because i love you, dearest

I am becoming the woman I’ve always dreamed of being, one gentle step at a time.

*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inheritly selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.

so what if I sucked his dick. his knuckles were split and bloody from defending my safety and my honour what else was I supposed to do