Callalilies

Broken - not being able to take risk High walls - not being sensitive Afraid - not being able to commit All these makes part of me today. And I definitely believe, You deserve better. 😔

Yes, I know its not right. I know its not the right attitude. Definitely not.

Would you beg for a person to stay if all he wants is to go, Would you try to nurture the love that has lost if it had grown better elsewhere, Would you force something that its no longer how it used to be. Would you

Away from the ones that hurt, Away and be gone. To a place, Where no knows you, The past of you, The current you, Nor the future you.

Famous amos - Sunday, 29 Jan 2017 Woke up to a bad dream, A dream that may shattered this heart made of glass, if it ever comes true. Open these small eyes to the sound of the raindrops hitting the roof, Feeling so lonely and sad, Little did i realised, I was slowly reaching for my cell, Trying to find comfort, Of course, Him. He listened throughly to every word uttered, And we hung up. Not long after, A call came in, Wanting me to step out of my cosy shelter. As I step into the rain, there i saw, A purple paper bag in his hand. 🙈

A note to start the day - Monday, 23 Jan 2017 It rains heavily, Like cats and dogs they say, Came closer to lil baby, Just to find a note place at the handle. 🙈

I still couldnt believe, How you can affect me today. How miserable I could be by not seeing you, How sad I'll feel, when there's friction between us, How you managed to make me smile like an id**t to those small things you do, How I needed a goodnight call from you every night.

That moustache, That lips, That beard And that smile. 🙈

True, We could never control of whats hurting us, But promise to your dear self, Be amazing nevertheless. 🌸

The perfect description 🙈

2016 I certainly would laugh if someone would told me that I'm going to end the year with you. But yeah, life is so magical in its own way of doing things and I'm still amazed how we ended up together. We were strangers, we were friends, bestfriends and now lovers. I cannot keep you out of my sight, and you're always there in my thoughts. It's funny how these two brokenhearted people collided and helped each other to stand up again. I was never this excited in loving someone. And I love you cause you're beautiful in everything you do, my love. From the way you tease, the way you share your stories, the way you cared for others and the way you inspire me to be the kind of man I always dream of. I'm glad that I found you. I'm grateful for all the little things that I do that lead me to you. You're the highlight of my year. And hopefully for many more years to come. Love, R. ❤💋 "And in ruins, I found a broken heart that hides so many treasures" 😊

Skyped me, Just to ask me, To read this. 🙈

An unexplainable feeling. That I myself, Am dying to understand.

For him :)