, but no less a noble act contributing to the environment.â
âYeah, they would bury nuts for later usage, but forget their locations. Many forgotten nuts can grow into trees, therefore, contributing to forest regeneration.âÂ
âAnddd another fun fact failure.â You groaned, though your expression melted into a smile when you heard Spencer chuckle at that.Â
âWe should head up. Itâs getting late.â
You nodded in agreement and began walking, but looked back briefly at Spencer. âBut itâs not too late for an episode of Doctor Who, right?â
An outstretched grin spread across Spencerâs face at your words.
âNever.â
ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš
âNo way.â You were speechless as you made way out of Spencerâs car, staring at the building in front of you in disbelief. âDonât tell meâŚâ
âYeah, itâs for your favorite film,â Spencer confirmed your suspicion.
âSo, it didnât matter that I had lost, huh?â
Shortly after your Doctor Who convention together, Spencer had invited you to this event that was two and a half months after. Though he insisted on keeping the details a secret, relaying only the dress codeâsmart casual, but whatever you were most comfortable with.
The secretive factor of the whole ordeal had you guessing in suspense for the entire two months, but now that you were here, you fully understood why.
This was the event that you both would have gone to instead of the Doctor Who convention if you had won that game of cards.
An orchestra movie concert of your favourite movie.
Spencer sucked in a deep breath, fingers toying with the loose threads of his cardigan. There he went again, attempting to present to you that he was an optionâthe best one, at thatâand giving signals that he was pursuing you. He has read at least five hundred online articles on the art of flirting in the past week alone. If Derek ever found his online searching history, Reid would never live it down.
âGod, this is the best thing ever.â Seeing how pleased you were with his action made Spencer want to physically preen with pride.
Once you two had settled down inside, you took a couple of photos and observed your surroundings. You looked around at your neighboring audiences before averting your gaze to the empty chairs that were soon to be filled by instrumental experts. Your body was flooded with excitement at the prospect of finally being at this event.Â
You decided to chime in with your daily fun fact just minutes before the concert was due to start.
âDid you know that thereâs a planet that is â made of diamonds?â you whispered.
â55 Cancri e, right?â he matched your volume, shifting in the chair beside you to make himself comfortable.
âYeah, that one,â you confirmed, turning your head back to him. âGo on, I know you have details on it.â You encouraged, shifting yourself into a comfortable position as well.
â55 Cancri e is a super-Earth exoplanet, approximately twice the size of Earth, though roughly eight times heavier in terms of mass. First sighted and discovered in 2004, scientists have found that it is a very hot and rocky planet with a molten lava ocean surface due to its incredibly close orbit to its starâŚâ
You were leaning into your palm while listening to him, clinging onto every word as they absorbed into your brain. The space you left in between you both out of consideration for Spencer gradually lessened as he leaned in closer the more he talked. His tone, too, grew more quiet as he went on, as if the information he was telling you did not exist in some cyclopaedia, but a secret passed in full trust.Â
The corners of your lips curled at the twinkle in Spencerâs eyes as he detailed out knowledge that previously sat in the corner of his brain, collecting dust.
Spencerâs intellectual rambling will always be one of your favorite things about him. You loved hearing him talk and the way he enunciated each syllable so clearly, as well as his wordings and his tonal patterns. You should have gotten used to it by now, but it marvelled you every single time that you had the chance to listen to him talk about things you would rely on an internet search to know. Just like usual, today was no different.
Spencer Reid was remarkable. It was almost impossible to take your eyes off him when he talked. He was a bundle of many things that made him an individual worth a lifetime of getting to know.
You wondered if you were looking at him a little bit too fondly right now. But how could you not when he was whispering sweet facts to you as if he only wanted you to know of it? It felt almost as if this fun fact challenge had turned into a sacred tradition between you two.Â
âEven though it is widely said that the planet is â of diamond, this is actually still only a theory and yet to be proven. So, to dub it the Diamond Planet when theyâre not even sure if there are diamonds on the planet itself is likeâŚsuspecting you are a quarter or half French and then introducing yourself as French to people anyway.â
Your laughter burst out unfiltered, and you instantly grounded yourself by clearing your throat and pulling yourself away from Spencer slightly, putting yourself on timeout.
That was kind of embarrassing.Â
The joke was slightly funny, but nowhere close to warranting that kind of laughter.
It sort of reminded you of the videos you have seen on the internet about the kind of laugh that people would let out in reaction to their crushâs jokâ
Oh.
You subtly slid deeper into your chair as thoughts shot in your mind at a hundred miles per second. Your fingers immediately curled into your palms to dig at it. You could not look back at Spencer in fear that he would notice that something was wrong.Â
Oh God.Â
But were you really surprised though?Â
A part of you had seen it coming, because as much as you adore all your co-workers, you knew in the bottom of your heart that Spencer was the only one you were willing to lessen your sleeping hours to prolong hanging out and conversing with. Also, to be immune to such sweet actions, you would have to be some statue made of stone. For years now, Spencer had intently taken time to know you and go out of his way just to make you happy. If anything, you were grateful that your heart had picked someone so kind and worthy to give itself away to.
You glanced at Spencer from the corner of your eyes, and just the sight of him alone had your heart hiccupping in a way that you had become familiar with for the past month. It was the kind of stutter that you had outright been trying to ignore and written off as nothing. But unlike all the previous times, you knew you could no longer deny that man next to you was the reason for such palpitations.
And maybe it was also time to face it: you like Spencer Reid, your genius of a friend and very much also a profiler.
Your eyes snapped away from him the moment you realized the significance of playing it cool. You could not have him picking up the signs and figuring out that you have feelings for him. But then again, you have seen how clueless he was around women who were hitting on him and failing to pick up their signals. So, maybe he would not notice your current body language either.
Before you could think more on the matter, the lights dimmed and instruments began stringing together in a well-rehearsed manner. It was only then that you began breathing again, relieved that you had two hours to collect your thoughts and come to terms with the newly attained knowledge about yourself.
ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš ďš
âAlright, whatâs the fun fact of today?â you heard Spencerâs voice before peering up and seeing him behind your chair, hands on the back of the furniture, looking down at you with a shy smile. The sight of his adorable expression made your cheeks heat up, and you had to avert your gaze to prevent him from spotting signs of your flustered state.
The other members just boarded the jet as well, settling into their own spots after a tiring case. You were much less the same, sporting the now more noticeable eye bags that matched Spencerâs. Yet, that does not deter his gaze from the warmth they hold.
You gestured to Spencerâs usual seat right next to you. Once he had settled down, you made your next move on his chessboard, resuming your current ongoing match with him. You could see the instant way the cogs in his brain started spinning. At that, you provided your fun fact of the day, hoping it would serve as a distraction.
âYou know, I read that there are more possible variations of chess games than the number of atoms in the universe.â
âYeah, itâs known as the Shannon numberâthe number of possible chess games, I mean, which is 10120. Meanwhile, the estimated number of atoms in the observable universe is 1080to 1082.â
He made his move, catching your discreet yawn in the corner of his eyes.
âFascinating, isnât it?â The weight behind your eyes turned them half-lidded. They landed on the chessboard, trying to formulate the next best move, but your brain refused to cooperate as a fog of sleepiness overclouded your judgments.
âYou donât have to play now, you know. We can just play next time.â
âNo, no. Give me a second, Iâll make my move.â
âYouâre tired.â
You slowly turned your head towards Spencer, and there it was again. You caught the concern leaking from his gaze, and it instantly reminded you just how caring Spencer was to those in his life and especially you. Your mouth formed a tired yet grateful smile at his expressed worry.
You felt sorry for those who have never had the opportunity to be the subject of his affections.
For a split second, you pondered the kind of doting that Spencer would do if he were pursuing someone romantically. You have never seen him express interest in any woman during your time at the BAU, despite the advances he has gotten from various good-looking women. But if he was already this sweet platonically, you were fairly certain your heart would give out at what he had in mind as romance.
Your shoulders finally slumped before a truthful sigh escaped from you. âYeah.â
Unlike usual, where you would fall asleep and land on his shoulder while you were knocked out, he outright shifted to sit up straighter for you, offering his shoulder.
Spencer never admitted it out loud, but he had foolishly started wanting the friction of your skin against his or the fabric of his belongings. It was an impossible he thought would never occur, but here he was, anticipating the next rare moment of physical touch beside the one where his shoulder would become your pillow.Â
Of course, he had noticed itâyour lack of touch when it came to him. He was devastatingly aware of your mindfulness of his germaphobia, and Spencer was grateful, he really was. However, your reservation to accommodate his tendencies had begun feeling like deprivation. In fact, Spencer could count on one hand the amount of times you had ever touched him deliberately, with the last one being one hundred and sixty three days ago.
But it was that particular initiative factor that Spencer deeply yearned for. He craved and awaited for a touch made with purpose.Â
He wanted you to mean it.
You stilled at such a small action, gaze stopping on his shoulder. You did not want to over-interpret such a simple movement, but knowing Spencer, there were implications and significance in that little offering.Â
You knew it had become a recurring thing. As embarrassed as you were, you could not help the fact that you were the type to move around a lot in your sleep. You had tried using an airplane pillow, leaning against the wall, and so many other methods. However, most of the time, you would still wake up on Spencerâs shoulder before instantly jolting up and freeing him from the physical touch.
But the certainty on Spencerâs face left your rejection stuck in your throat.
Hesitantly, you began shifting closer, giving Spencer just enough time to retract the offer if he wanted to. But he stayed confidently still as your head started leaning down before finally landing on his shoulder.
One single small action had Spencer questioning how much longer he could go on like this. How much longer could he keep these feelings tightly locked and concealed? Because Spencer was utterly gone for you. Gone in the kind of way where one casual compliment from you about the cardigan he was wearing had him immediately putting the item into his clothing rotation a lot more frequently.
âIâm gonna get you some day, SpenceâŚâ Spencer watched as you drifted to sleep before closing his own eyes, all while he wished the flight back would last forever.
Unbeknownst to you both, the team exchanged knowing looks and discreet smiles at the sight they were witnessing. There had been nothing more obvious to them than this, but instead of intervening, they decided to let things play its course.Â
Because, despite the uncertain nature surrounding the occurrence of events in life, this was the one thing everybody was sure was inevitable.
ďš ďš ďš
The jet finally arrived back at Quantico around 11pm. Spencer had finished his report a few minutes before you did, but lingered behind as usual to wait for you. About two weeks ago, he had established a new routine between you both.Â
âReady?â Spencer carefully peeled your bag from your hand, checking his watch to see that it was already past midnight, marking a new day.
âYeahâŚâ you breathed out tiredly, eager to collapse in bed. âMore than ready.â
You like to think you have kept it cool well, in general. But Spencerâs new routine of walking you to your car after work had you a nail tip away from laying all your cards bare and revealing your feelings. Even on days when you finished your report first, he would walk you to your car before returning to the office. But the thing was:
Spencer Reid rarely ever drove to work, which meant he was going to the employee parking lot every day with you for no reason.Â
Well, for no reason but you.
The elevator began making its descent from the sixth floor with both of you inside. You were listening carefully as Spencer discussed an academic paper he had read last night. The doors soon jerked open, revealing the fairly empty parking lot. At the sight of your car, you subtly began slowing down your steps, biting back a smile when you noticed him mirroring your change of pace.Â
You observed as he animatedly gushed about the methodology of the research paper, paying particular attention to the tiny detail of his body language. The way his hands were passionately waving around, exaggerating certain points Spencer was trying to make. The flutter of his eyelashes as he blinked a bit faster than he usually wouldâa habit that often occurs when he speaks quickly, as you have learned. The smooth movements of his lips as his mouth tried to rush out words to match the pace of his incredibly brilliant brain.
Now that you were looking at his lips, you have to admit that it was kind of hard to look away.
Suddenly, an idea brewed in your mind, and it felt like the holy grail had finally landed in your lap. Who would have known that a random Thursday would be the day you ought to finally win this challenge and put Spencer in checkmate.
âSpence?â Your lips curled mischievously, observing the way Spencer halted in his steps at your tone.Â
God, despite being subjected to harsh and unflattering parking lot lights, Spencer still had the audacity to look good in a way that tugged at your heartstrings. The sight had you questioning if he was capable of ever looking bad. His warm eyes colored with interest as he eagerly awaited your next words. You took a couple more steps forward, wanting to hide the plotting expression on your face.Â
âFun factâŚâ You paused before peering back at him. At those two words, you instantly caught the anticipation rolling off him. There was also a subtle confidence from him that signalled he was sure he already knew whatever you were planning to tell him. But you knew that this time, things would be different.Â
With a competitive glint in your eyes, you finally divulged todayâs fun fact, your voice calm and stable.
âI like you.â
Just as you predicted, Spencer froze while his mouth fell agape. No words fell out of those talkative lips, a stark contrast to how fast he was speaking a couple of seconds ago. You practically beamed in victory at such a reaction. You wanted to celebrate, you really did. But you decided not to gloat about your win yet. Instead, you prioritised the better option: teasing your friend.
âI recalled you mentioning once that kissing spreads fewer germs than shaking hands?â You winked playfully, expecting nothing from it. It was simply a joke to make Spencer flustered for your entertainment, and there was zero expectation that he would somehow miraculously confess that he had been secretly liking you too and would actually kiss you at your workplaceâs parking lot at 1am.
Because there was no way Doctor Spencer Reid liked you, right?
You observed as his lips slowly curled up in amusement as your words sunk in, and that partially made your shoulders relaxed. Well, at least your joke landed, and your friendship would make it out intact despite your confession.
But then, out of nowhere, that closed-mouth smile stretched into a full-on grin before a chuckle of disbelief escaped from Spencer.Â
Now, you were on alert. Instantly, you tried to read his reactionâwas he in disbelief that he was finally stumped by a fact he had not yet known of? Was he amused by your clever trick of using your own feelings as a fun fact? But the elation on his face and the awestruck look in his eyes hardly aligned with someone who had just lost a long-term challenge.
Your lips parted as you continued assessing the man, but you caught the way his eyes flickered down at that small movement before he sucked in a deep breath.
Oh�
Suspicion crept in, but confirmation came quicker.
In the blink of an eye, Spencer had completely eliminated the two steps between you both, sealing you two in a proximity that was closer than you had ever been with him. His palms found your face, and they cupped your cheeks in a careful yet certain way.
Spencerâs eyes darted all over your face, searching for all the clues that you were okay with what he had next in mind. He could see that your pupils were slightly dilated, as well as feel the way you were leaning into his touch and the heat that was transferring from your cheeks to his hands. Though it was only when you did not pull away and instead, had your tongue dart out to wet your lips, did Spencer kill the remaining space between your faces.
His lips slanted against yours in a desperate manner that outmatched his need for oxygen, kissing you like it was long overdue. He swallowed the gasp escaping your throat and the surprised noise that followed. There was an urgency he could not hide as his straining self-control snapped from your green light.Â
You began kissing him back just a second or two after, and almost instantly, you heard a sigh of relief. Your lips curled, but any trace of smugness vanished when his thumb began rubbing your cheek fondly. Suddenly, you were aware of just how close you two were. Every point of contact was sending a searing heat through your body, because despite his fears of germs, Spencer was touching your skin like it was a need, rather than an obligation for moments like these.Â
You pressed your lips harder against his.
Good lord, Spencer could do this forever.Â
He might have been able to count the number of times you have touched him on one hand, but even with the whole team, there were not enough fingers to account for the number of times he had glanced at your lips this week alone.
Your own hands touched the sides of his waist, and you instantly caught the longing noise that escaped from Spencerâs throat, echoing onto your lips. At such an encouraging sound, you curled your hands to the back of his body and snaked them up his back. Your lips smirked against his at the way he arched into your touch.Â
One hundred and sixty three daysâSpencer reminded himself again, humming in utter satisfaction at the way those numbers spun down to zero. Finally, you were touching him on purpose and with purpose. He practically melted at the way your hands roamed so confidently without any trace of guilt that he was uncomfortable, because he was far from that.
In fact, he eagerly wanted to keep the number of days since the last time you touched him at zero permanently.Â
You picked that precise moment to pull away, documenting the way his eyes fluttered open and dawned into existence the unadulterated glimmer of yearning in them.Â
You have always thought he was gorgeous, but how he looked right then rendered the word inadequate. It was a vision exceeding all your daydreams, and to be the reason behind the look made you feel like you were an award winning fashion designer who had just invented a magnificent masterpiece. But unlike most, you had no intention of sharing this artwork with the world or with anybody else.
Spencer felt his heart squeeze at the sight of you again. Was it possible to miss someone so badly from not having a visual on them for approximately a minute? Maybe he was more screwed than he thought.
Breathlessly, he finally whispered the confession that he had long to say for a month.
âDespite all the facts I already know and have learnt during my whole entire life, youâre my favorite thing to study and know more about, and have been since you stepped into my life. Nothing I learnt after felt like it could outrank anything I learnt about you.â It was true. Every speck of information about you gets the forefront of his memoryâs line-up, taking priority over every other knowledge. Spencer licked his own lips for remnants of you before continuing, âYouâre my favorite fun fact, you know that?â
Your heart tugged at his words. You had no idea how you managed to compete with the vast amount of interesting information that existed in the world, but under Spencerâs stare, you truly could see he meant every word.
âButâŚâ The smile on your face instantly dropped at that single word from Spencer. Good rarely ever followed that three-letter conjunction.
âBut?â
âI do have to admit that, uhmâŚâ The familiar sheepish glint in his eyes had one of your eyebrows shooting up. âI kinda already know that fun fact already, that you liked me.â Your hands on him stilled their movement before falling onto your sides in disbelief.
âOh, come on. You canât be serious.â He resisted the urge to whine at the lack of physical touch from you. âBut you looked shocked.â
âI was shocked you actually said it. I didn't think youâd do it todayâŚor tomorrowâŚor maybe everââ You slapped his arm, but he gladly welcomed that contact. Anything was better than nothing.
âI thought youâre like highly oblivious to romantic signals? Iâve seen you being completely clueless and not picking up on the fact that women were flirting with you.â
âI think I wasnât clueless when it came to you because my eyes were always on you.â Those words came out shamelessly. In fact, Spencer almost sounded proud of himself. You tried not to let his words make you flustered.
âWhen did you figure it out?â
âThat you like me? At the orchestra.â
âHow? I barely figured it out myself that I liked you then.â
âYeah, I could tell.â Your huff drew a chuckle from him.
You finally peeled yourself completely away from Spencer, grabbing your bag from his hand before making your way to your car. As you unlocked the vehicle and swung the driverâs door open, you could hear his footsteps following. You crouched to lean into your car and place your bag onto the passenger seat. You could feel Spencerâs presence stopping just behind you, standing much closer than he had ever before tonight.
As you bent back up and leaned against your car, you didn't miss the way Spencerâs fingers twitched, giving away his urges for physical contact. You crossed your arms before tilting your head back teasingly.
âIâm still gonna get you someday.â
Spencerâs gaze melted to an even softer look than before at your declaration. There was a freeing component in his eyes, showcasing the joy from being able to openly look at you in the way he had really wanted to for a while. His voice lowered to a sweet, promising whisper.
âIâm counting on that.â
With that, Spencer leaned in again, wanting a second run of things before the two of you had to part ways for the night.
You grinned into the kiss and quickly wrapped your arms around him again. Quietly, your mind logged in todayâs score.Â
Day 187 status: unsuccessful.Â
But it hardly matters when you think youâve already won something a lot better.
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You want to see the floating lights. Steve wants his satchel back. You come to an arrangement that is mutually beneficial⌠sorta. tangled!au
10k words, reader insert, fem!reader, medieval times (ish!), begrudging allies, fake dating/marriage, lots of changes from tangled movie but itâs got the spirit, I tried to be inclusive of all hair types but it is magical and floor length nonetheless, magical realism, TW for abusive mother + narcissism, mother is awful, steve is gonna show her the world is a good place!! allies to friends to lovers, pining
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Steve's hands are bleeding by the time he works his way into the tower, raw from the rough grit of old hewn stone. He hisses with every handhold he finds, adrenaline staving off the worst of the pain as his eyes scrabble for the next ledge.Â
Five feet, three. His hand slaps into the dark wood of a window ledge and he heaves himself up, the joints of his arms screaming in protest. Were it not for the rumbling of horse hooves like an earthquake outside of the grotto he might've given up, hoped for a soft landing.Â
The threat of being caught propels him forward.Â
He lands on the tiled flooring of the main atrium of the tower with an audible plop of fabric, his satchel clunking hard by his hip.Â
"Stars," he says. He breathes hard, trying and failing to slow his heart now he's found sanctuary.Â
He lifts his cheek from the mosaic beneath and peers around the room. He gawps.Â
It's mostly dark, and still he can make out the intricate, masterful artwork decorating the curved wall. Flowers made up of a thousand colours, petals dripping with dew, their anthers heavy with pollen. A field of every flower he's ever seen and a hundred others he's not familiar with. He has really, truly, never seen anything like it. Not even the spectacle of the Palace could hold a candle to what he sees before him. No books he'd read growing up had ever conjured an image as sharply magical as this.
He pushes up onto his elbows. Sunlight drips into the room from the wooden shutters heâd crawled through, illuminating the feet of each cabinet, a washing basin, and the brick oven under a staircase that ascends into the tower. He sniffs and finds the stick of coal dust heavy in the air; somebody lives here.Â
Steve's quickly proven right when you swing from behind an alcove near the kitchenette.Â
He startles backward and away from you as you advance, a cast iron pan held aloft in delicate hands and wielded with an intimidating confidence.Â
"Holy- Wait! Wait, please," he cries, holding his hands palm out in surrender.Â
Steve doesn't suppose you'd been expecting such a feeble intruder. He'd feel a strike against his dignity if it hadn't worked â you slow in the centre of the room, your breath coming in quick pants as the iron pan in your grip shakes.Â
You're scared.
You're beautiful.Â
"What do you want?" you ask, a pleading sort of twist to your question. "I don't have anything. I don't have anything worth taking."Â
"Please," he says loudly. "I don't want anything. Sanctuary for the night, nothing else."Â
Your chest rises. Steve feels smarmy, but he finds his eyes drawn to the valley of your chest, the bodice of your dress. A soft and buttery orange sewn with the palest pink and lilac embroidery. It's a gorgeous piece of craftsmanship, lovely enough that he wonders briefly if you're of royal descent, but the dress itself is a peasant's gown.Â
His eyes rise back to your unhappy face. Your brows are pulled up at the starts, a delicate display that betrays your fear.Â
You glare at him.Â
"You can't stay here," you assert.
"One night." Steve pulls his satchel into his lap to procure a small coin purse. He'd love to say it was his coin purse. He cannot. "I have silvers. I can pay you."Â
He will not be paying you anything. He won't rob you, though. He's not a total miscreant.Â
"You can't stay," you say again, raising your iron pan higher above your shoulder. He sees a flash of something at your hip. "My motherâ"Â
"Holy stars, is that your hair?"Â
You seize up, making an almost inaudible sound of dejection. "No."Â
"Are you sure? It looks very much like hair."
Steve anchors his hand to the floor and leans downward to get a better look. You turn with him, attempting to shield your long hair from view and only helping him along. It sways with your movements, the ends near long enough to dance over the floor.Â
"You have to leave. Leave!"Â
Steve bites the inside of his lip. A rainbow of light arcs through the air and caresses your cheek, and the wind chime hanging in the window tinkles softly with a warm summer breeze. The tower echoes with your huffing breath. The pan is too heavy for you to hold any longer and you let it drop with a wrist-tugging defeat.Â
"I'm not trying to scare you. But I really can't leave. I won't harm a hair on your head," he adds with a smile, eyebrows slightly raised in wait of your laughter.Â
You don't laugh, nor do you smile.Â
"My mother, she'll come home any minute now," you say unconvincingly.Â
He tips his head to one side. "Then I'll speak with your mother and get her permission to stay."Â
"She won't give it."Â
You're really too handsome to be frowning as you are. Steve wants to do as he does with all pretty people and make you smile, but the task feels insurmountable. You want him to leave. He can't.Â
"If I leave, I'll be killed," he says. While it's not a lie in its entirety, neither is it a truth.
Your grip tightens around the handle of your pan. "What?" you ask worriedly.Â
He feels guilty for garnering your concern though it's exactly what he'd been aiming for, nodding his head gravely.Â
"I'm being pursued by ruffians. For days now. I only need to hide here for the night while they clear the forest. They'll look for me elsewhere, after."Â
His storytelling voice is clear. Admittedly much too dramatic and yet you eat it up like a child devours spun sugar. Your hands press to your chest, frying pan held in your palm like the pommel of a sword.Â
"Ruffians?" you repeat.
He swoops in. "Not to worry. They didn't see me scale the tower, or even enter the valley." He gives you a commending smile. "You're very well hidden."
"Not well enough, clearly."Â
"I got lucky."
You back away from him. You don't turn your back to him, smart girl, only widen the gap between your two bodies with a fluttering unease.Â
"I wish I could help you," you whisper urgently, "I wish I could. But my mother, if she finds you here, I- I'm not sure what she'll do."Â
Steve blinks dazedly. "She would kill me?"Â
"No! Of course not."Â
"Then whatever it is will be a kinder fate."Â
That shatters the very last of your resolve. You visually err on what to do next, how to handle his being here. Steveâs head races with thoughts of the palace guards, of Thomas and Carol, and of you â your skin lit by the sun, and your long, long hair.Â
"Do you want some water?" you ask quietly.Â
The relief he conjures is as authentic as it comes. "Yes. More than anything."Â
â
Your mysterious stranger sits at one end of the table in Mother's seat while you sit across from him, a small clay drinking cup encapsulated by his large hand. You're making no effort to hide how closely you're watching him, though if he's under the impression it's for safety's sake then that's best.Â
He's very, very fine.Â
You haven't seen a man in person before, and if they all look like this you might wish you'd ventured out of the tower sooner. He wears a worn brown tunic that shows evidence of numerous careful darnings, its top button popped open to reveal a tiniest hint of curled hair disappearing downward.Â
The hair on his head and tucked behind his ears is comely as corn silk but much darker. It shines in the descending sunlight now flooding the room. There's a golden tinge to everything at this time that leaves no inch of his person unscathed; his eyes glow with it, his irises a melting brown that reminds you of rare, thick honey.Â
"The flowers," he says after an aching pause. "Are they painted? They must have been a huge expense."Â
You follow his gaze, surprised at his question in two ways. That he would ask, and that he would think somebody else did them.Â
"They're how I spend my summers."Â
"Looking at them?"Â
You laugh from the pure joy of the complement he's implying, unused to his awed reaction. Mother usually nods or hums at a new unveiling, and one time you'd earned a, "That's wonderful, darling."Â
You're not sure she'd actually been looking at the time.Â
"I painted them myself."Â
The stranger's jaw drops. "A little thing like you?" he asks.Â
"I'm hardly little," you deny, neither of stature nor burden.Â
"You're young, aren't you? You can't be more than twenty summers."
"What a funny way of speaking," you murmur, more to yourself than him. "I'm twenty. I'll be one and twenty, in a few days."Â
His eyes narrow. "Well, what's wrong with you?"Â
"What's wrong with me?"Â
"You aren't married?"Â
You try not to be offended and fail spectacularly. "Most don't get married until they're nearing five and twenty!"Â
"Most," he agrees. "But a girl as pretty as you? Who can paint like this? Don't tell me you've been hiding from every man in the kingdom."
You turn your face from him in case he can tell how flustered you are. Two complements in one day is unprecedented. Your heart bump-bump-bumps.Â
"Are you married?" you ask swiftly, hoping to redirect this line of conversation away from something as treacherous as your own isolation. Any answer would expose you.
"I am, actually. She has the most gorgeous shine to her face, and her laugh is melodic and sweet as anything, a tinkling sound. She's bronze-skinned, a slight thing, but she's worth her weight in gold."Â
He grins. You can't help but smile in response, infected by his endearing affection.
"What's her name?" you ask, voice near a coo.Â
"Argento."Â
You stare at him. His smile gets so big it looks like it could bruise his cheeks.Â
"You're talking about money."Â
"She's a brilliant bedfellow, isn't she? She keeps me warm and fed every night. She's a good girl." He sighs and crosses his arms behind his head. His attempt at nonchalance is ruined when he cringes in pain and drops them gracelessly back into his lap.
You cover your mouth and laugh. He's funny. Mother doesn't make half as many jokes.Â
Mother. As if the mere thought of her is enough to summon her presence, a shrill call echoes from the bottom of the tower.Â
"Y/N, darling, throw down the rope for your mother!"Â
You jump to your feet, slippers sliding against the mosaic floor in a hurried scratch. "You have to hide," you whisper harshly.
The stranger pouts at you. "Seriously, let me talk to her, Iâ"Â
You shake your head voraciously at his loud volume and press your finger to your lips, eyes begging with him to be quiet.Â
"Please," you whisper, "hide. I'll hide you 'til tomorrow, when she leaves in the morning."Â
He doesn't move.Â
"Y/N? I don't have all day!" The irritation in her voice is obvious.Â
"Please," you whisper again.Â
He gets up with a mild eye roll. You rush to the window and look down at your mother where she stands at the bottom, looking impossibly small.Â
"There you are! What are you waiting for? I'm not very happy with you, darling."Â
You lick your lips. "Sorry!" you call, turning to the rope spooled to the right of the window. You throw the rope over the hook at the top of the frame, pausing when you see the stranger lingering in your peripheral vision at the top of the stairs.Â
"What are you doing? Go!" you whisper.Â
He nods toward your hands. "Couldn't have thrown that down to me, could you?"Â
You shoo him away, his easy laughter doing nothing to assuage your racing heart as you drop the length of looped rope down to your mother. You wait until she's secured her foot in the loop before you start to walk backwards, lifting her weight.Â
It doesn't get any less laborious as you grow up. By the time she's reached the top of the tower you can hardly breathe. You cough so hard you feel nauseous.Â
"Holy stars, you sound ghastly. And it's completely unbecoming to cough like that without covering your mouth. You know that."Â
"Sorry, mother."Â
She hums. You can't decipher what it means, but it likely isn't something forgiving.Â
"I hope you had some time to think about our argument."Â
You hold your clasped hands behind your back, hair tickling your knuckles. "I did⌠I'm sorry, mother."Â
She stares at you for a moment from under dark eyebrows before her face lifts, the wrinkles in her soft forehead appearing more prominently as she says, "Darling, why do you do this? Why do you insist on making me angry?" She raises her hands to your neck, long fingernails weaving seamlessly into the mass of hair she finds there. "You know I'm only trying to protect you."Â
"I know," you say, tears burning hot behind your eyes. You will them away. Crying will make it worse, it always does.Â
She toys with your hair, eyes on your shoulder. You have the peculiar feeling that though she's looking at you she isn't truly looking at you, but through you. Her eyes are distant, unfocused.Â
Her finger wraps into your hair, twisting a strand behind your ear over, and over, and over. You shift uncomfortably at the tugging feeling at the back of your scalp but don't protest to her touches â any touch at all feels like a gift. Mother isn't generous with her affections.Â
"Maybe I've been too hard on you," she murmurs.Â
You loose a pained breath as she takes her hand from your hair and brings it to your face instead. She draws a line from the corner of your eye outwards, a kind, soft petting that gives you goosebumps.Â
"No, mother. I'm grateful for everything I have. I was being unreasonable, I don't need anything else. I⌠shouldn't have asked about the stars."Â
"No, you shouldn't have."Â
She moves from you to hang her robe up on the hanger. You tamp down your frowning because mother hates when you make her feel guilty and try to decide how it is you're going to escape to your bedroom for the night. You have lots of questions you want to ask the stranger.Â
You spot something out of the corner of your eye as your mother flits to the kitchen. There, on the table, sits two clay cups half empty and at opposite ends. You side eye your mother and find she's distracted herself with putting a wooden log into the oven's belly, grumbling about how you've neglected your afternoon chores.Â
You throw yourself in front of the table with a thud.Â
"What are you doing?" Mother asks, disgruntled.Â
"Nothing! I mean, I'm cleaning up. I forgot to empty these cups of paint after I finished."Â
"Why doesn't that surprise me?"Â
The thing about mother is that most of the things she says are neutral. Anybody else might think she was being light-hearted or blasĂŠ. She phrases everything so meticulously.Â
But she is not kind.Â
You laugh breathily and turn to the cups. Your heart leaps into your throat when you find the cup isn't the worst of what might give you away. Hooked over the back of the chair is the stranger's leather satchel, a ratty old thing sagging with the weight of its contents.Â
You take it. The zipper snags and the cause of the weight reveals itself in a clinking upheaval, a flash of light across the floor. You throw yourself over the chair to grab for it, a mindless scrambling, silver and gems cool and sharp under your hand. You shove it back in the satchel, no clue what it is. You've never seen anything like it.Â
"What are you doing?" Mother asks, her voice occluded by the soft bubbling of the cooking pot.Â
"It's dusty down here!" you call.Â
"Yes, well⌠it's to be expected when all you do is paint all day, darling."Â
"You're right," you say quietly. "Of course you are, mother."Â
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Steve hadn't suspected your room would look as plain as it does. You've a simple bed with a modest quilt and one tired looking pillow, though it's been made with neat folded corners. A stuffed rabbit sits at the bottom, lavender velveteen with a pink button nose. He doesn't touch it, though he'd like to. He's not sure he's ever touched a stuffed animal before.Â
He can hear you talking to your mother, or rather your mother talking at you. He must say, she doesn't sound like the easiest woman to get along with. But Steve's never had a mother, so maybe that's just what they're like.Â
You have a small table to one corner covered in small trinkets. Shells, stones, papers loose and bound. He flips open the soft cover of a book and finds it filled with pencil sketches, corner to corner of every page.Â
You've drawn the most mundane things in remarkable colour and detail. The cooking pot over the stove top, the washing basin, the wooden table. Your slippers, your hair brush. Ordinary things in extraordinary detail, and extraordinary colour.Â
He pauses at a loose leaf of brown paper tucked toward the end of the book. It's a bird on the window ledge, a fruit dove. The face and beak are in great detail, white feathers made corporeal by the smudge of hard pastel. The wings are rough, white and pale pinks and greens unrendered.Â
Footsteps sound up the stairs.Â
Shit, Steve thinks. They're a hurried sound. He's been sussed. He turns on his heel to find a place to hide.Â
"Shit," he says, climbing the circular platform that holds your bed and collapsing to the floor, wriggling on his back until he's hidden underneath the bed and sheets completely.Â
He holds his breath as the door creaks open.Â
"Um⌠mister⌠uh, stranger man?"Â
He waves his hand from under the bed.Â
"Oh, right. Move over," you say, and then you're getting under the bed to join him.Â
Steve moves over and suddenly you're there beside him, the two of you pressed arm to arm under your bed. Your smell is impossible to ignore, the fruity fragrance of jasmine and milk-soap. He stares at your face as you settle, your eyelashes fluttering, your subtle smile.Â
You turn your head to his. The two of you flinch in tandem, eyes flying away from each other to the underside of the bed.Â
Oh, Steve thinks. Holy stars.Â
You've painted lanterns on every slat. Purple paper lanterns that glow orange and yellow in their centres, tens of them in different sizes. It's as breathtaking as your field of flowers downstairs despite the major decrease in scale.
"Wow," he says, on impulse, "these are amazing."Â
You inhale happily. "Thank you. The floating lights are my favourite thing. They always come out-" You cut yourself off with a cough. "Well. I love them."Â
"'Floating lights,'" he quotes. You're strange.Â
"I wanted to go see them, butâŚ"
"But mother said no?"Â
"No," you murmur weakly. He takes it for yes. "She doesn't believe they're not stars."Â
He can hear each individual breath you take this close and suspects that you can hear his own. It's a funny thing to be this close to you when he doesn't know you beyond your painting and your too-long hair. He can see a lot more of your details, your tiny bumps and fine hairs.
"What's your name?" he asks quietly.Â
"I'm Y/N." You lay your ear against the wooden floor to look at him. "What's your name?"Â
"Steven. Steve will do just fine."
"Steve," you say, like you're testing it out. "Steve, you lied to me."Â
His eyes widen.Â
"Did I?" he asks, trying to disarm you with a smile and failing yet again.Â
"You lied," you whisper. "What's in the satchel, Steve?"Â
"It's not what you think."Â
"I think it's exactly what I think."Â
You're giving him a hard stare. He smiles and smiles and smiles, his facade cracking the longer you look at him. His breath all falls out in a rush, blowing the hair from his eyes as he sighs. "Alright, fine. I lied about the ruffians. In my defence, there isn't a big difference between those fools from the palace and true ruffians."Â
You sit up and wack your head on the bed slats above. Steve reaches out to help though there's nothing to do.Â
You push his hand away. "Palace guards?" you ask in an urgent whisper, hand held to the top of your head.Â
"Obviously. They don't just let you walk out of there without a fight⌠Wait, why are you surprised?" He measures your sheepish face. "You conniving, deceitful gir!"Â
"I might not know what it is, but I can tell it's not the kind of thing someone like you would have on his person," you say, grumbling at his insults.Â
His injustice at having been tricked drops away. "You don't know what it is? You've never seen a tiara?â
Your embarrassment is adorable. You change the subject deftly. âYou lied to me, letâs not forget. Youâre in danger because of the consequences of your own actions. Canât believe I fell for your sob story. I should tell my mother exactly what kind of man I have hiding under my bed.â
âWho youâre hiding under your bed with.â
You climb out from under the bed with an irritated harrumph. Steve untangles a length of your hair thatâs gotten wrapped around one of the beds feet before you can yank your own head back and follows you out.Â
âDonât be mad,â he says.
âYouâre a criminal,â you say angrily.Â
âNobodyâs perfect.â
Your furious whispers pause when your mother starts to sing downstairs. Steve can see the debate on your face. Yes, heâs a liar, yes, heâs a criminal, and yes, you should churn him back out into the valley. Send his untrustworthy self on his sorry way and wipe your hands of him entirely.Â
To do so would mean admitting to your mother that heâs here.Â
âJust⌠donât talk to me. And donât steal anything.â
He grins. âAs you wish, my lady.â
â
âY/N?â a voice asks in the dark.Â
Itâs impossible to relax with him here. Youâre worried heâs going to slit your throat while you sleep. Youâre doubly worried heâll see your unattractive resting face. Warped priorities aside, you canât make yourself sleep.Â
âYeah?â you whisper.Â
âThe floating lights?â
Your eyes fly open. You get the disorienting feeling of blindness and blink in the dark until you can make out the faintest glow of moonlight under the door. âYeah?â
âThose are called lanterns.â
You swallow a rough breath. âLanterns.â
âMm-hm. Theyâre made of paper. You light them and send them up with the breeze. The ones youâve been seeing, theyâre probably for the lost princess.â
âThe lost princess?â
âYeah. The entire kingdom floods into the town and each person lights a lantern for her. Itâs more of a festival these days, but⌠They're supposed to help her find her way home. If sheâs really lost, that is.â
You hum something, an attempt to reply, but you're too distracted to say anything else. Floating paper. A lost princess. You close your eyes and clouds of purple, pink and orange burn against your eyelids.Â
âÂ
"You want me to what?"Â
"I want you to take me to see the lanterns."Â
Steve's back aches from sleeping flat on the floor all night long, and his shoulders scream every time he moves from climbing, and his hands are gross and sore with scabs, and he truthfully doesn't have the patience for this conversation.Â
"No."Â
"Fine. Don't take me, and I will keep the tiara as an innkeeper's fee."Â
"There's usually breakfast at an inn," he says.Â
You slap a steaming hot bowl of porridge in front of him. You've drizzled the surface with honey and placed red berries over the top to form a smiling face. The heat of the porridge has melted the berries into blobs that break from their skin when he pokes them with a spoon.Â
"Oh," he says. Nice.
He looks up to find you dressed in a different gown than yesterday, this one made up of a green bodice with white sleeves and a white skirt. The bottom hem is sewn with dainty yellow flowers, the bodice with vines in a darker shade of green. It's a very sweet dress on an otherwise sweet looking girl, if you ignore the formidable twist of your brow.Â
Fine, he'll bite. Your frown is sweet too.Â
"I'm not taking you anywhere," he says, about to scoop up a bite of porridge. He's starving.Â
You pull the bowl away from him, his spoon diving straight into the gnarled wooden table.Â
"You'll take me, or I'll tell the first palacemen that I find who you are and where you were."Â
"This isn't how you negotiate."Â
"Good thing I'm not negotiating."Â
He tries to intimidate you. Steve is not very intimidating. He frowns and he looks unhappy rather than angry, the worst he dips into is a pestered annoyance. His stomach gurgles in the ensuing silence.Â
"Why do you need someone to take you? Your mother left just this morning by herself."
You raise your eyebrows.Â
Steve sighs. "And if I did take you⌠then what? I suppose you'll want safe passage home, as well?"Â
You slide his porridge a little bit closer to his outstretched hand.
"You'll be coming back this way anyhow."Â
Well, yeah. He didn't know you knew that. Steve sighs, the most pained and inconvenienced groan he can muster because everything is awful and he's hurting in six different places. You donât budge.Â
"Fine. Fine! I'll take you into the city to see the lanterns, and I'll bring you home. And you will give me back my satchel and my- uh, findings."Â
You push the porridge toward him. "That was easier than I expected."
Steve wishes he could pretend your smugness wasn't sweet, either. Because he isn't going to make this easy for you, not one bit.Â
He watches you pack your bag from the table and feels very, very sorry for you. For starters, you don't really have a bag, only a sack for potatoes now emptied. You take two clean dresses down from the clothesline they'd been hanging on and fold them before putting them at the bottom of the sack carefully, and then you're clueless.Â
"It'll be five or six days," he says, "now I've lost my horse."Â
Lost isn't the right word. His stolen horse had sprinted off into the forest and left him stranded. Another ailment to add to his list â thrown bodily off of a stallion.Â
"Do you have any better shoes?"Â
You look down at your pretty slippers and grimace. "No."Â
"You don't get out much, do you?"Â
You ignore him and pull a case of things out from under the small counter in the alcove of your kitchen. You drop a roll of linen bandages into the sack and shove the case back under the counter with your foot as you bring out a block of cheese and a box of matches.Â
Poor girl, he thinks.Â
"Don't worry too much about it."Â
"I'm not worried," you say, topping your provisions off with a punnet of fruit and the last of your fresh flatbread covered in a beeswax wrapping. "This will be fun."Â
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You're scared enough to feel tears welling in your eyes.Â
Steve walks ahead of you, shoes hidden by lush green grass as he makes his way toward the valley's exit. You're not sure he's realised you're not behind him, or maybe he has and he refuses to wait. You've finished bricking the secondary entrance to the tower closed again, and while it seems obviously disturbed you have no choice but to hope mother doesn't steer around the back anytime soon.Â
Your adrenaline has been pumping ever since you jimmied the tile and unlocked the trap door. Your chest physically aches with anxiety, and your breath has begun to feel short and shallow.Â
"Are you coming?" Steve calls.Â
You heave the potato sack over your shoulder and take a step forward.Â
The earth is soft and hard underfoot, an impossible sensation. You rock your heel back and forth and test the uneven ground for purchase. The temptation to reach down and touch it for the first time is high but Steve's still watching you, so you hurry toward him and try not to fall over. You take a huge, calming breath.Â
It smells gorgeous out here. Despite keeping the window cracked and the tower clean, there's a lived-in smell that can't be escaped. Out here, you can practically taste the earth. The crisp air burns your nose.Â
Steve keeps a fast pace and neither of you talk. Your companion isn't happy about his predicament and you can't blame him, you've practically taken him hostage. He isn't a poor sport either, and he hasn't been cruel. Quiet, he parts the ivy covering the valley exit and lets you pass.Â
The world is even bigger from there.Â
"Stay close, okay? I don't know what kind of vagrants we'll come across this far from town."Â
You swallow a lump in your throat. "Uh-huh."Â
You stay likely too close, your arm gracing his own every now and then. Each time you pull away and each time you end up drifting back toward him. The quiet is impenetrable. You don't know what to say to a man. To anybody. Mother's usually the guiding force of every conversation, and her insistence has left you poorly equipped.Â
Steve seems content to languish in silence.Â
You walk. You watch the sun move, heat burning your skin by midday. You're not used to walking such long distances or being so exposed to the elements, and by evening you hurt everywhere. Your face shines with perspiration and your shoes chafe your ankles raw, each step a barb.Â
As if things couldn't get worse, guilt grabs and holds you. Guilt and fear. What will mother think if she finds out you've left? What would she say? How ridiculously naive, darling. I told you, you aren't to leave the tower. Do you seriously think you know better than I do? Do you think I'm stupid? I'm hurt. I'm hurting that you'd think so low of me.Â
You try to shake the thoughts away. A shiver rushes down your spine.Â
Steve holds a hand over his eyes, turning his head to the West where the sun approaches the horizon.Â
"It'll be dark in a few hours,â he says.Â
You nibble the inside of your cheek, voice hoarse and throat dry from your lack of conversation. "Will we camp for the night?"Â
He shakes his head, the sun climbing up his neck to paint his brown hair blonde. "If memory serves, there's an inn not far from here." He smiles. "You'll like it."Â
"Oh. That's good."Â
"Yeah."Â
You kick a small stone. "How do you know where we're going?" You'd been on a dirt path now for an hour or two, or rather two dirt paths, worn by carriage wheels. "Everything looks the same."Â
"I'm an excellent navigator."Â
Sure enough, he navigates the two of you toward a pretty little inn snugly hidden between a crop of towering, leafy trees, a shock of beige and brown in an overwhelmingly green landscape.Â
"Le Vilain Caneton," you read off of the sign, giving him a bright smile. "That sounds nice."Â
"What did I tell you? You're gonna love this."Â
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Steve doesn't feel bad, at first.Â
He throws open the door. The handle slams hard enough into the wood behind it that he's surprised there isn't a cracking sound. He ushers you inside, finding that the handle hasn't broken a hole in the wall because there's already one there.Â
It's sleazy, all things considered. Steve has avoided this place pretty much his entire adult life after a trade gone wrong, and while he feels his appearance has changed enough to spare him a skirmish he affects the Steven Harrington manner. Two-timing baby Stevie is nowhere to be seen.Â
He's still a two-timer. Case in point.Â
"Isn't it charming?" he murmurs to you, hand held aloft behind your back. Not touching but ready to if you step back.Â
"Yeah," you say weakly. "Really cute."Â
Adorable.Â
Steve takes a step that encourages you forward into the main area of the room. The smell of cheap ale blooms and the floor is sticky with it. He regrets how it will likely ruin your pretty slippers but he isn't a coward, walking you right up to the bar where a scary looking guy stands wiping glasses with a dirty rag.Â
"Are you the innkeeper?" he asks jovially. "We'd like a room."Â
Scary guy squints, looks between you and Steve with apprehension.Â
Steve's trying to scare you, not get caught. He throws his arm over your shoulders. You shrink under his touch. It's too late for him to pull away, guilt softening the grasp he has on your shoulder as he lays down a thick facade.Â
"My wife's tired as a lamb from walking all day, could we get a hot bath drawn with that?"Â
Scary guy spits into the cup with a scoff. "Judy?" he calls out gruffly.Â
Steve beams. You curl into him slowly, a flower turning to the sun, hiding from the cold. You still smell of jasmine milk soap after all these hours of walking, but he doesn't miss how the lengths of your hair have grown dishevelled with sweat and wind. He wonders how long it might take you to brush free the knots and tangles. He wonders if you do it in the bath.Â
You turn to him with your face shining with a trust he doesn't deserve, like you're seeking his protection.Â
"Steve, I don't have any money," you whisper.Â
His hand rests in the nook of your neck. "That's alright. Consider it part of your innkeeper's fee."Â
"Does this come with breakfast, too?" you ask genuinely.Â
Judy, a tall, lithely woman who can't be more than thirty takes her station behind the bar and smiles at you before her eyes follow Steve's arm to his body. He freezes at the calculating tilt of her head, the subtle but not invisible squint.Â
"Breakfast is an additional two silvers."
"And for the room and bath?"Â
"Ten for the room, five for the bath, two for breakfast." Judy grins. Her hair is like copper, shifting around sharp cheekbones. "Seventeen silvers all together."Â
Steve frowns but hands over the money.Â
Judy takes you up the first flight of rickety stairs to your room, and nods toward the bathing room as you pass it. She shows you where you'll be spending the night, a ramshackle room with a bed made of what Steve suspects to be more straw than padding. He's relieved at the thick quilt set and folded at the bottom. It looks clean enough.Â
"I'll knock when the bath is drawn. Will that be for both of you?"Â
And so. Steve had feared this, feared the bath in general, and had forgotten to explain this fear to you.Â
"Both of us," he says, nodding.Â
You're thankfully smart enough to keep any grievances you have at that to yourself. At least, until the door closes, and you pin him with a look that's a mixture of betrayed and furious. Your eyebrows pinch together.Â
"Why did you say that?"Â
"It's what's expected of us."Â
"By who?" you ask, near belligerent.Â
He shushes you, a frown of his own taking form. "By everybody. It's what married couples do, they share the water when travelling. And it wouldn't be proper for you to be in the bathing room by yourself, how could your husband protect your honour?"Â
"You're not my husband."Â
He shushes you again, this time with a severe expression that finally has you giving pause. Your eyes flash with fear and quickly clear. You take a step back.Â
He holds a hand out toward you amicably. "Sorry. But it will be much safer for both of us if we can keep our ruse alive. Someone as handsome as you, it isn't right for your reputation to be travelling with me while you're still unmarried, you know? And for meâŚ" He doesn't want to explain the horrible truth to you. If Steve refuses to leave you, to share you, to let men do what men would like to do to you, that might invite a riot.
"I don't have a reputation," you say.Â
He shrugs. "It is safer for us to be married." He hesitates, remembering why he'd brought you here in the first place. The horrible truth may be unseemly, but it could be enough to get you to bow out. "If we aren't married⌠Well, it doesn't bear saying."Â
"What?" you ask, a curious thing. He loves it, and not only because it works to his advantage.Â
"Men will take anything they find beautiful. And without care."Â
Your fingers tighten around the mouth of your potato sack bag.Â
"I see," you say. "Of course. I knew that, mother always says, but."Â
He winces at the reminder of your cruel mother. He feels cruel himself, suddenly, for scaring you on purpose as your mother likely does, for being another member of the opposition in your life. All you want is to see the Princess' lanterns, so much so you've hidden under your bed and painted their colours painstakingly onto each slat of supporting wood. A hidden wish, and one you'd deigned to share with him. He starts to think, Maybe I should just take her. How much could it possibly cost me?Â
But Steve's from nothing. He was born from nothing, he grew up with nothing. He is, in the grand scheme of the universe and its many, many stars, nothing. Another orphaned boy destined to waste his life stealing coppers from coin purses and sleeping in doorways.Â
The sooner he gets that tiara, the better. No more sleeping outside. No more staring up at the wine dark sky and wondering if any of those blistering stars can hear him.Â
If they can, they aren't listening.Â
You put your bag down on the floor. It thunks.Â
"What have you piled in there, sweetness? A mountain?" he asks, momentarily distracted.Â
"Nothing!" you rush to say, standing in front of your bag like it might hide it from his view.Â
The door knocks before he can question you further. "The bath!" comes Judy's solid tone.Â
"Thank you," Steve says, "we'll be right out." He nods at you. "Your change of clothes?"Â
You search through your bag with your shoulders to him, hunched to shield the mystery.Â
"You can keep your secrets," he teases lightly. The stars know he keeps his own.Â
Through the hallway to the bathing room, Judy kicks open the door, points to the bath as though he might not see it otherwise, and then the small weight by the doorway to keep the door closed. There's no steam to the water.Â
"How conning," Steve mutters, closing the door after Judy's departure.Â
"What?" you ask, your voice curiously strung.Â
"The waterâs barely hot."Â
"I've never had a hot bath before."Â
He looks at you through the corner of his eye. "Never?"Â
"Sometimes mother would pour warm water through my hair, but no. Does it hurt, when it's too hot?"Â
He can't help grinning at you. "Some of the time," he concedes. "It's a nice kind of hurting, though, do you know what I mean? You'll feel much better after." He chuckles, sticking his finger into the water. It isn't not hot, but it could be better considering its cost. "Not that this could ever hurt you."Â
"A nice kind of hurting," you mumble.Â
"Mm. You should try to be quick, they might want the bath for someone else soon."Â
You nod, eyes darkening with your remembered predicament. You hug your clean dress to your chest. He thinks, suddenly, that your hair looks very heavy, and that it must hurt your neck.Â
"I won't look," he says, voice soft with sincerity.Â
Your shoulders relax.Â
He sits with his legs stretched out and shoes pressed to the door to stop a potential intruder, listening, trying not to listen, as you peel out of your clothes. Your bare feet sound strange over the wooden floor, a shushing sound. Your dress and corset fall in rustling waves.Â
You gasp as you step into the water. "Oh," you say, the small sound imbued with a simple, common pleasure.Â
He feels the tension like fog over the kingdom waters in summer, when the heat is tangible and the nights are short. You look so soft in your clothes. Outside of them, Steve can only imagine.Â
He tries very hard to push it from his mind, feeling an unwelcome heat rise anyhow. He blames it on the humidity of the room.Â
You pitter for a moment, in awe of the heat.Â
"Howâ" His voice gets caught. He clears his throat, tries a second time, "How do you wash your hair?"Â
"I lather the soap in my hands andâ" You seem to be victim of the same affliction as he is. "Steve, could you pass me my soap? I'm sorry, I've left it on the vanity with my dress."Â
"If you want me to help you, you need only ask. I've been said to have very hard-working hands."
"I thought you were a thief?"
Steve stands up grudgingly. He usually has much better luck with the ladies, yet all his joking flirtation soars straight over your head. Not that he actually wants it to land, nor does he think he could handle your attention.Â
He doesn't look at you as he grabs your bar of soap. He unwraps its beeswax covering and hands it to you, looking decidedly at the damp wall opposite. He feels your wet hand touch his. Your skin is so hot it startles him, and the bar of soap slips between your outstretched fingers, slamming and sliding somewhere unknown.Â
"Shit," he says. "Alright, best cover yourself."Â
He hears quick movements in the water as he turns to you, throwing his gaze to the floor, only a split flash of your naked skin to be seen. Your soap has rounded the corner of the wooden tub, lying behind your straight back. He kneels to pick it up, scowling at the scum sticking to its underside, and nearly headbutts your forehead as he stands.Â
He springs back, and he stares. You have water running in rivers down your face, your wet hair framing your shining cheeks, pooling down. It covers the swell of your chest so precisely that Steve bites his tongue, forcing his eyeline back to your waiting face. You have water in your eyes like tears, their lashes turned to triangles, clinging to one another.Â
You look like one of the women from his storybook. A water nymph. A siren. The room is warm with steam, and his cheeks, hot to begin with, emanate enough heat to warm your tub again as he makes the comparison. Your looks alone might draw him to drowning.Â
"Steve?" you ask, holding out your hand.Â
Hair shifts over your body like a dancing shadow, or a beaming light. He isn't sure. There's something about it that feels extraordinary, not just in the length of it.Â
He passes you your soap. Ridiculous, he thinks. Imbecilic. Your hair is hair and nothing more. While you're achingly pretty and you have a fine hand, that is where your remarkability ends.Â
"Could you turn around again?" you ask, flustered.
He turns around.Â
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"You brought your pan?" Steve asks you, bewildered. He's standing by the small, thin window, metal-wrought panes that filter the last of the sun's rays.Â
You stand shivering by your potato sack and frown at him, setting the pan on the sheets. "I think we might have a more pressing issue."Â
"We don't have anything." He seems to appraise your condition. "How do you usually dry your hair?"Â
"You wouldn't believe me."Â
"How cryptic! I'm afraid you're destined to freeze here, my heart. Or we could take you home, where you may comfortably perform whatever ritual it is that you perform and dry your hair."Â
"Wasn't there a fireplace downstairs?"Â
"We aren't going back down there."Â
"We aren't," you say in agreement, turning his distaste of the collective pronoun back on him. "I'll go by myself."Â
"That is a horrible, terrible, awful idea."Â
"I'm not going home. I want toâ Iâm going to see the paper lanterns."Â
Steve sighs. After your bath, he'd taken the smaller basin of clean water and washed up, now standing in front of you in his only change of clothes, a darker, navy tunic buttoned to the throat and simple slacks. His shoes are tightly laced even at this hour. You look down at your bare feet and feel majorly abashed by their new blisters and haphazard bandaging. You can't make yourself put your slippers back on.Â
He continues his sighing as he crosses the room. He's still grumbling when he opens the door.Â
"Well?" he asks, holding it open.Â
You pat his arm gently as you pass. "Thank you."Â
You trek down the stairs, careful with each footstep that you aren't trodding on a misplaced nail or scary splinter. Wood changes to stone flooring, tiles of a terracotta colour that are large and misshapen. You keep your eyes on them as you cross the room to its only source of heat, a blistering hearth just shy of the room's stage and piano. Somebody sits behind it on the piano bench, though they aren't playing the piano at all, but a great wooden instrument you've never seen.Â
"What is that?" you ask Steve.Â
He doesn't bend under your attention. He frowns ever so slightly. "What?"Â
You point to the instrument as conspicuously as you can.Â
Steve takes your shoulder into his hand and guides you toward the fireplace without malice. He's prompting you along, as you've stopped in the middle of the room.Â
"You've never seen one of those?" he asks.Â
"Not in any of my books."Â
"I guess they're still new. That's a vihuela. It's a⌠it's a nice sound."Â
You nod appreciatively, and feel much happier as Steve pulls a nearby chair as close to the hearth as he can without garnering any disgruntled looks from the other patrons. You sneak a peek at their faces. Most are naturally intimidating; there are men with weathered, unkind faces lining the walls with tankards of ale in hand; there are travellers such as yourselves, though they look hardened, sharper than you ever could, coin purses on tables as if daring you to try lifting them; there are women, sparsely, who are sharper in a different way. They remind you of a summer rose, darkly red, a gorgeous head of petals distracting from a thorny stem.Â
You sit down in your chair and feel the heat of the fireplace greet your chilled skin, and your soaked back. Your dress has soaked up much of your hairs dripping, the kind of unfortunate happenstance that might spiral into your hypothermic death. Steve puts his chair beside yours and turns his entire body toward yours. You like it. It's like he's hiding you from everybody else, replacing their sneering gazes with his fed-up acceptance. You find extreme comfort in this feeling, as though Steve is the only person in the room with you.Â
"Turn to me."Â
"What if my hair catches?"Â
"You aren't close enough for that."Â
You turn to Steve completely. You look like lovers, you must, worse when he takes your slippers and holds them on top of one of his thighs. He has wide thighs, and they make you feel a feeling you don't understand. Everything you know about men has come from Mother or books. Mother claims them to be evil in their entirety. Of the few books you have, and fewer that talk of men beyond the factual, none have ever mentioned why their legs look like that, and why it will make you feel like you've swallowed something much too hot.Â
"I'll make sure your hair doesn't go up in flames," he promises grandly, unnecessarily, "consider it one of my guidely duties."Â
A shy, pleased smile takes your lips. "Thank you."Â
"Yeah, you're welcome." He closes his eyes and tips his head back. "Stars, I'm hungry."Â
"I haveâ"Â
"We'll buy dinner. They have hunter's stew here, have you ever tried that?"Â
"No."Â
He laughs, crossing his arms across his chest. "Of course not. Alright, this will sound gross, but it's really old stew. Years old, maybe decades. They keep adding and adding to the pot with whateverâs in season."Â
You don't know everything, or anything, really, but you know that sounds like food poisoning in a bowl. "How doesn't it kill you?"Â
"They keep it really, really hot, all day long."Â
You like the way he says it, even if he's maybe making fun. He almost sings each word, a melodic cadence to his pronunciation that endears you further.Â
"And you've had it? What does it taste like?"Â
"See, you'd think it tastes a bit muddled, right? But it's good. You'll like it."Â
He makes no move to get up and get the aforementioned soup. You aren't particularly hungry, leaning back just a little so the brutal heat of the flames can warm your damp shoulder. The wetness of your dress is fading, warmed but still undeniably wet, and you wonder if the heat is hurting your hair. Mother always says to keep your hair as far from the hearth as you can at all times, and gets angry when you sit too close.Â
The soot, darling. The soot will cling to your hair and ruin it. It is, in Mother's opinion, the most beautiful thing about you.Â
Mother. She shouldn't be back home for days now, and still you're worrying. Mostly about being caught. But if you're caught, and she knows you leftâŚÂ
You have a strange love for your mother. The kind that makes you feel sick in intensity. You want, at all times, to please her. And you know this isn't something she would approve of, Stars, she'd be so disappointed in you for taking this risk.Â
You stare up at a wooden beam past Steve's head and try not to tear up. Anxiety eats at you until there's nothing left but your skin, your insides a tangled dark whorl of misery. She must know you've left home. She must know how terribly ungrateful you are for everything she's sacrificed. She must knowâ
"Are you okay?"Â
You blink hurriedly and face Steve, hoping this will dispel the quick-welling tears clouding your vision. It doesn't work: blinking canât erase years of pent up worry. You wipe your eyes before they can roll down your cheeks and humiliate you further.Â
"I'm okay," you say.Â
Steve frowns again. He's a frowny guy.Â
"What's wrong?" He takes your elbow into his hand.
"Nothing. UhâŚ" You smile through your embarrassment. "We don't light the hearth at home, often, and uh, I think the smoke is irritating my eyes." You nod for emphasis.Â
Steve does not believe you, clearly, but he squeezes your elbow and nods back.Â
He looks at your face until you're uneasy.Â
"I'll go get that stew,â he says, patting your arm.Â
You feel strange once heâs gone. It's nice to be by yourself for a moment. You've spent the majority of your adult life alone while mother goes here, there, and everywhere. You're never allowed to go with her, too stupid for the outside world and all its challenges.Â
You look around the room now and wonder if this is really the world she means. Sure, it's foreign, and it's unsettling, and without Steve by your side you might not be left alone as you have been, but you'd expected more. Where are all the insects that make you sick, and the men with cutlasses and shackles?Â
Your eyes drift to the vihuela player. He's moved to sit at the opposite side of the fire. He strums lackadaisically at his instrument, his shoulders against the wall and a cup of mead at his feet. It's obvious nobody's given him any coin in a while.Â
Behind him sits the piano, glimmering with the flickering firelight. You've read about them, you've even seen drawings of harpsichords, but never heard one played. You wonder what it sounds like. Any music at all is amazing to you. All you've ever heard is singing. One song.Â
Steve returns with two bowls of hunter's stew. You're scared to try it but horrified that you might look like a coward in front of him. Again. Your tears had been bad enough.Â
You swallow a spoonful and your eyes water unbidden. "Oh, wow."Â
"Good, huh?"Â
You try not to cough. "It's rich."Â
"I guess you haven't had stuff like this before, huh?" He forks through his bowl and pulls out a big pale vegetable roughly cubed. "You like potato?"Â
"Yeah," you say, and before you've finished he's pushing the potato against the lip of your bowl and pulling the tines of his fork free. It falls into your stew with a small splash. "Oh. Thank you."Â
You try to eat as much of it as you can but start to feel sick somewhere in the middle. You set your bowl aside and Steve, bowl emptied, drops his next to it, wiping his hands together and standing.Â
You look up, puzzled.Â
"Come on."Â
Your hair isn't quite dry, a tugging weight for your neck as Steve slides his hand over your warm shoulder. You worry it might never full dry again, not without a helping hand.Â
He leads you up the small platform to the piano.Â
You look to him inquisitively.Â
"It's alright. I asked them if you could try it. Just try not to play too loudly and disrupt the bard."Â
"How do you adjust how loud it is?"Â
He pushes down on your shoulders until you're sitting on the bench. "You play softly. It's going to be a little loud no matter what. Don't smash the keys."Â
"Are they fragile?" you ask worriedly, holding your tensed fingertips above the white and pitch keys.Â
"No," he says, laughing without any judgement, "move over, I'll show you."Â
He sits on the bench beside you. There's not a whole lot of room, and his arm presses hot to yours. He places his hand above the keys like he knows what he's doing, and presses down. He plays a line of notes, the sounds a plinking rising melody that has you gasping in awe.Â
"Don't," âhe presses down a huge chunk of keys, and the sound is awfulâ "do this."Â
You look up to see if anybody's glaring. Then you burst into giggles, face pressed to his shoulder on automatic as you try to smother the sound. He laughs warmly near your ear.
You probe curiously at the keys and try to make a song. You don't know how, don't know one note from another, you can't fathom how someone might make this into anything more than the bard's lazy fingerings.Â
"Do you know anything?" Steve asks.Â
Do you know anything? Mother demands. Darling, I've told you a million timesâŚ
"No. Sorry," you say.Â
His voice is sincerely sweet, like he's confused you'd ever be sorry, "For what? I can play you something. Choose a song."Â
"I only know the one."Â
He blinks at you. You shrink into yourself as he averts his gaze, knowing what he's thinking. How useless you are.Â
The song starts slowly. Steve taps one key, and then another. It lends and lists into music suddenly, the repetition of a simple melody. He doesn't sing, just speaks the words as he plays.Â
"She sends me a flower to hold me," he says, an echo of song in his tone. "She sends me a flower toâ night." He moves his hands up to a higher sound. "She loves me too much, so she's told me. But if she loved me, oh loved me, she might⌠Come to see me, oh sweetheart, come to see me, oh lover, come to see me, oh darling." He smiles at you. "Come to see me toâ night." He clears his throat, hand stilling. "You'd sing the bridge again, but I think I'll spare your ears."Â
"Is that yours?" you ask him.Â
He drops his hand into his lap. "No. Steve Harrington doesn't pen love poems, I'm afraid."Â
"Only plays them."Â
His smile turns to a smirk, so sticky it's catching.Â
"You're not the mouse I'd thought you were," he says.
"Was this realisation before or after I tried to maim you with a cast iron pan?"Â
He's about to answer, a spark behind his eyes, when the door opens wide enough to split its hinges. The origin of the hole in the wall is clear, and he waltzes in with a band of men behind him, grinning.Â
"Oh, for Starsâ sake," Steve mutters.Â
"What?" you ask.Â
The man at the front of the group of men â or, as they step into the light and reveal themselves, boys â sets his one un-patched eye on you and Steve, smiles like the devil, and croons, "Stevie!"Â
Steve's smile is gone.Â
"Eddie," he says tiredly.Â
"You're back!" Eddie looks you up and down, and his expression turns to one of complete surprise. "With a wife? My, my, we have been busy."Â
Steve stands, and Eddie, in all his darkness, dark hair and eyes and tunic, his grin turns mean. You hide behind one of Steve's thighs, hesitant. He drops his hand against the top of your head.Â
"Why's it matter?" Steve asks.Â
"It doesn't." This Eddie sounds all too cheerful. "What does matter, I'm afraid, is the debt between us."Â
"I don't owe you anything."Â
You watch with widened eyes as Eddie unsheathes his sword. The scabbard has a mottling of shiny reds and blacks, and the blade glows silver to white in the light. It's sharp.
Steve pulls a small knife from his hip. You hadn't realised he was carrying a weapon.Â
Eddie takes a step forward, his shoes like a thunderclap across the wooden floor.Â
"I'm afraid my Sweetheart here doesn't agree."Â
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wonderfools in a nut shell is just the trio doing mr bean-esque skits all day long much to unjeong's dismay, meanwhile palho is in eternal suffering at the hands of a doomsday cult.
Yeah I'm gonna need unjeong fics rn pls!!
The Wonderfools (ěëíě¤), 2026, South Korea Season One, Episode Three
Cha Eun-woo as Lee Un-jeong/ Oddball
Him in glasses >>> đŠ
Unjeong kissing chaeni because it was on her bucket list and would get her to teleport... they're so cute
I love the unhinged chaotic teleportation gf and nonchalant shy telekinesis bf dynamic going on here

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The Wonderfools (ěëíě¤), 2026, South Korea Season One, Episode One
Cha Eun-woo as Lee Un-jeong/ Oddball
Wish I was that cigarette
i'm happy that cha eunwoo's typecasting has evolved from "đđ§ââď¸" to men in white tanks being a little sweaty during work break time. beautiful

